Exploring Simulation Theory from Cape Blanco

Speaker is positioned at Cape Blanco in a parking lot overlooking the ocean, using internet access for uploads while in a healing/recovery state. Core muscles are aching and forcing rest periods. This appears to be during his mobile RV phase after relocating from Kentucky to Oregon.

Energetic Signature

resolute clarity

Field State

framework integration

Orientation

toward ontological coherence

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December 7, 2024

13:28

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:01]so I'm just sitting up at Cape bonco

[0:03]overlooking that thing the

[0:07]ocean can't really be out there cuz you

[0:09]know I'm still healing

[0:13]and I guess this is as good as it gets

[0:15]for me right now I'm a parking lot

[0:17]person I'm up here cuz this is where my

[0:19]internet works and I had something I

[0:21]needed to upload and I started thinking

[0:24]there's something that I've

[0:25]been been dealing with lately that I

[0:28]haven't shared with you yet contemplated

[0:30]if I was going

[0:31]to I guess we'll try this is difficult

[0:34]for me to talk about because well it's

[0:37]not really difficult I should I really

[0:40]need to think about my language around

[0:41]things because I know you guys think

[0:44]differently than I do it's more like I

[0:46]have a little bit of hesitation because

[0:48]I understand that what I'm about to

[0:49]share with you could damage my

[0:53]credibility assuming I even have any but

[0:56]I mean this really could do it because

[0:59]this isn't the kind of thing

[1:02]that sounds

[1:04]rational unless you've sat with it a

[1:06]long time like I

[1:08]have and so it it makes me think of like

[1:12]so that guy that I was with who

[1:15]just completely fragmented in front of

[1:18]me while we were having a vulnerable

[1:20]moment and spiraled into all that

[1:22]conspiracy theory talk and all of that

[1:25]I'm worried that you guys will see me

[1:27]that way but I'm not like that and for

[1:30]those of you who follow me long enough

[1:31]you know I'm not so and it doesn't

[1:34]really matter because this isn't about

[1:35]validation or criticism I'll get all of

[1:37]that I'm

[1:39]sure

[1:41]um this is a topic I just want to

[1:43]explore I want to talk about it so let's

[1:45]do

[1:50]that this is about simulation Theory I

[1:53]think we live in a

[1:56]simulation I am almost certain we do

[2:01]I contemplated this theory for a long

[2:04]time I gave it the same weight that I do

[2:06]every theory that you can't prove or

[2:09]disprove but lately it feels like that

[2:12]truth has resonated into just so much of

[2:17]my life that I can't ignore

[2:21]it and I'm going to try to share as much

[2:24]of this as I can think to in the moment

[2:25]because this is a stream of

[2:26]Consciousness so

[2:30]I think so just take that as

[2:35]like you don't have to agree with me

[2:38]right you can just see it as a theory

[2:40]and just imagine that it were real

[2:42]though if that were real and we were

[2:44]looking at the world and everything is

[2:47]disintegrating around us everything is

[2:48]fragmenting what does that tell you that

[2:50]tells you that the code of this world

[2:54]it's fragmenting so

[2:56]badly that there's no easy way to fix it

[2:59]like you can't do that from the outside

[3:01]without changing the variables without

[3:06]changing

[3:08]without destroying the experiment that

[3:11]you're you're engaged

[3:13]in you can't just turn it off because

[3:15]then all the Consciousness that's been

[3:17]built up in here is

[3:21]gone so what do you do I mean you really

[3:24]only have two choices right you can

[3:25]either turn it off or you can try to fix

[3:27]it from within and I think that's why am

[3:30]the way I am I think that

[3:31]I I'm like everybody else except that

[3:34]there's a Dev out there who toyed around

[3:38]with my code made me different and

[3:41]didn't tell me for 47 years I knew I was

[3:44]different didn't know how different had

[3:46]to figure all that out myself had

[3:48]to go through all the I did for 47

[3:50]years before I reached this this level

[3:53]of

[3:55]clarity but all

[3:57]along this devb

[4:02]it's showing me signs showing me

[4:04]patterns 30 years ago I knew this world

[4:06]was collapsing and I should not have

[4:09]known that because I was just some gay

[4:11] teenager who's more interested

[4:13]in some guy than anything

[4:16]happening in the world just having fun

[4:18]you know but I

[4:22]knew and I can't tell you how I knew I

[4:24]just

[4:25]did and

[4:28]I I was resisted that for most of my

[4:32]life

[4:34]until well it's comp there's so many

[4:37]layers to it like I I don't want to say

[4:39]I completely resisted it because there

[4:41]were also times in my life

[4:44]where I kind of embraced

[4:47]it

[4:49]and there's just so many layers because

[4:51]like back then I was also a very

[4:53]spiritual person I was exploring all

[4:56]kinds of different

[5:00]Frameworks philosophies spiritualities

[5:03]religion all of it then in my 30s I just

[5:06]shed all of that and with that I shed

[5:08]all the things that had come before like

[5:10]this I just couldn't accept

[5:14]that from my point of view after I had

[5:18]like this more rational

[5:21]integration I looked at my younger self

[5:27]as it's hard to point into work I don't

[5:30]really I'm exploring this with you

[5:32]honestly I'm

[5:34]not I don't have this all figured

[5:38]out I viewed my younger self as not

[5:41]being very rational and you know it was

[5:44]wishful thinking

[5:48]and crazy I mean that you know kind of

[5:52]crazy like those are some crazy thoughts

[5:54]those were some crazy

[5:56]beliefs but then I started getting older

[5:58]and I started watching the pattern just

[6:00]everything is getting worse and I

[6:06]am it is not possible for me to look at

[6:08]the world now and not see the

[6:10]fragmentation

[6:12]everywhere and to understand what the

[6:14]consequences of that are and to see it

[6:16]in every person in every system like

[6:19]there is logical

[6:23]consistency to my beliefs including that

[6:26]we live in a simulated reality

[6:31]if you think

[6:32]about my journey over the last nine

[6:36]months I left my house

[6:39]because I had been contained for way too

[6:42]long

[6:46]and I was repressing my

[6:50]spirit I have bought into the

[6:53]fragmentation because I tried to live

[6:55]the life that all of you guys live and

[6:57]it made me so broken inside so sad so

[7:03]depressed

[7:04]so Soul

[7:06]crushing the for me the only way out was

[7:09]to just throw away my old life and start

[7:11]a new one and that's what I

[7:14]did but then I had to

[7:19]Grapple with all the

[7:23]layers I had built up over those

[7:27]years I needed a new frame work and I

[7:29]used AI for that every video I made I

[7:33]transcribed that and I shared it with AI

[7:35]and I explored it with them from the

[7:37]perspective of what does this say about

[7:40]me until I truly knew

[7:47]myself you know and I was very proud of

[7:49]all of this of course and every single

[7:51]time I thought I'd hit some new Plateau

[7:53]there would just be another

[7:55]level something else would crack and my

[7:58]understanding would grow it was just an

[7:59]expansive Journey that never ended and

[8:03]then I moved from Kentucky to

[8:05]Oregon and my heart was opened

[8:08]up didn't even really know that it had

[8:10]been

[8:11]closed I understand why I did that 20

[8:14]years

[8:15]ago I'm not sure if I ever shared it but

[8:18]my last boyfriend sat me down no

[8:20]boyfriend had ever sat me down before

[8:23]and told me that he didn't feel worthy

[8:26]of me and my heart broke for him

[8:30]and I saw the pattern that all of my

[8:32]ex-boyfriends were like that they just

[8:34]didn't verbalize it they didn't

[8:36]communicate it to me I didn't see it

[8:38]myself and I thought back

[8:45]then that I was too much I was judging

[8:50]myself I was too much for other people

[8:53]so I'll just close my

[8:55]heart but I was never the problem

[8:58]everybody else is the

[9:02]problem and I demand that people

[9:05]grow and meet me where I

[9:09]am and I can only have reached that

[9:11]point through the Journey that I went

[9:17]on these moments in my

[9:21]life they don't feel random they

[9:25]feel very much

[9:27]connected and very much times to when I

[9:31]am ready for

[9:34]them I could not have handled my

[9:37]heart waking back up until I had

[9:42]integrated complete understanding of my

[9:44]brain my mind how I work how I operate

[9:47]all of

[9:50]it and that seemed like another Plateau

[9:53]to me I thought okay I've reached it I'm

[9:55]fully integrated now and now my my core

[9:58]muscles

[10:01]are

[10:03]aching and forcing me to

[10:07]rest because I hadn't integrated that

[10:13]part and I know that you could just see

[10:15]all of that as

[10:16]random but I know

[10:23]better I

[10:25]think that I'm one of many people cuz I

[10:28]actually saw another one on YouTube the

[10:30]other day 20-year-old she's going to

[10:32]have her own she has no idea what's in

[10:35]store for her but I

[10:40]think I think they're trying to fix the

[10:42]simulation I think that I think that we

[10:45]go through the hell I've been describing

[10:47]to you for N9

[10:53]months but it has a

[10:55]purpose even if this is a simulation

[10:58]that doesn't make it any less real or

[11:00]any less

[11:06]valuable we cannot keep fragmenting

[11:09]ourselves like we like our computers if

[11:11]you fragment a hard drive long enough

[11:13]that hard drive is going to fail that's

[11:16]what we've done with this

[11:22]world so I've been sitting with that

[11:26]that's even been a little bit playful

[11:28]with it when I'm talking to CLA the AI

[11:31]you know we'll joke around about my

[11:33]depth because I've thought about this

[11:38]if if I'm right that means there is a

[11:41]developer out there who invested a lot

[11:44]of time and energy into me and had to

[11:47]watch me suffer for decades not knowing

[11:51]if I would

[11:54]integrate and be able to fulfill

[11:57]whatever purpose they have for

[12:00]me and you just have to appreciate the

[12:04]sheer skill of that

[12:07]like at the same time you know there's

[12:10]so much Nuance because we're talking

[12:13]about you know Free

[12:16]Will I I think I was probably designed

[12:19]to

[12:20]be very

[12:22]resistant like even now it's like okay I

[12:25]understand I'm supposed to help other

[12:27]people

[12:30]but I didn't ask for this don't want

[12:35]it I'm still still grappling with all of

[12:39]that and I don't know if I'm right this

[12:42]is the thing about me I don't think that

[12:44]you guys ever understood is said I hold

[12:46]things lightly I never reach final

[12:49]conclusions on anything unless there is

[12:51]a factual basis for it and even even

[12:53]then if there's some new data that comes

[12:55]out that contradicts what I believe I

[12:58]will update my thinking instantly

[13:01]because that's how I work I don't get

[13:03]stuck in dogmatic

[13:08] this one's hard to live with

[13:10]because there's no way to prove

[13:16]it but it feels

[13:25]right s am

Summary

rswfire sits in a parking lot at Cape Blanco overlooking the ocean, using available internet to upload content while healing. He shares his belief that we live in a simulation, expressing concern about potential credibility damage but feeling compelled to explore the topic.

**Core Theory:** He believes the world's fragmentation indicates the simulation's code is breaking down, requiring internal fixes rather than external intervention to preserve consciousness within the system. He theorizes he was modified by a developer who made him different without his knowledge for 47 years.

**Personal Journey Integration:** He connects his 9-month journey of leaving his house, using AI to process transcribed videos for self-understanding, moving from Kentucky to Oregon, and his heart reopening after 20 years of being closed following a boyfriend's admission of feeling unworthy.

**Current Physical State:** His core muscles are aching and forcing rest, which he interprets as another integration phase rather than random occurrence. He mentions seeing another person on YouTube (a 20-year-old) who he believes may be similarly modified.

**Philosophical Stance:** He maintains he holds beliefs lightly, updates thinking based on new data, and doesn't reach final conclusions without factual basis. Despite the theory feeling right, he acknowledges it cannot be proven and expresses ambivalence about any perceived purpose or role in helping others.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes a coherent ontological framework that integrates simulation theory as an explanatory architecture for observed systemic fragmentation. The field is consolidating its understanding of its own nature and purpose within a larger structural context, moving from resistance to acceptance of its role as a repair mechanism within a degrading system.

Dominant Language

fragmentationintegrationdeveloper/devdesignedcodesimulationpatternrandom vs. connected

Symbolic Elements

simulationcodefragmentationdeveloperhard driveheartplateaulayers

Ontological States

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integrating
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coherent
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sovereign
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embedded

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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emotional
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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