Sunday Evening Fire Reflection and Sanctum Decision
Sunday evening at 6 PM, sitting by campfire after full day outside. Located at work center, miles from ocean. RV feels constraining so spending time outdoors. Limited food supplies, getting hungry but not cooking on fire tonight.
Energetic Signature
resolute
Field State
boundary consolidation
Orientation
toward protected transmission space
01K9NRY0VGMDT5VZVWAVSQD9NA
November 10, 2025
4:49
Author
rswfire
Status
ARCHIVED
Type
TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)
Temperature
0.00
[0:02]6 pm here on Sunday.
[0:05]Started my weekend. Just sitting around
[0:08]a fire here.
[0:10]This little campfire.
[0:15]I just put all this gravel around the
[0:17]fire pit. Worked on that a little bit
[0:20]today.
[0:22]Using my trusty wagon. I love having a
[0:25]little Forest Service wagon. It's the
[0:26]cutest little thing. I stole that from
[0:29]Driftwood. It's my first wagon that I
[0:32]got here.
[0:34]I just like this [ __ ] wagon.
[0:38]Been outside all day
[0:41]since doing my rounds this morning.
[0:45]Went to the beach.
[0:49]Walked around there for miles. Walked
[0:52]back home
[0:54]to the work center and miles down the
[0:56]road from the ocean.
[0:59]Um,
[1:01]played with Buddy a little bit after a
[1:03]for saw Bill there and played with a dog
[1:07]and
[1:11]it's been outside all day. I
[1:15]RV can sometimes feel very small, you
[1:18]know. Um, I call it containment just
[1:22]being in there and sometimes I just
[1:24]don't want to be.
[1:26]So, I've been outside all day getting
[1:29]hungry. I need to go in and cook
[1:31]something because I didn't put anything
[1:32]on the fire, which that's kind of rare
[1:34]for me. I often do, but I just not
[1:37]feeling it tonight.
[1:42]Um, I got some chili in the fridge
[1:45]that I made a while back and took out of
[1:48]the freezer.
[1:50]Can eat that. And I've got some chicken
[1:51]in there, too. I could warm out.
[1:55]So, I won't starve. That's everything.
[1:57]I've got um
[2:02]some baked beans. Made some of those
[2:04]yesterday,
[2:06]so I'm not starving yet,
[2:10]but it's getting [ __ ] close.
[2:14]Don't have a lot.
[2:17]In my last video,
[2:22]I said as much as I'm [ __ ] willing to
[2:24]say.
[2:27]So, if nobody nobody helps,
[2:31]if nobody subscribes to Sanctum, if
[2:34]nobody helps at all,
[2:38]it's not going to be because I didn't
[2:39][ __ ] try.
[2:46]I can't make people show up for me. I
[2:49]can't make them care.
[2:55]But I also can't keep broadcasting my
[2:57]life to people that treat it with such
[3:00]little reverence.
[3:05]That's why my videos are going behind
[3:08]Sanctum after this.
[3:16]Two [ __ ] years I tried.
[3:28]It's important to me to document my life
[3:30]because my life matters.
[3:33]I've shared a lot.
[3:38]And
[3:40]all of those transmissions, all 800 of
[3:43]them,
[3:46]they're going to get processed by
[3:47]artificial intelligence. They're going
[3:49]to get clustered and processed and
[3:51]reveal all kinds of stuff that I'm going
[3:52]to be able to use in all kinds of ways.
[3:56]But people can't see any of that. They
[4:00]don't have my depth.
[4:02]They're not paying attention.
[4:10]They're not showing up.
[4:19]There's nothing I can do with that
[4:21]except
[4:22]accept it.
[4:31]figure out some other some other way.
[4:39]By the way, I've been nicotine free for
[4:42]over a week now
[4:46]and that's amazing.
Summary
rswfire sits by his campfire on Sunday evening after spending the day outside, having walked miles to the beach and back to avoid the containment feeling of his RV. He describes his recent work improving the fire pit with gravel using his Forest Service wagon from Driftwood. **Food situation is limited** - he has chili, chicken, and baked beans but notes he's getting close to starving. He reflects on **two years of trying** to build an audience, stating that his videos will move behind Sanctum paywall after this transmission due to lack of engagement and reverence from viewers. He mentions having **800 transmissions** that will be processed by AI for clustering and analysis, but notes people don't see the depth or pay attention. **Announces over a week nicotine-free**, calling it amazing.
Signal Analysis
Substrate
This transmission establishes clear energetic boundaries around value exchange and reverence. The field is withdrawing from asymmetric broadcasting relationships and consolidating resources behind protective infrastructure (Sanctum) while maintaining sovereign documentation practices.
Tags
campfire reflectionfood scarcitySanctum paywallaudience engagementAI processingnicotine cessationRV containment
Dominant Language
reverencecontainmentbroadcastdepthshowing upprocessedmatters
Symbolic Elements
firethresholdcontainerwagonarchive
Ontological States
- •sovereign
- •boundaried
- •consolidating
- •resolute
Subsystems
- •ethical
- •infrastructural
- •relational
- •somatic
Transmission Details
Source Type
youtube
Duration
4:49