Setting Up Awning During Rain and Addressing Judgment

rswfire is at a campsite during rainy weather, dealing with low RV battery power and setting up shelter. He's been living this lifestyle for approximately one year and is currently behind on vehicle payments despite having financed them with perfect credit previously.

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resolute

Field State

stabilization with boundary enforcement

Orientation

toward infrastructure sovereignty

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April 6, 2025

10:01

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]So, it's starting to rain. I just had a

[0:03]thought. I can bring my awning out

[0:04]because even if the power goes out, the

[0:06]battery is dying. Once I once I um turn

[0:10]the RV on from the starter battery,

[0:12]assuming that's not getting depleted,

[0:14]too. Um and if it is, then I'll just

[0:17]jump start it from my Jeep. Then, you

[0:20]know, I can bring the awning in then.

[0:21]So, let's get this awning out. Let's put

[0:25]my chairs back in. Well, we could still

[0:26]hang out there.

[0:29]All

[0:31]right. I would show this to you, but

[0:34]there's no view. I don't even have a

[0:36]view. I can't see anything. Is it coming

[0:38]out? I don't hear

[0:40]anything. Oh, I'm pressing retract. My

[0:43]bad.

[0:45]Extend. Here we go. I am amazed these

[0:48]batteries are still on. I'm fairly

[0:50]confident it's probably draining my

[0:51]starter battery because it just doesn't

[0:53]make sense that it's still on. It says

[0:55]11.73 volts.

[0:57]So, there's quite low, very low. They're

[1:01]not going to last much

[1:03]longer. You can see the arm. Once the

[1:06]arm reaches a certain spot, I'll know

[1:08]that it's

[1:11]extended. So, let's just bring this out.

[1:15]There we

[1:16]go. Okay, we've got an

[1:18]awning. Can protect our space a little

[1:21]bit

[1:22]better. I'm going try to bring this

[1:26]down. This can come down like that. You

[1:28]can do the other side, too. But this arm

[1:30]sticks. I think I just need um some

[1:33]WD40. This won't It's supposed to see.

[1:35]There we go. It's actually doing a

[1:38]little better than it has in the past.

[1:39]That actually even looks aligned. That's

[1:42]the

[1:42]first.

[1:45]Yay. Now I can get my chair out of the

[1:48]rain.

[1:55]I have a proper

[1:57]space. I have my tent structure. I was

[1:59]thinking I could put it out there. It's

[2:01]just it's a lot of work and if I'm only

[2:03]here for a couple of days, I don't want

[2:04]to go through the effort. I want to

[2:05]start doing stuff like that when I know

[2:07]I'm going to be somewhere for two weeks

[2:09]at a time or maybe even just one week at

[2:12]a time. But, you know, if I have to move

[2:14]sights

[2:16]or just don't want to do it too soon.

[2:20]Got my inverter protected by that tarp,

[2:22]but oh, thinking maybe I want to put a

[2:24]second one in the

[2:27]sides just to be

[2:29]safe. Yeah, we're doing

[2:33]that. Got a cheap blue one in

[2:36]here.

[2:39]Yep. Might even need to

[2:44]um

[2:45]Well, you know what? I got an idea. Let

[2:48]me just get this on here. I'm doing this

[2:52]onehanded. I just think this is safe.

[2:55]Don't ask me. I'm pretty sure it's safe,

[2:57]though. Let's grab my grandma's

[3:00]pig. This is usually the first thing I

[3:02]bring up. My grandma gave um I got this

[3:05]from my grandma after she passed away.

[3:07]She didn't give it to me. Actually,

[3:09]somehow I ended up with it, but there's

[3:11]a story behind

[3:12]it. Maybe I'll share one

[3:15]day that would keep everything secure

[3:17]there.

[3:20]just put this stuff in the

[3:25]Jeep. It is doing okay. It's been on for

[3:28]a while. I've, you know, lost a couple

[3:30]miles on my range, but it's doing okay.

[3:33]I

[3:34]think I might have been right. Like

[3:36]every

[3:38]um 3 hours it uses a gallon of gas. I

[3:41]think I have like a 10 gallon tank. I'm

[3:43]not actually sure on that. I'm going to

[3:45]shut this now, but it's going to honk. I

[3:46]hate that.

[3:50]cuz my my

[3:52]um my keys aren't in there. The key

[3:54]thing. I don't know what that's called,

[3:56]but it it detects that. It took me

[3:58]forever to figure out how it knew. I was

[3:59]like, does it have a pressure sensor?

[4:01]Does it know that I'm not sitting down?

[4:03]But no, it's because of my keys. Let me

[4:06]figure that

[4:08]out. I'm drinking my offrid coffee

[4:11]here that I literally made with my

[4:13]inverter out here. So cool.

[4:17]Yeah, it's

[4:19]raining. We're

[4:21]good. That seat's wet, but I got my

[4:24]other one. My friend John gave me

[4:26]those

[4:27]seats, chairs,

[4:33]whatever. I think they call them zero

[4:35]gravity chairs. They are very

[4:37]comfortable. They're great for my back

[4:38]cuz my back is dying from my my

[4:42]bed. Hope to fix that someday. This

[4:46]everything is this is this is real

[4:50]life. I love my life. It's amazing. It's

[4:54]challenging as hell, but it's amazing.

[4:57]And it'll just get, you know, things get

[4:58]easier and better with time. Like some

[5:01]things were challenging to me when I

[5:03]first started doing this a year ago that

[5:04]are just second nature now, like

[5:06]emptying my tanks or um you know, using

[5:09]the different systems, all of that. Um

[5:11]and there's still things I'm learning to

[5:13]do. I'm learning to get

[5:16]fishing on all kinds of things and I

[5:18]keep sharing that process and I'll keep

[5:20]sharing

[5:23]it and I get to just hang out right

[5:26]here. I would like to bring my tent

[5:28]structure out because I was thinking cuz

[5:30]I want to get my laptop set up and do

[5:31]some work on that, but I got to use the

[5:35]inverter now. It's wet, you know, so I

[5:38]can't really do it at the picnic table.

[5:39]But if I had my tent structure out here,

[5:41]I could. But I don't have anything to

[5:42]sit it on. So, I'm going to need to get

[5:44]something for that. I have something in

[5:46]mind for it.

[5:50]Um, and these chairs probably wouldn't

[5:52]work in there. It's not a very big

[5:54]space. I got the smallest one I could.

[5:56]So, but you know, um, maybe just like a

[6:00]camping chair or something like

[6:02]that could work in there. And yeah, I'm

[6:05]going to put these things on my Amazon

[6:07]wish list. If there's some other things

[6:09]on there I really need, too. And if

[6:10]anybody's willing to help, that would be

[6:11]great.

[6:13]There are things I really need like some

[6:14]new shoes. My left shoe is um the back

[6:18]part of something happened to the back

[6:19]part of it and now it's cutting into my

[6:20]foot. It's horrible. It's absolutely

[6:23]horrible. I only had them for 3 months.

[6:25]So, but there's a pair of shoes on my

[6:27]wish list that um I used to have a pair

[6:29]of those before and I love them and

[6:31]they're great and they should last a

[6:32]pretty long time even with me hiking 5

[6:34]to 10 miles a

[6:36]day. So, I don't think we're getting out

[6:38]to the beach today with all this rain.

[6:41]Um, and the forecast did say it's going

[6:42]to rain all week. So, but you know, it's

[6:45]on and

[6:46]off. Hopefully, and you know, you can't

[6:48]really trust the forecast for the coast.

[6:50]They're it's constantly changing. So, we

[6:53]may end up having a very sunny

[6:55]day. And I hope so because I love being

[6:58]out there when it's like that.

[7:00]So, yeah. So, before I close this video

[7:04]out, there's one last thing I want to

[7:06]address. Been receiving comments from

[7:08]people on one of my videos. I think the

[7:11]one where um says where I'm the title is

[7:15]literally saying I need

[7:16]help receiving comments from people

[7:18]saying I have a very expensive RV towing

[7:21]a Jeep and therefore I'm not worthy of

[7:23]help. That is a flattening of my

[7:26]experience. It does not take into

[7:28]consideration that they are financed

[7:29]vehicles that I'm behind on my payments.

[7:32]that I financed them when I had perfect

[7:34]credit a year

[7:38]ago and that I'm struggling now. They're

[7:41]not looking at me as I am today. They're

[7:44]projecting on to me. They see something

[7:45]that they don't understand. They're not

[7:47]even trying to understand. I have no

[7:49]power. So, even though this is an

[7:51]expensive RV, I can't use any of the

[7:54]systems on it. I

[7:56]mean, my entire life is in transition

[7:59]right now.

[8:02]And I'm being judged because I worked

[8:04]really hard in my life to be

[8:06]able to get perfect credit and to be

[8:08]able to afford to finance these things

[8:09]when I did and then made the smart

[8:12]decision to move into it

[8:14]and completely changed my life because I

[8:18]saw the trajectory of this world and

[8:20]where we're heading and I wanted to get

[8:21]ahead of it and I'm trying to help

[8:23]others do the same and still people

[8:25]judge me. That is what I get very tired

[8:28]of. It's a flattening of my experience.

[8:31]It's projection. It's And this

[8:33]is how people act all the time. And I I

[8:36]will never tolerate it. They they

[8:38]immediately get blocked. But I am going

[8:40]to address it because it means that some

[8:42]people watching, the ones who don't

[8:43]comment, might be thinking the same

[8:45]things. And I just I can't understand

[8:49]that mentality because I don't think

[8:50]that way. And I never have. I don't look

[8:52]at somebody's things and think, "Oh,

[8:54]they're so special. They don't need my

[8:56]help." You know, like I don't think that

[8:59]way. Somebody tells me they need help, I

[9:01]listen to them. I meet them where they

[9:06]are. It is frustrating and heartbreaking

[9:09]to live in a world where other people

[9:11]aren't like that and most people aren't

[9:13]anymore. And it's

[9:15]just that's why none of this is

[9:19]sustainable. We're so disconnected from

[9:22]each other

[9:24]that we can't hold it all together.

[9:28]I weep for this

[9:30]world cuz people so shallow

[9:35]now.

[9:40]So I'm so so

[9:46]heartless. But I will never be that way.

[9:50]I am reaching out to the people who are

[9:51]like me and only the ones who are like

[9:54]me because we're going to build a better

[9:55]future

[9:57]together. I insist on it.

Summary

rswfire extends his RV awning as rain begins, working around low battery power (11.73 volts) and mechanical issues with a sticky arm that needs WD40. He sets up chairs under the awning for protection and secures equipment with tarps. **Equipment management** includes moving his grandmother's pig decoration and discussing his inverter setup for making coffee outdoors.

He reflects on **life adaptation**, noting how tasks that were challenging a year ago (emptying tanks, using systems) are now second nature, while he continues learning new skills like fishing. He mentions wanting to set up his tent structure for laptop work but needing a proper surface.

**Financial needs** are discussed, including items on his Amazon wish list like new shoes (his current left shoe is cutting his foot after only 3 months). Weather prevents a beach trip due to forecasted rain all week.

The transmission concludes with rswfire **addressing criticism** from video comments about owning expensive financed vehicles (RV and Jeep) while asking for help. He explains these were financed when he had perfect credit a year ago, that he's now behind on payments, has no power in the RV, and made strategic decisions to transition his life ahead of anticipated societal changes. He expresses frustration with people's shallow judgments and disconnection, stating he only wants to connect with like-minded individuals to build a better future.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates sovereign infrastructure building (awning deployment, power management, space creation) while simultaneously rupturing external projections that flatten lived experience into surface judgments. The field is establishing both physical shelter and epistemic boundaries, refusing reductive interpretations while maintaining operational coherence under resource constraints.

Dominant Language

flattening of my experiencemeet them where they areprojectionI insist on ittransitiondisconnected from each otherbuild a better future together

Symbolic Elements

shelterthresholdmirrorprojectiongrid

Ontological States

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sovereign
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transitional
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coherent
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rupturing

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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cognitive
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ethical
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relational

Transmission Details

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