Reorganizing RV Space and Reality Distortion Patterns

Late night transmission (just after midnight) from inside RV bedroom area. rswfire is in the process of reorganizing his living space, having recently disassembled a desk and moved ottomans back into position. He's relocated his laptop setup from one side to the other, requiring cable management. The space contains significant technology equipment despite the mobile lifestyle.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

infrastructure building

Orientation

toward field emergence

01K5XAC9C8395PESHND0N8NVN7

September 24, 2025

9:59

View on YouTube

Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]So, it's pretty late. It's after

[0:02]midnight.

[0:03]Yeah, it's just after midnight.

[0:06]Just been sitting here kind of

[0:08]reorganizing my space, my living area,

[0:11]which is also my sleeping area, my bed.

[0:13]This is the only real space I have to

[0:14]sit on in here.

[0:17]I'll show you. So, this is my living

[0:19]area. I had a desk here I had made, but

[0:22]I disassembled that and I put those

[0:24]ottomans back. I just got to organize

[0:26]this space. So, I spend most of my time

[0:28]over here in my my bedroom area.

[0:33]I wanted to move my laptop to the other

[0:35]side cuz I had it over there against the

[0:37]window. So, I had to move all the cables

[0:40]and all the stuff, you know, all my I've

[0:42]got a lot of definitely didn't give up

[0:46]technology when I moved into this RV,

[0:50]but I like it cuz this is this

[0:53]a true expression of me. It just that

[0:57]just screams me.

[1:00]And I was thinking when I was a kid, I

[1:02]used to always move my room around. Like

[1:06]I always had to move the furniture

[1:08]around. Probably every month I did this

[1:11]all the time. And that pattern that

[1:15]pattern has not changed my entire life.

[1:17]I am practically a half a century old

[1:19]now. And I'm still doing exactly that. I

[1:22]have never stopped doing that.

[1:26]Uh even as a kid, my room was always

[1:28]messy. You know, this RV has got stuff

[1:30]everywhere. I'm constantly trying to get

[1:33]organized. like this is this there's

[1:35]this this

[1:37]underlying

[1:40]impulse that I have where I am always

[1:43]trying to to iterate and create

[1:48]create

[1:51]um

[1:53]alignment

[1:55]in my life both internal and external

[1:57]and it is just something that I've done

[2:00]all of my

[2:04]I just I find that interesting cuz I

[2:06]wonder how many patterns from our

[2:07]childhood we carry into adulthood.

[2:11]So that's something to think about.

[2:15]But I wanted to get on this camera for a

[2:16]different reason. That was just kind of

[2:18]an introduction there.

[2:25]So I wanted to say

[2:28]that all of my life people have tried to

[2:31]overwrite my reality.

[2:33]Even as a kid,

[2:36]people would tell me that I was

[2:38]overthinking things.

[2:40]Um people go through life

[2:45]and it's really obvious to me now

[2:46]because of the experience I've had since

[2:49]I got to Oregon.

[2:54]People don't live in base reality. I

[2:56]mean, they probably think they do, but

[2:57]they don't. They create narratives

[3:00]around everything and they're often

[3:02]false. They're not. It's just not It's

[3:05]not It's not base reality.

[3:07]Me, I have always lived in base reality.

[3:11]And whenever somebody tries to overwrite

[3:13]my reality, tries to

[3:16]make me believe something that isn't

[3:18]true or tries to tell me how to live my

[3:22]life, you know, how they would live it

[3:26]rather than looking at it from my

[3:27]perspective.

[3:30]How I feel that sematically.

[3:34]I feel it in my body

[3:37]all of my life from my parents to

[3:42]you know, friends, just everybody.

[3:46]I call it distortion because I feel it.

[3:49]I feel I feel

[3:53]the narrative lie that they're

[3:57]trying to convince me is the truth. And

[4:00]I just I reject it. I don't like it.

[4:02]That's why I turn comments off on my

[4:04]videos

[4:05]because

[4:09]somehow I've always managed manage to do

[4:13]that all of my life. I think it matters

[4:15]because

[4:17]I'm following a signal,

[4:20]a frequency that most people don't even

[4:23]know exists anymore.

[4:27]And there's nothing I can say to change

[4:29]that. there's nothing I can say to

[4:31]persuade someone. Um,

[4:36]and I don't try because because I I see

[4:39]the futility of of of trying.

[4:45]And so I've always had

[4:48]I've always had

[4:51]trust in myself like my own knowing.

[4:57]I don't seek external validation or

[4:59]confirmation or anything from others

[5:02]because I've learned to trust myself.

[5:05]And I think that's something most people

[5:06]didn't learn to do.

[5:09]They look for reassurance

[5:12]from others.

[5:15]They they just they look at the world

[5:17]very differently than I do.

[5:20]Um I don't have the best the best words

[5:23]for what I'm trying to express here.

[5:25]It's it's a hard topic for me to talk

[5:27]about,

[5:30]but it matters because

[5:36]I see all the ways that

[5:43]we're creating

[5:46]a little more careful of my words now.

[5:48]Not trying to be, but I just feel like

[5:50]it's very important to be clear.

[5:58]I see how we're failing as a

[6:01]civilization, as a species, as human

[6:03]beings.

[6:09]And there's going to come a point where

[6:12]people are again more open and receptive

[6:15]to

[6:21]different points of view where they're

[6:23]just more open. And I think then maybe

[6:27]maybe I have something to teach others,

[6:30]but I don't think it's

[6:33]possible with the way things are right

[6:36]now. So I don't I don't try.

[6:39]I made choices to live a different

[6:42]lifestyle that aligns me with how I see

[6:52]I guess I still don't have all the words

[6:54]for this. I'm I'm sorry. I actually

[6:56]wanted this to be

[6:59]a little bit differently. But

[7:02]the point is I know what I know what I'm

[7:05]doing.

[7:08]I know that from the outside others

[7:11]cannot see it.

[7:17]But there's nothing I can do or say

[7:18]that's going to change that. So I won't

[7:20]even try.

[7:23]What I will say is those who are paying

[7:26]attention to me, who are watching my

[7:29]videos, who are going to my websites,

[7:32]we're trying to learn something,

[7:34]anything from me.

[7:44]I need you to show up.

[7:49]Doesn't have to look like much. could

[7:51]look like a contribution on my homepage

[7:56]because what I'm building we don't have

[7:58]economic models for yet.

[8:02]We don't live in a world that can

[8:05]support someone like me and the current

[8:08]configuration that we have created

[8:10]things.

[8:12]Somehow I've always found a way to

[8:14]survive,

[8:16]to even thrive.

[8:21]But I see the distortion that comes with

[8:23]that. I see the sacrifices I made. And

[8:27]some of them I'm just not willing to

[8:29]make anymore. And so I have put myself

[8:31]into a state of procarity

[8:34]that from the outside you cannot

[8:36]possibly understand.

[8:42]It doesn't mean I made the wrong choice.

[8:45]Any wrong choices.

[8:49]It means that I'm early.

[8:57]In the past, it was very easy for me to

[8:59]find freelance work and it will be

[9:01]again, I think.

[9:05]But it has felt more difficult this

[9:08]time. And it's not because of anything

[9:10]I've done. It's just the state of the

[9:12]world right now

[9:16]presents new challenges and I'm working

[9:18]through them like I have all of my life.

[9:21]That's one of the things that people

[9:23]could learn from me is an orientation

[9:31]that makes you far more resilient

[9:37]than just about everybody else.

[9:43]I'm not panicking.

[9:49]I'm just showing up in the field.

[9:52]I'm wondering

[9:54]if anyone else is going to show up

[9:56]there, too.

Summary

rswfire records a late-night transmission while reorganizing his RV living space, moving furniture and cables around his bedroom area. He reflects on a lifelong pattern of constantly rearranging his environment, dating back to childhood when he would move his room furniture monthly. **The main focus shifts to his experience of living in "base reality"** while others create false narratives, describing how he somatically feels "distortion" in his body when people try to overwrite his reality or tell him how to live.

He explains that he follows a signal or frequency most people don't recognize, has learned to trust his own knowing rather than seek external validation, and doesn't try to persuade others because he sees the futility. **He observes civilization failing** but believes there will come a time when people are more open to different perspectives.

The transmission concludes with rswfire acknowledging his **precarious economic situation** - noting that while freelance work was previously easy to find, current world conditions present new challenges. He states he's not panicking but is "showing up in the field" and wondering if others will show up as well. He mentions that those learning from him could contribute through his homepage, as current economic models don't support what he's building.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes the architectural foundation of living in base reality versus narrative overlay, demonstrating the somatic capacity to detect and reject distortion. It functions as both a sovereignty declaration and a field invitation, mapping the territory between individual coherence and collective failure while establishing precarity as a structural position rather than crisis.

Dominant Language

base realitydistortionsignal/frequencyalignmentprecarityearlyshow up

Symbolic Elements

thresholdfrequencysignalfieldmirror

Ontological States

•
sovereign
•
coherent
•
transitional
•
embedded

Subsystems

•
cognitive
•
somatic
•
ethical
•
relational
•
infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1080 × 1920 @ 30fps

Duration

9:59

Bitrate

3287 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028