Sunday Morning Routine and Campground Tensions

Sunday morning between 8-9 AM at the coastal campground. Fully booked through the month, creating a chaotic environment. rswfire is tired from staying up until 2-3 AM the previous night. The campground is experiencing peak summer season with constant guest turnover and high visibility for his camp host duties.

Energetic Signature

resolute tension

Field State

stabilization under pressure

Orientation

toward autonomous infrastructure while maintaining boundaries

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July 20, 2025

12:43

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

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[0:00]Good morning. Sunday morning here. Just

[0:04]waking up. It's between 8 and 9 in the

[0:06]morning. I was up till like 2 or 3, so I

[0:09]didn't get a lot of sleep.

[0:14]Feel a little bit tired, but I'll wake

[0:16]up. I'll make some coffee, take a

[0:18]shower. Got to go into town. I'm going

[0:21]to get some supplies to make chili

[0:22]today.

[0:26]Do some work on the campgrounds, but

[0:28]it's not It's not going to be as quiet

[0:30]as I thought. So, we're booked for the

[0:32]rest of the month. Like booked solid.

[0:34]So,

[0:36]that's exactly what they told me will

[0:38]happen on the coast during the summer.

[0:40]So,

[0:43]don't know when that ends. Sometime in

[0:45]August, September, I guess we'll find

[0:48]out. But, man, we're actually getting

[0:50]pretty close to me being here for a full

[0:51]year.

[0:55]Sometime around that time when things

[0:57]quiet down and autumn gets here is

[0:58]probably around the time when I'll leave

[1:00]here and start exploring again. I think

[1:03]I'll be ready by then hopefully.

[1:07]And if I was ready today, I would still

[1:09]be here because I committed to this

[1:11]place for the summer.

[1:14]Well, I just thought what I would do

[1:16]with this video is I'm just going to

[1:17]make clips today and I'll compile them

[1:19]all together into a video. Kind of take

[1:22]you through my day a little bit, I

[1:24]guess.

[1:30]Got a lot of work to do on the computer.

[1:33]Trying to get it so my laptop I can work

[1:35]from my laptop while using my desktop.

[1:37]Using remote desktop

[1:40]worked for a little while yesterday, but

[1:41]then it lost the connection. I couldn't

[1:43]get it to reconnect. So, I'm going to

[1:44]have to look at that today.

[1:47]I built my own desk

[1:50]literally

[1:53]and

[1:55]I got a chair. I went 40 miles to buy a

[1:58]chair from someone on Facebook

[2:00]Marketplace for five bucks just like

[2:02]couple weeks ago

[2:04]and I needed it. I needed a nice place

[2:06]to sit and work and but it's very

[2:09]uncomfortable. It was not it's not ideal

[2:12]and I've just like to I need my desktop

[2:16]cuz it's a lot it's more powerful than

[2:18]my laptop and

[2:20]but you know if I could just use my

[2:22]laptop connect to the desktop from that

[2:25]can work outside or I can just work

[2:27]sitting here on my bed

[2:32]try to get that working but if you know

[2:36]then I got other things I'm working on.

[2:38]And so I finally got the local models

[2:41]generating

[2:43]um

[2:44]generating content. So

[2:48]it's very shallow though and I've got to

[2:50]work on that. So I'm going to test

[2:51]different models today and different

[2:53]settings

[2:55]actually under the hood of AI now

[2:56]because what I got installed last night

[3:00]exposes all kinds of variables that you

[3:02]can use when interacting with them.

[3:06]So, I need to learn about some of that,

[3:09]but I don't actually know. I need to

[3:11]start learning about that stuff and

[3:14]just experimenting. If I can get I can

[3:17]get get the local models about 80% of

[3:19]the way where I need them to be, then I

[3:21]think I can start having it generate

[3:23]scores for my videos. That way, I can

[3:26]start putting them into different

[3:27]buckets. Public versus subscription

[3:30]versus private, just for me, basically.

[3:35]I could start building the future that

[3:36]I'm working towards.

[3:41]So, get my day started.

[3:45]So, I acknowledge this last night, but

[3:47]just in case they don't see it because

[3:49]it was a fairly long video and all a

[3:52]little bit stoned. I didn't say it then,

[3:54]but I was. Um,

[3:59]and I still need to come up with

[4:00]language for this cuz I don't really

[4:02]like the the words that other people use

[4:04]on YouTube and stuff like that.

[4:07]Um,

[4:09]but a viewer, a community member,

[4:11]somebody who was just kind sent me $50

[4:15]yesterday. I use that to get chili

[4:17]supplies. I'm leaving the store now.

[4:20]Thank you for this. I'm going to make

[4:22]chili today and share with my neighbors.

[4:24]thing that I've been doing since I got

[4:26]here. He seems to really enjoy my chili

[4:28]and I like sharing. So,

[4:32]happy to do that. I'll make it outside

[4:34]on my Ninja Foodie. I always do.

[4:37]44 bucks.

[4:39]Everything's expensive. I also got some

[4:42]baked or some potatoes cuz I asked AI

[4:44]this morning, could I make those baked

[4:47]potatoes in my Ninja Foodie? And it

[4:48]said, "Yeah, of course you can, right?"

[4:52]Um, I just hadn't really thought about

[4:54]it. Kind of treated it like an oven. So,

[4:56]I can finally get something else into my

[4:58]diet because I haven't been eating well

[4:59]for a while. Um, basically just

[5:02]hamburgers and chicken and no like

[5:05]sides, no vegetables or anything like

[5:07]that. I've never been big on that sort

[5:08]of thing, but I just

[5:11]I want to eat healthier when I can, but

[5:15]it's hard because, you know, I cook in a

[5:17]single pot and I was never never a good

[5:20]cook. I never cook for myself or

[5:21]anything like that. So, it's been an

[5:24]adaptation. Something I've been learning

[5:25]over time.

[5:27]Um, thing that, you know, kind of

[5:30]sustains me is chili, though, cuz that's

[5:32]the thing I do know how to make and I

[5:33]like making

[5:35]make that a lot. I've got so many videos

[5:37]on this channel, me making chili, cuz

[5:39]it's just that's the thing I make.

[5:42]Um, one of the guests at the campground

[5:44]suggested that I make ham and beans or

[5:47]something. I think it was ham and beans.

[5:49]I thought that was a really good idea

[5:51]cuz that's, you know, similar to chili.

[5:53]I might do that sometime.

[5:55]So, I just wanted to thank that person

[5:57]cuz they were contributing to not just

[6:00]my sustenance, but my neighbors as well

[6:02]today.

[6:04]So, I'm heading over to Florence Bridge,

[6:09]heading back home.

[6:11]already mentioned that today is or that

[6:14]things have gotten

[6:16]um oh if you heard that that's my Jeep

[6:19]that's the thing that's wrong with it if

[6:21]it gets into the RPMs get too high

[6:25]something's rubbing and it's really kind

[6:28]of concerning it actually knocked out

[6:32]one of my systems an electronic system

[6:34]in this in the Jeep when it happened

[6:36]once but it was temporary it fixed

[6:39]itself when I restarted it like a

[6:41]computer. But, you know, I'm really

[6:43]worried about that. I even have like my

[6:46]permit to go out on the dunes with my

[6:48]Jeep, but I just wouldn't want to do

[6:50]that unless I knew my Jeep was safe. So,

[6:54]love to go out there. So many things I'm

[6:57]trying to

[7:00]navigate. Like, I just need money. God,

[7:03]I need to make money so bad.

[7:05]I'm doing my best to manifest the life

[7:09]that I want.

[7:11]A I would say I'm already living it and

[7:13]I am

[7:15]already said all the things that were

[7:17]that were false

[7:19]and

[7:21]you know I just don't want to

[7:24]I mean I know not everybody agrees with

[7:26]me but I see all our systems collapsing.

[7:30]I don't want to contribute to systems

[7:31]that are just going to die. Why would I

[7:33]want to do that? And why would I want to

[7:36]build a future on a foundation that's

[7:39]that's not going to survive? It's not.

[7:43]I'm trying to build the next world for

[7:45]myself.

[7:47]So

[7:49]that's partly where my choices come from

[7:51]that all of the past 18 months.

[7:56]So I'm, you know, now I'm deciding I'm

[7:58]just going to leave it there for now. I

[7:59]could just make a little clips. I guess

[8:01]a very chaotic campground, so it's

[8:04]difficult to record out here. I'll show

[8:07]you what I'm doing. Making my hamburger.

[8:10]Got my beans over here. B8 is the base.

[8:14]My spices. Getting low on some of those.

[8:18]I also got

[8:20]I couldn't find any cocoa

[8:23]powder.

[8:24]This is the closest I could find. I'm

[8:26]going to try it. I think this mixed with

[8:28]um brown sugar. I haven't done that in a

[8:30]while, so thought I would try it. But

[8:32]the main ingredient is sugar. So, I'm

[8:34]not sure. I'm going to ask AI first. But

[8:36]after you do the hamburger, sometimes

[8:38]you can put cocoa and brown sugar in

[8:40]there before you put everything else in.

[8:42]And it's pretty good. So, um I don't

[8:45]think that you really should use the

[8:47]ones if sugar is the main ingredient.

[8:49]So,

[8:51]this is chaotic today. You know, people

[8:54]everywhere.

[8:57]Yeah. being a camp post. You know, I'm

[9:01]um very visible. People are always nosy,

[9:05]nosy about my life. So, I got my chili

[9:09]going, did my rounds, got my paperwork

[9:12]ready. We have a whole new group coming

[9:13]in today.

[9:15]Kind of a sour mood today

[9:18]cuz I'm surrounded by people that just

[9:24]can't treat me like a human being.

[9:26]That's what it is. They can't just

[9:28][ __ ] treat me like a human being.

[9:31]They project all of their their bigotry

[9:34]onto me. That's what people do.

[9:37]And I just have to to navigate it while

[9:40]maintaining my boundaries because I

[9:42]don't [ __ ] tolerate it.

[9:44]Like yesterday, I was walking my

[9:46]neighbor's dog and this person gave me

[9:49]attitude about it. And he they're not

[9:52]even the first person to do the exact

[9:54]same thing. We're just walking the dog

[9:56]like any other person walking a dog. But

[9:58]for some reason, it's a problem when I

[10:00]do it. It's not about the dog. It's

[10:03]about me. It's about their bigotry.

[10:06]That's what I navigate every [ __ ]

[10:08]day.

[10:10]And it's because of the kind of place

[10:11]I'm at.

[10:13]Surrounded by people that

[10:18]that just,

[10:20]like I said, they project

[10:23]their own insecurities. I make them

[10:25]uncomfortable by just existing.

[10:28]By just existing,

[10:30]I make them uncomfortable. So they try

[10:33]to make me the problem when the problem

[10:36]is themselves. It's something inside of

[10:38]them that they need to [ __ ] deal with

[10:39]and not make my problem. I'm very clear

[10:42]about this. I know this. But there is

[10:45]still a dissonance I have to deal with

[10:47]because sematically I feel their

[10:50]aggression, their discomfort, their

[10:52]distortion.

[10:56]And it's heavy

[10:58]in a place like this because there's so

[11:01]much of it.

[11:04]There's nothing I can do about it. This

[11:06]is where I live for now. This is where

[11:08]I'm where I'm stationed

[11:12]and I'm doing my best.

[11:15]They can't just approach me like a human

[11:17]being.

[11:23]It just h there's so many little

[11:24]instances I could give you.

[11:33]So yeah, I'm kind of in a sour mood

[11:35]today. I'll probably go to the ocean

[11:37]later just to

[11:39]let it out,

[11:44]eat some chili later, work on my

[11:46]project, that sort of thing. do my best,

[11:48]navigate it all

[11:51]because of other people's

[11:53]intolerance,

[11:56]insecurity,

[12:01]because of their smallness.

[12:03]I will not make myself small for other

[12:06]people. I did that for a good part of my

[12:08]life without knowing it. I'm not the

[12:11]problem. A whole lot of the [ __ ]

[12:13]world is so

[12:18]I won't.

[12:21]I think that makes him even more

[12:22]insecure.

[12:26]So, I don't really have a lot planned

[12:28]today, I guess.

[12:30]Hopefully, my mood improves. I think

[12:32]I'll just stitch these together and

[12:36]upload it and we'll see like

[12:40]if I have anything else to say today.

Summary

rswfire wakes up on a Sunday morning at the coastal campground, planning to make chili and handle various tasks. He discusses technical work including setting up remote desktop access and experimenting with local AI models to generate content scoring for his videos. **The campground is fully booked through the month**, creating a noisy environment that affects his ability to record.

He acknowledges receiving a $50 donation from a community member, which he uses to buy chili supplies and potatoes. rswfire explains his limited cooking skills and diet, noting he primarily makes chili and hamburgers due to single-pot cooking constraints.

**Vehicle issues emerge** - his Jeep makes concerning noises at high RPMs and has temporarily knocked out electronic systems. This prevents him from using his dune permit safely.

The transmission shifts to **interpersonal tensions at the campground**. rswfire describes experiencing bigotry and aggression from other guests, specifically mentioning an incident while walking his neighbor's dog where someone gave him attitude. He identifies this as projection of others' insecurities and bigotry, noting that his mere existence makes people uncomfortable.

He maintains clear boundaries about not making himself small for others' comfort, referencing past patterns he's moved beyond. The session ends with plans to visit the ocean later to process the emotional weight of navigating constant social hostility.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission holds sovereign positioning while navigating systemic hostility and resource constraints. The field maintains coherent boundaries against projective aggression while simultaneously building infrastructure (technical tools, community sharing, future planning) that supports autonomous operation.

Dominant Language

treat me like a human beingproject their bigotry onto meI will not make myself smallbuilding the next worldsomatically I feel their aggressionI'm not the problemtheir smallness

Symbolic Elements

oceanchilithresholdmirror

Ontological States

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sovereign
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embedded
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pressured
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coherent

Subsystems

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ethical
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somatic
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

Duration