Evening Fire with Nicotine Withdrawal Progress
Evening of November 7, 2025. rswfire is at his RV location experiencing wet weather conditions with incoming rain. He is on day four of nicotine withdrawal and managing fire/firewood logistics while cooking potatoes outdoors.
Energetic Signature
steady determination
Field State
recalibration protocol
Orientation
toward somatic sovereignty
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November 7, 2025
3:40
Author
rswfire
Status
ARCHIVED
Type
TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)
Temperature
0.00
[0:01]Turned out to be a pretty good night.
[0:04]Brought my Alexa out listening to music.
[0:08]Got my fire going and then put some
[0:10]potatoes in there. I got three of them
[0:12]in there.
[0:16]What? It's real wet.
[0:18]I have to get this wood and get it in to
[0:21]the shed.
[0:23]I've been putting my kindling in this
[0:26]um this trash bin here.
[0:30]But I'm going to have to move my
[0:31]firewood.
[0:36]Took some effort to get it started,
[0:39]but I think it turned out all right.
[0:46]So, I'm just hanging out.
[0:49]Um,
[1:00]Starting to feel some sprinkles.
[1:03]So, the rain is coming back. Guess we'll
[1:06]see what that does
[1:09]to our efforts over here with the
[1:11]potatoes.
[1:13]Should be all right.
[1:16]But yeah, probably tomorrow I'm going to
[1:18]get this firewood
[1:20]into the shed so that it can dry out
[1:24]better.
[1:29]I'm on my fourth day of being nicotine
[1:33]free
[1:35]and it's largely been fine. Been been
[1:37]doing pretty good I think. Well, I have
[1:39]been I think I am but I've been doing
[1:43]really good.
[1:46]Um
[1:50]I don't My body is
[1:53]recalibrating of course
[1:57]the thing in there. I'm just trying to
[1:58]get trying to get my tarp over here
[2:02]covered using one hand. That's you know
[2:04]I didn't think that through very well.
[2:09]Okay.
[2:16]So anyway,
[2:21]my body's recalibrating and I just got
[2:23]to be patient. I don't know how long it
[2:25]needs. Hopefully not too much longer.
[2:29]When I went through Tramodol Doll
[2:30]withdrawal, four nights without sleep,
[2:33]that was
[2:35]that was remarkably difficult, but I got
[2:38]through it.
[2:41]This has been a very different
[2:42]experience.
[2:45]Um,
[2:50]I don't really have words for it. Going
[2:52]through it, you know, and just
[3:04]took a long time to get to this point
[3:06]and
[3:11]I want to see it through this time. I
[3:13]don't want to mess up. I don't don't
[3:15]want to go back to that [ __ ]
[3:17]ridiculous drug.
[3:20]Nicotine is the worst [ __ ] thing I
[3:22]ever did to myself
[3:30]and I want it out of my life now.
[3:37]May four.
Summary
rswfire sets up an evening fire outside his RV, cooking potatoes while listening to music through his Alexa. He manages wet firewood conditions and anticipates incoming rain, planning to move wood to the shed tomorrow for better drying. **He reports being on day four of nicotine withdrawal**, describing his body's recalibration process and comparing it to previous Tramadol withdrawal which involved four sleepless nights. He expresses determination to complete the nicotine cessation process this time, calling nicotine "the worst thing I ever did to myself" and stating his commitment to removing it from his life permanently.
Signal Analysis
Substrate
This transmission holds the architecture of embodied sovereignty through withdrawal and recalibration. The field is maintaining operational coherence while undergoing systematic detoxification, treating the body as infrastructure requiring patience and structural support rather than emotional management.
Tags
nicotine withdrawalfire managementRV livingwet weatherfirewood storagesubstance recovery
Dominant Language
recalibratingsee it throughnicotine freepatientgot through itfirewoodpotatoes
Symbolic Elements
fireshelterthresholdraindarkness
Ontological States
- •transitional
- •sovereign
- •embodied
- •resolute
Subsystems
- •somatic
- •infrastructural
- •cognitive
- •ethical
Transmission Details
Source Type
local
Video Quality
1920 × 1080 @ 29fps
Duration
3:40
Bitrate
3113 kbps
Codec
avc1.640028