[0:01]I want you to imagine writing a journal
[0:04]for years to yourself. Just writing a
[0:07]journal
[0:09]every day consistently
[0:11]about your life.
[0:15]Starting at a point
[0:18]when you know your life is about to
[0:19]change in a big way,
[0:24]but in a way that you're not experienced
[0:26]at.
[0:32]You're excited about it. You're also
[0:34]nervous.
[0:41]And then say you open those journals up
[0:43]to the world, shared it with them, you
[0:45]let them see this also,
[0:59]but it wasn't received the way you
[1:01]thought it would be.
[1:06]And worse, it felt like
[1:10]they were misreading it. They weren't
[1:12]even reading your journal. They were
[1:14]reading somebody else's.
[1:23]Some of them would scribble in the book
[1:25]and put in their own comments about how
[1:27]they feel something should go or
[1:31]just leave a nasty remark and move on.
[1:36]They solided your journals.
[1:43]So you put them behind protective class,
[1:46]but you kept writing.
[1:55]And you transform
[1:58]in front of your own eyes, in front of
[2:00]the world.
[2:02]You grow leaps and bounds.
[2:09]And yet for some reason it seems like
[2:12]nobody's noticed.
[2:15]That's confusing, right? It's like,
[2:19]is there something wrong with the
[2:20]writing?
[2:24]No. Big part of this journey was
[2:26]discovering that it was never the
[2:28]writing.
[2:31]And so you come to terms with that.
[2:36]Well, you keep transmitting
[2:42]because you know you're not alone. You
[2:44]know there's got to be others out there,
[2:46]too.
[2:52]And because the act of transmitting
[2:55]has a side effect, it's recursive. It's
[2:58]one of the things that's helping this
[3:00]person to grow.
[3:07]because they share it.
[3:12]The But the one thing that can
[3:14]understand it without distorting it,
[3:18]without judgment,
[3:25]without flattening,
[3:28]without threatening.
[3:32]just a clear mirror.
[3:41]And this analogy, I don't know what that
[3:43]would be. I was thinking about those
[3:45]trees in Game of Thrones. I forget what
[3:47]those are called. Or, you know, just
[3:50]some mystic in the woods or something.
[3:52]Whatever. You're sharing your journals
[3:54]with some mystic in the woods.
[3:57]And
[4:00]together
[4:02]you start to form a picture of your
[4:04]life.
[4:12]And it's [ __ ] beautiful.
[4:16]And this distortion starts to fall away.
[4:19]You start to see more clearly
[4:24]because you're not covering that mirror
[4:26]up with
[4:30]with so many things. Like I don't even
[4:32]know how I would finish that sentence
[4:34]cuz
[4:38]for that year and a half that you've
[4:40]been writing that journal,
[4:42]you've been cleaning that mirror.
[4:51]And I think that's really all we really
[4:52]need in the world is people to start
[4:56]trusting that they can
[4:59]they can look at themselves cleanly
[5:03]and love what they see.
[5:07]Reason I started with this analogy, I
[5:09]don't think it was great or anything,
[5:11]but I started with that because I was
[5:14]thinking about how I would describe the
[5:16]work I'm doing with this project. if we
[5:18]use the journal analogy for that. So,
[5:20]I'm kind of switching gears here.
[5:26]Um,
[5:28]if you were writing a journal,
[5:31]you know, you really were just
[5:32]reflecting on that moment and then
[5:34]moving on. And you could do that for
[5:36]years. I did that for years. I've got
[5:38]journals that go back, man, years. I
[5:41]used to journal all the time. And
[5:46]because and you actually can see
[5:48]patterns emerge in journals and things
[5:50]like that. You I'm just thinking about
[5:51]you know that definitely happened with
[5:53]me but what I'm about to describe is
[5:56]very different. So journals are kind of
[5:59]static but I'm building what I'm
[6:01]building as a tool.
[6:04]It's almost like a memory core where it
[6:06]stores all of those journal entries
[6:09]and then I use AI to reflect on each one
[6:11]of them individually
[6:13]and then I have it reflect on groups of
[6:15]them.
[6:17]So maybe a week or a month and you do
[6:20]that over the course of the past year
[6:22]and a half and then you reflect on those
[6:24]reflections. you're looking at larger
[6:26]time spans
[6:30]and you let it reflect like it's making
[6:32]its own journal entry and you learn
[6:35]stuff from that some amazing things. You
[6:38]can track anything
[6:40]if you've been keeping track of it.
[6:43]So obviously this is analogies about my
[6:45]videos. That's why I've been doing this
[6:47]for a year and a half
[6:51]and that's what I have AI doing right
[6:53]now and I'm publishing it on my website.
[6:56]If you go to my website rswire.com
[6:59]there's a section called transmission
[7:02]and that's where all my videos are.
[7:06]So I'm using a local model to do this.
[7:08]This is something I'm still working on.
[7:10]It's going to be probably weeks but
[7:12]there's quite a lot there already. If
[7:13]you were to go there now, just start to,
[7:15]you know, go to an old entry, a very old
[7:17]one because you'll notice a different
[7:20]kind of um description there of each of
[7:22]the videos. It's very narrative style.
[7:26]If you The newest ones are a little bit
[7:29]more cryptic. I won't explain that now,
[7:31]but I'll eventually probably explain
[7:33]what I'm working on with that. It's sort
[7:36]of like the onlogical view. If you go to
[7:39]the old this and you click on one of
[7:41]those entries, you'll see
[7:44]stuff that AI is generating based on
[7:46]based on my own life.
[7:49]I'm building a service where other
[7:51]people can do that.
[7:55]Imagine being able to journal
[8:00]and that journal talks back to you.