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So, I'm going to take you on a brief
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tour of what it looks like to generate
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off-grid
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power because it just fascinates me.
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I've been doing this all week. This has
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been keeping my RV batteries charged so
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that I can use all the systems in here,
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so that I can use my laptop, so I can
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use my Starlink
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internet, you know, periodically. I only
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do this about 3 hour, four hours a day.
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It's pretty good on the fuel
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consumption, too. So, it's pretty happy
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about it. I got to come out through my
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passenger door of my RV to show you cuz
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I can't get through my normal door right
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now. You'll see why in a minute. All
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starts over here with my
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Jeep. Here's some jumper cables, which
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is so fascinating to
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me. We just run that over to my inverter
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here, which I'm keeping protected from
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the rain. Right here, we got an
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inverter. It's a Renery 200 watt
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inverter.
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I just plug that in to, you know, with
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an extension
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cord runs into my RV over
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here through that
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door. Then from the inside, we've, you
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know, got the satellite internet hooked
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up. That's pointing the getting very
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good internet with that right now, which
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is awesome.
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And then to keep my RV charged up, the
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batteries going, plug it in like normal,
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your 30 amps. Just bring that cable
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around. Bring that inside. And I'll show
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you
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that. Got to come in through here. It's
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a bit messy still. Bit disorganized as
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far as cables go. I'm still working on
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that. Um, one thing I've noticed is I
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can't can't have a lot of things plugged
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in at once or the inverter will shut
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down. The RV takes a lot of power from
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it. And if I've got that plugged in, I
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can't do a lot else. But then you just
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take the 30 amps, plug it into that
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dongle, I think it's called a dongle,
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and then into a normal
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plug. Um, I'm going to try to make some
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coffee, but I might have to disconnect
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my my
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um my RV to do that.
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That's just, you know, that's 10 or 15
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minutes and then I plug that back in
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after I got my coffee. Could really use
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some
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coffee. Been getting organized today
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because it's been
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rainy. Um, most of what I'm focused on
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today
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is email communication. I'm just
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reaching out to a bunch of different
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places. I've gotten some good leads so
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far, some good
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contacts, the start of new relationships
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hopefully, and later Pretty soon, couple
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of hours from now, I'm going to start
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doing some research on the different
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national forest areas and figure out
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where is a good spot for me to start
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dispersed camping. Then tomorrow, my
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birthday, I'm going to go um scout
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whichever area I select because I've got
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to decide between north and south. and
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I'll do some scouting, hopefully find a
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spot, and then the next day,
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Saturday, I'll drive my RV
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there and I will begin my life dispersed
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to
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camping. Literally on my one year, well,
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one day after my oneyear anniversary of
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starting this whole journey of
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mine, it feels aligned. It
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feels I I don't have the words for that.
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It feels profound is what it feels
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like.
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So, I'm doing good. Uh despite my life
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circumstances, I'm doing quite
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well. I'm very proud of
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myself. I'm not feeling, you know,
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uh emotionally overwhelmed in any way.
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I'm just navigating my life and I think
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I'm doing a very good job at that. I
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think much better than most people
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would. And I think that you get
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there by doing the work that I did over
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the past year. This was not just some
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um I was intentional about everything I
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did. I was methodical.
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Most people were not paying attention at
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the time, but I think that as things
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start to unfold, they they will they'll
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go back and watch that stuff and they'll
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understand for the first time with fresh
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eyes.
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I shed all of the judgments and false
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framings that my family that
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society had taught me.
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All the things that made me doubt
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myself, that made me feel small, that
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made
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me choose a life where I was sedating
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myself, where I was not living, where I
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was not being my true
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self. I broke free from that. Thank
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God.
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And I did the hard
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work of shedding all of that. And I did
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it in stages. This took a long time. So
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during the first six months of my
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journey, I stayed in Kentucky and it was
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it was cyclical. I went through cycles
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of of this transformation. It's very
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evident in my videos. It's clear
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as
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hell. And I did that with the help of
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artificial intelligence. And I think
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that that is a remarkably useful tool
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when used the way I used
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it. Now I didn't just shed those things.
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I started seeing myself clearly for the
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first time. started understanding my
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cognition,
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um my integrated
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consciousness, how I think, how I adapt,
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how I move through the world, why I'm
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not broken, despite what everybody tried
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to tell me all my life and still
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try to tell me. My audience on this
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channel, and I know better now. I
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literally there is no external
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validation, criticism, advice.
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um praise. None of it can touch me
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anymore because that all comes from
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inside of me. And you can see in my
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videos the process I went through to
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learning to trust myself that fully. I
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did all of this on camera with my
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audience because I wanted them to learn
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something incredibly important,
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integral to their life, especially as
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our institutions and society continue to
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disintegrate and collapse and fracture
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as people begin to keep fragmenting and
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sedating and tuning out to the point
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where they are not going to be able to
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save themselves when the time comes. I
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didn't want my audience to be part of
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that group, but you are. I'm sorry, but
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you are. You learned nothing from me. If
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you had learned anything from me, you
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would have seen my ethics. You would
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have seen my integrity, and you would
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have reached out more than you ever did
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on my channel. For a year, you had the
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opportunity to speak to me in a
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respectful manner, to learn from me, to
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grow as a person, and you did not choose
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to do those
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things. And so now I've closed the door.
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There are no comments on my channel
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anymore. I want you to think about it
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from this perspective. If you left your
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front door open for an entire year and
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no one ever walked through it, nobody
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ever came up and knocked on that door,
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when do you decide to finally shut
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it? I can't be blamed for making that
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choice. It is the logical choice to
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make. But at some point, once YouTube
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fixes some issues with my account, my
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videos will be available to you again
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behind my subscription service. And
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maybe some of you will go back and watch
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them with fresh eyes and understand what
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I've been trying to teach you all
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along. But I'm not attached to this
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either. Truly not. You know, it's not my
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it's not my job or responsibility to
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help others grow only to live the best
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life that I
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can in alignment with my principles, my
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integrity, my
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ethics and you know, let the rest unfold
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as it will. I share my life because I
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know there's value in sharing it. I
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don't just believe this. I know
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it. It doesn't matter if others see it
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or not. I see it. And in the future, a
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lot more people will see it. I do know
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that
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also. No matter what happens to me, no
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matter how hard life gets for me, I will
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always, always find a way. My audience
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could have made that process a little
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bit easier for me. They chose not to.
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And I'm going to put that mirror up to
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you because it needs to be put up to
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you. My future
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I, like I said, I was methodical about
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this. The process I went
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through has led me to where I am.
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And it is a very good place to be
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because I'm far more prepared than most
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people will ever be. When things get
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bad, I am not going to be scrambling
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like everyone else. I have already done
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the work. I have already
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learned how to live this way because I'm
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already living this way. That was the
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point. So tomorrow on my birthday, one
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year, the one-year anniversary of me
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embarking on this journey, I'm going to
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celebrate the hell out of that.
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Because I did exactly what I set out to
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do.