One Year Preparation Assessment and Audience Disconnect

Speaking from town while parked, about to enter a store. One day before his birthday, marking nearly one year since leaving conventional life. Currently at what he describes as his lowest point financially but maintaining full self-trust and operational capability.

Energetic Signature

resolute clarity

Field State

sovereignty consolidation

Orientation

toward operational independence

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April 10, 2025

5:06

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]So, it occurs to me that some of you

[0:02]probably think I'm lost. I'm

[0:05]preparing. You probably think I'm

[0:07]behind. I'm

[0:09]ahead. A year ago, one

[0:12]day, less than a year. Tomorrow marks

[0:15]one year, my

[0:17]birthday. I left my house. I quit my

[0:21]six-f figureure job. I

[0:24]prepared. I'm learning and I'm adapting.

[0:28]I may not have money right now, but I

[0:30]have everything else I need. I have a

[0:32]home, an RV that's

[0:34]mobile, that has systems in it that

[0:36]support my life, a shower, a fridge,

[0:40]batteries, lights, heat, propane,

[0:44]shelter that I can move anywhere. I have

[0:47]a jeep that I tow, that I can use to

[0:49]scout places, that I can use to get into

[0:52]town like I am

[0:54]now, that I can use to explore the coast

[0:56]that I

[0:58]love. These are all things that I'm able

[1:01]to do because I prepared myself for it.

[1:04]I lived off my savings a little too long

[1:06]and I put my trust in an institution

[1:09]that turned out to be hollow. That was a

[1:11]mistake and I learned from it. That's

[1:14]part of this. This is part of the

[1:16]learning process. And I've had to learn

[1:19]a lot of things. I've had to learn how

[1:20]to use my RV, how to drive it, how to

[1:23]tow my Jeep, how to do all of that

[1:25]safely, how to empty my tanks, how to

[1:27]conserve my water, how to live this way.

[1:33]And that future is coming where we all

[1:35]have to live differently. where we have

[1:37]to adapt in real

[1:39]time without fragmenting, without fear

[1:43]dictating our

[1:46]actions and ideally where we are able to

[1:49]trust and work

[1:51]together

[1:56]relational relational energy exchange

[1:58]which we don't have right now because

[2:00]for two weeks I've been asking my

[2:01]audience to help me navigate the

[2:05]current the current point that I'm at in

[2:08]my life and they're not helping and I've

[2:10]give given up believing that they will

[2:11]at this point. This has shown me just

[2:14]how disconnected everyone has become

[2:16]from themselves and from

[2:18]humanity and that's going to be a

[2:20]problem for

[2:22]them when things start destabilizing

[2:24]even more because they're isolating

[2:26]themselves

[2:28]already. They're not going to know how

[2:30]to move and navigate our future that's

[2:33]coming. I am not behind. I am ahead. I

[2:37]have the knowledge, the skills, the

[2:40]experience, the mind, the emotional

[2:44]stability, all of it to navigate the

[2:47]world we're entering

[2:49]into. And I have been trying to share

[2:51]that with my audience for a year now,

[2:53]almost to the day, one day

[2:57]shy. And after all of that, nearly 700

[3:01]videos, when I'm at my lowest

[3:06]point, no one reached out. No one tried

[3:09]to

[3:10]help. I'm not angry and I'm not bitter

[3:13]about this. It's just clarity for me. It

[3:16]tells me, it's data. It tells me where

[3:19]we are.

[3:21]But I know there are some of you out

[3:25]there who are listening to what I'm

[3:27]saying, who are resonating with what I'm

[3:29]saying, and want to be better prepared.

[3:31]And I am telling you that I'm willing to

[3:33]help you, but we need to have reciprocal

[3:36]energy exchange. You can reach out to me

[3:38]by email. I will put that in the

[3:41]description. And if you can, I would

[3:43]appreciate your donation to my PayPal

[3:45]account, which will also be in the

[3:46]description. But I'm not expecting it

[3:49]this point. I'm not expecting

[3:53]anything from my audience, from myself,

[3:57]everything. Cuz that's another thing I

[4:00]have full trust in myself. I am

[4:02]navigating this. When I turn this video

[4:05]off, I'm going in there to buy two

[4:07]things. Some mayonnaise and some bread

[4:10]so that I can use that with the tuna

[4:11]fish I have in my pantry in my RV so

[4:14]that I have food. And then I'm going to

[4:15]go scout places where I can start

[4:17]boondocking because that's the next edge

[4:18]for me. That's the next thing that's

[4:21]hard. I have had one edge after another

[4:23]on this journey and I've shared all of

[4:26]it with

[4:28]you. I'll admit there are times where I

[4:31]ask myself, is it worth it? Like why why

[4:34]even share any of this anymore? Cuz it's

[4:38]just not being received the way I would

[4:39]like it to. But then I remind myself,

[4:42]you can't have that kind of an

[4:43]expectation. You

[4:45]can't you can't know how it will be

[4:48]received.

[4:50]You have to do it because it feels like

[4:51]the right thing to do. And it does to

[4:53]me. Always

[5:02]has. Yeah.

Summary

rswfire reflects on approaching his one-year anniversary of leaving his six-figure job and house to live in an RV. He describes his current mobile setup including RV systems, Jeep for scouting, and coastal access. He acknowledges living off savings too long and trusting a hollow institution as mistakes in the learning process. **Current situation**: He has been asking his audience for help navigating his current circumstances for two weeks with no response, leading to clarity about widespread disconnection. He contrasts his preparedness for future destabilization with others' isolation and inability to adapt. Despite producing nearly 700 videos over the year, he received no outreach during his lowest point. He frames this as data rather than cause for anger or bitterness. **Next steps**: He plans to buy mayonnaise and bread to make tuna sandwiches, then scout boondocking locations as his next challenge. He offers reciprocal energy exchange to audience members who want preparation help, providing email contact and PayPal donation options. He questions the value of continued sharing given poor reception but concludes he must continue because it feels right.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes sovereign preparedness as ontological position, contrasting field-integrated readiness against institutional dependency and audience disconnection. The architecture demonstrates self-reliance infrastructure while simultaneously testing for reciprocal energy exchange, holding both independence and selective connection as structural necessities.

Dominant Language

aheadpreparednavigatereciprocal energy exchangeedgedatatrust in myself

Symbolic Elements

edgethresholdmobile shelterscoutpantrytanks

Ontological States

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sovereign
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prepared
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coherent
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testing

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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cognitive
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relational
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ethical

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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