Encounter with Assertive Man Ends in Departure

rswfire is stationed at a park location with ATV activity nearby, completing volunteer duties including daily gate opening at 7 AM. He has been at this location for almost two months and is preparing to move to his next park assignment. He mentions it's Tuesday evening, with Wednesday and Thursday remaining before his weekend.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

stabilization

Orientation

toward authentic connection

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March 19, 2025

9:22

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:01]so it has happened

[0:03]again someone fled with

[0:07]me and failed spectacularly because I

[0:10]know I'm not the

[0:12]problem this man was cute and

[0:15]tall and

[0:17]sexy and he had a he

[0:20]had how would I describe him an

[0:23]assertive nature pretty assertive and I

[0:27]actually liked that I don't not a lot of

[0:29]people are assertive with

[0:31]me cuz he kept asking me questions I

[0:33]wasn't answering them I was just

[0:35]smirking at this man because he's asking

[0:36]questions I'm not answering these are

[0:38]not questions I'm answering and so he

[0:41]would just ask it a different way not

[0:42]even giving me time

[0:44]to formulate an answer before he's

[0:47]asking it another way cuz he's just

[0:49]trying to get an answer out of me and

[0:50]that's not happening if I don't

[0:52]want to answer a question I'm not

[0:53]answering it so this man blew up and he

[0:57]left I'm just sitting here thinking

[1:00]this happens a

[1:03]lot for some

[1:06]reason I have these moments with men

[1:10]where there's almost a connection there

[1:12]could be a connection if they were just

[1:13]real with me if they were not playing

[1:17]some stupid social script if they were

[1:19]just being themselves but it

[1:21]just never happens like they're always

[1:25]posturing

[1:28]and just not being themselves that's a

[1:31]problem they'll never work with me I

[1:34]know that I do not present as somebody

[1:36]who is submissive who is going to play

[1:38]into these power games who's going to

[1:40]accept that kind of nonsense and yet

[1:43]that's what I always get and that's a

[1:45]problem

[1:49]because well it's not a problem for me

[1:52]let me be clear about that it's a

[1:54]problem for them it is not a problem for

[1:56]me I just think

[2:00]that it's unfortunate

[2:02]because he was quite Keen I would have

[2:05]done some things to that

[2:07]man but you know now he's somewhere

[2:11]else living whatever life he

[2:14]lives Haven struck out because he

[2:16]couldn't just be

[2:19]himself you know and I'm always myself

[2:22]this man tried to flex like he was

[2:24]something special like he

[2:26]was he was in the IT industry I just I'm

[2:30]going to be a little bit um discreet

[2:32]here but he was in the IT industry and

[2:34]I'm just a little volunteer at a park

[2:36]cleaning the Earths

[2:38]right but I'm not telling him my

[2:40]background like I mean I could run

[2:43]circles around this guy I've been

[2:45]programming since I was in the sixth

[2:46]grade you know and um if he's out here

[2:50]doing what he's doing he's not a

[2:53]programmer he might be working in my

[2:55]industry but he's he's not

[2:57]mean and you know he just sees somebody

[3:01]who's cleaning Ys and making assumptions

[3:04]and trying to flex and I'm just

[3:07]thinking you're very small like you

[3:10]really are because somebody who is truly

[3:13]confident

[3:19]who has

[3:22]earned the right to have the attitude

[3:24]this man had wouldn't have that attitude

[3:27]I don't have that attitude you know

[3:31]so so I don't feel like I lost anything

[3:34]I don't feel

[3:38]like you know maybe some Shadow sex I

[3:41]you know that's about it I mean I wish I

[3:43]could play that game I'll be honest if I

[3:45]could you know just kind of play into

[3:48]the I don't even know how you would do

[3:50]it what am I supposed to pretend to be

[3:51]some kind of submissive man cuz I'm lot

[3:54]so I can't even imagine um what what are

[3:57]you supposed to do in that situation

[3:59]like

[4:00]I can't even imagine so I guess it's

[4:02]just out of the question for

[4:04]me do you hear those ATVs this is why

[4:07]I'm here because there

[4:09]are ATVs everywhere in my Loop and

[4:12]literally right across from the gate

[4:13]where they all go out to play on the

[4:15]dunes is so cool I want to take my Jeep

[4:18]out there but it's got a problem with

[4:20]its fourth gear with my fourth gear I

[4:22]think I used it too much on the

[4:24]101 and Something's Happened when it

[4:27]when it rubs up to this some other um

[4:31]it's not a different gear cuz I'm still

[4:32]in fourth gear but it when when you get

[4:35]the RPMs up to 2000 there's

[4:38]this this resistance I can feel in the

[4:41]engine I don't know what it is it's the

[4:43]only way I can describe it the last time

[4:45]that happened some of my systems went

[4:47]off on some of the electrical systems it

[4:49]was temporary

[4:50]but that was a little nerve-wracking so

[4:54]I haven't been out on the dunes and I've

[4:55]been kind of care I've been very careful

[4:58]to I you know at first I was afraid to

[5:00]drive my Jeep this was back in January

[5:01]until I could get it looked at which I

[5:03]haven't yet and but you know I needed to

[5:06]be exploring so I started driving it

[5:08]again and then I realized it's only

[5:09]fourth gear so as long as I don't let

[5:11]the RPMs get that high if I switch into

[5:13]Fifth and I'm okay so that's what I've

[5:15]been

[5:17]doing if any of you know about that like

[5:20]what's happening you know definitely let

[5:22]me know that cuz that is something that

[5:23]I don't know anything about so I don't

[5:27]know why it's doing that I don't know

[5:28]what it means I don't know if it's an

[5:30]expensive problem to fix I know

[5:32]absolutely nothing about the mechanical

[5:34]world so you can give me advice on that

[5:37]if you want

[5:38]to

[5:40]so just chilling it's been a long day I

[5:43]got up at 700 in the morning open the

[5:46]gank that's my job um every morning I

[5:49]open that gate at 700 in the morning

[5:51]then I left I drove um like 30 Mi south

[5:55]of my post office box to pick up some

[5:57]packages there went and saw a friend

[5:59]friend at uh State Park where I had

[6:01]volunteered previously hung out with him

[6:03]for a while came back did my volunteer

[6:06]job for 4

[6:07]hours which is where I met this man he

[6:10]just showed up out of

[6:12]nowhere

[6:14]and after that um let talked to one of

[6:17]the guests here who um was nice

[6:21]interaction we talked for a while he's a

[6:22]big ATV and stuff and that's about it oh

[6:27]I went for a hike after that too you

[6:29]know I'm always moving you know I need

[6:31]to I need constant movement so that's

[6:34]basically my day um all I talk to my ex-

[6:38]boss it looks like I might be working

[6:39]with him again so that's cool that came

[6:41]out of the blue was not expecting it so

[6:43]that's really good news if that works

[6:45]out so um I'll be doing AI work with him

[6:49]and it's a good project it's something

[6:51]that

[6:52]I've I have a lot of passion for and you

[6:57]I'm me a little like the word passion

[6:59]might be wrong there it's it's a little

[7:01]more nuanced than that but you know it's

[7:04]a project that that means a lot to me

[7:06]that's important it has immense

[7:10]potential for the world in ways

[7:12]that

[7:16]are um hard to predict hard to talk

[7:20]about um I got some incense going I

[7:22]think it's starting to um there a little

[7:24]smoky in here I

[7:26]guess you know I don't smoke anymore I

[7:29]quit smoking

[7:30]like man 68 months ago I don't even know

[7:34]I need to quit vaping now though you can

[7:35]just see these are my trains of my

[7:37]thoughts you know the train of thoughts

[7:39]I'm

[7:40]having oh I'm just kind of you know you

[7:42]could call it rambling but this is just

[7:44]um just following different

[7:48]threads but

[7:51]yeah I had a moment today where this hot

[7:54]man was in

[7:58]my awareness

[8:00]and I was very curious about him but he

[8:03]struck out because this man couldn't

[8:05]just be

[8:07]real had to play those stupid games so

[8:12]keep looking there's somebody out there

[8:14]for me some

[8:16]way oh I'm good though

[8:20]so I'm just going to relax for the rest

[8:22]of the night

[8:24]and got my job to do again tomorrow

[8:28]tomorrow's Wednesday

[8:30]then Thursday and then I finally get my

[8:32]weekends I'm really looking forward to

[8:34]that um every day gets me closer to

[8:37]leaving here and moving on to my next

[8:39]Park

[8:41]which um I really want to do I feel like

[8:44]um this place

[8:46]has I mean there's a lot of activity I

[8:49]don't you know there's a lot I love

[8:51]about this place I just I'm ready to

[8:53]move on because I've been here almost

[8:55]two months and that is a long time for

[8:57]me so just ready to move on and see what

[9:00]the next chapter of my life is going to

[9:02]you know has in store for me what I

[9:04]might experience

[9:07]so yeah guess I'll leave it at that I

[9:11]wasn't really planning on making a video

[9:15]tonight I have no idea who will find

[9:17]this interesting but maybe there's

[9:19]somebody out there who will have a good

[9:21]night

Summary

rswfire recounts an interaction with an assertive man from the IT industry who approached him while he was volunteering at a park. The man repeatedly asked questions that rswfire chose not to answer, leading to the man becoming frustrated and leaving. rswfire reflects on this pattern of men posturing and playing social scripts rather than being authentic, noting he doesn't present as submissive and won't engage in power games.

He describes his daily routine: opening gates at 7 AM, driving 30 miles south to collect packages, visiting a friend at a state park where he previously volunteered, completing 4 hours of volunteer work, and going for a hike. He mentions his Jeep has a fourth gear problem with resistance at 2000 RPMs that affects electrical systems.

rswfire discusses a potential work opportunity with his ex-boss involving AI work on a project he considers important with significant world potential. He notes being ready to move on from his current location after almost two months, looking forward to his next park assignment.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates sovereign boundary enforcement in relational encounters, mapping the recurring pattern of connection attempts that fail due to scripted performance versus authentic engagement. The field maintains coherent self-knowledge while processing the mechanical failure of social scripts when they encounter non-submissive architecture.

Dominant Language

realthemselvesposturingflexsmallearned the rightstruck out

Symbolic Elements

gatethresholdmovementresistanceengine

Ontological States

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sovereign
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coherent
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transitional
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embedded

Subsystems

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relational
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cognitive
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infrastructural
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somatic

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

9:22

Bitrate

1984 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028