[0:24]my last day
[0:26]here saying goodbye to this Lake I've
[0:28]seen it so many
[0:30]times so many different conditions it's
[0:33]been wonderful been out here at 3:00 in
[0:35]the morning 10: at night all kinds of
[0:38]different
[0:39]times pitch
[0:42]black no light you know
[0:46]flashlight just moving with with
[0:51]memory to see the stars out here cuz it
[0:54]was pretty
[0:55]nice it's not cap Blanco missed that
[0:58]place but is
[1:00]nice tomorrow I move on to somewhere
[1:03]else for two
[1:05]months and then I move to another place
[1:08]for a month where I'll be um near
[1:10]Lighthouse
[1:11]again and then it will be May and I will
[1:15]be going back to
[1:17]Kentucky it'll take me like 6 weeks to
[1:19]get there planned out my route
[1:22]already very excited about it I'm going
[1:24]to revisit some of the places that I
[1:25]went to on my way
[1:27]here and a bunch of new places I'm going
[1:30]to spend more time at some of
[1:32]them do it casually a little bit over
[1:36]six weeks instead of probably would have
[1:38]taken me about three except I spent a
[1:39]week on that mountain in
[1:41]Nevada
[1:43]um then I'll spend about a month in
[1:47]Kentucky and then I'll head back because
[1:50]I
[1:51]have two other campgrounds that I'll be
[1:53]working at so I got to be back by
[1:56]September and actually I'll be here in
[1:59]September and then um for 3 months I'm
[2:01]going to be further up the coast on the
[2:03]on a
[2:04]beach managing a Welcome Center
[2:08]there so
[2:10]yeah life is working out really well
[2:15]here contemplating if I would make a
[2:18]video or not I have all my videos behind
[2:20]a pay wall now so this would be the only
[2:22]one that's up if I post
[2:24]it and I just
[2:28]s um I guess I would try to give a
[2:30]little update and explain my
[2:33]thinking so I've shared my
[2:37]life I guess since March some time
[2:40]around
[2:42]then I've been through a
[2:45]lot I've grown a
[2:48]lot changed a
[2:51]lot oh
[2:53]man been through a lot you know and I'm
[2:57]just not in the same space anymore that
[2:59]I used to be I just don't feel a drive
[3:02]to share my life the same way that I did
[3:04]I don't like sharing it with um a random
[3:08]crowd that I don't feel like really
[3:10]appreciates
[3:11]it just wants to dissect it and
[3:14]criticize it and judge it cuz that's how
[3:16]people are
[3:18]right
[3:21]um so yeah I put everything behind my
[3:24]payall nobody has subscribed so it's
[3:28]basically just there for
[3:31]me um
[3:34]don't you know it's I'm okay with this
[3:37]it's there if people want to watch it I
[3:39]don't know how much more I'll be posting
[3:41]I stopped posting a few weeks
[3:43]ago but I know that I'll share my
[3:45]journey once I do go back to Kentucky
[3:48]you know the trip there cuz I want to I
[3:51]want
[3:52]to um I want to capture those
[3:56]memories
[3:58]um the trip here
[4:00]was incredibly important to
[4:04]me prob one of the most important things
[4:06]I ever
[4:07]did this time it will be different
[4:09]because I have so much more
[4:13]experience
[4:15]and so much more intention well I've
[4:18]always had intention
[4:20]but I thought it' be different you know
[4:22]I'm just I'm a different person
[4:24]different place
[4:26]so life is good went back to work with
[4:30]my ex- boss like I had plans doing some
[4:33]AI stuff with
[4:35]him volunteering for the state
[4:38]parks all except for the summer today is
[4:42]the last day of my first month with them
[4:46]was quite an
[4:47]experience didn't want to share that on
[4:49]social media so I
[4:52]didn't and I've been navigating thinking
[4:54]through how I
[4:56]would approach that you know behind my
[4:58]pay wall so
[5:00]um I've shared like for a while I was
[5:04]sharing my life but I just sort of
[5:05]stopped for a while I don't know if I'll
[5:08]continue
[5:10]so I don't even know if it's worth it
[5:12]for you to sign up unless you want to
[5:13]see my old content there are like nearly
[5:16]600
[5:18]videos um there's two tiers now I
[5:21]changed that so for $3 a month you can
[5:24]see everything that's 90 days or older
[5:28]so right now that's everything before I
[5:30]got to
[5:31]Oregon tomorrow that'll include my first
[5:33]month
[5:35]here that was that was lob State
[5:39]Park quite an
[5:42]experience and get my heart woken
[5:45]up being flirted with by a
[5:49]gatekeeper changed
[5:52]everything and then there's the other
[5:53]tier which is everything $10 a month
[5:56]there's some others over that but that's
[5:57]just to support me if you want to
[6:00]and you
[6:03]know never really felt supported on this
[6:06]platform I just mean financially
[6:13]just it's okay there's a distance
[6:15]between us right there's this
[6:18]camera
[6:20]and people aren't the way they used to
[6:22]be our world has
[6:25]changed obviously I'm still expecting
[6:29]um like to get bad don't know when I
[6:34]hope we have time i' love to spend some
[6:37]time traveling going back to Kentucky
[6:39]there's some stuff I want to do on
[6:42]there and then the journey back I was
[6:44]think I'd finally go to Great Basin in
[6:47]Nevada right as um I don't know how to
[6:50]pronounce it but a meteor shower right
[6:53]as that's happening that would be
[6:54]awesome that's the
[6:56]plan and and just come back up here
[6:59]continue my life
[7:02]here keep doing AI work
[7:05]until
[7:07]well for as long as that's
[7:10]possible so yeah I'm just taking a short
[7:13]J here to the lake even though I was
[7:14]just done it's just different spot in
[7:16]the lake and and chill for a minute then
[7:18]I need to get
[7:19]back doing some spring
[7:23]cleaning um cleaning my tanks before I
[7:26]move tomorrow and got got some laundry
[7:30]to
[7:31]do some friends to say goodbye to
[7:34]you um so yeah
[7:40]that's that's where I am today I'm doing
[7:42]very well hope everybody else is too