[0:00]like I need to start working out so it
[0:02]could look
[0:03]better I look bad right I don't look
[0:09]bad I think I could look
[0:12]better got a bunch of dirty clo or clean
[0:15]clothes here I need
[0:17]to need to
[0:22]fold oh man just waking up I'm going to
[0:25]make some coffee
[0:32]ni short time
[0:40]backwards I already know what I'm
[0:42]wearing
[0:43]today I'm going to
[0:47]wear definitely not
[0:50]those where's my favorite shirt here it
[0:54]is this is technically a pajama shirt
[0:57]but I love this shirt
[1:07]going to wear
[1:10]this beautiful
[1:14]shirt I'm going put this one over top of
[1:17]it just so we're a little bit warmer cuz
[1:19]it's supposed to rain
[1:20]today and we can take that one off if we
[1:23]don't need it we'll be wearing
[1:27]green with some jeans
[1:30]let's make some
[1:32]coffee come
[1:35]on yeah going to take a moment all right
[1:39]got some coffee
[1:41]going Brewing oh I got to wash a couple
[1:44]dishes first
[1:47]though get these out of my way so I have
[1:49]somewhere to
[1:56]set yeah we're talking about exercise
[1:58]today
[2:01]if you think this is a thirst trap it
[2:04]is I'll just own
[2:07]that sure
[2:18]my got
[2:22]my fish
[2:25]running my electric heater it's quite
[2:27]cold this morning
[2:31]had my dehumidifier on but the
[2:33]dehumidifier plus electric heater kept
[2:36]blowing the fuse
[2:38]yesterday um which is really unfortunate
[2:42]I don't
[2:44]know I don't know what to do about that
[2:46]can't run them together apparently I
[2:48]used to be able to so I don't
[2:54]understand I did have my water tank
[2:56]heater on also all these heating col
[3:00]I don't
[3:03]know so yeah I'm just waking up and
[3:06]being playful this
[3:08]morning even at my age I feel very
[3:12]vital and
[3:15]playful I need an outlet for that energy
[3:18]that's for
[3:22]sure you can also turn that energy into
[3:25]other things so like like exercise I was
[3:28]thinking calisthenics
[3:30]so I don't have any like equipment
[3:33]to um no weight resistance kind of stuff
[3:37]I wouldn't even really have the room for
[3:39]it I don't think it's getting hot in
[3:44]here 81 in here that thing should kick
[3:46]off soon
[3:49]I
[3:52]um small space so I don't know I mean I
[3:55]could do push-ups in
[3:57]here situps that sort of thing
[4:00]if there was nothing on my floor put my
[4:03]yoga mat out I couldn't really do any
[4:06]stretches so not really enough room for
[4:08]that it's got to be outside in order to
[4:11]do it outside I need some kind of a very
[4:14]easy to put together and
[4:18]disassemble some kind of structure like
[4:21]a tent you know that protects from rain
[4:24]and stuff like that because I had been
[4:26]thinking about this for months Ive even
[4:28]made videos about it they never never
[4:29]got
[4:30]uploaded or I'm researching stretching
[4:33]and all this stuff
[4:35]and I would like to make a routine out
[4:37]of this something I'd like to integrate
[4:40]it into my
[4:42]life especially you know I'm trying to
[4:45]heal my core muscles and I feel like
[4:47]stretching would be a very helpful thing
[4:48]to be
[4:50]doing
[4:56]so I don't know I'm contemplating if I
[4:59]should try to find something for
[5:01]that um actually I do know something I
[5:04]could get on
[5:06]Amazon I'm down
[5:08]to about $200 to my name so and I didn't
[5:13]you know I can't pay my car insurance
[5:16]so that would be a hard thing to
[5:20]justify truly I know what I would get
[5:23]though actually cuz I forgot I had to
[5:25]actually research that
[5:27]too um I had this thing when I lived in
[5:31]Kentucky this popup structure was very
[5:35]cool um I ended up giving it to someone
[5:38]else on the campground because I
[5:39]couldn't when I tried to take it down I
[5:42]couldn't get it back into its
[5:45]bag um so it didn't feel like a thing
[5:49]that I could really work
[5:51]with
[5:54]quite there was a smaller version of it
[5:57]and it had some extra pieces to it that
[6:00]you could buy like these little modular
[6:02]type things that gave it a floor so that
[6:04]you could you know you really could use
[6:06]this for exercising and
[6:08]stuff um I would love to do that and
[6:11]that's something that's part of my
[6:12]journey I would share too
[6:15]because at any age you can do these
[6:18]things you know you can
[6:19]learn um one of the things I realized
[6:23]one of the things that I most loved
[6:25]about the videos I had made that didn't
[6:27]post um was the real ation
[6:31]that gym
[6:33]teachers taught me to hate exercise as a
[6:37]kid because they're just expecting you
[6:40]to do
[6:45]these these exercises that just hurt you
[6:48]you know and don't make you feel just
[6:51]there's something
[6:54]about like they're just forcing the
[6:56]stuff on you instead of teaching you to
[6:58]work with your body and
[7:01]have the sort of flow that you could
[7:02]take with you into the rest of your
[7:05]life you know so I feel like I feel like
[7:07]they fail kids
[7:10]and you got to reclaim that part of
[7:13]yourself I know that some people do
[7:14]naturally but I think a lot of us most
[7:18]of us do
[7:20]not okay my heater makes a clicking
[7:23]noise so it wasn't that the fuse okay
[7:27]never noticed that clicking noise before
[7:31]get some coffee
[7:42]here got two kinds of creamer right
[7:50]now caffeine mocha and hazut we're going
[7:54]with the mocha again man that was
[7:57]good maybe I'm getting over my
[8:17]Haz three teaspoons of sugar
[8:32]maybe it's more accurately three
[8:35]tablespoons I
[8:52]know y that's good
[9:01]definitely love
[9:04]coffee so yeah
[9:08]um that's really important to me man I
[9:11]wish I could figure this work [ __ ]
[9:14]out need to make
[9:19]money I don't know if I'm pardon me
[9:22]thinking maybe I should be getting on
[9:24]those
[9:25]platforms and I'm trying to find some
[9:28]programming work
[9:31]even if it's just for a little while
[9:33]like maybe I find a project
[9:37]that helps me make a fair amount of
[9:40]money and
[9:42]then I don't
[9:45]know I resist it with all of my being
[9:48]because I just don't want to go back to
[9:49]that work I've done it my whole
[9:52]life I understand like the effort
[9:56]and the Dynamics and all of it that I
[10:00]have to to
[10:03]navigate feel like I'm breaking the flow
[10:05]of this life I've created it's like
[10:07]going backwards it doesn't feel like
[10:10]feels like going
[10:14]backwards
[10:17]so I don't know I need money I need to
[10:20]figure something
[10:24]out so I was thinking today I would head
[10:26]north instead of going to the beach I
[10:28]was going to go to the beach and in cpay
[10:30]but then I when I woke up I checked the
[10:32]weather it's going to be raining all day
[10:34]that really sucks it's actually looking
[10:37]forward today on the beach with
[10:39]sunlight um but you know we accept her
[10:43]however she wants to be this
[10:45]is this is the best part of the ocean
[10:48]how unpredictable she
[10:52]is so I was thinking we'll head north I
[10:55]don't know exactly where I got a whole
[10:56]bunch of places bookmarked on Google
[10:58]Maps that I want to check out so I'll
[11:00]just take a look at that um I did check
[11:03]this too so it is Dunes all between cap
[11:06]Blanco and Florence it's not continuous
[11:10]Dunes but there's a lot of Dunes along
[11:12]the way and that's why the
[11:14]highway um swerves
[11:16]inward so we'll definitely get back to
[11:19]the ocean
[11:20]today and just see what's up there maybe
[11:23]it's more like a preview trip cuz that's
[11:25]kind of how I work maybe we just go and
[11:27]look at different places very briefly we
[11:30]don't really spend any time communing
[11:32]with them we just kind of check them out
[11:34]and then we know about them and we can
[11:37]go back to them later
[11:40]and I don't know why I have so many
[11:42]different color socks just sort of
[11:45]happen even the ones you think are the
[11:47]same they're not Tech Destin see how
[11:50]these two are different on the
[11:52]top yeah so yeah guess I get to do a
[11:56]little pattern matching thing every time
[11:58]I do laundry
[12:01]same with these black ones
[12:05]like about the same car in the bottom
[12:09]like you know got all kinds of different
[12:12]card socks over
[12:14]here I go through a lot of socks I'll
[12:17]change my socks three or four times a
[12:18]day so I had had a few different shirts
[12:22]here I
[12:23]had like six shirts
[12:26]probably two dozen dirty
[12:29]socks so that tells you what I do in a
[12:32]week you know one pair of
[12:35]pajamas
[12:39]um probably go through like underwear
[12:41]once a day or something like that it
[12:44]might occasionally change them more than
[12:46]once a day but generally once a
[12:49]day I just find it interesting because
[12:52]it tells a story you know it's like wow
[12:55]you go through a lot of socks like why
[12:57]you change your socks all the time
[13:02]do uhoh we are missing pairs how are we
[13:06]lost it to this cuz I don't even have
[13:08]that many of this
[13:09]long oh
[13:11]man
[13:14]really that sucks and I don't have the
[13:18]one going to my other Tan One how did
[13:20]this
[13:22]happen oh and what how did this happen
[13:26]oh my
[13:28]God maybe they'll be down at the at the
[13:30]um it's not a laundry man where our
[13:33]laundry machines
[13:35]at okay let's get these put
[13:38]away got to open up my my Ottomans all
[13:43]my clothes are in
[13:46]here got three Ottomans that's what I
[13:49]sit on it's kind of like my couch not
[13:52]the most comfortable but also not
[13:55]terrible wonder if they're I don't think
[13:57]they are but
[14:00]oh yeah put inside the here for today
[14:04]we'll go with these cute little green
[14:08]ones we got our shirts we just
[14:15]jeans just put these in
[14:22]here oh an
[14:25]underwear let's go with green underwear
[14:27]today to match our
[14:31]box okay now we're
[14:34]good now I have clean space
[14:43]here
[14:46]okay it's 5:50 in the
[14:51]morning let's move this a little
[14:56]bit my hair's getting longer happy about
[15:00]this it feels softer too since I started
[15:03]using conditioner every
[15:07]day it really is getting longer isn't it
[15:11]wow you know I've noticed I don't see
[15:14]gray hairs on the
[15:17]sides which is very curious maybe giving
[15:20]myself better nutrition has
[15:24]helped we'll find out
[15:31]so yeah I wonder if I can pull Google
[15:34]Maps up on my
[15:35]desktop we can check it from
[15:39]here figure out where we're going
[15:48]today it's nice to be some I have pretty
[15:50]decent internet too it's not perfect it
[15:53]doesn't have a perfectly clear sky but
[15:55]this thing the satellite
[15:57]it's um man that's another bill I'm
[16:00]going to have to pay man I got to
[16:02]figured something
[16:06]out things not acting
[16:15]right not letting me open a new tab here
[16:17]we go
[16:20]okay what's up with you computer you're
[16:23]the best computer on the
[16:26]planet you know what let's stop playing
[16:29]the computer let's blame this app let's
[16:31]blame this internet
[16:42]browser 574 videos of my life wow okay
[16:47]let's
[16:50]see try to pull Google Maps up on a
[16:54]desktop
[17:08]I this isn't connected to the it is okay
[17:11]we're getting a little bit of an outage
[17:12]this will will end in a moment this is
[17:16]what I mean when you don't have a clear
[17:17]view of the
[17:22]sky sometimes the satellite cuts out but
[17:26]it's largely stable
[17:29]just not not
[17:31]100% and you just deal with those things
[17:34]if I really wanted to I could probably
[17:35]put it up on my roof and get a better
[17:37]reception just based on me looking out
[17:39]there and seeing what the situation
[17:45]is maybe I do that I don't know we only
[17:48]have I've got 20 days here and then I'm
[17:50]somewhere else it's
[17:54]like come on internet what is this about
[18:08]oh my
[18:12]God too early at the party for
[18:19]this oh give me a
[18:21]minute I don't know I'm restarting it
[18:24]but it's taken a while it's been on for
[18:28]couple weeks now 10 days since I got
[18:34]here I
[18:37]guess I'll figure this out later I'll
[18:40]check on my um on my phone and just
[18:43]figure out where we're going I got to go
[18:45]down to the shower house at 6:00 in the
[18:46]morning I'll wait maybe an hour and then
[18:48]I'll go shower and then we're just going
[18:50]to head out so that'll come later