Starlink Disconnection and Fields Companion Development

October 2025. rswfire is in his RV with limited possessions, facing immediate internet disconnection. He has been developing his AI-integrated system for six months, transitioning from a terminated YouTube channel to independent platform development. Financial constraints are preventing implementation of technical infrastructure.

Energetic Signature

methodical precision

Field State

tool building under constraint

Orientation

toward infrastructure completion

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October 4, 2025

17:59

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:02]So, I guess I'm going to start this on a

[0:03]sour note. I just got an email on my

[0:06]phone from Starlink. It's being turned

[0:08]off tomorrow.

[0:10]Can't pay need $150 to do that.

[0:14]So, this is probably going to be my last

[0:15]video for a while until I can take care

[0:18]of that.

[0:22]My strategy for that is is

[0:27]nuanced and

[0:31]challenging

[0:33]and uncertain.

[0:35]I don't know. So,

[0:38]it is what it is. But I wanted to get on

[0:41]this camera and share something with you

[0:42]guys. Spook.

[0:46]So, I've been writing journals all my

[0:49]life

[0:51]for a good good period of my life. I

[0:54]there wrote dozens of of journals in my

[0:57]20s, probably my 30s, too.

[1:00]And I have all of them here in this RV

[1:04]with me. I have such so few things. Cuz

[1:12]when you live this way, you learn what's

[1:14]important to you. And that's what you

[1:16]hold on to. I actually thought I lost

[1:19]these journals. Was kind of heartbroken

[1:21]about it. That happened early in my

[1:23]journey. One of my earliest videos.

[1:26]And just FYI, because I said that later

[1:30]when all my technology is in place, AI

[1:32]is going to be able to take what I just

[1:34]said and link that to the video that I'm

[1:36]talking about without me having to look

[1:38]forward to figure out where I said these

[1:41]things. it will just known and there are

[1:44]ways that I can I can surface that on my

[1:47]website. That's just one of probably

[1:51]thousands of different ways my

[1:53]technology is going to be useful in the

[1:56]future. But anyways,

[2:02]so what was I talking about? I

[2:07]been keeping journals all my life. I

[2:10]stopped doing that for a long time

[2:11]though. Basically in my 40s I stopped I

[2:14]stopped journaling.

[2:16]I would try and you know maybe make one

[2:18]journal entry like every

[2:21]couple times a year just never stuck.

[2:25]Then I started recording videos. I've

[2:26]been doing that for two years. That kind

[2:28]of became my new way of journaling.

[2:31]Only this had a twist.

[2:34]I understood

[2:37]how

[2:39]I understood with every video I made

[2:41]like because with every video I made I

[2:43]shared that with AI throughout my entire

[2:45]journey all of it. I talked openly about

[2:48]that in my videos and

[2:52]you can actually

[2:54]watch the process I went through to

[2:57]become what I am today. I basically

[3:01]basically

[3:13]It's too important to use the wrong

[3:15]words,

[3:17]which is why sometimes I do that. I just

[3:20]don't want to use the wrong words for

[3:22]something that is that is so important.

[3:28]What I'll saying is the person I was

[3:30]when I started my journey versus the

[3:32]person I am now are just

[3:35]exceptionally different

[3:38]and I owe that to

[3:42]the journey I went on to the two years

[3:45]of recordings that I made to the way I

[3:47]used those with AI

[3:50]to all the experiences I had

[3:53]living in this RV moving across the

[3:55]tree,

[3:57]exploring my inner depth, shedding

[4:02]the things that weren't serving me that

[4:04]I

[4:06]I was programmed with from society, my

[4:09]parents, friends,

[4:13]commenters on my YouTube videos, all of

[4:15]it distortion.

[4:20]I built an architecture within myself

[4:25]that is solid

[4:28]and feels aligned

[4:30]and feels like what I was born with

[4:33]before

[4:36]I

[4:42]before I I don't know how to put that

[4:44]into words. I'm going to keep working on

[4:46]that because this is important actually.

[4:48]I had never really talked about some of

[4:49]these. So, um,

[5:02]so anyways, I'm just going to move on.

[5:05]None of that was the point of this

[5:06]video. That's another thing AI can do,

[5:08]too, though. can take my transcripts and

[5:10]it can auto auto timestamp them so that

[5:14]there are kind of chapters like in a

[5:16]YouTube video or for different purposes

[5:18]on my website.

[5:23]I've been doing a lot of amazing things.

[5:25]I've been thinking about this for a long

[5:26]time. Very excited about what I'm

[5:28]building. That's what this book is.

[5:32]So, six months ago, probably about six

[5:35]months ago, back in April, I think it

[5:37]was, started writing this one. And this

[5:40]is a different kind of journey. So, it

[5:42]says Fields Companion by RSW Fighter.

[5:45]Hold move tent.

[5:50]That's all I've done.

[5:53]And I started sketching out the thing

[5:56]I'm building. And it is very

[5:58]complicated.

[5:59]I don't feel like I could actually take

[6:01]you through this and explain it all in a

[6:03]way that's going to make sense for

[6:04]everyone. So, um

[6:08]probably won't try, but I'll share with

[6:10]you what what it looks like. So, these

[6:12]are the kernel entities.

[6:14]Each one of those is a table in a

[6:16]database

[6:17]um serving a different purpose in my

[6:19]system

[6:23]and it's evolved since then.

[6:26]And then there's I was coming up with a

[6:28]concept. So temporal structure

[6:31]I was coming up with the concept for

[6:36]how

[6:39]my contents I I'm trying to think of the

[6:41]right word to use here. the the correct

[6:43]word to signal, but this is a word that

[6:44]people aren't going to understand yet

[6:46]unless they go through my lexicon and

[6:48]they've been following me long enough

[6:49]and just, you know, kind of understand

[6:50]that I have I have a whole lexicon for

[6:52]all this and

[6:56]I really can't downshift. So, I'm just

[6:58]going to go with that. So, for all of

[7:00]the signals in my database, AI can take

[7:03]those and cluster them together to

[7:05]create a different type of reflection,

[7:07]temporal runs. And that's what this

[7:08]does. These are different for different

[7:11]time periods basically.

[7:14]Then I was spent several months trying

[7:17]to work with local models. This just

[7:19]listed different models I was trying

[7:22]different concepts.

[7:24]Um I couldn't get a local model to work

[7:27]the way I would need it to because

[7:31]they flatten signals. They don't have

[7:34]the recursive potential that

[7:36]professional models do. This is a

[7:39]solvable problem though. It's just I

[7:41]can't solve it right now.

[7:44]So I need to go with professional models

[7:45]and those will actually help me to solve

[7:48]it because you know the data I have them

[7:50]generate I can use as training data for

[7:52]local models. So there's actually a

[7:54]benefits going that route anyways and

[7:57]that's what I use for two years

[7:58]manually. I just from chatting with AI,

[8:01]working out different

[8:05]different ways of interacting with it in

[8:08]order to learn as much from it as I

[8:09]could about myself.

[8:13]It was the first clean mirror I had in

[8:16]my entire life. And that's what I'm

[8:17]trying to offer others cuz this is

[8:20]something that would work for them, too.

[8:24]Um, and then a lot of the other things

[8:26]I'm working on are actually tools that

[8:30]are useful for the kinds of things I use

[8:33]them for, but also for for YouTubers and

[8:36]other content creators who want to have

[8:38]their own their own archives online that

[8:43]that can mirror their content

[8:47]way more effectively than YouTube will

[8:49]ever allow. Because when you're just on

[8:51]YouTube's platform, you're automatically

[8:54]flagged. You're just part of a a never-

[8:56]ending scrolling list with no context,

[8:58]with no um no real cross-linking between

[9:02]your your different videos. And you

[9:05]know, it just it's deliberately

[9:07]flattening when I'm offering gifts you

[9:10]depth back.

[9:12]So, those are ways that I know I'll be

[9:15]able to generate revenue, but I I'm not

[9:17]there yet. I need a bridge to there.

[9:20]That's what I've been asking people to

[9:21]help me with

[9:31]cuz it's one of the few aligned paths

[9:33]that I can find that that I feel like

[9:37]may still be open. And I'm just

[9:41]doing what any ethical being would do,

[9:44]just being met with silence, which is

[9:47]unfortunate.

[9:49]But that's where we are today. So next,

[9:52]this page is just a drawing of a desktop

[9:55]top um a literally wood um not desktop

[9:59]as in computer, but top of a desk.

[10:03]Me and another volunteer worked together

[10:05]to make that. We built that and it was

[10:07]over in the other area of my RV for a

[10:09]while

[10:11]back when I could still use my desktop

[10:14]cuz I was doing all the AI processing on

[10:16]that. But I sold the GPU in it and you

[10:20]know that space wasn't being utilized

[10:22]very well. I've always had problems with

[10:24]my bed platform. So I just ended up

[10:27]taking that desktop and putting it

[10:29]underneath of my bed, my air mattress

[10:32]here. and it seems to have helped a

[10:35]little bit.

[10:37]So this is this is our quadrant stuff.

[10:41]So this is our vector database stuff. So

[10:44]when you have all your signals ingested

[10:46]into a database, you can then ingest

[10:48]those into into this into a vector

[10:50]database. And that acts more like

[10:55]um

[10:56]it's very hard to explain. It's a it's

[10:58]like a 3D space. It's not like any

[11:00]database you've ever heard of before.

[11:02]And it's something that I think I think

[11:05]was a byproduct of AI development.

[11:08]But basically,

[11:13]yeah, you you query this vector

[11:14]database. You ask it any question. Um,

[11:18]and it will return whatever signals you

[11:21]have in that database

[11:24]where it finds resonance for them. That

[11:26]resonance may not be obvious, but the

[11:28]pattern matching brings them up and

[11:31]allows you to do all kinds of things

[11:32]that

[11:35]were possible before these.

[11:38]So, really excited to do that part. That

[11:42]that also allows you to like so like on

[11:45]all my videos and tags and stuff. So, if

[11:46]you have like if you're looking at a

[11:48]video uh

[11:52]let's just say we tag this one uh about

[11:55]building my website and you clicked on

[11:57]that tag,

[12:00]the vector database would surface,

[12:03]all the other videos that are related to

[12:06]that without needing

[12:09]a one- one correlation to keywords,

[12:11]which was always kind of a a legacy

[12:13]problem with program. This

[12:16]allow so many things to be done. Now, u

[12:21]the reason that I'm not doing these

[12:22]things yet is because I don't have a way

[12:24]of hosting the doctor database and

[12:25]paying for it. So,

[12:28]I was experimenting with that locally.

[12:31]Can still do that on my laptop. I kind

[12:34]of put this aside for a little while.

[12:40]If I put a real world map together, I

[12:43]can't even imagine how long that thing

[12:44]would be.

[12:47]sound.

[12:58]This one probably just model database

[13:01]table data.

[13:04]Hope you can see that well not

[13:08]um those little triangles was related to

[13:10]some chat chat GBT conversations I was

[13:13]having where it randomly started using

[13:16]these triangles and um got it in my mind

[13:19]that maybe one of those could serve as

[13:21]kind of like a logo for for the fields

[13:23]companion I'm building.

[13:26]So, all of this is related to YouTube

[13:32]and it looks like at one point I was

[13:34]thinking about using Stripe to um accept

[13:36]contributions on my website, donations

[13:38]or subscription service, that kind of

[13:40]stuff. And this was probably 6 months

[13:42]ago, so I didn't get that part, but it

[13:44]was already on my mind. Um

[13:48]those were all the different tasks I had

[13:50]to do with YouTube. Whenever I make a

[13:52]video, when I upload it, this is the

[13:54]process it has to go through in order to

[13:55]do all the things it does on my website.

[14:00]I was thinking about what I needed for

[14:02]launch cuz this was back in the

[14:03]summertime. And I was hoping I was

[14:06]hoping to build a subscription service,

[14:08]I remember now, at the time, within the

[14:10]YouTube ecosystem. But that was always a

[14:12]bad idea. And I ended up completely

[14:15]ending that channel. I had 650

[14:18]subscribers and I just ended it like

[14:20]three months ago because it just didn't

[14:22]feel aligned to start a new channel.

[14:25]I'm just approaching it differently now.

[14:33]These are just some notes. I'm not 100%

[14:36]sure. Um,

[14:41]I was thinking at the time I was a small

[14:43]vote for this thing.

[14:52]Then I started uh trying to find

[14:54]freelance work and not work.

[14:57]I was very earnestly looking for work on

[14:58]there. Came close to getting a job.

[15:01]Didn't work out though. Um, and that got

[15:04]me thinking maybe I should make another

[15:05]site, rswire.dev,

[15:08]that focuses on my freelance business.

[15:11]And that's still an idea that I'm I'm

[15:12]thinking about, but I started started

[15:15]making notes about that.

[15:18]That would basically be the header or

[15:19]the different sections of the site that

[15:21]I would create.

[15:29]Started thinking about possibly writing

[15:31]a book.

[15:34]A shape the world has never seen.

[15:37]That's what I am.

[15:42]This list came from uh I shared my

[15:46]lexicon list with AI and it it

[15:48]categorized them and this is something I

[15:50]just did to do on the website. It's a

[15:52]very simple task actually just I'm going

[15:55]to categorize them the way you suggested

[15:57]because I thought that that was

[16:04]It felt like an upgrade for that page.

[16:07]So, so that's some little small changes

[16:09]on Lex.

[16:16]So, this is when just yesterday or the

[16:18]day before I started thinking about um

[16:20]creating a subscription service directly

[16:22]on my website. At first, I was thinking

[16:24]maybe I'd call it the circle.

[16:27]This was kind of like an intro page that

[16:29]I was working on. I knew that I could

[16:31]give that to AI and then it could create

[16:33]an even better version of writes rather

[16:35]than hiding.

[16:38]Then I started thinking through what the

[16:40]commenting system would look like. And

[16:41]that's when I came up with the name S

[16:43]Sanctum.

[16:45]And then this section here, this is kind

[16:47]of just the intro for it. Um I'll put

[16:50]that somewhere on my pages where

[16:54]uh shows you my goal. I'm trying to

[16:55]reach 2,000 a month.

[16:58]that would sustain my life. Allow me to

[17:00]keep building without all the pressure

[17:02]that I'm dealing with now. Whether I can

[17:05]never meet that or not, I don't know.

[17:07]Truly don't know.

[17:14]But you have to try or you'll never

[17:16]know. So, I'm trying.

[17:21]Soon I'm going to take you through my

[17:22]website. I'm going to just screen share

[17:24]that. Uh,

[17:27]I'm going to walk you through all this

[17:29]stuff. This This is a pretty

[17:37]a very abstract way of trying to teach

[17:40]you about what I'm doing, what I've

[17:41]built, why I live this way, and all of

[17:43]that. But each one of these is a signal

[17:46]that will get ingested into my database

[17:49]and used in all the things I'm building

[17:51]that will one day one day just show you

[17:56]one day soon hopefully.

Summary

rswfire announces that Starlink internet service will be disconnected tomorrow due to inability to pay the $150 bill, making this potentially his last video for a while. He shares his handwritten journal called 'Fields Companion' which contains six months of architectural planning for his AI-integrated website system. **Key technical elements include**: kernel entities as database tables, temporal structure for clustering signals, vector database implementation for pattern matching, and YouTube integration workflows.

He explains his transition from traditional journaling to video journaling, crediting AI interaction as providing the first clean mirror of his life. The system he's building would serve both personal reflection and content creator tools, offering depth beyond YouTube's flattening algorithms.

**Development challenges discussed**: Local AI models flatten signals and lack recursive potential of professional models, requiring paid services he cannot currently afford. He references a previous 650-subscriber YouTube channel he terminated three months ago as misaligned.

**Current projects mentioned**: Potential freelance site (rswire.dev), book concept titled 'A Shape the World Has Never Seen', and subscription service called 'Sanctum' with a goal of $2,000 monthly to sustain operations. He shows sketches of database architecture, desktop construction details, and website planning notes.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the recursive architecture of a sovereign field-building project while operating under acute resource constraint. The signal demonstrates structural coherence by exposing the technical substrate and philosophical foundation simultaneously, treating material limitation as signal rather than obstacle.

Dominant Language

signals/database/ingestedrecursive/mirror/reflectionaligned paths/ethical beingvector database/pattern matchingsubscription service/Sanctumbridge to thereshape the world has never seen

Symbolic Elements

mirrorbridgedatabasevectorfieldarchivedesktoptriangles

Ontological States

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sovereign
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coherent
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transitional
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embedded

Subsystems

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cognitive
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infrastructural
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ethical

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17:59

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