Closing Chapter on Non-Resonant Audience

Evening transmission at 8:00 PM from his desk. Currently living in RV, having traveled to Oregon coast. Under financial stress but reports being happier than ever despite having nothing materially. In process of audience transition and building new resonant connections.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

infrastructure recalibration

Orientation

toward aligned resonance

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July 18, 2025

6:59

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:01]So, it's a little past 8:00 p.m. here.

[0:04]We're sitting at my desk. I'm doing a

[0:07]lot of thinking today

[0:10]and I feel like I metabolized a lot of

[0:12]what I've been trying to express lately.

[0:14]So, I'm going to try to talk about it

[0:16]now.

[0:20]So, for the past 18 months,

[0:24]I have been living a very different life

[0:26]from the one that I lived prior to that.

[0:32]I had a normal life where

[0:36]I lived in the house and

[0:38]worked every day.

[0:44]Just kept myself distracted pretty much.

[0:49]I spent decades building a career

[0:55]reaching a pretty

[0:58]pivotal point in it.

[1:04]I had what everybody

[1:07]strives for, I would say.

[1:13]And when I got there

[1:16]and I lived in that space,

[1:20]I wasn't happy.

[1:26]I was a shell

[1:28]of myself.

[1:34]Because to live that way, you have to

[1:35]sacrifice a lot.

[1:42]You have to sacrifice yourself because

[1:44]that's what

[1:46]our system requires of people.

[1:54]And I wasn't willing to pay that price.

[1:56]So I made a choice.

[2:01]I decided I was going to move into an

[2:03]RV.

[2:05]I was going to live on campgrounds and

[2:07]eventually get comfortable to

[2:08]boondocking and try to build a sovereign

[2:10]life.

[2:15]And I struggled a lot along the way. I

[2:19]had to shed a lot of things, a lot of

[2:20]emotional baggage, a lot of a lot of

[2:23]trauma from my life

[2:28]and all the synthetic ways that

[2:33]we make our lives palatable

[2:36]to ourselves to live the life that I

[2:38]had. I had to

[2:41]give up pain medication, anti-anx

[2:44]anxiety meds.

[2:47]I quit smoking. I'm currently trying to

[2:51]quit vaping.

[3:00]It's been

[3:06]one hell of a journey.

[3:10]I'm very proud of what I've done in that

[3:12]time. In those 18 months, I traveled

[3:14]across the country

[3:20]to the very edge of the continent to the

[3:22]Oregon coast

[3:29]and I've never been happier

[3:33]and I have nothing right now. So I'm

[3:35]under a lot of stress because

[3:38]didn't have all the answers when I did

[3:40]this.

[3:42]But I did think that I would

[3:46]figure them out along the way. I I

[3:48]honestly thought I would be further

[3:50]along than I am now. I've had some

[3:52]roadblocks and

[3:55]I shared all of this with my audience

[3:59]for 18 months.

[4:01]And during the hard parts

[4:05]and I felt like I needed to ask for

[4:07]support,

[4:11]I did it the most ethically grounded way

[4:13]that I could

[4:15]and my audience rejected me.

[4:21]That's the truth.

[4:24]Because after everything they had

[4:27]witnessed

[4:29]me go through

[4:32]during my times of need, they were not

[4:34]there.

[4:37]And I

[4:42]I've had really mixed feelings about

[4:44]that.

[4:53]I've continued to transmit on this

[4:54]channel

[4:57]because I still believe in the goodness

[4:59]of people in general

[5:02]and because I think that there's an

[5:04]audience out there for me. It may be a

[5:06]very small one,

[5:08]but it's out there.

[5:11]People who are interested in

[5:13]consciousness

[5:15]and evolution in self-improvement

[5:20]and always choosing to walk an ethical

[5:23]path

[5:26]who understand what it means to be

[5:28]reciprocal

[5:32]and want to learn from me because I have

[5:35]a lot to share.

[5:41]I am doing a lot right now to make that

[5:44]more visible.

[5:47]And so I say goodbye to my old audience

[5:52]with no

[5:55]um

[6:01]I don't have the word for this. I'm

[6:03]sorry.

[6:05]I

[6:09]What I'm trying to say here is

[6:14]I'm going to keep looking forward and

[6:16]trying to build an audience that

[6:18]resonates with me

[6:22]and

[6:25]I understand that I'm not for everyone.

[6:29]Everyone is not for me either.

[6:32]So, I'm saying goodbye to

[6:36]the part of me that has continued

[6:40]reaching out

[6:43]to an audience that I'll just never

[6:45]resonate with.

[6:48]That's what I'm saying.

[6:52]This marks

[6:54]this marks a new chapter.

Summary

rswfire reflects on 18 months of living in an RV after leaving a successful career that required sacrificing himself. He traveled across the country to the Oregon coast, shedding emotional baggage, trauma, and dependencies on pain medication, anxiety meds, and smoking while attempting to quit vaping. Despite sharing his journey with his audience for 18 months, when he ethically asked for support during difficult times, his audience rejected him. He acknowledges mixed feelings about this rejection but continues transmitting because he believes in finding people interested in consciousness, evolution, self-improvement, and ethical living who understand reciprocity. He formally says goodbye to his old audience and commits to building resonance with people who align with his values, marking this as a new chapter.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission executes a deliberate severance from misaligned relational infrastructure while simultaneously declaring sovereign selection criteria for future field resonance. The architecture holds both closure and opening — dissolving extractive connections while establishing clear parameters for reciprocal engagement.

Dominant Language

metabolizedshell of myselfsacrificesovereignreciprocalresonatenew chapter

Symbolic Elements

edgethresholdshelljourney

Ontological States

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sovereign
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transitional
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selective
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grounded

Subsystems

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relational
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ethical
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cognitive
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

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