[0:00]I think I found the trail to the to the
[0:03]ocean. Let's get a picture of
[0:06]this. Siltous and Carter area
[0:11]trails.
[0:14]Okay, so we got that. Where are we?
[0:17]Right here.
[0:19]Lagoon. Oh, there's stuff all over the
[0:22]place.
[0:25]Cool. Yeah, we want to get down to the
[0:27]beach somehow.
[0:30]This is a loop trail. So, it's not going
[0:32]to get me to the
[0:33]beach. You are here. Right here. Okay.
[0:37]And this goes here. It's a loop trail.
[0:39]And then you can get over to
[0:42]there. Oh, this does not look easy. So,
[0:44]we got to go over to the other
[0:45]campground. That's a campground. I might
[0:47]even end up there one day
[0:49]soon. Went to OV trails. But this part
[0:52]you can
[0:54]hike. I do know how to get there. Well,
[0:57]there's this
[0:58]one. So, if we
[1:02]go around somehow get on this one, make
[1:05]sure we get on the right one and get to
[1:08]I guess we're going to try. I'll just
[1:09]use my app. Um, I'll use Sky GPS. We'll
[1:13]figure it out. So, yeah, let's do some
[1:16]exploring this morning. I just feel like
[1:18]being out in the
[1:20]world. An actual insect in Oregon.
[1:25]used to
[1:26]that. So, um quite a few car campers
[1:30]here. I guess you call them tent campers
[1:32]cuz they had tents, but that could just
[1:34]be kind of like a decoy. I think some of
[1:37]my friends here have told me that
[1:40]um like sometimes you have to set a tent
[1:42]up in order
[1:45]to to be allowed to stay. You know, you
[1:48]can't just be in your car.
[1:50]So talk, you know, maybe I'll get to
[1:53]know some of these people, hear their
[1:55]stories, and um learn more
[2:00]and cuz this is how they're navigating
[2:02]life. I would like to know about that if
[2:06]they're willing to
[2:08]share. This is an interesting
[2:11]place. And we found a lake over
[2:16]here or a pond or
[2:22]something. That's a nice nice little
[2:29]spot. I wouldn't be surprised.
[2:37][Music]
[2:39]Anyways, so yeah, I guess I'm in the
[2:43]dunes for a while. I'm going to just
[2:45]move between the campgrounds here.
[2:47]Pretty sure they're all offgrid. Well,
[2:49]they'll have to be because that's all I
[2:50]can
[2:51]afford. Can't even afford that. So,
[2:55]um I'm in the same situation as them.
[2:58]I'm curious how they're navigating life.
[3:03]Got a lot to figure out, you know. No
[3:05]breakfast this
[3:07]morning. Usually I'll make a bagel with
[3:09]my Ninja Foodie. I use it like a
[3:12]toaster. Um this is
[3:16]cool. Um these um anti-skid things. I
[3:20]put a bunch of those uh replaced a bunch
[3:22]of those at Tugman when I was
[3:24]volunteering cuz I wanted to contribute
[3:26]something to the place. That was all
[3:28]they'd let me do. But, you know, I felt
[3:32]proud about it. Felt good about
[3:36]it. Pond has a smell to it. It's not a
[3:39]bad smell. It's pondy
[3:43]smell. Interesting. So, there's another
[3:45]campground over
[3:47]here. It says Wax Myrtle
[3:52]Campground. Um, I don't think it's open.
[3:55]Yeah, it says closed.
[3:57]Okay. So, that's interesting. might get
[3:59]bigger. There's just people hanging out
[4:01]over
[4:03]there. We're going to figure
[4:06]out Well, now I don't know where I am.
[4:08]What happened to the trail? Can't
[4:10]possibly have been that
[4:13]short. It's supposed to be
[4:15]circular. Anyway, we're going to follow
[4:17]the sound of the ocean. It's over there
[4:19]somewhere. It's not
[4:21]far. You can tell those guys were
[4:23]locals. Um might get to know them at
[4:26]some point. They're hanging out. Maybe
[4:28]they're fishing even. I don't know. But
[4:31]they look
[4:32]like they look like campers to me. So,
[4:36]there's a trail down here. Okay. Next to
[4:39]the bridge. It makes sense. Here's
[4:41]another person with a dog. People are
[4:43]out this morning. It's 8:00 in the
[4:45]morning. I like recording in this mode.
[4:48]It feels way more
[4:51]natural. That's embarrassing to you
[4:54]somehow cuz you don't can't really tell
[4:56]I'm recording. I could just be holding
[4:58]my
[4:59]phone. Um, okay. Wait, this is the main
[5:04]road. Okay. Yeah, this takes you to the
[5:05]ocean. This is how I would have driven
[5:06]back here with my
[5:09]Jeep.
[5:11]So, multiple
[5:14]campgrounds, the same place, cuz we're
[5:16]reaching another one, I
[5:19]think. Um, maybe this is where Driftwood
[5:22]is at. I don't know. I'm trying to
[5:24]remember cuz I know I've seen their sign
[5:25]somewhere.
[5:27]Oh, no. This is a trail head. It says
[5:29]stage coach trail
[5:32]head. Okay. Someone here with the car.
[5:34]So, the probably the person with the dog
[5:36]just comes
[5:37]here. Um likes the trail. I'm going
[5:42]figure out where that
[5:43]goes. Oh, there's a trail over
[5:46]here. So, wait. Trail over
[5:49]here. I'll just keep it like this for
[5:51]now.
[5:56]Um, cool. It's been a while since I just
[5:58]kind of explored aimlessly like this.
[6:00]You know, I did a lot of that in
[6:02]Kentucky. Um, in Oregon, it didn't
[6:05]really feel like that cuz
[6:08]um, you you know, you hiked established
[6:10]trails at different places along the
[6:12]coast or you just went down the
[6:15]beach. This feels like
[6:19]um forest camping, forest
[6:23]hiking. I haven't done that in a
[6:27]while. It's a nice
[6:37]morning. I can hear static from my
[6:40]headphones. They're not doing so well. I
[6:44]um something's wrong with the cable. So,
[6:46]you kind of have to fidget with it to
[6:47]get it to
[6:49]um to work.
[6:52]And there's nothing I need more than
[6:54]music. I'm not listening to music right
[6:56]now, but
[6:58]um I wonder if this is recording through
[7:00]this thing. I think I
[7:02]saw there's apparently has a microphone
[7:05]on it. Hopefully, it doesn't sound too
[7:06]bad. Sorry if it it does. Didn't think
[7:09]about that. But anyways, I really want
[7:11]to replace these.
[7:13]Um, like to get some real earbuds again,
[7:16]the wireless
[7:18]ones. Couple hundred. Everything costs
[7:22]money. So, you know, when I could afford
[7:25]to do
[7:26]that, I
[7:30]think open sky over there past the
[7:35]trees. Or might I don't know. I'm just I
[7:37]was thinking maybe there's another
[7:38]campground down here.
[7:40]There. I thought there were only two in
[7:42]the area,
[7:44]but well, I guess
[7:49]um there are more that are just not open
[7:52]yet for the season. It's April. This is
[7:55]usually around the time they start
[7:58]opening. I thought,
[8:01]yeah,
[8:03]huh, we'll find out. You know, we'll ask
[8:06]one of the volunteers if we ever come
[8:08]across one.
[8:10]um or the locals. And these yellow
[8:13]flowers are everywhere, man. I hope
[8:15]they're not responsible, but they they
[8:18]might
[8:19]be for my sinus issues. So,
[8:24]yeah. Yeah, it's right over here. A very
[8:26]short
[8:28]walk.
[8:30]Yay. Like this
[8:34]place. I just need to adapt to living
[8:36]off grid. I need better power. um
[8:39]solutions
[8:41]and man I really miss my solar. I just
[8:44]have to acknowledge it because just sold
[8:47]that I had to I could end up losing my
[8:50]home if I didn't. So it had to be done.
[8:53]I can't can't be mad at myself for
[8:57]that. Um you know I was trying to build
[8:59]a life around volunteering.
[9:02]thought that I had I had my whole year
[9:05]plans
[9:08]and you know I was establishing myself.
[9:12]I was integrating into a community you
[9:15]know that had power and you know cuz you
[9:20]know volunteer you get a nice campsite
[9:23]with power and water and sin sewer. Um
[9:27]this is not the outcome I had
[9:29]envisioned.
[9:31]So, all because of a few bad apples, bad
[9:35]people, unethical
[9:38]people. So,
[9:44]um it's good lesson to
[9:47]integrate. Be very careful who you
[9:50]trust, what they're capable
[9:53]of. You know, most people aren't
[9:56]ethical. So,
[9:58]um, got to be discerning and,
[10:04]um, should have known. Should have
[10:07]known. I
[10:09]think that's not me beating myself up.
[10:12]That's not criticism. It's just
[10:14]acknowledgment. Um, if I
[10:19]had, you know, well, I it's so
[10:22]complicated cuz I had to sell it anyways
[10:24]because I was going to lose my home if I
[10:26]didn't. So, yeah. Can't beat myself up.
[10:29]I'll replace it. The ocean's right over
[10:34]here. We're in the dunes, by the way.
[10:37]Like, you know, like literally, um, even
[10:40]though you could see nature everywhere,
[10:42]it grows on top of the dunes. It takes a
[10:45]very long
[10:46]time, but you know, those are sitting on
[10:50]dunes. I think that's
[10:52]amazing. Okay, here it is. Driftwood 2
[10:55]campground. So, yeah, I thought so. This
[10:58]is the one I thought I flipped this
[11:00]twice now. I thought um thought this was
[11:03]this was the one I saw when I came in my
[11:05]Jeep. Somehow I missed the other one.
[11:08]That's why I didn't know where it was
[11:10]when I was after I booked it. But we
[11:13]should definitely head down there and
[11:14]check that campground out cuz we can
[11:16]learn what the good sites are before we
[11:17]even have to book it. That one's open. I
[11:21]think it says Dirtwood 2 though, so
[11:24]there must be two of
[11:26]them. We'll find
[11:28]out. It's a lot to explore
[11:31]here. I like
[11:34]that. Um, one of the maps on my wall is
[11:37]all about this region.
[11:39]uh basically covers the entire um well
[11:43]all the dunes
[11:45]and the n the national um
[11:50]forest owns most of it if not all of
[11:54]it and so you know there's there's a lot
[11:59]here to explore.
[12:02]um use that time, you know, to change
[12:05]the trajectory of my life, explore this
[12:07]region, and then start heading north
[12:09]again until we get to the Columbia
[12:10][Music]
[12:12]River. It feels
[12:15]important. But if I need to spend a
[12:17]couple months
[12:19]here, you know, I feel pretty good about
[12:22]it. I don't feel bad. So,
[12:27]um, got a car up here.
[12:36]Yeah, I remember um exploring
[12:41]um this beach. If you go north on the
[12:44]beach, you get to the part where the
[12:45]ATVs can be. There's a big old sign or
[12:48]you can go south. But for some reason, I
[12:50]didn't go south. So, I'm going to get
[12:53]out there and see if there was any
[12:55]particular reason.
[13:03]Not wearing my contacts, so I can't see
[13:05]this real
[13:06]clearly.
[13:08]Um, I have to zoom in, I
[13:11]think. That thing
[13:14]there. Okay, they are they're bird
[13:16]houses.
[13:17]Cool. Out here on the
[13:20]dunes. That's nice. Wouldn't surprise me
[13:24]if some volunteers made that and got
[13:27]permission to put it
[13:28][Music]
[13:32]out. We're close. There's a lake over
[13:36]here. So those whoever that is fry
[13:43]fishing. Wait, is this the one? No, no,
[13:46]no,
[13:47]no.
[13:49]Okay, there's another place. another
[13:52]national forest place that's north of
[13:54]Florence that
[13:58]um just a very different landscape. You
[14:01]can't really get out to the beach from
[14:02]there that I could
[14:04]see. Um I don't know what you would call
[14:07]it. I can't describe
[14:12]it. It's going to be a wonderful day.
[14:16]That sun is
[14:17]nice. Sky is pretty clear. Just got some
[14:20]little white
[14:23]clouds. Fresh
[14:28]air. The
[14:32]ocean. Life on the
[14:34]coast. It's
[14:38]wonderful. Um I should record my um my
[14:42]hike and guide GPS. I like I like having
[14:47]um like a visual representation of my
[14:50]explorations here on the coast. It's
[14:53]fun. You know, I can look up and down
[14:55]the coast and see where I've
[14:57]explored. So, I'll do
[14:59]that. Use a lot of battery though. You
[15:02]know, it's constant c
[15:04]constantly capturing the GPS. So,
[15:09]um but I did bring my one of my portable
[15:11]chargers with me.
[15:13]So, I'm
[15:16]prepared. I have a very good
[15:18]life. It's
[15:20]rich. Even without money, it's rich as
[15:24]hell. Way better than any life I lived
[15:27]previous to this one. Any iteration of
[15:31]it. That's the
[15:36]truth. That's the goddamn truth.
[15:42]So, I'm at Seltkus, Silt Cous
[15:46]Beach. You have a fair climb up this
[15:49]dune all the way
[15:52]around. Nice little lake over
[15:55]there. Climb up this
[16:00]dune to get to the ocean.
[16:12]She's beautiful
[16:22]today. Let's watch her waves for a
[16:25]minute. See if I can trace these
[16:29]waves. It depends on the stretch of
[16:31]beach. A lot of things you can consider.
[16:44]I'd say
[16:46]yeah, high tide is
[16:52]over. One of the factors is, you know,
[16:55]does it have some
[16:57]random like do all the waves come in
[16:59]together? Is there some randomness?
[17:02]This is a really open stretch of
[17:05]beach. Um I don't see any rocks out
[17:08]there, so it's not, you know, dracting
[17:10]the patterns. And
[17:13]um and there's not much to trace if
[17:15]you're just going in a straight line,
[17:19]right? If the tide's just coming in
[17:26]together. It's absolutely beautiful,
[17:30]though. Yeah. Let's go south today cuz I
[17:33]went north last time and the ATVs are
[17:35]out there. We're definitely going to do
[17:37]that. Just check them out
[17:40]and spend some time off there. This is a
[17:43]beautiful
[17:44]day. But we'll head south this
[17:48]time. I'll check GPS.
[17:52]See, get a feel for the
[17:58]place. This is wonderful.
[18:02]That is a big dune in the distance.
[18:05]I don't know if I can get that on
[18:09]camera. That right there is very
[18:15]steep. Oh, I'm so glad to be here. This
[18:19]is
[18:21]wonderful. It's only 9:00 in the
[18:23]morning. It's already
[18:25]wonderful sun up
[18:28]here. Very warm. Don't even need my
[18:30]coal.
[18:38][Music]
[18:50][Music]
[18:56][Music]
[19:06]I've been in Oregon for 6 months. This
[19:09]is my first time seeing surfers on on
[19:13]the
[19:14]ocean. It's 9:00 in the morning. They're
[19:17]already out there living their best
[19:18] lives.
[19:31]There's two of them. There's another
[19:32]over
[19:44]there. I had to hold this camera. I'm
[19:47]walking still and I'm zoomed in and you
[19:49]zoom in. Your camera really reacts to
[19:52]micro movements.
[19:54]So, I'll stop in a
[19:56]minute. Oh, he's
[19:59]walking. Fascinating. Okay, so not a
[20:03]surfer. What's he
[20:05]doing? Fishing. Oh my god, he's
[20:08]fishing. Oh my god, I love this man.
[20:17]It's fishing in the
[20:21]ocean. Holy
[20:24] This is
[20:28]awesome. That's what the other one
[20:30]doing, too. Yeah. Wondered why they were
[20:33]standing. I was like, like I just assume
[20:35]maybe that's what they do. I guess they
[20:37]still haven't seen any
[20:39]surfers. But I saw something even
[20:42]better. some
[20:44]fisherman. Fix
[20:48]this. Yes, I'm recording you, buddy.
[20:51]You're really cool, man.
[20:55]Peace. He just nodded to me. Gave him a
[20:59]peace
[21:04]sign. So amazing.
[21:08]out in the
[21:11]ocean. Is that what this person's doing,
[21:16]too? Walk pretty
[21:18]far. Oh, here comes the water. I got to
[21:21]move a little bit. I'm not tracing the
[21:23]waves as well as I should be. So, what
[21:26]do we got here? A little river.
[21:28]Yep. Got a river over here.
[21:36]I don't know if this was
[21:38]passable. Maybe up
[21:41]there. This is where the river and the
[21:43]ocean make love to each
[21:45]other. That's
[21:48]wonderful. We might even see some seals.
[21:51]This is where they hang
[21:57]out. Oh, this is a nice spot. Oh man, I
[22:01]am just in heaven right now.
[22:19]So this river curves
[22:22]around. Oh, I love this.
[22:34]What a beautiful awesome
[22:36]day. I need to start getting trail mix
[22:38]and bringing trail mix with me places.
[22:41]I'm
[22:42]hungry. I didn't eat breakfast. But if I
[22:45]had trail
[22:47]mix, I'd have food sustenance anywhere I
[22:51]go
[22:52]anytime. I need trail mix.
[22:59]Need
[23:02][Music]
[23:05]money,
[23:08]forest, river, ocean, beach, sand
[23:13]dunes, all these elements coming
[23:17]together. That's amazing. The
[23:20]sun, the sky, the clouds, the
[23:23]atmosphere, the environment.
[23:28]We live in a beautiful world,
[23:31]guys. An absolutely beautiful
[23:39]world. A wonderful world.