Cape Blanco Update and Volunteer Position Plans

Speaker is at Cape Blanco, Oregon in December 2024, staying in his RV for a two-week period. He is recovering from core muscle injury but able to hike. Weather is mentioned as something that could be nicer further south. He is tired from poor sleep due to inadequate bed setup.

Energetic Signature

grounded anticipation

Field State

infrastructure stabilization

Orientation

toward structured autonomy

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December 19, 2024

11:38

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:01]what are you doing on my laptop I

[0:03]thought we had this conversation like a

[0:05]hundred times

[0:07]now you're on my laptop

[0:12]Bailey you don't care do

[0:16]you he is a sovereign force of nature

[0:19]just like

[0:20]me can't tell that thing

[0:26]anything so I got to cap Blanco a few

[0:28]hours ago

[0:31]I love this place I've been here so much

[0:34]I love it here though I need to get more

[0:36]south though because there's stuff I

[0:38]want to be doing down there weather

[0:40]could be nicer

[0:42]too um there's some things I thought I

[0:45]would share because I don't think I'll

[0:48]have a whole lot to share for a

[0:49]while I always say that and I end up

[0:52]having things to share don't look right

[0:55]but I don't think that I will because I

[0:58]got a whole lot of stuff I need to do

[1:01]I want my hair to grow

[1:03]out feels too short like my head does

[1:06]you know my forehead is too big or

[1:07]something just need to go down more see

[1:10]how that look I used to have hair that

[1:11]went all the way down like my bangs went

[1:13]all the way down like that

[1:14]was not a good look on me that was my

[1:18]trun resar phas um

[1:23]yeah I have so many pictures of that

[1:25]stff maybe I'll share with you guys

[1:27]someday completely forgot what I was

[1:29]saying now

[1:30]now Bailey's over

[1:33]here um mat K

[1:36]Blanco doing well my core muscles are I

[1:41]mean I know they're still healing but

[1:42]they don't they're not not a lot of pain

[1:44]or anything like that that's more

[1:48]like like they're busy they're working

[1:50]to heal but they're not

[1:53]like I don't know I'm still trying to

[1:55]learn these patterns cuz I never had

[1:57]core muscle injury before but I already

[2:00]hike 6 miles today it just sort of

[2:01]happened I was out there at the cape

[2:04]Edge and I had a phone call I had to

[2:05]take and I the phone worked better there

[2:07]so I just kept walking around and before

[2:10]I knew it it had been over 6

[2:12]miles um so I thought maybe I should

[2:14]rest for a while but I don't even feel

[2:16]like I really need

[2:18]to I mean I do

[2:21]but yeah I'm just trying

[2:25]to

[2:27]navigate the tension between

[2:34]what my core muscles need which is

[2:35]containment and what the rest of me

[2:37]needs which is sovereignty

[2:40]basically oh I'm just so stuck on those

[2:42]two words lately I love

[2:44]them but I thought I would tell you guys

[2:48]so I'm here for 2 weeks I'm here until

[2:50]January 1st and then I'm going to head

[2:53]north where I will be starting a

[2:55]volunteer position um I don't want to

[2:58]say too much because you know there are

[3:01]bad people on the

[3:02]internet but I going to be volunteering

[3:06]for a

[3:07]campground and it gives me a place to

[3:13]um um you do it a month at a time so

[3:16]I'll have a a campsite there for a

[3:19]month oh my God am I hred what I

[3:24]probably am I don't get any sleep like I

[3:27]think I slept 5 hours last night and

[3:30]this bed just this awful I need to tear

[3:33]this wall out and build a better bed

[3:35]platform here and I'm hoping that I will

[3:39]be able to do that in the next couple of

[3:40]months cuz I don't think I've slept

[3:42]while in a year which sucks my poor eyes

[3:46]you can just see the you can just tell

[3:50]anyways so for the next month in January

[3:54]I'm going to be volunteering cleaning

[3:57]cabins doing outdoor type work work um

[4:01]it's part-time you don't get paid for it

[4:03]but you get you get you know you don't

[4:05]have to pay for camping won't be on the

[4:07]side of the road any we won't have to

[4:08]worry about that gives me some time to

[4:11]keep working on my

[4:13]future

[4:15]um I'm hoping to become a park ranger

[4:19]really but I don't know because if I

[4:21]were to do that if you're a park ranger

[4:24]then you will be stuck somewhere and I

[4:26]can't have that I need movement so I

[4:27]could be could be a season no park

[4:30]ranger I think I would love that so much

[4:34]so that's where I think I'm heading and

[4:36]like there's just like I'm just thinking

[4:39]about I'm in a weird space right now

[4:42]because I'm really excited about

[4:46]this and um a little bit afraid I think

[4:50]maybe some fear some anxiety but mostly

[4:54]just

[4:56]um excitement at the possibility I'm so

[5:00]curious about them there are so many

[5:02]facets so many

[5:05]layers oh

[5:07]man this is going to be interesting it

[5:10]feels like a really perfect way to be

[5:12]starting a new

[5:14]year so I'm just going to be here for

[5:17]two weeks and during that

[5:19]time I'm going to be working on trying

[5:21]to get some freelance work

[5:23]going

[5:24][Music]

[5:25]and I really need to work on this place

[5:28]like I've never really gotten organized

[5:30]in 9 months really need to get that done

[5:33]this time well now I really do because

[5:35]then I going to be traveling to this

[5:38]place um oh my God I really

[5:43]am I don't know I'm sorry if I caught

[5:46]you Dion by the way I know that's a like

[5:48]a reflex thing I'm so

[5:50]sorry um

[5:55]yeah I'm going to be a little bit bored

[5:57]but I'm going to be doing some hiking

[5:59]like I'm I'm not going down to the beach

[6:01]cuz I know that I would overdo it if I

[6:03]did so I have to stay up here on the

[6:04]cliff

[6:05]edges but that's good enough for

[6:10]now I

[6:12]guess I'm so excited like I feel

[6:17]like everything I worked towards is just

[6:20]is manifesting now I mean how awesome is

[6:22]that so I'll be posting you know because

[6:26]we got holidays coming up I'm really

[6:28]looking forward to this Christmas New

[6:30]Year's uh it might be a little bit

[6:34]like a little bit sad cuz I don't have

[6:37]any friends or family here right so I

[6:39]don't know what that'll be like like who

[6:41]will even be on the campgrounds what

[6:42]will it even be like but you know we'll

[6:44]find out um today I went into Port

[6:47]Orford Shire it's my version of Port

[6:49]Orford let's be clear about it um I got

[6:53]a post office

[6:57]box I wonder if my viers would want that

[7:00]I don't know would you guys want to send

[7:02]me a Christmas

[7:03]card hint hint

[7:07]um but now I can get stuff from Amazon

[7:10]this is the thing I need the most I can

[7:13]finally get my white alien wear hat

[7:15]replaced I miss this so much and I can

[7:18]get Bailey some tuna flakes this

[7:21]favorite treat I've been trying to find

[7:22]those for him for nine months everywhere

[7:24]I've gone every state every city every

[7:26]time I see a pet store I look for them

[7:28]haven't been able to find them

[7:30]so I'm going to get a few things I need

[7:33]this contact right here it doesn't fit

[7:35]my eye perfectly my eye doctor changed

[7:37]my prescription just before I left

[7:39]Kentucky I bought a year supply of them

[7:43]and they don't fit right and they're all

[7:44]I have left now so I have just have to

[7:46]deal with them until I can get better

[7:48]contact I'm kind of really annoyed about

[7:50]that but anyway

[7:53]so you know going a long time without

[7:57]being able there's certain things that

[7:58]you just can't find in stores anymore

[8:00]you know so I finally got a post office

[8:03]box I'm really happy about

[8:07]that that's it I guess that's my update

[8:10]I hope you all are doing well I don't

[8:11]even know what today is it's Wednesday

[8:14]isn't it isday

[8:16]Wednesday

[8:18]yep it's Wednesday

[8:21]so two weeks a week from today is

[8:25]Christmas week after that is New Year's

[8:31]this is the end of our

[8:33]year it's almost

[8:38]2025 little worried come

[8:41]January putting Trump back in power was

[8:45]stupid I'm not criticizing anyone who

[8:47]voted for him but it was

[8:57]stupid I don't know any other way way to

[8:59]say that I truly don't because that's

[9:02]literally what it

[9:06]is how you could put a man like that

[9:08]back in po Beyond

[9:15]me I don't know what our next year is

[9:18]going to look like I'll be paying

[9:19]attention though of

[9:24]course I think things could get very

[9:27]ugly I think that people

[9:30]people can't even imagine how ugly

[9:32]because they lied to themselves that's

[9:35]why it's stupid because they lie to

[9:37]themselves they say that he won't do

[9:39]these super bad

[9:43]things even though he's shown us to that

[9:45]you

[9:47]will you just lie to yourself I don't

[9:50]understand that mentality I truly

[9:54]don't I have a lot of thoughts about it

[9:56]and I'm not ready to share I'm just

[9:58]going to keep watching paying

[10:02]attention I'll say this much you made my

[10:06]life infinitely harder as a gay man if

[10:08]you voted for

[10:10]him cuz you just gave permission to all

[10:12]the homophobes out

[10:14]there to be even more homophobic this

[10:18]why I carry this pocket knife everywhere

[10:20]I go because I might actually

[10:23]need it one day

[10:34]but I get it you think it's about

[10:36]self-interest you

[10:39]think about what's important for you not

[10:42]what's important for everybody what is

[10:44]the larger good out there people don't

[10:46]think that way

[10:48]anymore it's unfortunate but they

[10:53]don't you know I voted for Hillary

[10:56]Clinton even though I didn't like her

[10:59]but I voted for her

[11:02]because I knew how much good she would

[11:04]do for other people

[11:06]that deserved to have good done for them

[11:10]it wasn't about

[11:19]me this is why my channel like it is not

[11:23]possible for me to not tell the

[11:25]truth I

[11:32]I'm going to tell you the truth whether

[11:34]you're willing to hear it or not

Summary

rswfire provides an update from Cape Blanco, Oregon, where he is staying for two weeks until January 1st. He discusses his core muscle recovery, having hiked 6 miles despite ongoing healing. He announces plans to start a volunteer position at a campground in January, working part-time cleaning cabins and doing outdoor work in exchange for a campsite. He expresses interest in becoming a seasonal park ranger. He mentions getting a post office box in Port Orford to receive Amazon deliveries, including a replacement white alien wear hat and tuna flakes for Bailey. He discusses sleep issues due to his inadequate bed setup and plans to rebuild it. The transmission includes commentary on the 2024 election results, expressing concern about Trump's return to power and its impact on gay men like himself. He reflects on voting for Hillary Clinton despite not liking her because of the good she would do for others.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission holds a transitional architecture between containment and sovereignty, mapping the tension between healing requirements and autonomous movement. The field is actively building practical infrastructure (post office box, volunteer position) while maintaining sovereign positioning against institutional capture and social collapse.

Dominant Language

containmentsovereigntytruthstupidmanifestinghealingmovementstructure

Symbolic Elements

edgecliffthresholdknifebox

Ontological States

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transitional
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sovereign
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embedded
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vigilant

Subsystems

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somatic
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infrastructural
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ethical
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cognitive

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

640 × 360 @ 30fps

Duration

11:38

Bitrate

201 kbps

Codec

avc1.4d401e