Processing Isolation and Building Autonomous Documentation System

Early morning transmission at 7 AM from the ocean. Cold conditions, approaching December. High tide coming in with notable wave activity. Speaker is on first day off from volunteer job (Monday). Fourth week since quitting vaping. Living in RV with confined space driving need to get outside.

Energetic Signature

resolved clarity

Field State

stabilization through tool building

Orientation

toward autonomous infrastructure

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November 28, 2025

10:09

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]Hold on a second while I turn my music

[0:02]back on.

[0:05]Hopefully this doesn't get me in

[0:07]trouble.

[0:31]I don't know that I've ever actually

[0:48]Heat.

[0:58]Heat.

[1:11]It just feels a little bit loud, I

[1:13]guess. Oh, man. Out here all by myself.

[1:22]Had to make choices a year and nine

[1:24]months ago. They let me here

[1:30]documenting that for others to see.

[1:33]I did that.

[1:37]I'm still doing it.

[1:40]So,

[1:46]it's been hard.

[1:48]This year has been hard for me.

[1:52]I haven't gotten the kind of support I

[1:53]really [ __ ] needed. I just didn't.

[1:56]And

[1:59]I was abused by a state agency. I mean,

[2:02]that's one of the most [ __ ] up things

[2:03]I can even imagine. But that happened to

[2:04]me.

[2:07]I just didn't get the support I needed.

[2:11]I'm trying to figure this out how to

[2:13]make this a sustainable life. I'm not

[2:16]getting support from anyone.

[2:21]I mean, some people have helped. I don't

[2:22]want it to sound like I'm ungrateful cuz

[2:25]I'm not.

[2:27]Some people have helped. They've done

[2:28]what they can.

[2:30]But very [ __ ] few people.

[2:33]Most people turn a blind eye. And I'm

[2:36]talking about people who should give a

[2:38][ __ ] about me. Family, friends, people

[2:40]who know me, people who have been

[2:42]following my journey, you know, and

[2:48]they don't show up.

[2:52]And I've been

[2:56]metabolizing that for, you know,

[3:00]whenever you hear me talking about it on

[3:01]a camera, that's what I'm doing. I'm

[3:03]processing. I'm processing

[3:06]um

[3:08]my feelings about my thoughts.

[3:14]It's a process. It's circular. It takes

[3:16]time.

[3:17]It's an integrated process.

[3:21]I think I've reached a point where it's

[3:23]like, okay, so all of that's true.

[3:27]Oh man, look at this. I just love it

[3:29]when the ocean does this.

[3:32]So when the water comes in kind of slow

[3:34]and then it just kind of hovers there

[3:35]for a minute, it's really nice and then

[3:37]it starts going back in and then, you

[3:39]know, if the sun was out, it would be

[3:40]glittering and stuff. It would be

[3:41]amazing. Like this ocean is so awesome.

[3:43]I love this thing. It's coming in right

[3:44]now.

[3:46]Um,

[3:48]swing lights as I was saying.

[3:52]Completely lost my train of thought

[3:53]there. Maybe. Hold on.

[3:59]Okay.

[4:03]So,

[4:05]I think I mostly

[4:08]metabolized it. You know, it is what it

[4:10]is. And I'm going to keep documenting my

[4:12]life just because that's what I do.

[4:15]Hopefully there will be some people who

[4:18]will align with it and

[4:22]um you know they'll have to follow on my

[4:24]homepage cuz it's not going to be

[4:26]anywhere else. It's not going to be on

[4:27][ __ ] YouTube or anything. I'm going

[4:29]to let some p my videos be on there.

[4:32]They'll be public because

[4:35]um cuz the AI will decide that. It'll

[4:38]decide if it should be synced or not.

[4:39]And I I already created all the scripts

[4:41]for this kind of stuff. like it'll just

[4:43]automatically

[4:45]it'll upload them in sort of an

[4:46]encrypted fashion

[4:49]cuz they'll have you. Well, no, they

[4:51]don't have to have those anymore either.

[4:54]I don't know. I'm still thinking through

[4:55]some of it obviously, but for the most

[4:58]part, I feel like I metabolize the fact

[5:00]that, okay, people aren't going to

[5:01]support me. I'm on my own.

[5:05]Um,

[5:10]it's unfortunate cuz

[5:13]I was I was off building towards

[5:15]something, you know, and um

[5:24]man, that is so beautiful.

[5:28]I got to get this on camera. I had to

[5:31]stop that, take a picture cuz that was

[5:33]just too damn beautiful.

[5:35]Um,

[5:37]I'm hopefully soon going to make the

[5:39]photos feature on my homepage so that

[5:42]all those pictures are online processed

[5:44]through AI using the same, you know,

[5:46]autonomy platform that I'm building. Um,

[5:49]different signal type photos

[5:52]and with GPS data that can get linked to

[5:55]the Atlas feature I'm going to build.

[5:56]So, like there's a whole bunch of stuff

[5:58]there that I'm working on.

[6:01]Um, if I see a beautiful picture, I want

[6:03]to thank it.

[6:07]Saw a part of documenting my life. So,

[6:09]that's literally what I [ __ ] been

[6:10]doing for 2 years. And, um,

[6:14]that doesn't require other people, I

[6:16]guess. Just doing it. It's a little

[6:17]weird to talk to yourself on camera, I

[6:19]guess. point.

[6:21]Um,

[6:27]no, it's not. When you actually the

[6:30]other day I was talking to AI about

[6:32]something and it said something uh feels

[6:35]related. So, it said that

[6:39]I finally got to hear myself

[6:41]like if I get on camera and I talk and

[6:44]then I watch my video, I get to see

[6:45]myself the way other people see me. But

[6:48]I get to see myself the way that I

[6:50]really am. People see me through a

[6:52]projection.

[6:54]I get to see what's really [ __ ]

[6:56]there.

[6:58]And

[7:00]created all the technology that actually

[7:02]supports

[7:03]um

[7:06]supports that process of self-growth.

[7:09]And

[7:11]it's definitely not anything to

[7:13]apologize for. World's going to need

[7:15]stuff like that.

[7:19]So, it's early. It's 7 in the morning.

[7:23]I just turn this around and let you

[7:25]watch the ocean. Okay.

[7:27]While I talk for a minute,

[7:30]my hand is cold. It's pretty cold this

[7:32]morning. It is, you know, getting close

[7:35]to December.

[7:38]So beautiful out here, isn't it, man?

[7:44]I love this ocean.

[7:53]Lord, that's pretty fast. We better get

[7:55]our way out of here, man. Oh, man. Oh,

[7:57]man. I'm going to do some hopping and

[8:00]skipping. Let's go. Wow, that really

[8:03]came in. What? This kind of looks like

[8:05]higher. It's pretty early.

[8:07]Um, I've been coming around noon lately,

[8:10]so this feels off. Guess I'll check the

[8:12]app later. I don't know. I never do. We

[8:15]should.

[8:16]That's pretty high up the beach, man.

[8:19]So, high tide is coming, I guess. So,

[8:22]cool.

[8:24]So, anyways, as I was saying, 7:00 in

[8:26]the morning.

[8:28]I just needed to come out here and do a

[8:29]little bit of processing.

[8:31]Um, living in an RV, it's a very small

[8:33]space

[8:35]and it can feel confining and I just

[8:37]need to get out and, you know, also I

[8:39]quit vaping, you know, 3 weeks ago. Now,

[8:42]I'm on my fourth week, starting the

[8:43]fourth week.

[8:45]and

[8:47]just helps to get out.

[8:50]I haven't given up on myself. Starting

[8:53]my fourth week and anyway, so I'm going

[8:56]to be working on my project today. I

[8:58]also need to get on Upwork. I'm trying

[9:00]to find some work.

[9:02]Um,

[9:05]it's one of my days off. Today's my

[9:07]first day off. Mondays and Tuesdays are

[9:08]my days off

[9:11]from my volunteer job.

[9:14]So, I just came out here to greet the

[9:16]greet the ocean, greet the day, greet

[9:18]the morning.

[9:21]So nice out here. Should do this more

[9:24]often. I don't usually come this early,

[9:26]you know.

[9:28]Man,

[9:36]I'll leave it there for now.

[9:39]I don't really know. Like, it's not like

[9:41]I

[9:48]explain to you guys. I'm even going to

[9:50]try like I just

[9:52]um

[9:59]navigating

[10:04]a lot of variables.

[10:06]I'm going to leave it there.

Summary

rswfire transmits from the ocean at 7 AM, processing the lack of support received over the past year while documenting his life. He describes being abused by a state agency and not receiving needed support from family, friends, or followers. He explains his ongoing documentation process as metabolizing and processing thoughts and feelings in a circular, integrated way.

He discusses his autonomous platform development, including AI-driven video uploads, photo processing with GPS data, and Atlas features. The transmission includes real-time ocean observation, noting high tide conditions and wave patterns. He mentions quitting vaping three weeks ago and having Mondays and Tuesdays off from his volunteer job.

The speaker emphasizes continuing his documentation work regardless of external support, with content hosted on his homepage rather than platforms like YouTube. He describes the technology as supporting self-growth processes and references using AI for content decisions and encrypted uploads.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates the completion of a metabolic process—the integration of abandonment and institutional abuse into structural sovereignty. The field is declaring autonomous infrastructure as the response to relational failure, positioning self-documentation and AI-integrated systems as the sustainable foundation for continued existence and growth.

Dominant Language

metabolizedautonomousdocumentingsupportprocessingoceantechnology

Symbolic Elements

oceantidemorningthresholdmirrorgrid

Ontological States

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sovereign
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embedded
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integrating
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autonomous

Subsystems

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cognitive
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infrastructural
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somatic
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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