[0:00]Okay, this is part three of the audit
[0:02]and this is a cognitive
[0:04]audit. Number one, core knowledge base.
[0:07]What primary knowledge fields do you
[0:09]already command? Examples: programming,
[0:11]mechanical repair, survivalism,
[0:13]navigation, communication, energy
[0:15]systems,
[0:16]etc. So, I've been a computer programmer
[0:18]all of my life since the sixth grade. I
[0:20]know computers exceptionally well. I am
[0:22]a very good programmer, better than
[0:24]most, better than almost all in my
[0:27]opinion. I'm great at it. I
[0:29]stopped doing it over a year ago though
[0:30]because I got burnt out from it. I had a
[0:33]job for 10 years that I hated and I just
[0:36]have had a very hard time picking that
[0:38]back up because I just it's not even
[0:40]where my mind wants to go anymore. It
[0:42]just it just doesn't. But I'm sure all
[0:44]the knowledge is still in there doing it
[0:46]all of my life. I used to program on
[0:47]paper when I was a teenager because I
[0:49]didn't have a computer. I definitely
[0:52]have the hardware for it. you know, I
[0:54]have my desktop computer in Alienware,
[0:56]an RTX with an RTX 4090 in it. Um, I
[1:00]have a laptop with, you know, a laptop
[1:02]version of the GTX 4080, you know, so I
[1:04]can do AI development and all that.
[1:06]Like, I'm set up for it if I ever needed
[1:09]to
[1:11]be. Those are the knowledge fields that
[1:13]I command. Not very good at the
[1:15]mechanical world. Don't know a lot about
[1:18]survivalism or
[1:20]navigation or any of these other things
[1:22]you mentioned. I'll be honest, I just
[1:24]don't. What knowledge gaps do you
[1:26]already sense could become critical
[1:28]under deepening collapse? Examples:
[1:29]advanced wilderness survival, field
[1:31]medicine, smallcale food cultivation,
[1:33]tactical defense, all of those things,
[1:35]probably more. Um, I don't feel like I
[1:38]would survive under those
[1:40]circumstances. And I don't think that
[1:42]you can prepare for all them. There's
[1:43]just too many. And so my thought on this
[1:47]was really, it's more relational. you
[1:50]need to try to build a community where
[1:52]the others who have those skills, you
[1:53]can work with them and you know,
[1:54]everybody contributes
[1:57]um what they can. I don't feel like
[2:00]I I don't feel like anybody could do
[2:02]this alone anymore. I think that would
[2:04]be impossible. You know, if it comes to
[2:06]that, then I'm probably going to die.
[2:08]You know, just
[2:09]am I could prepare and prepare all of
[2:12]these things and I still wouldn't
[2:13]survive because it's a lot you have to
[2:16]learn. In modern society, we weren't,
[2:18]you know, we're not set up for that.
[2:20]It's just I just I can't imagine
[2:23]how. I would try, of course, but I I
[2:27]don't think the odds are
[2:28]great. Number two, skill sets. What
[2:31]practical skills can you perform under
[2:33]real world pressure? Examples? Vehicle
[2:34]repair, tech setup, water purification,
[2:36]camp construction, first aid, anything.
[2:39]Like, I can perform anything under real
[2:41]world pressure. I may not, you know,
[2:43]know what I'm doing, but I'll navigate
[2:45]it. been doing that for a year.
[2:47]Definitely know that I can do that. Are
[2:49]there any technical or hands on skills
[2:51]you wish to build or sharpen over the
[2:53]next 12 to 18
[2:56]months?
[2:59]Um, I mean, I was hoping to learn
[3:02]fishing and um, you know, I just want to
[3:05]improve the things that I'm already
[3:06]working on. Like, I want to improve my
[3:08]ability to cook. I want to do more
[3:10]things outside, you know, at my
[3:12]campsite, stuff like that. I want to
[3:13]cook outside. I want to want to live a
[3:16]healthier life, the healthiest life I
[3:18]can.
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[3:24]Um, I don't know if I could be a
[3:26]mechanic. I mean, this is it just feels
[3:28]like can't be learning everything like,
[3:30]you know, I adapt. That's my
[3:34]strength. Number three, situational
[3:36]awareness and navigation. How strong is
[3:38]your navigation capacity? Reading maps,
[3:40]natural way finding, GPS redundancy,
[3:42]situational improvisation. And if tech
[3:44]fails, I feel like I would do very well.
[3:46]I do. I think I just have the natural
[3:49]mind for that. How would you rate your
[3:52]pattern recognition and emergency
[3:53]decision-m under high stress conditions?
[3:56]Common, strategic, reactive or
[3:57]functional, overwhelmed, somewhere in
[4:00]between.
[4:04]Okay. I think that I am rare in
[4:09]that
[4:11]stress, high stress conditions would not
[4:14]prevent me from being calm, strategic. I
[4:17]have full command of my emotional
[4:20]um yeah I'm a I'm an integrated
[4:24]consciousness like I would I would I
[4:27]would adapt. I would manage I would
[4:30]navigate. Number four, learning
[4:32]infrastructure. How do you currently
[4:33]expand knowledge and skill set?
[4:35]Self-eing, AI collaboration, online
[4:37]courses, field practice, hybrid method.
[4:39]So, basically, self-eing the way that I
[4:41]learned is by doing. It took me a month
[4:43]to empty my tanks the first time, but
[4:44]once I finally did it, that was easy and
[4:46]natural. Um, also AI collaboration. If
[4:49]I, you know, I probably spent that first
[4:51]month asking it questions about the
[4:52]whole process and, you know, mapping
[4:56]like all the different scenarios I could
[4:59]imagine.
[5:00]Are there any upgrades needed in how you
[5:02]learn now to accelerate your motion
[5:04]towards postclap self-sufficiency?
[5:06]Probably not. Maybe
[5:08]um maybe I need to be asking these
[5:11]questions more
[5:12]often. Optional but important
[5:14]reflection. What mental or emotional
[5:16]stressors could interfere with your
[5:17]cognitive function under prolonged
[5:19]stress or isolation? Example,
[5:20]loneliness, emotional exhaustion,
[5:22]decision
[5:22]fatigue. Naming these is not weakness.
[5:25]It is sovereign
[5:26]preparation. Okay.
[5:31]So, I've lived in a world that's never
[5:34]understood me. Loneliness is not a
[5:35]problem. Emotional exhaustion. My
[5:37]emotions are integrated. I've been
[5:40]feeling them for nearly a half a
[5:41]century. I think those are fine. Uh,
[5:44]decision fatigue.
[5:46]Um, I mean, I will put things off. I
[5:50]don't do a thing unless I really have
[5:51]to. Some kind of force to do it. And
[5:54]that's probably not great, but that's an
[5:56]honest answer.
[5:58]Um, I'm capable of anything if I put my
[6:01]mind to it. That's the
[6:03]truth. These are all the questions I had
[6:05]on this one.