Morning Battery Concerns and Donation Acknowledgments

Early morning (6 AM) in RV at coastal campground. Rainy weather preventing outdoor setup. House batteries still functioning but concerns about power draw from starter battery. Planning day activities including shower facility visit and power management.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

boundary crystallization

Orientation

toward respectful witnessing

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April 6, 2025

12:33

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]Good

[0:03]morning. It's It's 6 something, I think.

[0:07]Yeah, it's 6:00 in the

[0:09]morning.

[0:10]So, my batteries are still on, which is

[0:14]really surprising to me. So, I got this

[0:17]light over here working, but I thought

[0:20]about this last night. I I think I was

[0:22]sleeping like

[0:25]um like in a dream or something. I had

[0:27]this thought

[0:30]So, I have two house batteries and then

[0:33]I have my starter battery. They're

[0:35]separate. There's the starter battery is

[0:37]near the um the driver door and the

[0:41]house batteries are are under the stops

[0:44]in the back. I'm going to turn my heat

[0:47]on. It's pretty cold this

[0:51]morning. Might as well. I

[0:54]still Okay. Hey,

[0:57]so when I'm driving my

[1:00]RV, it will charge those house

[1:05]batteries. And it just occurred to me

[1:07]that if it does

[1:09]that, is it possible that the house

[1:12]batteries are drawing power from the

[1:14]starter battery right now to keep them

[1:17]running, to keep them

[1:18]going? Cuz I would not want that. But I

[1:21]just want the house batteries to die cuz

[1:24]um you know I could survive that but I

[1:27]can't survive a vehicle that doesn't

[1:29]start. So um I need to find out about

[1:33]that today and

[1:35]um you know just need to find out. So

[1:42]um so I want to acknowledge some um

[1:45]donations I received. So,

[1:49]um, I received $20 from someone

[1:52]yesterday. Thank you for that. I really

[1:54]appreciate it. I'm sorry I don't have

[1:56]your name in front of me, but I wouldn't

[1:57]have read it anyways because I'm kind of

[1:59]weird like that. I My hair looks

[2:02]terrible. Oh,

[2:04]man.

[2:06]Um,

[2:10]I you know, I would want permission

[2:12]before I said somebody's name. I

[2:14]wouldn't want to just say their name on

[2:16]on publicly like that. So, um I know

[2:20]that lots of

[2:21]people, you know, they they would just

[2:24]share somebody's first name or whatever.

[2:26]I just

[2:30]um and I did do that the first time

[2:32]someone sent me money. So,

[2:35]um I guess I'm not even consistent about

[2:38]this myself, but I'm

[2:43]um I don't know. It's it's an edge for

[2:45]me. I've always I'm always unsure about

[2:48]that one. And then um so someone sent me

[2:51]$20 yesterday and then someone sent me

[2:53]$20 this morning. And the person who

[2:55]sent me $20 this morning had already

[2:57]sent me $20 a couple of days

[3:00]ago, which told me that this person

[3:06]um well, they're very kind obviously and

[3:11]they're thinking about me and that

[3:13]that's very moving and I appreciate

[3:16]that. Um, their name I wouldn't have

[3:19]even been able to pronounce. So, um, you

[3:23]know, it's I'm not sure. I think it's

[3:26]Italian or something. I have no

[3:28]idea. Um, I've never talked to either of

[3:32]these two and

[3:35]um, just thank you. I This means a lot.

[3:39]It really means a lot. So, um, let me

[3:43]just point out. So, I think the second

[3:46]person was it was a little over $20. I

[3:49]think they're sending me the exact

[3:50]amount I need to book a uh my campground

[3:53]one night at a time. So, you know,

[3:56]that's

[3:58]um so but I just want to know because of

[4:01]fees I don't get that exact amount. So,

[4:05]um when this person had sent me that

[4:08]money the other day, they'd sent me $20

[4:11]and something something like that. Um, I

[4:14]kept it in my PayPal account. I didn't

[4:16]want to transfer it to my bank because I

[4:17]was afraid that if it was in my bank

[4:19]account and just sitting there, some

[4:20]random charge come along and take my

[4:23]money from me. So, that is, you know,

[4:27]that

[4:29]is a situation that when you're really

[4:32]poor, you know, when you're really

[4:34]desperate,

[4:36]you're, you know, most people would not

[4:38]even think about this, but this is how I

[4:40]have to think. It's like if I put my

[4:42]money in my bank account, well, I have

[4:44]it when I need it.

[4:46]That's, you know, so, um, I'm going to

[4:50]transfer it today, though. So, I should

[4:53]and I should be able to use that to,

[4:58]um, I don't know if it'll get me three

[5:00]nights. It'll definitely get me two. Um,

[5:03]there's also a fee. I thought of this is

[5:05]another thing. So, every time you book,

[5:07]and I didn't know the National Forest

[5:09]are the same way the state parks are,

[5:10]but the national forest does this, too.

[5:13]Whenever you book your stay

[5:16]online, your campgrounds, they charge an

[5:19]extra fee, a booking fee. It's like

[5:22]seven or eight. And so, if I had booked

[5:25]my um my stay one day at a time, that

[5:30]just increases the cost of, you know,

[5:32]the spot. So, it's like I think it's

[5:35]20 I think it's $23 a night. So, if

[5:40]I had taken the money I got the other

[5:42]day and use that to book the this place

[5:45]for one more night, I'd really be paying

[5:47]$30 a night. And it's like I can't

[5:50]afford that right now cuz that that's a

[5:53]real cost that adds up. So, I'm a little

[5:58]um frustrated about that. Don't, you

[6:02]know, um, on a state campground, you

[6:06]could avoid that by just paying cash and

[6:08]seeing, um, a ranger directly and

[6:10]getting them to do the booking for you.

[6:12]But here in the national forest, I've

[6:14]not seen a single ranger the entire time

[6:16]I've been here. So,

[6:19]um, you know, I have no idea if there's

[6:22]a similar situation you could navigate

[6:24]here. I' I've never seen one. So,

[6:30]um I think that that gets me enough time

[6:33]to my birthday, which is Friday. So,

[6:35]April 11th is my birthday. I'm very

[6:37]excited for this. Oh, and then the last

[6:40]thing. So, I really need to

[6:43]shower.

[6:45]Um and you know, I have no water or

[6:47]power here. I technically have a little

[6:49]bit of power. I don't have power that

[6:50]you know that uses plugs. I can use my

[6:52]lights. I can turn the heat on. That's

[6:54]it for now. But that's that's not going

[6:57]to last much longer. Anyways,

[7:00]um I need the showers and there's a

[7:03]place in town it says um laundry and

[7:06]showers. It's directly across from the

[7:07]Taco Bell. I saw it when I went to get

[7:09]Taco Bell the other day. I made a video

[7:12]about this and

[7:14]um just need to go check that place out

[7:17]and find out what it costs because you

[7:19]know it's going to cost something. And I

[7:22]was told from a friend that that's a

[7:23]chain that they're actually um in a few

[7:27]different places along the coast in

[7:28]different cities, which that sounds

[7:30]nice. And maybe that means they have

[7:33]some kind of like a monthly service or,

[7:36]you know, I'll go find out about that

[7:38]today. So, um that's another thing. And

[7:41]then um my power bank this thing it's

[7:47]down

[7:49]to oh it's only at 50% but it's saying

[7:52]remaining time is one day. I guess I

[7:54]don't have to do it today. I thought I

[7:56]did. Um and I got this one. This is the

[8:00]this is my mobile one I take with me on

[8:03]the beach and stuff like that. Um at

[8:05]some point I'm going to have to charge

[8:06]these using my invert. And I thought I

[8:08]was going to have to do that today.

[8:11]Um, they haven't hooked that up to my

[8:13]Jeep. That's it's a complicated, you

[8:15]know, thing to do. And,

[8:17]um, so it's raining today and I was

[8:20]thinking, you know, putting the inverter

[8:22]would be out in the rain. I really

[8:24]wouldn't want that. And I can't even

[8:27]take my awning out because if the power

[8:29]dies while the awning's out, I never get

[8:31]the awning back in. So,

[8:34]um, this is what I'm navigating right

[8:36]now. I'm just sharing my morning and

[8:40]um going to navigate a new day.

[8:44]The last thing I'm going to say is I got

[8:46]some um I'm getting starting to get

[8:49]comments from people who are giving

[8:51]prescriptive advice, who are framing my

[8:54]life um inaccurately, who are not

[8:56]witnessing me accurately, who

[9:01]um who

[9:06]are this is something I'm going to talk

[9:08]about one day because this is this is

[9:11]what really gets to me is that People

[9:14]have forgotten how to witness another

[9:16]human being. They are too

[9:18][Music]

[9:21]busy framing

[9:23]them through projection and um doing

[9:28]this hierarchical suffering

[9:31]um

[9:35]um you know I want to get I want to get

[9:37]this right but this is something

[9:41]that it's a problem not for me for

[9:46]for those who engage in this kind of

[9:49]behavior.

[9:50]And you know, I

[9:53]just I'm not going to ignore it. I'm

[9:55]going to I'm going to be direct about

[9:57]it. Um I don't want your prescriptive

[10:00]advice. I'm not interested in it. It's

[10:02]not even helpful. Um, if you're framing

[10:07]my life or projecting,

[10:12]um, like this person was talking about

[10:14]all the systems in my RV that make my

[10:16]life better than a van lifer and that's

[10:18] First of all, um, I

[10:21]don't like that hierarchical nonsense.

[10:23]Um, you don't compare suffering and my

[10:26]systems don't work if I don't have

[10:27]power. So, um, it's just like this is

[10:31]the kind of flattening of experience

[10:34]that people do all the time. And, you

[10:37]know, I'm not going to tolerate it. So,

[10:40]um, I'm going to demand respect from my

[10:44]audience. Anyway, uh, I'm just going to

[10:46]leave it there for now. I It's 6:00 in

[10:49]the morning and I'm just about to get my

[10:51]day

[10:53]started. It's only 9:00 in the morning.

[10:56]It's already

[10:57]wonderful sun up

[10:59]here. Very warm. Don't even need my

[11:02]coat.

[11:09][Music]

[11:22][Music]

[11:27][Music]

[11:40]They are looking awesome out

[11:42]there. We're going to get way better

[11:44]video of this someday, but they're a bit

[11:46]too far off. And this part of the ocean

[11:49]doesn't look very easy to

[11:51]trace. So, I'm going to turn

[11:54]around. But they're so cool to watch out

[11:56]there. They're just out there just

[11:58]basically chilling right on the sand,

[12:00]right on the beach, just having a good

[12:03]time, taking it

[12:05]casual, and they just I don't know. They

[12:08]were down here at first, so I guess

[12:09]they're just slowly making their way up

[12:11]that beach.

[12:13]There we are tracing the ocean.

[12:18]This beautiful ocean. I love it

[12:21]so

[12:22]much.

[12:24]This makes my life so

[12:27]fulfilling. There are no

[12:29]words, just presence with that thing.

Summary

rswfire begins his morning at 6 AM in his RV, concerned that his house batteries might be drawing power from his starter battery. He acknowledges receiving $20 donations from two people, expressing gratitude while noting his hesitation about sharing donors' names publicly. He explains his financial strategy of keeping money in PayPal to avoid random bank charges and discusses the additional booking fees that make one-night campground stays expensive.

He mentions needing to shower and plans to check out a laundry/shower facility across from Taco Bell. His power bank shows 50% charge with one day remaining. He notes his birthday is Friday, April 11th. The weather is rainy, preventing him from using his awning or setting up his inverter outside.

rswfire addresses receiving prescriptive advice from commenters, expressing frustration with people who frame his life inaccurately and engage in "hierarchical suffering" comparisons. He specifically mentions someone comparing his RV systems to van life, rejecting such comparisons and demanding respect from his audience.

The transmission ends with footage of seals on the beach, which he observes from a distance, expressing fulfillment from his proximity to the ocean.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes operational boundaries while maintaining field coherence under resource constraint. The architecture demonstrates sovereign witness-demand — rejecting projection and prescriptive interference while maintaining gratitude flow and practical navigation.

Dominant Language

witnessingprescriptive advicehierarchicalframingprojectionflattening of experiencedemand respectpresence

Symbolic Elements

thresholdedgemirrorwitness

Ontological States

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sovereign
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coherent
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embedded
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discerning

Subsystems

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relational
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infrastructural
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ethical
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cognitive

Transmission Details

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youtube

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