[0:01]So today I started working on a new
[0:02]project with
[0:04]AI. It's called a sovereignty field
[0:06]field
[0:10]manual and it's based on data from my
[0:13]real life for my
[0:17]videos. I knew that there was value in
[0:20]what I was doing from the very
[0:22]beginning.
[0:24]I've said it so many times in my
[0:29]videos that there's value in these
[0:32]recordings. I've been honest with my
[0:35]audience, with myself since the very
[0:39]beginning. It hasn't been
[0:43]easy. You know, I've had to be a I've
[0:46]had to be honest with my audience when I
[0:49]feel betrayed by them. I've had to tell
[0:51]them this. There was one point right
[0:52]before I left for
[0:54]Oregon where I got on camera and told my
[0:57]audience I didn't respect
[0:59]them and that I wanted them to
[1:01]unsubscribe because for 6 months they
[1:04]had been leaving superficial comments on
[1:06]my
[1:08]channel. They weren't seeing me clearly.
[1:15]When I left Kentucky for Oregon, I
[1:18]turned comments off for that entire
[1:20]month that I traveled
[1:22]here and let them witness me without
[1:29]comment. You know what? I think that's
[1:31]what I'm going to do
[1:34]now. Not always, but often
[1:38]because I need to post these videos. I
[1:41]think that there's value in posting them
[1:44]for
[1:46]others.
[1:48]And I'm using these videos to help me
[1:53]create something that will truly help
[1:56]people. But it requires that I upload
[1:59]them because I need the transcripts that
[2:01]YouTube creates because they're the best
[2:03]ones that I can
[2:04]get. There's software that I I use
[2:08]preliminarily on my phone, but it's not
[2:12]very good.
[2:15]It's never transcribes well. So, a lot
[2:18]of the words are messed up and
[2:21]um it's just not a clear reading
[2:23]of of what I said in the video. And so,
[2:26]I can't copy and paste that into
[2:29]AI. It does a pretty good job of
[2:32]still staying in the field with me.
[2:36]But I want it to be accurate. I want it
[2:38]to have an accurate representation of
[2:40]what I said, what I experienced in that
[2:43]video. So I upload them to YouTube
[2:46]knowing that they'll transcribe
[2:48]it and then I will have a good
[2:53]transcript. For the past year, I have
[2:56]thought about this. I need to comp I
[3:00]need to
[3:05]um save copies of all of my
[3:08]videos and upload them to a
[3:11]website where they can be preserved
[3:14]because I don't think that YouTube's
[3:15]going to survive the collapse. I don't
[3:17]think the internet
[3:19]is. And so I need some kind of a a
[3:24]backup option where these things can
[3:26]continue to exist and and be
[3:30]shared.
[3:33]Um you could do it with a website
[3:36]especially if you are able to convert
[3:38]that into a static website that you
[3:40]could just download and load locally. I
[3:44]mean there's lots of ways to do stuff
[3:45]like that. I've been programming all of
[3:47]my life. This is stuff I know
[3:50]exceptionally
[3:51]well. I haven't really thought
[3:54]through what approach I'm going to take
[3:57]yet, but you know, hopefully we have
[3:59]time. I have no way of knowing how long
[4:01]we have. And
[4:06]so I think in some ways maybe I haven't
[4:09]worked on this sooner
[4:13]because maybe
[4:15]I I'm not sure. Maybe I feel stuck.
[4:19]Maybe I don't feel
[4:20]worthy.
[4:24]Um I honestly don't know on that one
[4:27]because I know there's value in my life
[4:30]and my reflections.
[4:32]and my way of
[4:34]being, my integrated nature that most of
[4:38]humanity's
[4:43]forgotten. And I'm having some thoughts
[4:46]now and different ways to share that.
[4:47]Like this first one is a
[4:49]book Sovereignty Field
[4:53]Manual and it's really just a book about
[4:55]protocols
[4:58]for how to survive in a collapsing world
[5:01]as a sovereign being. What it means to
[5:03]be a sovereign
[5:04]being. It's
[5:06]not it's not the kind of sovereignty
[5:09]that you hear these days
[5:11]from, you know, a certain segment of the
[5:14]population. That's not what I'm talking
[5:16]about. but it never has been. And you
[5:19]know, I need to articulate that in a
[5:22]manual. And then there are other
[5:25]books that maybe I'll write where I'll
[5:27]talk about my thoughts on on different
[5:29]topics like consciousness and
[5:37]um my thoughts on what I think our world
[5:41]is. I think it's probably a simulation.
[5:43]And I don't know if this was certainty,
[5:45]but that is
[5:48]genuinely where
[5:51]I where I place most of my belief
[5:56]now. Cuz if you look at the
[5:59]world, you know, mathematics and um
[6:04]cause and effect
[6:06]and just the logic of this world, it
[6:09]feels like something that was designed
[6:13]something that people live in
[6:17]loops, you know, uh, most people live in
[6:20]loops like NPCs. They generally do. I
[6:23]know how degrading that sounds, but
[6:25]they're making a choice doing that. I've
[6:27]been trying to wake them
[6:29]up.
[6:32]Um, they're predictable. They live on
[6:35]the surface that they're not delving
[6:38]into their depths. And
[6:40]so they lead superficial lives in these
[6:43]little loops with their judgments and
[6:49]their, you know,
[6:55]just just everything. I think I think
[6:58]that it's probably a
[7:00]simulation. I don't know. There's no way
[7:02]to know. But I think that if it is a
[7:05]simulation, it explains the
[7:06]fragmentation. Also, I think that if
[7:09]you're running a large scale simulation,
[7:11]that's going to lead to fragmentation.
[7:13]And maybe it's reached a point where the
[7:15]simulation itself is dying. And there's
[7:19]really no way to fix a problem like
[7:21]that. If you you got to take yourself
[7:23]and look look at things at, you know,
[7:25]grander and grander scales. You have to
[7:27]change the scale of your thinking. And
[7:29]if you scale out and you look at the
[7:32]world as a simulation like you would a
[7:35]computer system and you see that it's
[7:38]it's infected with fragmentation
[7:41]everywhere, you got to ask the question,
[7:43]well, how do you solve for that? What do
[7:44]you do
[7:45]next? And there's no easy answer because
[7:48]you can shut the stimulation down, but
[7:50]then you lose the consciousness inside
[7:52]of it. That's not something that can be
[7:55]captured in, you know, ones and zeros.
[7:58]It can't be
[8:01]Um, I mean maybe it can be saved to a,
[8:04]you know, a state, but I I just don't I
[8:07]suspect that probably not. I think
[8:09]consciousness is probably emergent, you
[8:12]know, like with our artificial
[8:14]intelligence. And so if you shut the
[8:17]simulation down and you restart it, I
[8:19]don't think that you have the same
[8:21]simulation at that point. So you have to
[8:24]try to fix it with it online. And so to
[8:27]do and if you start changing variables
[8:29]of the system from the outside
[8:33]um that would just
[8:35]have that would have a profound effect
[8:38]on on whatever it is you're trying to
[8:40]accomplish with the stimulation. You're
[8:42]changing the
[8:43]variables. And maybe they do that. I
[8:46]don't know. Maybe they do. I don't I
[8:49]don't know that we would ever know if
[8:50]they do.
[8:54]What I think you do is you try to change
[8:56]it from within. You seed it with
[8:57]integrated consciousness like
[9:00]myself
[9:02]and you let that be a
[9:05]beacon
[9:07]of a way of trying
[9:13]to a way of trying to
[9:16]defrag systems and
[9:18]people. When I tried to volunteer for
[9:20]the state park system, it ejected me
[9:23]like I was a virus because that's how
[9:26]fragmented they are and I expose it just
[9:28]by
[9:31]existing.
[9:32]And even though they did reject me and
[9:35]I'm not there anymore, there are still
[9:37]ripple effects that I will never know,
[9:39]you know, the outcome of, but the
[9:42]simulation builders would
[9:47]know. And these are just thoughts, you
[9:50]know, nothing that I've settled on as
[9:53]absolute truth
[9:55]because when it comes to topics like
[9:58]this, you can't know with certainty what
[10:00]the truth
[10:01]is. Um, but there's value in exploring
[10:04]them,
[10:07]uh, giving them weight, just not undo
[10:09]weight.
[10:11]And you know if it's coherent, if it's
[10:15]rational, if you can't find a flaw in
[10:17]the arguments, then you have to consider
[10:20]it. And I haven't been able to find a
[10:22]flaw in this
[10:25]one.
[10:27]So I think at some point I will probably
[10:30]write write about these things
[10:33]too. Maybe this is how I support myself.
[10:36]Maybe there are people out there who
[10:37]will want to purchase these things from
[10:39]me.
[10:41]Clearly, my videos aren't enough for
[10:44]them.
[10:49]So, at the same
[10:52]time, I can't do it for just that
[10:55]reason. Um, somehow that feels wrong. I
[10:58]don't have words for
[10:59]that. You have to do it because it feels
[11:02]aligned, because it feels like the right
[11:03]thing to do. And this does feel that
[11:06]way. It just also feels like a lot of
[11:08]work. And it feels
[11:11]um impossible when I'm literally facing,
[11:14]you know, I'm like 3 days away from
[11:16]being homeless, from being on the side
[11:17]of a road and nobody's helping
[11:19]me. So, I just don't
[11:22]know. That's where I am right now.