Walking Ocean Beach Processing AI System and Financial Stress

Mid-July 2025, stationed at Oregon coast campground eighth of a mile from ocean. Foggy conditions with dark clouds, mist cascading through camp. More people than usual on beach. Speaker has Mondays/Tuesdays off, this being Wednesday start of work week.

Energetic Signature

grounded resilience

Field State

infrastructure building under pressure

Orientation

toward oceanic embedding despite material constraint

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July 15, 2025

10:30

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]Heat. Heat.

[0:40]So, I thought I'd just take a walk to

[0:41]the ocean today.

[0:44]Eighth a mile. Eighth of a mile from

[0:48]um

[0:51]an eighth of a mile from

[0:54]God, I love this ocean.

[1:00]It's incredible.

[1:26]We're going to trace some waves. I think

[1:27]this is a perfect day for it.

[1:31]Foggy in the distance.

[1:34]Wow, really dark clouds out there.

[1:38]Huh. I wonder if we're going to get some

[1:39]rain. That would be nice. And then the

[1:43]hide is coming in.

[1:46]God, I love those.

[1:54]So, the direction I'm walking in will

[1:56]take us to where the ATVs can drive on

[1:58]the beach. The other side is open, too.

[2:01]But,

[2:03]uh, because there's a bird here that

[2:05]Oregon protects, a lot of it's closed

[2:07]off, so it's not

[2:10]I just tend to go this way.

[2:16]So, I know my camera mic sometimes isn't

[2:19]very good. I've noticed that on a couple

[2:23]videos lately and there's nothing I can

[2:25]do about it. I've dropped this phone a

[2:28]few too many times. Probably gotten it

[2:31]too wet or whatever. You know, happens

[2:34]to all my phones and I don't have

[2:36]external mic. I sold those months ago

[2:40]just to keep my stuff going. So,

[2:47]wow.

[2:49]It's only like noon right now.

[2:52]This one coming in. Got to get up off

[2:54]the beach. Here we go. I love this

[2:58]ocean.

[3:00]It's only noon.

[3:02]Already had a pretty cool day.

[3:05]Hold on. I got people around.

[3:08]Man, there's a lot of people on the

[3:09]beach. I don't want to be talking to

[3:10]myself out of camera around other

[3:12]people. Just looks so silly. I don't

[3:14]want to look like some modern man who

[3:16]was

[3:19]stuck in his phone instead of

[3:20]experiencing the world. People

[3:22]misinterpret cuz I'm definitely

[3:23]experiencing this.

[3:25]But it's not really about them though.

[3:28]It's more

[3:30]something about it feels false. I don't

[3:33]Oh, this dog is running around now.

[3:39]I almost bought brought my neighbor's

[3:40]dog, but that thing pulls me the whole

[3:44]time. And I just wanted to experience

[3:45]the beach a little bit. You know, it's

[3:47]very foggy over here, which make it

[3:48]really hard

[3:51]um really trace the ocean that way. I

[3:53]guess I'll

[3:55]go the other way. I just, you know, I

[3:57]just want to be by myself right now and

[3:59]enjoy the ocean and talk on this camera

[4:01]about some things.

[4:05]Wow, I love this fog. It is so cool.

[4:08]From the campground, you get this like

[4:10]mist that comes through

[4:13]and

[4:14]the wind can be really strong. So, just

[4:17]watch this mist just kind of cascading

[4:20]through the camp and

[4:26]I mean I mean it must be water, right?

[4:28]So, but nothing really gets wet. It's

[4:29]like really curious to me.

[4:36]Yeah. Hey, there's a lot of people here

[4:37]today. That don't happen very often.

[4:40]I'm letting you know.

[4:42]Maybe there's a cute man out there who

[4:45]is interested, but I'm not counting on

[4:47]it anymore.

[4:50]We'll just keep walking.

[4:53][Music]

[4:56]So, I've already had a pretty full day.

[4:59]See, I woke up this morning, did my

[5:02]paperwork, and then I checked on the

[5:05]thing that I'm doing on my website. So,

[5:07]I've got AI processing all my

[5:09]transmissions, and it's working. I have

[5:12]it a local model acting like

[5:16]um

[5:20]doing recursive processing, which they

[5:22]don't do by default very well. So, it

[5:24]took me some time to work out how to get

[5:27]them to do that, and I did. And now it's

[5:29]processing my transmissions. And as it

[5:32]does up here on my website,

[5:33]automatically, if you go to the

[5:35]transmission section,

[5:37]you go to the oldest videos first cuz

[5:39]it's processing oldest and newest,

[5:41]you'll see new titles and summaries. And

[5:44]then if you click on to the actual

[5:46]transmission pages, not just the

[5:48]listings,

[5:50]you'll see a whole lot of new stuff that

[5:52]AI is generating.

[5:54]just based off the transcripts of my

[5:56]life for the last

[5:58]almost well year and a half on video.

[6:01]Two years actually maybe something like

[6:03]that.

[6:06]Um

[6:08]that's just the first step.

[6:11]So we're just going to walk past these

[6:13]people.

[6:18]Just give me a moment here.

[6:22]See the ocean?

[7:04]So, if we go this way, we'll meet the

[7:06]river

[7:08]and it'll probably be pretty quiet down

[7:10]there.

[7:13]Glad people are out here enjoying the

[7:15]beach. This is a wonderful stretch of

[7:17]land.

[7:19]The ocean is just completely open.

[7:23]It's amazing.

[7:29]I really want to go back to Cape Blanch,

[7:31]but I miss it there. I want to see

[7:33]Humbug Mountain. I wonder if I could

[7:35]climb that thing, though.

[7:38]I think I could. I think I'm all healed

[7:40]up.

[7:43]I'm feeling my age these days, too. I

[7:45]don't know what that's about.

[7:47]I think it's just compression and

[7:51]from a whole lot of stuff. Oh, this

[7:55]one's coming in. Got to go.

[8:02]I love the ocean.

[8:06]I am under some stress. No. Going to

[8:09]lose my RV and I have to figure out how

[8:11]to replace it before that happens.

[8:16]applied to some jobs on Upwork, but it's

[8:19]very strange. Every time I've done this

[8:20]for months now,

[8:22]oceans,

[8:24]they're not even read. Like, they're not

[8:26]even looked at.

[8:28]And

[8:33]I have thoughts about this, but

[8:36]point is is I'm really having trouble

[8:38]finding a freelancing job, and I've

[8:40]never had that problem at all in my

[8:41]life. So,

[8:44]I just don't have a solution yet.

[8:48]I've tried so many things, man. I tried

[8:49]working at a gas station just for two

[8:51]months. I pursued that job. A man hires

[8:54]me and then he's not there the day that

[8:56]I'm supposed to show up and then never

[8:58]calls back and

[9:01]it's like the world is just trying

[9:03]really hard to keep me where I am. And

[9:05]it sucks.

[9:07]But I'm navigating cuz that's what I do.

[9:12]I'm going to spend some time out here

[9:14]today and

[9:16]oh I started by saying already had a

[9:19]pretty long day. I started with my

[9:21]paperwork I was going to sing and then

[9:25]I took my neighbor's dog for a walk. We

[9:27]went five times around the loop at the

[9:29]campgrounds.

[9:31]Um sat on my roof for a while. Took my

[9:34]shirt off and just did some suntanning.

[9:38]do my rounds.

[9:40]I have to do those in the end because

[9:42]it's pretty early. But

[9:44]um I have Mondays and Tuesdays off. So

[9:47]on Wednesdays

[9:48]it's like the start of my week. So I

[9:50]have a little bit more to do and I do a

[9:52]little bit in the morning and

[9:53]afternoons.

[9:58]So yeah, there's a lot going on.

[10:01]I just needed to see the ocean. I feel

[10:03]like it's the one thing that

[10:06]truly receives me.

[10:15]Oh, I tried to switch the camera, but a

[10:17]bunch of birds are driving fine live.

[10:20]Oh well, that's all right.

[10:26]So, yeah, that's my update for now.

Summary

rswfire takes a walk to the ocean, an eighth of a mile from his location, on a foggy day with dark clouds. He mentions the beach has more people than usual and expresses desire for solitude. **Technical update**: He reports successful implementation of AI processing system on his website that recursively processes his transmissions, automatically generating titles, summaries, and analysis from his video transcripts spanning nearly two years.

**Daily activities**: Started day with paperwork, walked neighbor's dog five times around campground loop, did roof suntanning. Has Mondays/Tuesdays off, so Wednesday represents start of his work week.

**Financial pressure**: Facing loss of RV and struggling to find replacement funding. Applied to multiple Upwork freelancing jobs but applications aren't being read or viewed. Attempted gas station job where hiring manager disappeared on start date. Expresses this as unprecedented difficulty finding work in his experience.

**Location details**: Walking toward river area for quieter space, away from ATV-accessible beach section. Mentions wanting to return to Cape Blanco and climb Humbug Mountain. Notes feeling his age and compression from accumulated stress.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

Field maintenance through oceanic grounding while navigating acute material pressure. The transmission holds sovereign positioning against institutional rejection patterns while using natural recursion (waves, mist, cycles) to maintain coherence. Infrastructure development (AI processing, website automation) continues despite resource constraint, demonstrating field resilience under compression.

Dominant Language

oceanprocessingcompressionreceives mestressnavigatingrecursive processingsystem collapse

Symbolic Elements

oceanwavesfogmistriverthresholdcycles

Ontological States

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sovereign
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embedded
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pressured
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coherent

Subsystems

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somatic
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infrastructural
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cognitive
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emotional

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1080 × 1920 @ 30fps

Duration

10:30

Bitrate

4342 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028