Showing New Piercings and Career Transition Update

Saturday night recording session. Speaker has not showered for two days during time off. Currently cleaning yurts as volunteer work after transitioning from Welcome Center position. Living in RV as nomadic lifestyle. Recently regained access to freelancing platform after being locked out.

Energetic Signature

grounded uncertainty

Field State

threshold navigation

Orientation

toward economic repositioning while maintaining sovereignty

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March 9, 2025

14:16

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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[0:02]hello

[0:03]YouTube it's a Saturday night

[0:09]here it's a part of my appearance I did

[0:12]not shower today or

[0:15]yesterday my days off and I have been

[0:17]very lazy

[0:19]so I haven't really done anything except

[0:22]did some cleaning in here today I did my

[0:24]laundry I cleaned my

[0:26]tanks um meant to make in the shower

[0:29]earlier but I was cleaning my tanks just

[0:31]didn't get around to

[0:33]it wanted to show off my eyebrow

[0:36]piercing cuz I did pierce it a second

[0:38]time and I haven't shared that yet how

[0:42]cool is

[0:44]that it is so

[0:47]awesome every time I look at it oh my

[0:50]God I absolutely love it like I was

[0:54]originally going to get it over here but

[0:56]I was like you know what I really want

[0:58]that in my vision

[1:00]let's just put there where I always see

[1:03]it oh man it is just the coolest thing

[1:06]to me I I don't even know why I love it

[1:08]so much I just I just do and then I

[1:11]pierced this year one more time because

[1:13]I was like these are so elegant like I

[1:16]love these little

[1:18]studs and it just was like you know what

[1:21]let's go up a little bit higher I almost

[1:23]thought about get one here too but I bet

[1:26]you I end up doing that

[1:28]someday oh and then I did find finally

[1:30]get the Hoops up here I don't know if

[1:31]you can see it oh it's kind of hard to

[1:34]see I have to look at the video

[1:36]afterwards on that

[1:38]one

[1:40]so oh this is the funniest thing so in

[1:45]my last video I said I was going to

[1:47]pierce my my Naval something I had done

[1:50]when I was way younger like 30 years ago

[1:52]and I thought I had a little scarf from

[1:54]that it turns out it was still pierced

[1:56]for 30 years I still have this piercing

[2:00]and like it wasn't closed up or anything

[2:03]it was just a naal piercing and the

[2:05]piercer just put an earring in it like

[2:08]it

[2:09]was I mean I I just I how did I not know

[2:13]that like I just thought it was a scar

[2:15]or something I just that just blows my

[2:18]mind like I just don't even like I

[2:21]didn't even have it that long like when

[2:22]I first did it I think I only had it for

[2:25]like a month or so she was saying it had

[2:27]to be a whole year

[2:30]but there's no way I don't remember

[2:31]having a naval piercing for that long

[2:35]so that was fascinating to me but so I

[2:38]asked her I was like well cuz like if I

[2:41]didn't like these eyebrow piercings I

[2:42]thought I could just take them out I

[2:44]might have a little tiny scar it won't

[2:45]be a big deal and that's what she had

[2:48]told me the first time I was there but

[2:49]then after discovering I still had that

[2:51]piercing I was like that happened there

[2:53]too and she's like yeah that can happen

[2:55]takes like a year though she that's what

[2:57]she's

[2:58]saying I don't know

[3:02]but I love these piercings

[3:04]I I never getting rid of they're so cool

[3:08]and my ey yeah still bruised worse

[3:12]probably cuz I pierced it the second

[3:15]time it's been a while too cuz I got the

[3:18]first one like 11 12 days

[3:21]ago so I've never had a black guy ever

[3:24]in my life I have no idea how they long

[3:26]they last for

[3:28]so um

[3:31]yeah I don't really have a lot to talk

[3:33]about

[3:36]um you know I just want to say hi I

[3:41]guess um let's see last update I was

[3:46]still uh still it was the end of

[3:48]February so I was still working in the

[3:50]Welcome Center I

[3:51]had

[3:53]um I'm not sure the exact date but

[3:56]basically on the last day of the month

[3:58]um the 28th I worked a double that day

[4:01]and then I stayed an hour past that to

[4:03]help a woman from

[4:04]Canada

[4:07]who

[4:09]um just needed a campsite and there were

[4:12]some issues and I just stayed with her I

[4:14]helped her until I could get her a

[4:15]campsite that made me feel really good I

[4:18]felt really good about

[4:21]that there something

[4:25]about I saw her the next day and she

[4:28]thanked me you know and it was

[4:31]just you feel really good helping people

[4:32]you know really enjoyed my time in

[4:36]there um cleaning yards now it's not so

[4:39]bad

[4:40]it's it's kind of fun really well I W

[4:43]want to say fun but

[4:45]more

[4:48]um what would be the right word for

[4:53]that once I clean out a campsite and I

[4:56]clean out the Y was got a rewarding

[4:59]feeling to and I don't know what the

[5:00]right I guess rewarding I mean it just

[5:03]um which is probably funny considering

[5:05]my whole life I've been a programmer and

[5:07]it's like I went from being a

[5:11]like I mean I had a very good career I I

[5:15]made a lot of money and I gave it all up

[5:18]a year ago to move into this

[5:20]RV and know I'm volunteering for free

[5:24]cleaning Yurts I mean that is a big

[5:26]change

[5:28]right and

[5:30]I call it rewarding I

[5:33]just I know that for a lot of people

[5:35]that's got to be hard to

[5:38]understand I see the value in the

[5:43]work still I got to figure out a

[5:45]solution because you making money that's

[5:48]important

[5:50]and you know I left off my savings for

[5:54]like eight months and you know I've gone

[5:57]through that and

[6:00]um where was I going with this give me a

[6:06]second oh I know I was going with this

[6:10]so the whole time I was living off my

[6:12]savings I was trying to think through

[6:14]what am I going to do because I live in

[6:16]an NRV and I have to make money I don't

[6:20]need as much money because you know my

[6:22]expenses are much

[6:23]lower but you know I've got some primary

[6:26]bills that have to be paid I have to pay

[6:27]for my RV my Jeep their insurance on

[6:29]those and you know food basic stuff like

[6:35]that um way different than my old

[6:40]life but you know I am a nomad now so I

[6:44]move around and you can't just go get a

[6:47]job somewhere like go work at a grocery

[6:49]store or a gas station or

[6:51]something

[6:54]um you know cuz a month or two later

[6:56]you're somewhere else and

[7:01]just I could never figure that out I'm

[7:03]still trying to figure that out it's

[7:06]like it keeps coming back to I have no

[7:08]choice I have to remain a freelancer

[7:12]and

[7:18]um that's where I am I finally got

[7:21]access to my Guru account again I was

[7:23]locked out of that for like I don't

[7:26]remember how it happened oh um

[7:30]well they fixed it for me I just I had

[7:32]lost access to it because I couldn't

[7:33]remember the login details it had been

[7:35]so long

[7:38]and now I just I got to do a few more

[7:41]steps and then I could start looking for

[7:42]jobs on there so that's what I'm going

[7:44]to

[7:46]do so I guess I'm just going to be doing

[7:48]more programming um oh my last update I

[7:51]was still working with my ex boss but

[7:53]we're kind of on pause right now that's

[7:55]recent that happened

[7:57]like um

[8:00]well at the start of the month so there

[8:02]just so much going on in my head I'm

[8:03]sorry if this seems a little scattered

[8:04]I'm kind of processing I

[8:07]guess um was a little unexpected I was

[8:10]hoping to keep working with them but

[8:12]maybe in the future it's more just um

[8:14]there's there's a there's a reason for

[8:16]it it's just um we just needed to pause

[8:19]for a while and hopefully that's

[8:24]temporary I'm really glad that we worked

[8:26]things out cuz I mean I worked for this

[8:27]man for 10 years and and you know I

[8:30]managed an entire development team I

[8:34]managed I managed dozens of programmers

[8:37]and hundreds of them over

[8:39]years and it was a stressful

[8:44]job

[8:47]um largely because I felt

[8:50]like well I did everything I literally

[8:53]did everything it was like I was a

[8:54]oneman show I had to do everything and

[8:57]that that's a lot to put on somebody's

[8:59]should ERS and I did it for a very long

[9:02]time

[9:06]so yeah that was the start of you know

[9:11]back when I got started this RV life it

[9:14]was I needed a break from all of that

[9:17]and it's been long enough it's time for

[9:19]me to um reposition myself

[9:24]and

[9:26]um you know and always knew I could like

[9:29]I never worried about it

[9:32]because my whole life has been this way

[9:40]where I just know myself I know that

[9:45]there is no situation

[9:48]that I can't navigate I've I've been

[9:51]doing it my whole life I have complete

[9:53]and total trust in

[9:54]myself and so I knew no matter how

[10:01]far um trying to think of the right

[10:03]words of this this a little

[10:08]complicated how far I stretched it you

[10:10]know to the point

[10:12]of most people will be absolutely

[10:15]nervous right now or I'm not you know

[10:18]and um it's because I just know myself I

[10:21]know that I'll navigate I'll be fine I

[10:23]complete faith in

[10:25]myself um some things happened this

[10:28]month that

[10:31]reaffirm that for

[10:34]me

[10:36]um being careful there

[10:39]because I've been trying very hard to

[10:41]deescalate some situations

[10:44]and I'm

[10:46]hoping that I finally

[10:51]have that's all I was ever trying to

[10:55]do um

[11:00]I'm doing

[11:01]good go back to work tomorrow

[11:10][Music]

[11:13]um

[11:16]yeah

[11:18]um I don't know what to say at this

[11:21]point

[11:23]because I'm just I'm navigating a lot

[11:27]and I guess you could call a linal space

[11:31]we've talked about that

[11:32]before I thrive in them I thrive in

[11:36]linal spaces and that's where I am right

[11:39]now between what is and what will be

[11:44]and you know

[11:56]there's isn't my eyebrow piercing

[11:58]awesome

[12:00]let's just end with that because this

[12:02]freaking awesome

[12:04]late I never imagine myself doing

[12:13]that yeah I hope everybody's

[12:17]well some of you have been following me

[12:19]for a

[12:21]year 650

[12:26]videos we've been through a lot

[12:32]um I do see what's happening in the

[12:34]world oh my

[12:37]God told

[12:40]yall

[12:41]and you

[12:46]know all we can do is navigate it

[12:49]that's a core tenant

[12:52]of what I try to teach on here is

[12:56]resilience and

[12:59]facing

[13:01]reality you know being cleare eyed about

[13:03]things

[13:04]and positioning yourself so that you can

[13:11]navigate

[13:17]what's just never

[13:20]never where am I trying to go with

[13:24]this I mean I've I've said off this

[13:27]before right so

[13:37]we're on limo state right now let's be

[13:39]honest about that like it just is

[13:43]because there is no way to know

[13:52]um I hope that everybody's doing

[13:56]well remember

[14:01]that you can always choose Joy you know

[14:04]that's always a choice that you can make

[14:07]and that's the choice I'm making I'm

[14:10]going to leave it at that cuz I'm just

[14:12]rambling I hope you all have a good

[14:14]weekend

Summary

The speaker presents their new eyebrow and ear piercings on camera, expressing enthusiasm about the modifications. They discovered their naval piercing from 30 years ago was still open when they visited a piercer. **Career transition details**: They finished working at the Welcome Center on February 28th after helping a Canadian woman find a campsite, then moved to cleaning yurts which they find rewarding despite the career change from high-level programming management. **Financial situation**: After eight months of living off savings, they regained access to their Guru freelancing account to look for programming work. Their collaboration with their former boss is currently paused. **Current state**: They describe being in a liminal space between what is and what will be, emphasizing their complete self-trust in navigating uncertain situations. The speaker mentions ongoing efforts to deescalate unspecified situations and references the broader uncertain state of the world.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission operates as a stabilization protocol during threshold navigation - maintaining coherence while processing multiple simultaneous transitions (work, identity, economic positioning). The architecture demonstrates recursive self-trust as foundational infrastructure, with embodied sovereignty markers (piercings) serving as anchoring points during systemic uncertainty.

Dominant Language

navigateliminal spacecomplete faith in myselfrewardingpositioningthrivechoose joy

Symbolic Elements

thresholdmirroranchoredge

Ontological States

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transitional
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sovereign
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coherent
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navigating

Subsystems

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cognitive
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infrastructural
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somatic
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ethical

Transmission Details

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