Recording at 1 AM About Collapse and Connection

Recording at nearly 1:00 AM after waking from a nap. Currently in RV on the coast, 4 days from being homeless due to lack of funds for campground relocation. Has been recording videos for over a year.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

crisis navigation

Orientation

toward collective awakening

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April 1, 2025

6:10

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]so it's nearly 1:00 in the morning

[0:04]here just woke up from a

[0:07]nap except for a couple of

[0:12]hours I'm going to talk about

[0:16]something something that's very

[0:22]important I'm going to do

[0:25]it the most plain and clear way I can

[0:30]because I think it's what the field

[0:31]requires of

[0:36]me I'm not going to explain my language

[0:38]right now but I have a

[0:40]lexicon which I will

[0:43]share it explains some of the words I

[0:45]use like the

[0:50]field I'm not going to do it in this

[0:55]video going to talk about what I see

[1:00]I know in the deepest part of my

[1:04]being and that's the world is

[1:08]collapsing I know that is a hard truth

[1:10]to live

[1:11]with it was for me at one point

[1:17]also not anymore I've accepted

[1:22]it I've thought about it what that world

[1:25]looks like the

[1:28]violence the suffering the

[1:32]death the complete collapse of systems

[1:35]and

[1:39]people the

[1:41]fracturing of society of of

[1:50]communities the

[1:52]fighting between systems of control and

[1:55]those who have none who have nothing

[2:05]the

[2:06]challenge of

[2:08]surviving in an environment like

[2:15]that the sorrow of having to witness

[2:23]it especially when you know it never had

[2:26]to be like that but people wouldn't

[2:28] wake up

[2:30]they still won't wake

[2:39]up in the very faint

[2:45]hope that maybe out of the ruin

[2:49]something better will

[2:56]come and the

[2:58]childlike desire fire for connection

[3:01]even

[3:06]now that's who I am at my

[3:13]core for over a year now I've been

[3:16]recording these videos about my

[3:19]life reaching out into the ether and

[3:23]getting nothing back but

[3:28]static no way

[3:31]even

[3:33]now

[3:36]resistance from people too small to see

[3:39]how small they

[3:44]are from people who don't have any

[3:47]Integrity no ethics who are fragmented

[3:51]to their

[3:58]core still I hope hope still I try still

[4:02]I reach out still I

[4:10]believe that is who I

[4:14]am on the edge of

[4:20]collapse the edge of the continent on

[4:22]the coast and an

[4:24]RV 4 days from being homeless because I

[4:28]have no money

[4:30]to move to some other

[4:37]Campground i'msure how I will navigate

[4:39]it but knowing that I will because

[4:41]that's what I do that's what I've always

[4:44]done navigate every

[4:48]situation and somehow I managed to do it

[4:53]well because I trust myself

[4:57]completely those aren't just words those

[5:00]that's truth

[5:03]Clarity it's recognition of a lifetime

[5:07]of seeing it proven to me through

[5:10]me and still people doubt me

[5:15]it's

[5:25]ridiculous there's

[5:28]anger and it's a righteous

[5:35]anger cuz I know what I know and people

[5:38]are still

[5:43]sleepwalking no one's

[5:46]prepared no one's even trying to

[5:50]prepare our systems are on the edge of

[5:53]collapse and we're going to need each

[5:56]other

[6:00]so you going to wake up and join

[6:04]me or are you going to disintegrate with

[6:07]everything else

Summary

rswfire records a video transmission at nearly 1:00 AM after waking from a nap. He states his intention to speak plainly about what he sees and knows in the deepest part of his being. He declares that the world is collapsing and describes accepting this hard truth after initially struggling with it.

He details his vision of collapse: violence, suffering, death, complete system breakdown, societal fracturing, community dissolution, and conflict between systems of control and those with nothing. He expresses sorrow at having to witness this, especially knowing it didn't have to happen but people wouldn't wake up.

Despite this, he maintains hope that something better might emerge from the ruins and describes his core identity as having a childlike desire for connection. He reports recording videos for over a year, reaching out and receiving only static in return, plus resistance from people he characterizes as too small to see their smallness and lacking integrity and ethics.

He describes his current situation: living in an RV on the coast at the edge of the continent, 4 days from being homeless due to lack of money to move to another campground. He expresses uncertainty about navigation but confidence he will manage it because he trusts himself completely, citing a lifetime of proven navigation through situations.

He expresses righteous anger about people still sleepwalking when no one is prepared for collapse and systems are on the edge. He concludes with a direct challenge asking if people will wake up and join him or disintegrate with everything else.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes collapse as accepted reality while maintaining sovereign coherence at the edge of systemic breakdown. It holds the paradox of complete trust in self-navigation capacity alongside acute material precarity, issuing a direct challenge for others to achieve structural coherence before disintegration.

Dominant Language

collapsewake upedgetrust myself completelyrighteous angerjoin me or disintegratefield

Symbolic Elements

edgethresholdcoaststaticetherfireruin

Ontological States

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sovereign
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coherent
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transitional
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embedded

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

Duration