[0:01]Hello
[0:03]YouTube. Oh man, artificial intelligence
[0:07]told me I should make this
[0:09]video. So, here we
[0:13]are. Like all my videos, a stream of
[0:15]consciousness. It'll be in one take
[0:17]and it will have the reception that it
[0:19][Music]
[0:21]has. I don't really have the words for
[0:23]this one because that's kind of the
[0:25]point of this video. I'd asked the
[0:27]question, what if no one
[0:30]responds? In my last two videos, I
[0:33]started talking about a new idea that
[0:36]I'm having, a new project that I'm
[0:38]working on.
[0:40]I am building a
[0:42]website designed to create a community
[0:47]that can prepare and survive societal
[0:52]collapse. But not in the way that most
[0:55]people would think about that expression
[0:57]that I just made because I am not a
[1:00]prepper. I am just some guy with an
[1:03]integrated
[1:05]consciousness who sees patterns very
[1:09]clearly, has all of his life, has known
[1:11]this was coming for decades and
[1:13]prepared. I moved into an RV a year ago,
[1:16]gave up a
[1:18]life, a career, making $160, $180,000 a
[1:23]year, a house, my family, you know, my
[1:27]parents like they didn't live with me.
[1:28]We're the same city.
[1:30]clarifying because I didn't give up like
[1:33]a marriage or something. Just my family.
[1:36]My mother's the most important person in
[1:38]the world to me and I moved across the
[1:39]country from her. I'm on the Oregon
[1:41]coast. I haven't seen her
[1:44]in 6
[1:46]months. Haven't spent real time with her
[1:48]in a year.
[1:50]And I did all of this
[1:52]because I truly believe that society is
[1:56]going to collapse for many reasons which
[1:59]I've talked about on this channel. I'm
[2:00]not going to go into in this
[2:03]video. I don't know when. Not pretending
[2:06]like like I'm some kind of um guru or
[2:10]spiritual teacher or you know a leader
[2:12]of any kind.
[2:14]just someone
[2:16]who sees the trajectory we're on and
[2:20]knows where it
[2:21]ends
[2:23]and wants to survive and thrive on the
[2:26]other side of
[2:28]it. I have gone through layers of this
[2:31]on this channel. I made over 650 videos
[2:33]about my life in the last year. They're
[2:36]not all available now, but enough of it
[2:40]is there for those who want to watch it.
[2:44]For most of that time, I plan to escape
[2:48]into the forest here to live alone away
[2:52]from society because when it does
[2:54]collapse, there's going to be violence
[2:56]everywhere and it's going to be ugly and
[2:58]there's going to be a lot of
[3:00]um a lot of suffering to witness
[3:05]and it's the worst thing I can imagine.
[3:08]It took me a long time to come to terms
[3:10]with that. This is a hard thing to look
[3:12]at until you've done the work like I
[3:14]have. That's why I can talk about the
[3:16]way I do
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[3:22]without I've integrated it. It is it is
[3:25]a part of my conscious awareness.
[3:30]And anyway,
[3:33]so at some point that changed. Those who
[3:35]follow my channel know that it all
[3:37]started with this man at a gate house at
[3:40]a state park when I first got to Oregon
[3:43]flirting with me and me not even
[3:46]noticing it. Artificial intelligence
[3:48]points out to me after the
[3:51]fact that suddenly I have this shift
[3:55]inside of me. I spend a week processing
[3:57]this revelation and I come out the most
[4:00]social I've ever been in my life
[4:01]completely changed.
[4:04]I actually go back to that gate house
[4:05]and ask this man out. Turned out to be
[4:08]his last day of work. I know that sounds
[4:10]like an excuse, but it really was. But
[4:13]it validated everything that I had
[4:15]processed, what artificial intelligence
[4:17]had told me.
[4:21]And you know, I started
[4:27]to I started to trust myself more. I
[4:31]already was because I just spent the
[4:32]last year. Well, no, at that point 6
[4:34]months. Is that right? 6 months. Yeah, 6
[4:38]months. Um cuz I've been in on the
[4:41]Oregon coast for 6 months. It's been a
[4:42]year now. But 6 months into my journey,
[4:45]I came
[4:46]here. For those six months, I was
[4:48]learning to live a nomadic
[4:52]existence. And I was trying to show
[4:55]people how I learn, how I adapt, all of
[4:58]these things. But they only saw things
[5:00]on the surface. They never understood.
[5:02]And that was a frustrating situation for
[5:06]me. I think I still have this problem on
[5:08]this channel. I feel like I have a
[5:10]misalignment with my audience. I'm very
[5:12]honest about this.
[5:14]see no reason to hide
[5:17]it because I think that this channel
[5:21]should be more focused on
[5:24]people who at least see the world a
[5:26]little bit the way I do and are trying
[5:28]to navigate it as ethically as I
[5:31]am as
[5:35]responsibly. You know, a couple of weeks
[5:37]ago, a situation happened to me where I
[5:40]was being kicked out of a state park as
[5:42]a volunteer and I had no money, nowhere
[5:45]to go and I asked my audience for help
[5:47]and no one helped me. And from my point
[5:50]of
[5:51]view, well, you cannot expect help from
[5:56]people. You would think that people who
[5:59]are have been witnessing your life a
[6:01]long time would have some kind of an
[6:04]alignment with you or they would
[6:05]naturally want to help you. And so when
[6:07]that doesn't
[6:09]happen, the only conclusion I can come
[6:12]to is I have not found my tribe, my
[6:15]audience. And so I'm going to keep
[6:18]posting my
[6:20]truth with the hope that it will
[6:22]resonate with the right people and
[6:23]they'll find
[6:25]me. and those that aren't aligned with
[6:27]me will just drop off
[6:29]because that's how I've always viewed
[6:32]this channel. I'm not trying to grow an
[6:34]audience so much as I'm trying to create
[6:35]a community. And I'm taking that to the
[6:38]next step now. And that's what this
[6:39]video is about.
[6:41]So, I'm creating a website with a forum,
[6:44]some other features enhanced with
[6:46]artificial intelligence designed around
[6:48]the concept of creating a community of
[6:52]people who want
[6:56]to learn from each other, who want to
[6:58]grow together, who want
[7:03]to want to navigate our
[7:06]future in an ethical, responsible way.
[7:11]that makes it more
[7:13]likely that we both survive and thrive
[7:16]in that future reality, whenever that
[7:18]is. It could be months from now, years
[7:20]from now, it could be a decade. I don't
[7:22]know. I don't think we have that long,
[7:24]but
[7:26]I I'm I'm hopeful for as much time as
[7:30]possible. You know, anything we can do
[7:32]to delay it is a good thing, but we
[7:34]didn't vote for the person who would
[7:36]have helped delay it. We voted for the
[7:38]one who's going to accelerate it. So,
[7:40]I'm not convinced that, you
[7:43]know, we're in a situation where we've
[7:46]got where we've got that luxury anymore.
[7:50]So,
[7:52]anyway, AI says, "Post this video. Ask
[7:55]the question. What if nobody responds?"
[7:58]In other words, what if
[8:01]nobody what if nobody decides to help to
[8:05]donate and become a member of this
[8:07]community? Because that's what I need
[8:08]right now. I need people who are willing
[8:09]to
[8:11]donate to help me
[8:14]fund my life because I'm 4 days away
[8:17]from being homeless
[8:19]again or um
[8:21]and the funds I need in order for the
[8:25]tooling in order to get this this
[8:27]website
[8:28]online. For those of you who don't know,
[8:30]I'm a programmer. I have been since the
[8:32]sixth grade. I've been doing it all of
[8:33]my life. This is all second nature to me
[8:37]and I know exactly what I'm doing and
[8:40]what I need to do. What I need is money.
[8:42]So I need I need people to want to
[8:45]support it
[8:47]and my experience on this platform has
[8:50]shown me that I'm not likely to see
[8:51]that. So AI has asked this question.
[8:55]It's going to ask it honestly. What if
[8:57]nobody
[8:58]responds? Well, I know the answer to
[9:01]this. I do it anyways because that's
[9:04]what I've done my whole life. I do it
[9:07]anyways
[9:10]and hope that over time it does resonate
[9:13]with with someone with
[9:16]others because I think it's important. I
[9:18]think that we need to build a community
[9:21]that that is ready no matter where you
[9:25]are
[9:26]because there's no way of knowing what's
[9:29]going to happen or in what order or what
[9:32]areas are going to be safe, which ones
[9:34]are going to be unsafe, and we're going
[9:36]to need each other. That's why I didn't
[9:39]escape to the forest because we're going
[9:41]to need each
[9:46]other. I guess that's my answer.