[0:00]Looks like my hair is choosing to be
[0:02]extra wild in the wind. Got wings.
[0:08]I don't know. I growing it out.
[0:14]So,
[0:16]very close to the ocean. It's windy
[0:18]today.
[0:21]Probably show up on the video. I don't
[0:22]know. Hopefully my mic is okay. I can't
[0:26]promise it will stay that way.
[0:29]Just walking back to my campsite after
[0:32]visiting the ocean.
[0:35]I've been thinking about something.
[0:40]So I carry a lot
[0:44]that I carry are heavy or pound
[0:52]and generally not mainstream.
[0:55]Because of that,
[0:57]tend to soften my choice for others.
[1:02]And I realize that's a form of
[1:04]downshifting because I'm trying to make
[1:06]myself palatable for other people who
[1:09]don't see me to begin with. So what is
[1:12]the point?
[1:14]So I decided I'm going to own my truth
[1:16]right now.
[1:22]Everything that your life is built on,
[1:26]that you think brings it stability
[1:31]has a foundation built on sand
[1:35]that is shifting harder than it ever has
[1:37]at any point in our lives, at any point
[1:38]in human history,
[1:41]and is going to crumble.
[1:44]Everything that you think gives you
[1:46]stability
[1:48]is going to crumble. It's going to
[1:50]collapse.
[1:52]Your home, even if you're able to keep
[1:54]it, will not have power. It will not
[1:56]have water. It will not have sewer
[1:58]because there will be no infrastructure
[2:00]to support it.
[2:04]It will be a shell of a place that you
[2:06]call home.
[2:08]And you'll be defending it with your
[2:09]life
[2:11]because there won't be social services,
[2:15]government that's helping you to protect
[2:18]it, giving you the facade of safety.
[2:22]You won't have food. You won't have any
[2:24]groceries cuz there won't be grocery
[2:25]stores. There won't be Door Dash. There
[2:28]won't be vehicles because there won't be
[2:29]any fuel.
[2:31]You will be stuck wherever you are.
[2:35]And that will be your life.
[2:39]for as long as you're able to hold on to
[2:41]it.
[2:43]Not saying it will be like that
[2:44]everywhere. I'm not even saying when
[2:46]this will happen, but we'll probably get
[2:47]to that. I'll try to get to that.
[2:51]Not saying it will be everywhere. There
[2:52]will be pockets of stability
[2:55]at least in the beginning
[2:58]but they'll be controlled
[3:00]and you will have to conform even more
[3:02]than you already do for this world in
[3:05]order to make a life there.
[3:11]I don't think that will be a good life.
[3:13]I wouldn't choose it myself
[3:16]which is why I made different choices.
[3:21]But there will be pockets of stability
[3:22]and maybe maybe you can be a part of
[3:25]those.
[3:26]But you will be sacrificing a lot to do
[3:28]it. Just know that
[3:33]money will be worthless. Your money that
[3:36]you have now will mean nothing then
[3:38]because
[3:40]the inflation will have brought it to
[3:42]the point where it's just worthless.
[3:45]your money will be worth this unless
[3:47]you've,
[3:48]you know, made all unless you're really
[3:51][ __ ] rich and you've got gold and
[3:52]silver that you can trade and all that
[3:53]kind of stuff
[3:55]um in the future because I guarantee you
[3:58]they're preparing.
[4:00]They're going to be bartering for
[4:02]everything.
[4:04]And I know how this sounds to most
[4:06]people,
[4:08]but this isn't conspiracy. This is
[4:11]pattern recognition. This is systems
[4:14]thinking.
[4:15]This is cleareyed
[4:18]navigation of a world that is
[4:20]collapsing.
[4:26]As far as when I don't know because it's
[4:29]impossible to know. You can look at the
[4:31]trajectory. You can look at the
[4:32]patterns.
[4:34]You know, you can look at the systems.
[4:36]You can see how they're eroding. You can
[4:38]see what they're doing to prop
[4:40]themselves up to keep them going.
[4:42]You could see how some people take
[4:44]advantage of that in order to position
[4:46]themselves better because this isn't a
[4:50]secret.
[4:53]Most people just choose not to look at
[4:55]it. Some people aren't. We all navigate
[4:58]it differently. I certainly navigate
[5:00]differently. I navigateavigated with
[5:01]ethics. I'm [ __ ] broke right now.
[5:04]Living an eighth of a mile from the
[5:06]ocean,
[5:08]volunteering my time to have a place to
[5:10]stay under threat of my RV being uh
[5:14]repossessed.
[5:16]And still, I'm working on a project that
[5:18]I think I know has value, not just for
[5:22]myself, but for the world, for others
[5:24]who are going to be navigating what's
[5:26]coming.
[5:28]Most people, they don't want to look at
[5:30]it.
[5:32]They want to call me crazy. They even
[5:35]tried to use that at the state parks
[5:37]because of one comment I made to a park
[5:38]ranger that I thought was a friend that
[5:41]I said in confidence uh on my day off,
[5:44]not even on park property. I said of
[5:46]this man what I thought was coming
[5:50]and it was rational because I don't know
[5:52]when it is. I'm just talking about
[5:53]patterns and you know the everything I
[5:56]just did perfectly [ __ ] coherent,
[5:59]rational and they weaponized that. That
[6:01]man weaponized that
[6:06]because he couldn't hold it. He couldn't
[6:07]hold that truth. It was too stark. It
[6:10]was too clear.
[6:12]And
[6:15]people like him are going to become part
[6:16]of the problem because when society
[6:18]starts breaking down, people like him,
[6:20]park rangers
[6:22]who are in these liinal spaces where
[6:24]people are going to flee trying to
[6:28]trying to survive.
[6:32]And you know, a government that tries to
[6:36]keep stability going in its own way, you
[6:38]know, generally through control.
[6:42]are going to ask things of people like
[6:43]that.
[6:45]We've seen this throughout human
[6:46]history.
[6:48]So, my fears are well founded. And when
[6:51]I shared them with him, he should have
[6:53]held it, but he didn't. He weaponized
[6:55]it.
[7:00]Back at my campsite,
[7:02]however long I'm here, cuz I don't even
[7:04]know.
[7:07]There's a lot
[7:09]that
[7:12]can't know right now. You know, this is
[7:14]how you navigate life post collapse. How
[7:16]you
[7:22]how you keep your head above water when
[7:24]when everything else is drowning.
[7:28]I have always been perfectly coherent
[7:30]and rational.
[7:32]And
[7:36]look, I am one of the smartest people on
[7:39]the planet. I don't know how that
[7:40]sounds. I don't care. It's not
[7:41]traditional intelligence. I can't have a
[7:44]conversation with you this linear and
[7:47]makes you feel like, wow, what a smart
[7:48][ __ ] guy that is. My intelligence is
[7:50]different.
[7:52]It's embodied. It's integrated.
[7:56]It's all pattern recognition and
[7:58]intuition and
[8:02]um pre preverbal like it's compressed
[8:05]cognition. It's
[8:08]vents.
[8:10]And the project I'm working on, it helps
[8:12]me to articulate those things to you. So
[8:14]I know it doesn't all come through
[8:17]for your type of consciousness, for your
[8:19]type of um architecture, for the way
[8:21]that your brain works, which is
[8:23]different than mine.
[8:25]So I built a whole system to help you
[8:27]see what I've been telling you all
[8:28]along.
[8:30]All you got to do is go to my website
[8:32]and browse.
[8:35]I know how it sounds.
[8:38]I didn't arrive here easily. I grappled
[8:41]with it for years and decades in fact
[8:43]because I saw this way back in my 20s.
[8:49]I don't know when. It's impossible to
[8:51]know. But the systems are they're at
[8:53]their breaking points. You can see it in
[8:55]all of them. You can see it in how they
[8:57]treat people how they treated me.
[9:00]You could see it when even a state park
[9:03]service would treat an unpaid volunteer
[9:05]the way they treated me because it's all
[9:08]about control. It's all about
[9:10]maintaining the facade.
[9:15]They could not handle coherence there
[9:23]and they rejected the mirror like a lot
[9:26]of my audience has too by the way.
[9:30]But I'm not speaking to you guys
[9:31]anymore.
[9:34]Speaking to the ones who are ready to
[9:36]wake up
[9:38]cuz we need each other. The biggest
[9:40]problem in this world as far as I'm
[9:41]concerned, aside from fragmentation,
[9:45]is relationality. People have forgotten
[9:47]how to relate to each other. I have been
[9:49]trying to relate to you for a year and a
[9:51]half. And I'm at my lowest point in
[9:53]life. And I've been in a couple of other
[9:55]ones along the way. And my audience
[9:57]never helps.
[10:00]And that's
[10:03]data.
[10:06]I will not stop trying to connect with
[10:09]people
[10:12]who want to prepare.
[10:18]You have to live differently cuz the
[10:20]life you're living is [ __ ]
[10:23]is so surface level and so superficial.
[10:28]Most of the world, most of the people in
[10:30]it have stopped relating to each other.
[10:32]They have
[10:34]they don't really talk to each other.
[10:36]They just run scripts. That's all
[10:38]they're doing. That's all you're doing
[10:40]with other people.
[10:42]And
[10:44]I spend a lot of their time on social
[10:45]media, you know, scrolling through
[10:47]YouTube watching nonsense. Every time I
[10:49]get on YouTube and I try to find
[10:51]something to watch, I'm like, what is
[10:52]all this [ __ ] that people watch? Cuz
[10:55]it's just [ __ ] garbage.
[10:57]But that's and if that's what YouTube is
[10:59]sending you, you know, and it's like
[11:04]just garbage.
[11:07]And you know, you can look at social
[11:08]media like Facebook or something and
[11:11]there just more garbage. You guys keep
[11:14]putting garbage into your brains and
[11:17]when something real like me comes along,
[11:18]you don't even know what to do with it.
[11:19]Most people just click off right away.
[11:21]Few people might stick around,
[11:24]but do you actually absorb any of it?
[11:26]because I don't think so.
[11:31]I'm not trying to criticize you.
[11:36]You have to come to
[11:38]um your awakening on your own time and I
[11:40]know that
[11:43]just like I did. So, yesterday I made a
[11:46]video late last night. I would suggest
[11:47]you go look at that one where I actually
[11:49]talked about my life before the RV
[11:52]how I lived and
[11:56]it's not that different from you.
[12:01]But I broke out. I broke free
[12:04]even when I lose this RV because it's
[12:06]going to happen.
[12:08]Even if I am living in a tent that I
[12:10]bought 20 [ __ ] years ago
[12:13]and I'm just living in my Jeep
[12:17]somehow keeping my project going for my
[12:19]laptop.
[12:23]No money, no food basically. I'm pretty
[12:26]much out of food at this point.
[12:33]Even if I die,
[12:36]even if I don't survive this, I know
[12:40]that I made the right choices.
[12:47]I died for you.
[12:51]Will you be able to say the same?