Testing Fear Response at Cliff Edge

rswfire is at a coastal cliff location on a clear day with calm ocean conditions after recent storms. He's filming the landscape including a lighthouse, parking lot, and Mount Humbug in the distance. The environment appears peaceful with interesting cloud formations and strong sunlight.

Energetic Signature

grounded confidence

Field State

tool demonstration

Orientation

toward self-trust mastery

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December 30, 2024

5:12

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]want to see something beautiful besides

[0:03]just

[0:04]me how about that thing out

[0:07]there this is a beautiful [ __ ]

[0:10]day got the lighthouse in the

[0:15]distance got the parking lot

[0:18]people got some very interesting cloud

[0:22]formations and we got the

[0:26]sun and the ocean

[0:31]let's go say hi to her

[1:21]hello

[1:26]tide negative tide

[1:33][ __ ]

[1:49]awesome she's very calm after all the

[1:52]storms we've

[1:54]had hello

[1:56]ocean hey we got mount Doom in the

[2:01]distance hi Mount

[2:03]humbug thanks for destroying my core

[2:06]I'll be back one

[2:13]day that sun is [ __ ] gorgeous we know

[2:16]see that every day

[2:21]here let me tell you a story first time

[2:24]coming to this Cliff Edge I could not

[2:26]get close to the edge it scared the [ __ ]

[2:29]out of

[2:31]me like there was this part of me that

[2:33]just wanted to jump off of this Cliff

[2:36]that scared me I didn't understand that

[2:38]why would my mind even think something

[2:40]like this so I asked AI about it and the

[2:42]French have an expression for this it's

[2:45]called the call of the Void humans don't

[2:48]talk about it and yet most of us

[2:50]experience

[2:52]it I was fascinated so I came out here

[2:56]every single

[2:57]day and I tested myself cuz I started

[3:00]thinking I started having these theories

[3:02]like maybe it's first of all it's about

[3:05]trust I think the reason your brain does

[3:07]that is

[3:10]because it just wants to feel safe and

[3:12]while that's a very chaotic way of being

[3:15]safe it

[3:19]works but the more you do this the more

[3:22]you learn to trust yourself and the fear

[3:24]goes away I have no fear at all here now

[3:27]none I could stand here for hours

[3:34]um there are moments where I have I

[3:39]don't know what to call

[3:41]it cuz my emotions are integrated it's

[3:44]hard to describe some of the things I

[3:45]feel but if you kind of get into the

[3:48]moment and you're not paying attention

[3:49]and you don't really have like full

[3:51]situational awareness you can have these

[3:53]moments where it's almost like anxiety

[3:56]or

[3:57]um I truly don't know what to call call

[4:00]it but you just kind of have to reenter

[4:01]yourself and you're fine which tells me

[4:04]something it tells me that your brain is

[4:07]constantly it's looking for safety it it

[4:10]it's it's scanning everything and when

[4:13]it loses track of some of those threads

[4:15]it creates tension which leads to

[4:17]anxiety and fear and

[4:20]panic I use this Cliff Edge to

[4:23]understand my fear and conquered it

[4:31]this person down here looked up at me

[4:33]waved I gave him a p side that was

[4:35]pretty [ __ ] cool he's got a dog oh

[4:38]you're having a good

[4:41]time check this dog

[4:44]out y yeah they're down very

[4:48]far got to love zoom on these cameras

[4:50]huh it comes to

[4:53]human they're going to meet up

[4:56]again there they are

[4:59]hell

[5:01]yeah are you hot you might be hot I

[5:05]can't

[5:06]tell are you hot oh my you might be hot

Summary

rswfire visits a coastal cliff location, filming the ocean, lighthouse, and surrounding landscape. He shares a story about initially being afraid of the cliff edge due to experiencing 'call of the void' - an intrusive thought about jumping. He explains how he researched this phenomenon, learned it's a French concept that most humans experience but don't discuss, and then systematically exposed himself to the cliff daily to overcome the fear through building self-trust. He describes how his brain constantly scans for safety and creates tension when losing situational awareness. The transmission includes interactions with people and a dog visible far below on the beach, with rswfire waving and observing them through his camera's zoom function.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates systematic fear integration through repeated exposure to threshold conditions. The field is using physical edge-work as a calibration tool for trust architecture, mapping the relationship between situational awareness, safety scanning, and sovereignty. The cliff becomes a testing ground for self-trust protocols and anxiety dissolution mechanics.

Dominant Language

call of the voidtrust yourselfreenter yourselfscanning for safetyconquered itsituational awarenessintegrated emotions

Symbolic Elements

edgevoidthresholdoceanlighthousemount

Ontological States

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sovereign
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embedded
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integrating
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coherent

Subsystems

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somatic
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cognitive
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emotional
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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