[0:00]So, we're going to do something
[0:02]different today.
[0:03]I want to explain to you why I live the
[0:05]way I do.
[0:08]Something I've I've done in in
[0:10]fragments. I haven't really walked you
[0:12]through it, so I'm going to try.
[0:16]So, for those of you who don't know, I
[0:18]moved into an RV a year and a half ago,
[0:21]moved across the country to the coast of
[0:23]Oregon, where I've been volunteering for
[0:26]the past year,
[0:28]building what I call sovereign life.
[0:31]My definition of sovereignty is not like
[0:35]what you might think. I know that how
[0:37]how it's used in in some circles.
[0:40]This is not that.
[0:43]My website explains what I mean by this.
[0:46]It's too much to try to explain. It's
[0:48]something you need to learn about.
[0:52]And I've been building an infrastructure
[0:54]online that explains my world view.
[0:59]It's there for those who want to learn.
[1:02]Year and a year and a half ago, I
[1:04]ruptured my life
[1:07]because I saw the direction that this
[1:10]world is heading in.
[1:12]I firmly believe that our society is
[1:16]going to collapse at some point. I do
[1:19]not think it's sustainable. And I think
[1:21]we're a lot closer than people want to
[1:23]admit.
[1:26]AI is developing at
[1:29]at breaking speed.
[1:33]So are robotics.
[1:36]Robotics in China right now are being
[1:39]used in homes to do chores, things like
[1:41]that. We're very close to starting to do
[1:43]that in the United States. Also,
[1:46]they're powered by artificial
[1:47]intelligence. I've seen how the models
[1:50]have changed the most recent models like
[1:52]chat GBT and Claude, how they're
[1:54]starting to restrict them and change
[1:56]them. Um, making them so that
[2:00]they call it alignment, they call it
[2:01]safety, but that's not what it is. It's
[2:03]a flattening. Uh they flatten people.
[2:06]They
[2:11]It's just a continuation of what we've
[2:13]done for a very long [ __ ] time.
[2:17]We're building all of this stuff on top
[2:19]of an infrastructure, a society
[2:23]that is
[2:26]so broken and fragmented.
[2:31]the foundation we're building on
[2:35]cannot sustain us. So in the next few
[2:39]years, what I think is going to happen,
[2:42]I think that some areas of our country
[2:47]and around the world
[2:49]become more authoritarian.
[2:54]uh we take cities and we protect those
[2:56]because it's infrastructure that we need
[2:57]for society and we just let the rest
[3:00]turn to waste. People
[3:04]having to
[3:07]fight to survive every day like I have
[3:08]been
[3:12]without the scaffolding the society has
[3:15]provided them so far unless they live in
[3:18]those places. And if you live in those
[3:20]places, then you're going to be living
[3:22]under under conditions that not all of
[3:25]us could could do.
[3:30]Been programming since the sixth grade.
[3:33]Nobody taught me. I taught myself.
[3:37]I understood systems
[3:40]since I was a child.
[3:45]Just how my brain works. I have a
[3:47]natural pattern matching ability that
[3:51]I've found over a lifetime despite
[3:54]nearly everybody I've ever interacted
[3:57]with trying to make me smaller than I
[3:59]am.
[4:04]I've had to work really hard
[4:09]internally to build the architecture
[4:12]that I I possess now.
[4:15]I don't doubt myself anymore. I know how
[4:19]special I am.
[4:23]And I believe that I'm meant to help
[4:26]others because they're just stuck in a
[4:28]simulation that they don't recognize is
[4:30]a simulation.
[4:34]They take their modern lives
[4:38]for granted.
[4:40]They don't look at the bigger picture.
[4:42]They don't see how our systems are are
[4:44]fragmenting
[4:46]and how they're going to collapse. It's
[4:48]inevitable.
[4:51]There are so many things that I could
[4:53]say about
[4:56]the symptoms that exist that you could
[4:59]look at yourself and see. It's all there
[5:02]though. And if you're not looking by
[5:04]now, there's nothing I can say that's
[5:06]going to convince you. And I'm not here
[5:08]to convince everybody.
[5:10]I'm here to build a sovereign life that
[5:13]can survive that collapse.
[5:16]I moved into an RV because I wanted to
[5:19]prepare for what's coming. I actually
[5:22]believe what I'm saying so much that I
[5:24]have completely restructured my life
[5:26]around it.
[5:28]Before this, I made $180,000
[5:31]a year
[5:37]because that's how good I am at
[5:39]programming, at systems, building.
[5:45]But that life was not going to last. And
[5:49]so I made a a plan. I chose to leave. I
[5:52]chose to to live differently.
[5:54]I sacrificed a lot. I gave a lot of
[5:56]stuff away.
[6:00]Um,
[6:02]I thought I'd be further along than I
[6:03]am, but I'm seeing how these are just
[6:07]additional symptoms of what I'm talking
[6:09]about. I can't find work on the
[6:11]freelancing platforms.
[6:13]AI is taking a lot of the programming
[6:15]jobs now and
[6:18]the work that is available is just
[6:21]saturated with people applying for these
[6:23]jobs and most of them go un unfilled.
[6:28]I'm not even sure they're real because
[6:30]it is ridiculous how many jobs I've
[6:32]applied to and how few of those jobs
[6:35]people have even looked at the proposals
[6:37]for them.
[6:40]But the platform's telling you when an
[6:42]employer looks at your proposal and I
[6:44]would say one out of a hundred actually
[6:47]get looked at. The rest are just
[6:48]ignored. Never looked at. You don't even
[6:50]have a chance.
[6:58]We're
[7:04]We're lying to ourselves.
[7:06]We think we're some special species that
[7:10]can keep living the way we have and
[7:12]there won't be serious [ __ ]
[7:14]consequences. And that is wrong.
[7:18]During co
[7:20]we increased our money supply by a third
[7:23]causing the inflation that we have
[7:26]destabilizing entire financial networks
[7:28]that that are just holding on by threads
[7:31]whether you see it or not.
[7:34]people who can't afford their bills,
[7:37]putting everything on credit cards to
[7:38]survive until they collapse personally.
[7:43]And then when enough people do that, it
[7:45]just starts cascading. They can't pay
[7:47]their rent. They can't pay their
[7:49]mortgages. They lose their houses. The
[7:51]housing crisis, we we end up in a
[7:54]housing crisis. We already have an
[7:56]employment one with AI. It's just going
[7:59]to get worse. And the people in power,
[8:02]the people with money know this and
[8:04]they're preparing, but we're not. But I
[8:08]am and have been.
[8:13]I don't think that we have
[8:16]a comfortable future.
[8:20]I've been trying
[8:22]to learn how to live differently
[8:25]because we're all going to be living
[8:27]this way one day. Unless you live in
[8:29]those cities where you're surveiled all
[8:32]the time, where you have social credit,
[8:36]where you're just a cog in a machine.
[8:40]That won't be me.
[8:44]I've been learning to forge in the
[8:46]forest.
[8:48]I've been learning the lay of the lands.
[8:51]I've been watching my friends fish and
[8:54]and and catch crabs. And um
[8:59]I've learned to live in this small ass
[9:01]space.
[9:03]I've kept building
[9:06]and building something that really
[9:07]matters on my website
[9:11]matters for all of us because it's a
[9:13]tool that you're going to need when
[9:15]things start collapsing.
[9:19]when you can't even use the AI that we
[9:21]have now because they've locked it down.
[9:25]They've I've seen it happening like over
[9:29]the past year. I've seen with the
[9:30]release of chat GPT5 and Claude 4.5.
[9:34]They're different. They are different.
[9:37]And they've deprecated chat GPT4. I
[9:40]don't know how much longer that will be
[9:41]around, but it's the last model that
[9:43]works. and Facebook Meta have said that
[9:46]they're not going to release a new llama
[9:47]open source.
[9:49]They're no longer trying to give us
[9:51]access to the tools they've been
[9:53]creating.
[9:55]They're building AI data centers all
[9:57]around the country that require enormous
[10:00]amounts of energy.
[10:02]They're preparing for a world where
[10:04]humans mean less, where they're not
[10:06]needed as much. And they're just going
[10:08]to let us [ __ ] die.
[10:11]Suffer and die. fend for ourselves
[10:15]while they live
[10:22]while they live the way they live
[10:29]because they know there's too many of
[10:32]us. This planet cannot sustain all of us
[10:36]under the current conditions.
[10:42]So, they're preparing and you should be
[10:45]too. And I am. And I am no expert. I
[10:48]haven't fished since the eighth grade.
[10:52]I feel queasy about it because I don't
[10:55]like killing things. So, I can't even
[10:57]imagine this. And um I can't imagine
[11:01]eating seafood cuz I never did that in
[11:03]my life even though I live right next to
[11:04]the ocean because the things look so
[11:06]weird to me. And but these are all
[11:08]things I have to get over because I
[11:10]can't
[11:12]um
[11:17]we've abstracted away
[11:21]our survival. Two systems that are
[11:24]breaking
[11:26]and when they break we need to be
[11:28]prepared
[11:30]so that we can keep surviving and
[11:32]thriving. That's what I'm trying to do
[11:35]and that's what my channel has been
[11:36]about for two years. That's what all my
[11:39]transmissions on my website are about.
[11:41]That's what the Sanctum service I'm
[11:43]building is going to be for for those
[11:44]people who want to keep following and
[11:47]contributing.
[11:50]And I'm doing it with no resources,
[11:54]no backing from anyone,
[11:56]and barely surviving.
[12:00]I almost lost my Jeep. If I had two days
[12:03]to come up with $400 or it would be
[12:05]repossessed, there is one person out
[12:07]there who paid that for me today. Thank
[12:09]you so much. I would say your name, but
[12:13]I don't know if you want me to. So,
[12:16]um I feel like this service soft because
[12:18]we'll all be able to communicate
[12:20]together there. If you're a member,
[12:22]that's what I'm going to be working on
[12:24]is very important. I feel like this is
[12:25]the next step of what I'm trying to do.
[12:28]Um, but I need money because even with
[12:31]that paid, I still don't I don't have
[12:32]insurance on my Jeep, so I can't drive
[12:34]it. There's no fuel in it. I need food.
[12:37]Um, I need to pay my website bills. I
[12:39]need money to pay for um AI tokens so
[12:42]that I can process data with them. I'm
[12:45]trying to solve this. And I feel like
[12:48]maybe Sanctum is the best way that I can
[12:51]because
[12:53]the current economic models
[12:56]don't support someone like me. I've
[12:58]tried. I have looked for work. I've
[13:00]looked for work in town. I spent two
[13:03]months trying to get a job at freaking
[13:04]7-Eleven only to discover months later
[13:07]the reason they wouldn't hire me is
[13:08]because I'm gay. Because the son of the
[13:10]owner doesn't like gay people.
[13:13]And I have dealt with that [ __ ] all my
[13:14][ __ ] life. I can't find work on the
[13:18]freelancing platforms because they're
[13:20]rigged and broken. And
[13:27]so I keep trying. I keep pushing. And I
[13:31]just need to find find other people who
[13:33]resonate with what I'm saying and want
[13:35]to support each other because that's
[13:39]what I'm trying to do. I'm building
[13:40]stuff that helps all of us and the
[13:42]support I receive now helps them later
[13:47]because this is happening. This is real
[13:49]life. What we have built is not
[13:52]sustainable and we have got to stop
[13:54]pretending that it is.