Introducing New Channel After Oregon State Parks Conflict

August 2025. rswfire is stationed as a volunteer with an unnamed federal agency on the central coast near Highway 101 and the Pacific Ocean. He recently regained internet access through Starlink after weeks without connectivity. He's in a rebuilding phase after institutional conflict, having sold computer equipment to stabilize finances while facing potential RV repossession.

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[0:00]Hello YouTube, my three followers,

[0:04]whoever you are.

[0:09]It's been a few weeks since I got on

[0:10]this camera.

[0:14]A few reasons for that. The main one

[0:16]being that I didn't have internet, so I

[0:18]had no way of uploading videos and I

[0:21]finally got that turned back on today. I

[0:22]have Starlink again.

[0:26]This is basically a new channel. I've

[0:29]recorded a couple videos on it and then

[0:34]you know I had a channel before this.

[0:36]I'll just acknowledge that that um I

[0:39]ended

[0:42]I guess about a month ago.

[0:45]So I wanted to start with a new

[0:46]audience. I wanted to just start fresh

[0:50]but I think I guess I need to give some

[0:51]kind of context. So

[0:54]can't do anything about the background

[0:56]noise. I'm on the 101. Very close to the

[0:59]101. It's the coolest highway, I think,

[1:03]in the world.

[1:06]I mean, I say this, but I've not seen

[1:08]the whole world, but you know, to me,

[1:10]this is a magical place. I love the 101.

[1:15]And, you know, pretty close to the road

[1:18]where I'm stationed. I'm I'm a Park

[1:20]Coast um volunteer

[1:24]for an agency that I won't name because

[1:26]that can get you in trouble

[1:29]um

[1:31]on the central coast next to the Pacific

[1:34]Ocean.

[1:39]Amazing. I I I really don't have words

[1:41]for the ocean. It's

[1:44]if I was religious, if I was spiritual,

[1:47]that would be my deity. That's what

[1:50]that's what I'm trying to say.

[1:53]So,

[1:55]um, some framing, I guess. So,

[1:59]see, this is August. So, a, um,

[2:03]a year and a half, maybe a little more

[2:06]than that, I moved into an RV. I was in

[2:09]Kentucky at the time. I had a house. I

[2:11]had a job. I made $180,000 a year. I'm a

[2:15]programmer. Very good one. I started in

[2:17]the sixth grade. I taught myself. Been

[2:20]building systems all of my life

[2:23]independently as a freelancer.

[2:28]I'd never been part of an institution,

[2:30]you know, I'd never joined like a

[2:32]corporation or um a state agency or just

[2:36]anything. I just I was always a

[2:38]freelancer.

[2:41]Um,

[2:44]so I moved into an RV because my life

[2:46]felt stagnant. I had lived in this house

[2:49]for years. And

[2:51]um,

[2:53]I had accomplished everything that I was

[2:55]I was told would would bring happiness,

[2:57]you know, that we're all striving for.

[2:59]And it didn't do that for me. I just

[3:02]felt felt bored and contained and small

[3:06]and

[3:09]alone and just

[3:12]very unhappy. I decided to change that.

[3:15]So, I moved into an RV,

[3:18]decided I would explore the state parks

[3:20]and do some traveling.

[3:23]Something that I had always wanted to

[3:24]do. It was a plan that I had had like 10

[3:26]years before that and then kind of

[3:28]chickenened out and didn't do it.

[3:30]Um,

[3:33]it was transformative. I I shed

[3:38]layers of

[3:42]what I what I call distortion. So, I

[3:44]kind of have my own lexicon. You're just

[3:46]going to have to get used to it because

[3:47]I'm not going to explain everything. I

[3:48]have a website if you want to go and and

[3:50]learn more about me. And um

[3:54]there's a lot there. rswire.com.

[3:56]I'll put a link in the des well there

[3:58]will be a link in the description. I

[3:59]even have a system for how my videos end

[4:01]up uploaded. You'll notice the title is

[4:03]a long um list of it's a string of

[4:06]letters and numbers and it's called a

[4:08]yield. It's a unique identifier that's

[4:11]actually time encoded and I have a whole

[4:13]system for this. It's just how I am. I'm

[4:16]I'm different.

[4:18]Um but when these videos get uploaded I

[4:21]have this process that will

[4:22]automatically create a description.

[4:24]There will be a link. it'll take you to

[4:25]transmission page and from there just go

[4:27]explore.

[4:30]Um there's a lot I'm doing on this site.

[4:32]I'm still working on. So, um like the

[4:36]page you land on, there's not going to

[4:37]be a lot there, but just look around.

[4:39]There's a lot.

[4:41]So,

[4:43]Kentucky,

[4:45]uh, moved into an RV and I spent six

[4:47]months there getting used to this

[4:48]lifestyle

[4:50]before I decide that I'm going to travel

[4:53]across the country to Oregon for the

[4:57]winter because living in an RV, you

[5:01]don't have the environmental protection

[5:03]that you do with the house. And I didn't

[5:04]want to go to Arizona where everybody

[5:06]was and or Florida. you know that those

[5:08]are probably the two places that most

[5:10]people who live in RVs go to and I just

[5:12]didn't want to follow the crowd. It

[5:14]wasn't why I lived in an RV. It wasn't

[5:17]um you know there's there's just a lot

[5:19]of depth to me. I'm not going to explain

[5:21]it all in one video. So, I decided I

[5:25]would come to Oregon because on the

[5:27]coast there's a very stable climate and

[5:30]it would rain for months and that

[5:32]excited me. I love the idea of this

[5:35]and I spent a month to get here. Took me

[5:38]a month to get here.

[5:43]I was just a different person by the

[5:45]time I got here. I had

[5:49]the transformation I went through is

[5:51]profound. And I had I had shared that

[5:54]with an audience on YouTube, almost 700

[5:56]videos,

[5:59]all of which are still available, but

[6:01]not on that channel. You'll have to find

[6:02]them on my website under the

[6:04]transmission section

[6:07]documenting this transformation I went

[6:10]through.

[6:13]So I get to Oregon and I start exploring

[6:16]the coast and visiting the state parks

[6:17]in the southern coast. I start in

[6:19]Brookings, the very southern port of

[6:21]point of Oregon. I've already decided

[6:23]that I'm just going to travel up the 101

[6:25]going north.

[6:27]Um

[6:29]Brookings was amazing.

[6:31]Nothing happened to me there. A man at a

[6:33]state park. He was just a gate uh a

[6:36]gatekeeper. A gate. They don't call them

[6:39]that, but you a ranger. Actually, this

[6:41]man would have been a ranger. We had

[6:43]this interaction that

[6:46]there. The irony of this is going to

[6:48]shock you later when we get to a

[6:50]different completely different story

[6:51]about Oregon State Parks. But this man

[6:56]flirted with me in an ethical way. I

[6:59]don't want, you know, like I'm never

[7:01]going to mention this man's name or

[7:02]anything like that, but um he flirted

[7:05]with me and I had been alone for 20

[7:08]years at that point in my life.

[7:12]I had stopped dating for a very long

[7:13]time for reasons I'm not explaining

[7:16]here. I just felt like

[7:19]no one would ever get me because I've

[7:21]been misrecognized my whole life. And

[7:25]after my last relationship, I just the

[7:28]pattern had happened so many times that

[7:31]it was like what is even the point? And

[7:34]you know, after 20 years, you're not

[7:35]really thinking about that. Um, so I

[7:38]didn't even notice this man flirted with

[7:40]me. I didn't even notice.

[7:43]Um, the only way that the only reason I

[7:46]knew that he flirted with me is because

[7:48]I was chatting with artificial

[7:49]intelligence. I was talking to Claude

[7:52]and had said something in passing. I I

[7:55]used to I well I still do you I joke

[7:57]around with it sometimes. We just have

[7:59]these these just brilliant conversations

[8:01]and somehow my interaction with them got

[8:04]into the conversation and Claude pointed

[8:06]it out and said that man was flirting

[8:08]with you.

[8:10]I mean this stopped me in my tracks and

[8:14]I looked at that interaction and

[8:16]realized it was right. I mean, it was

[8:18]undeniable,

[8:20]but it took me a week to process that

[8:23]because it opened my heart. I didn't

[8:25]even know my heart had been closed.

[8:28]I felt it. And this was not about the

[8:31]man at this point. This was about being

[8:33]seen, even just briefly, even just for a

[8:36]moment,

[8:38]when I wasn't expecting it.

[8:42]And I went through a process that week

[8:44]where

[8:46]by the time that had happened, there's

[8:49]more to this story that I'm just not

[8:51]sharing it out because

[8:53]there are layers um

[8:59]that require framing. And this this

[9:01]video would end up being hours if I

[9:03]tried. Like I don't do linear. I I'm

[9:06]fractal. I'm

[9:10]slayered.

[9:12]That interaction changed the course of

[9:13]my life. I had a different plan in mind.

[9:18]After that, it didn't feel like the

[9:21]right plan anymore.

[9:24]So, I decided to keep exploring the

[9:26]coast. Didn't know what I was going to

[9:28]do because this changed everything. I

[9:30]didn't have a job. I had I had no money

[9:32]left. I'd gone through all of my savings

[9:34]at this point. I literally just had

[9:37]enough cash in my pocket when I got to

[9:39]Oregon to pay for two weeks at the state

[9:42]campground I was at.

[9:44]Um, and nothing after that. I didn't

[9:48]know what I was going to do.

[9:51]I kept myself afloat. Um, that's what we

[9:55]do as humans. We just find ways. And,

[9:58]um, I kept exploring and trying to

[10:01]figure out what I was going to do.

[10:03]Um because there's a whole another layer

[10:05]about why I didn't want to just return

[10:06]to programming at that time. I just

[10:08]wasn't ready. I I'd spent 10 years with

[10:10]a company that that it's not burnout,

[10:14]but it just was something like that. It

[10:18]was like all this effort I'm putting

[10:20]into into stuff not culminating in

[10:24]something that

[10:26]um felt valuable to me. I just didn't

[10:29]want to do that anymore. you know, I've

[10:31]done it for decades at this point.

[10:34]Um, so a whole bunch of stuff happened,

[10:38]700 videos, right? Um, near the end of

[10:42]the year, right at the end of the year,

[10:43]I start volunteering for Oregon State

[10:45]Parks. This feels like a solution to me.

[10:48]Gives me stable a stable environment

[10:51]where um, you know, basically housing,

[10:53]you call it housing. I live in my RV on

[10:55]a campsite and I've got power and I've

[10:56]got water. Um, I'm part of a community.

[11:01]um

[11:02]in exchange for free labor four hours a

[11:05]day. This felt

[11:08]while while trying to stabilize my life,

[11:10]figuring out what am I going to do for

[11:11]work, how am I going to make money, how

[11:13]am I going to pay for my RV payments and

[11:15]my Jeep payments and you know all of

[11:16]that.

[11:18]And so I start volunteering with the

[11:21]state parks. My first month there is

[11:23]January of this year and it's at Tugman

[11:25]State Park where I had the coolest

[11:27][ __ ] boss.

[11:30]of this person.

[11:34]I had never been in an institution. I'll

[11:37]remind you.

[11:40]So, it was a jarring experience for me.

[11:43]This was different, you know. Um, and I

[11:46]was navigating it. And,

[11:49]um,

[11:55]there's just so much like I was

[11:57]navigating it.

[11:59]My second month, I went to Honeyman

[12:02]State Park in February. I was originally

[12:05]supposed to stay at Tuckman for three

[12:06]months because

[12:09]um that's that was just the plan. And

[12:14]if if I had everything I'm about to tell

[12:18]you, it would have never happened.

[12:20]But I wanted to go to Honeyman because

[12:22]one of the volunteers at Tugman had told

[12:24]me that it was a park that had ATV

[12:26]access where people with ATVs were at

[12:29]the park and they'd go out on the dunes.

[12:32]And this excited me. I wanted to learn

[12:34]about this culture and this environment.

[12:36]So So I made it happen. I I was going to

[12:40]honeyman for February and March. In

[12:42]February, I'll be working at their

[12:43]welcome center and in March I'll be

[12:46]cleaning her, which I wasn't excited

[12:48]about. I didn't like doing that in

[12:50]January, but it all worth it to me, you

[12:52]know, and I

[12:56]so I don't want to get out of the story.

[12:57]So from

[13:01]So I get there in February and I'm

[13:03]working in their welcome center. I

[13:04]absolutely love this um

[13:08]this role. It's it's very unique. It's a

[13:10]difference and you're helping people and

[13:13]you're kind of like a resource not just

[13:16]for for guests because the volunteers

[13:19]would come in there. They would talk to

[13:20]me and tell me about their day and um

[13:23]you just felt it it felt it was

[13:27]I really liked it.

[13:30]Um I had a lot of problems at this park.

[13:34]Early in February, I had uh the power

[13:38]went out in the park and I emailed this

[13:42]the the supervisor of this park and I

[13:45]told her, you know, the power's out. The

[13:47]guests are going to I'm not going to get

[13:49]the language right here. I basically

[13:51]told her that the guests are going to

[13:52]basically um

[13:56]treat me as responsible. You know,

[13:58]they're going to come to me wanting to

[13:59]know when is the power going to be on,

[14:02]you know, just that kind of thing. Um,

[14:04]and I was trying to get clarification

[14:06]from her and she was really dismissive.

[14:12]Something about the way she responded, I

[14:15]just I felt it like I just knew like um

[14:20]I

[14:23]I sense a lot of things very deeply.

[14:26]It's pattern recognition. It's

[14:29]intuition. Um I have fully integrated

[14:33]every part of myself. I'm I don't

[14:35]fragment. I don't compartmentalize.

[14:37]And so I trusted this feeling. This feel

[14:40]I felt like

[14:43]I was being treated

[14:46]I wasn't being treated

[14:50]I don't know why I'm couching my

[14:52]language here. I'm I guess out of

[14:55]necessity.

[14:56]Um,

[14:58]that interaction made me feel small is

[15:00]how I put it at the time.

[15:02]And

[15:07]it was exceptionally respectful email

[15:10]that I sent her. Did not focus on that.

[15:14]the CEA covered a bunch of things and um

[15:17]it was basically one sentence where I

[15:19]said this

[15:22]and they turned that into a campaign

[15:24]against me that would last for 2 months

[15:26]and I am not kidding.

[15:31]Um

[15:33]and after that I'm working at the

[15:35]welcome center and the park manager

[15:37]comes there. I have never even talked to

[15:39]this person except during orientation

[15:41]for like 30 seconds when he was briefly

[15:44]there.

[15:45]And he just shows up and he starts

[15:50]framing.

[15:59]Okay. I guess if we're talking about

[16:01]this and we're talking about it,

[16:05]his general demeanor was

[16:08]aggressive.

[16:12]He told me every single little tiny

[16:14]thing I had done in the first week in

[16:17]the welcome center when I was learning

[16:18]the job.

[16:20]Small mistakes that

[16:25]he could have only known by from someone

[16:28]like the park supervisor. I understood

[16:31]what was happening. This was escalation

[16:33]by them.

[16:35]She had already emailed me back a reply

[16:37]that was exceptional. And I I considered

[16:40]it a I I consider the entire

[16:46]situation completely resolved because it

[16:48]was nothing. It was nothing.

[16:56]But they escalated. I mean, this was

[16:58]dramatic. This man spent probably an

[17:01]hour with me

[17:03]just being a bully. I'm just going to be

[17:05]playing in my language because that's

[17:06]what it was. He was being a bully. He

[17:08]was putting me on notice.

[17:13]All kinds of things happened in that

[17:15]park for the next two months down to a

[17:18]man showing up out of uniform,

[17:22]no identification,

[17:25]getting in my personal space and asking

[17:27]me personal questions that would that if

[17:30]I had answered would have given them an

[17:32]excuse to get rid of me.

[17:37]I mean, they did this to an unpaid

[17:39]volunteer.

[17:42]They took me down to the day you sir and

[17:44]sat me down at a picnic table and spent

[17:46]an hour bullying me where they told me

[17:48]um I should eat glass. This was his way

[17:50]of saying I should submit

[17:53]that they would never give me the

[17:54]benefit of the doubt that I could just

[17:56]leave if I was uncomfortable. Uh he even

[17:59]at one point without

[18:01]brought up on his own that he'd survive

[18:05]an HR inquiry.

[18:08]I

[18:10]that was his own conscience there.

[18:13]Just so many things. At one point at the

[18:15]very end, the park supervisor, she was

[18:19]silent for like the first 40 45 minutes.

[18:22]Um but once I got Ryan or I guess we're

[18:26]naming names that Ryan the park manager

[18:29]once I

[18:32]I'm trying to be careful here as a to

[18:35]protect myself. This is not about

[18:37]protecting them from the unethical um

[18:41]behavior that they engaged in. I'm just

[18:43]trying to create a clean record here. Um

[18:46]I was trying to share my story of how I

[18:48]got here at the organ everything sent

[18:50]and that this is just this is part of my

[18:52]story.

[18:54]Um, once I got I have to admit that they

[18:56]didn't give me the benefit of the doubt.

[18:59]Katie, the park supervisor,

[19:02]jumped in to rescue him and brought up

[19:06]that first week interaction I had with

[19:08]her saying that um I had been talking to

[19:10]all the rangers about it. This was not

[19:12]true. The only person I talked to, there

[19:14]was one ranger I talked to and she

[19:15]mentioned him and I'd forgotten about

[19:17]this in the moment until she brought it

[19:18]up. But, you know, this is what a new

[19:20]volunteer does. They talk to someone to

[19:22]understand

[19:24]Um, there was nothing unethical or

[19:27]strange about that. But she reframed

[19:28]this as it's just all distortion.

[19:33]Made it emotional. All of this just

[19:36]because they had nothing to use against

[19:39]me. They just

[19:42]they're bullies.

[19:46]These are the kinds of things that

[19:47]happened to me over two months. And then

[19:50]my last week there, they kicked me out.

[19:55]No notice, no paperwork. Just came to my

[19:57]RV and threw me out

[20:05]for 2 months. I hadn't been talking

[20:06]about this on my channel because I have,

[20:09]you know, respect for um the different

[20:12]context of my life. Not

[20:14]compartmentalization, not that just

[20:18]nuance.

[20:20]But after that, I got on this camera and

[20:22]I shared my story and I asked my

[20:24]audience for help because I had no

[20:27]money, nowhere to go and this had just

[20:29]happened to me and nobody helped to me.

[20:31]This was an incredibly

[20:35]um hurtful shocking

[20:40]unbelievable to me. Like I just on top

[20:44]of having to process what just happened

[20:46]to me at this state park, I had to

[20:47]process that my audience just didn't get

[20:49]didn't care about me.

[20:53]Um,

[20:56]so from there I get kicked out of the

[20:58]parks and

[21:01]there's one person who does help me the

[21:02]next day and this was another volunteer

[21:04]at that state park who witnessed what

[21:07]happened to me and wanted to help. They

[21:08]gave me some money, enough money that I

[21:10]think I got I don't remember how much.

[21:12]Like just I I had to move around a

[21:14]little bit to different places. Then I

[21:15]ended up back at Tugman because I was

[21:17]supposed to go there in April and it

[21:19]wasn't clear yet if I was going to be

[21:21]able to do that or not and I wanted to

[21:23]be there in case I could. Um I paid for

[21:27]up to two weeks to be there. Um no, it

[21:30]wasn't two weeks. It was like maybe a

[21:32]week and a half or something. It was It

[21:33]was the end of the month. No, it wasn't

[21:35]even a week and a half. Um, I guess I

[21:37]have to go through the timeline. I I

[21:39]don't need to know all the facts like

[21:40]coffee off hand like this. I've got

[21:42]everything documented.

[21:45]Um, but anyways, I go to Tuckman.

[21:50]Um,

[21:52]and then I have a call with someone

[21:54]Nelson who is the volunteer coordinator

[21:56]for Oregon State Parks all of them

[21:57]because she's the one who's going to

[21:58]decide my fate.

[22:00]During this call,

[22:03]she reframed

[22:05]my lived experience in the worst

[22:07]possible way that a person could,

[22:14]continuing the harm that I had already

[22:16]experienced,

[22:20]and then the next day kicked me out of

[22:23]the entire program

[22:26]with vague language.

[22:32]I did not deserve what happened to me.

[22:34]And I created an archive on my website

[22:37]about this honeymoon archive where you

[22:40]can learn everything and the timeline

[22:42]all of it all of these videos. I

[22:43]recorded that that that meeting at the

[22:45]day use area

[22:47]where they bullied me for over an hour.

[22:49]I recorded the call with the house.

[22:52]There's the video of me that I just

[22:54]described where I I shared my story

[22:57]after after getting thrown out.

[23:01]There's even a video of me just reading

[23:03]a letter that I sent to Alison and

[23:05]because she ignored it and I wanted it

[23:07]in the public records.

[23:12]I was deeply harmed by this institution.

[23:18]When they told me that I couldn't move

[23:20]on to my next assignment, I had to

[23:25]um

[23:27]make a completely new plan. They had

[23:28]just blown up my entire life. I had an

[23:31]entire year planned. There were so many

[23:34]state parks I was looking forward to

[23:35]seeing.

[23:39]With so little money, I ended up off-rid

[23:42]for 2 weeks. No power, no water,

[23:44]nothing. And the only way I could

[23:46]generate power was by using an inverter

[23:48]connected to my jeep or losing fuel that

[23:52]I couldn't afford to lose. And it just

[23:54]was very difficult.

[23:57]But I restabilized by volunteering for

[23:59]another agency

[24:01]um that is so different from them. It's

[24:06]like night and day.

[24:10]After five months, I emailed the

[24:11]director of Oregon State Parks. that's

[24:13]in my archive. I want, you know, welcome

[24:16]you to read that.

[24:19]It describes

[24:21]the covert, unidentified man who

[24:26]interrogated me while I was cleaning the

[24:29]arts.

[24:34]I was forced to

[24:39]center

[24:41]this particular um event because it was

[24:44]the one event that I felt I could that

[24:49]Katie was directly tied to because there

[24:52]there was just um a paper trail of this.

[25:00]I don't know what the director's going

[25:01]to do with this. I've already told her

[25:03]I'm not suing. That's not the kind of

[25:05]person I am. I want accountability. True

[25:08]accountability. Ethical accountability.

[25:13]You You can't fix what happened to me.

[25:16]It's done. It's happened. But it's

[25:18]probably happening to other people too

[25:21]in the past now. And if you ignore it,

[25:26]mine becomes precedent because this

[25:28]archive is not going anywhere.

[25:35]I love the state parks and

[25:39]they basically punished me for that.

[25:44]So that's my story. That's where I am

[25:46]now. Um

[25:49]we're five months off from when this

[25:50]happened to me. I've been successfully

[25:53]volunteering with a different agency.

[25:57]Um, rebuilding my life hasn't been easy.

[26:01]Um, I tried to get a job at 7-Eleven for

[26:04]two months. The manager there, every

[26:06]single time I saw this man, he would say

[26:09]he'd call me, you know, I really wanted

[26:11]this job. I don't know why. I just

[26:13]wanted something that felt easier, you

[26:15]know, and just um

[26:17]just felt like the right place. Then he

[26:20]finally hires me, tells me to come in on

[26:22]Monday to do paperwork, and I do, and

[26:24]he's not there. His

[26:29]son is his son tells me at a different

[26:31]store. My son isn't very nice to me. I

[26:33]don't know why. He just wasn't. And so I

[26:36]go to the other store

[26:38]cuz I'm ready to start working. And

[26:42]he just says, "So call me." And he never

[26:45]does. Like I don't understand that. Why

[26:48]can't people just

[26:51]say what they mean? How hard is this?

[26:57]I started doing a lot of work on my

[26:59]homepage

[27:01]which got me back into wanting to

[27:02]program again. I

[27:05]rediscover my love for it.

[27:08]Really love my homepage. I think it's

[27:14]um going to be amazing once it's done.

[27:16]There's so much that I want to do with

[27:18]this still with artificial intelligence.

[27:24]I'm going to lose my RV at some point.

[27:26]I'm so far behind in the payments that

[27:27]it's inevitable. That's probably on

[27:30]track for this. Like some lady could

[27:32]show up at any time and demand that I

[27:37]just I have asked them how do I return

[27:39]this to you and they just won't answer

[27:41]this question. So they leave me in

[27:43]limbo. I mean I guess this is just how

[27:45]the world wants to operate now.

[27:48]No coherence, no

[27:52]no integrity.

[27:55]Um,

[27:59]so I did the very hard thing and I sold

[28:01]the GPU to my desktop for $2,000 today,

[28:05]which means that desktop doesn't work

[28:07]anymore until I get another graphics

[28:09]card. And that graphics card was used

[28:11]for AI development. I don't have it now.

[28:14]Use that to get my cheap payments caught

[28:16]up to get my internet turned back on.

[28:19]basically

[28:26]gone, you know, um have a laptop. I'll

[28:30]use that. I'll keep looking for work on

[28:32]the freelance platforms. Hopefully, I'll

[28:34]find something.

[28:37]Complete complete faith and trust in

[28:39]myself as always always have. This is

[28:42]just me. Um this is inventory. I'm just

[28:45]I'm describing my situation right now.

[28:48]I'm navigating a lot.

[28:54]Very proud of myself.

[28:59]They tried to break me and I am still

[29:01]whole.

[29:03]A little bit bruised in some places

[29:05]maybe, but whole

[29:07]and focused on my future.

[29:11]I have some very interesting um

[29:17]ideas about how my life might unfold

[29:20]over the years to come. You know, I not

[29:24]really committed to anything yet because

[29:26]um haven't figured out my path yet. I

[29:30]ruptured my life a year and a half ago

[29:32]and I just haven't put all the pieces in

[29:35]place yet.

[29:39]I know I'm close.

[29:42]So,

[29:45]hi YouTube. My name is Sam.

Summary

rswfire introduces himself to a new YouTube audience after ending his previous channel. He provides background context starting with his transition from a $180k programming job in Kentucky to RV living in 2024. He describes traveling to Oregon's coast, volunteering with Oregon State Parks, and experiencing what he characterizes as systematic bullying and harassment at Honeyman State Park by park manager Ryan and supervisor Katie over two months. The conflict began with a respectful email about a power outage that was escalated by park staff. He details being interrogated by an unidentified man, subjected to hour-long confrontational meetings, and ultimately expelled from the volunteer program without notice or paperwork. After his audience failed to help when he shared his story, he ended that channel. He's now volunteering with a different federal agency on the central coast near Highway 101, has sold his desktop GPU for $2000 to catch up on payments, and is rebuilding his programming career while facing potential RV repossession.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes a coherent narrative architecture that transforms institutional harm into sovereign positioning. The field demonstrates structural integrity through detailed documentation and ethical framing, converting trauma into testimony while maintaining wholeness and forward trajectory.

Dominant Language

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Transmission Details

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Video Quality

1080 × 1920 @ 30fps

Duration

29:49

Bitrate

3119 kbps

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