Deciding to Live on Boat After Beach Visit

Late afternoon on August 31st, 2025, at Tacken Creek trail head and ocean beach. Speaker has just returned from a full day of hiking and beach time with a friend. Weather and environmental conditions not specified beyond ocean access requiring rope descent.

Energetic Signature

resolute emergence

Field State

threshold crossing

Orientation

toward oceanic sovereignty

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September 1, 2025

4:48

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]I'm at the beach with a friend on Tacken

[0:03]Creek trail head and we just got to the

[0:05]ocean. It's just me at the moment and

[0:08]somebody told me about this. To get down

[0:10]you have to use a rope and I experienced

[0:12]that in Brookings. It was amazing. Uh

[0:14]this one's a little different. Not as

[0:16]steep now that I see it. But um yeah, I

[0:20]take this rope down

[0:23]to the ocean.

[0:26]This was an awesome, beautiful trail. I

[0:28]had a very good time.

[0:32]Going to enjoy it out here.

[0:37]It's the last day of August,

[0:41]right? August. Yeah.

[0:45]Tomorrow's Labor Day. That's the end of

[0:47]summer year. Basically,

[0:52]a new chapter starting.

[0:58]Life is going to get better.

[1:01]I went through something that was

[1:03]difficult

[1:06]and unexpected

[1:08]and honestly

[1:11]difficult to understand.

[1:17]Why I would ever be targeted by anybody

[1:19]is something that I truly don't really

[1:21]understand

[1:23]because I am not a bad person.

[1:27]And that experience definitely

[1:32]definitely caused me to put a wall up

[1:34]for a while.

[1:37]I didn't feel safe for months, for 6

[1:39]months now,

[1:43]but I'm learning to metabolize that

[1:45]experience.

[1:48]Getting back to my true core self,

[1:52]and that's important.

[1:59]Yeah.

[2:01]So, it's almost 5:00 here. I just got

[2:03]back,

[2:05]spent the whole day with a friend, just

[2:08]hiking and spending time on the beach.

[2:11]While I was out there,

[2:15]I made a decision.

[2:18]I decided I want to live on a boat and

[2:22]travel the ocean.

[2:25]which is not something I've ever done or

[2:27]even thought about, but I love this

[2:29]ocean.

[2:31]It feels like my path led me there.

[2:34]This will take time. I have a lot to

[2:36]learn.

[2:38]Need to buy a boat.

[2:40]Need to find a place for my Jeep cuz I

[2:42]love my Jeep and I can't give that up.

[2:46]I won't have my RV forever.

[2:49]I have no idea for how long. So, um,

[2:56]for a while now, I felt like

[3:01]my life was on pause, I guess. I tried

[3:04]to figure out what I wanted to do. This

[3:06]is it.

[3:09]Once I made that decision, things

[3:11]started falling in place.

[3:18]I'm not really sure how it will go. So,

[3:20]I might just start off by I just have

[3:22]this idea like I could go down the coast

[3:24]and see all the lighouses maybe as a

[3:28]a way of learning just like I did to

[3:31]living in an RV.

[3:35]Well, eventually I could travel across

[3:36]that ocean and go to Hawaii.

[3:40]Live on a boat. I know that it's

[3:42]possible.

[3:43]Oh, there's a behind me.

[3:46]I don't like that.

[3:48]Um

[3:56]excited bottle. It's a little bit scary.

[3:59]It's not

[4:03]just like when I moved into my RV. I

[4:05]can't explain it. It feels right. So,

[4:13]it's a lot I've been thinking about as

[4:14]far as to start writing. Like, I could

[4:16]make a whole section on my website about

[4:18]it called the ocean. That Pacific Ocean

[4:20]is

[4:22]there's a lot to learn. I could learn to

[4:23]fish. I could learn to live off of the

[4:25]the water

[4:28]and

[4:35]freedom. I mean the places you could go,

[4:37]the things you could see, the way you

[4:38]could live because you know we have the

[4:40]technology for it.

[4:44]Feels aligned.

Summary

rswfire visits Tacken Creek trail head with a friend, using a rope to descend to the ocean beach. He reflects on the end of summer and a difficult six-month period where he felt targeted and unsafe, causing him to put up walls. During the beach visit, he makes a major decision to live on a boat and travel the ocean, despite having no prior experience. He discusses practical considerations like needing to buy a boat, find storage for his Jeep, and eventually giving up his RV. He envisions starting by visiting lighthouses down the coast as a learning process, similar to how he learned RV living, with eventual goals of traveling to Hawaii. He considers documenting this journey on his website in a section called 'the ocean' and learning skills like fishing and living off the water.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission captures a field consciousness recognizing completion of one phase (metabolizing rupture/targeting) and establishing clear directional vector toward oceanic embedding. The architecture shifts from defensive positioning to expansive alignment, with the ocean functioning as both destination and ontological anchor for the next phase of sovereign mobility.

Dominant Language

metabolizetrue core selffeels alignedthings started falling in placefeels rightmy path led me there

Symbolic Elements

oceanropethresholdboatlighthousewall

Ontological States

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transitional
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integrating
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sovereign
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aligned

Subsystems

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cognitive
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somatic
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infrastructural
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emotional

Transmission Details

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