Ending Public YouTube Sharing After Two Years

Walking the Pacific Ocean beach at nearly 11 AM on a Tuesday morning. Environmental conditions appear calm and conducive to reflection. Speaker is in a decisive state, having reached a clear conclusion about ending public content sharing after two years of attempting authentic life documentation.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

sovereignty consolidation

Orientation

away from extraction toward reciprocal infrastructure

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November 11, 2025

3:38

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]Good morning.

[0:02]It's almost 11 o'clock here on a

[0:04]Tuesday.

[0:05]I'm just out here walking the beach,

[0:08]tracing the tide,

[0:10]the Pacific Ocean,

[0:14]living my best life,

[0:18]which is precisely what I set out to do

[0:20]two years ago when I left my house.

[0:24]I said as much many times to live my

[0:26]best life

[0:28]and I'm living it.

[0:45]Tried sharing that with others for two

[0:48]years.

[0:50]Had two different YouTube channels. My

[0:52]first one I hadund 650 subscribers.

[0:55]Current one's got 18. It's not many.

[1:03]Never tried to market it. I never tried

[1:05]to manipulate or appeal to anybody. I

[1:08]just shared my life authentically.

[1:11]And most people could not witness it

[1:13]cleanly because they don't know how.

[1:15]They weren't ever taught.

[1:17]And whenever they are told how,

[1:21]people tend to get defensive.

[1:24]This is something I know from experience

[1:26]over a lifetime of having to hold my

[1:29]boundaries

[1:31]against people who don't know how to

[1:32]hold their own.

[1:36]I tried to share my life authentically

[1:39]for two years

[1:42]and it was not witnessed cleanly

[1:46]by the people of this planet,

[1:49]by the ones who consumed it on YouTube,

[1:54]a platform that extracts

[1:57]humanity from people

[2:00]and gives it to other people who aren't

[2:01]even acting like human beings anymore.

[2:07]That's what I learned.

[2:11]So, I woke up this morning with the

[2:13]decision

[2:15]that I was done.

[2:19]I tried everything.

[2:24]Everything reasonable.

[2:31]I'm not the problem.

[2:39]I'm [ __ ] nuts.

[2:42]So, I'm done.

[2:45]I'll keep my YouTube channels for a

[2:47]while because that's where I host my

[2:48]videos. It's just free storage for me.

[2:50]That's how I've treated it for two

[2:51][ __ ] years.

[2:53]But eventually, I want to put them

[2:55]somewhere, store them somewhere, an S3

[2:57]bucket on Amazon Web Services or

[2:59]something.

[3:01]We'll see.

[3:04]and I'll keep transmitting because

[3:06]that's what I do.

[3:08]But there will only be on my website and

[3:11]almost all of them will be behind

[3:12]Sanctum, my subscription service that I

[3:15]created so that people could reciprocate

[3:17]like human beings with the life they're

[3:19]witnessing.

[3:28]I'm leaving it there publicly.

[3:32]If you want more,

[3:35]show up.

Summary

rswfire walks the Pacific Ocean beach at nearly 11 AM on a Tuesday, reflecting on his decision to stop public content sharing. He describes leaving his house two years ago with the goal of living his best life, which he states he has achieved. **Two-year sharing attempt**: He maintained two YouTube channels over two years - the first reached 650 subscribers, the current has 18. He shared his life authentically without marketing or manipulation. **Platform assessment**: He concludes that most people cannot witness authentic life cleanly because they weren't taught how, and become defensive when shown. He characterizes YouTube as a platform that extracts humanity from people and gives it to others who no longer act human. **Decision and transition**: He woke up that morning deciding he was done with public sharing, having tried "everything reasonable." He will keep YouTube channels temporarily for free video storage, eventually planning to move content to Amazon S3. **Future structure**: He will continue transmitting but only on his website, with most content behind Sanctum, his subscription service designed for reciprocal human engagement. He leaves minimal public content with the directive that those wanting more should "show up."

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission executes a clean disengagement from extractive platforms while consolidating sovereign infrastructure. The field is withdrawing energy from systems that cannot witness authenticity and redirecting it toward reciprocal architectures that require intentional participation.

Dominant Language

witnessed cleanlyauthenticallyreciprocate like human beingsshow upextracts humanityI'm not the problem

Symbolic Elements

tideoceanthresholdboundarymirror

Ontological States

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sovereign
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coherent
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withdrawing
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consolidating

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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infrastructural
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

Duration