[0:01]hello fellow humans so I just want to
[0:04]give you guys a quick update
[0:07]here uh so I had hid most of my videos
[0:09]for a while
[0:11]now when I had taken a pause from
[0:13]YouTube
[0:16]and at some point you you know lots of
[0:18]you know that I decided to start posting
[0:20]again and I made some of them available
[0:23]mostly the ones where I was traveling
[0:25]from Kentucky to Oregon but I kept the
[0:26]rest hidden cuz I kind of wanted to go
[0:28]through them decide which ones I wanted
[0:31]to show because I feel
[0:34]like some of the energy I brought to my
[0:37]videos back then I I don't really
[0:39]resonate with anymore especially the
[0:41]ones where I was a little less tolerant
[0:44]of my audience at
[0:47]times
[0:48]so I kind of wanted to go through them
[0:51]but there's so many there's like 500
[0:53]videos I'm just going to make them all
[0:55]available
[0:56]tonight um that's the first part of my
[0:58]announcement there
[1:01]um and I'm starting the next chapter of
[1:03]my journey so there are six playlists
[1:05]each one chapter of my journey it
[1:06]started with
[1:07]me um I think it was called the
[1:09]preparation where I'm just getting
[1:11]started I'm still living in my house and
[1:12]then the transition where I
[1:15]finally I'm out there for the first time
[1:17]and in the pause cuz I spent 3 months at
[1:19]a campground dealing with my dental
[1:23]situation um so much happened during
[1:26]that time I don't remember all of them
[1:28]but you can look at my playlist list and
[1:30]you'll see them but the last one the one
[1:32]that I have been on is called the
[1:33]embodiment because I feel like I did all
[1:35]that growth and I traveled here to
[1:38]Oregon and I just I was
[1:42]embodying all the work I had done but
[1:44]now I feel like we're moving into a new
[1:46]phase here and I'm calling this one the
[1:49]expansion because this is no longer just
[1:52]about me this is about you
[1:54]guys I feel like there's a lot I have to
[1:57]share that
[2:01]can help you in your own Journeys and I
[2:03]just see myself expanding outward so
[2:06]that's what I'm going to do
[2:08]now um if you're watching this and
[2:10]you're kind of new to my channel you'll
[2:12]might be surprised at my older videos
[2:14]cuz I didn't have teeth I don't have
[2:15]teeth these are fake teeth these are
[2:19]implants
[2:21]um I don't have Shame about this I it's
[2:25]complicated like I guess you could say I
[2:27]have sort of like shame like
[2:30]I regret that I did that to
[2:34]myself but I don't really believe in
[2:37]living with regrets like that I just
[2:40]Embrace who I am
[2:42]always accept the good and the bad in
[2:45]your life and make the best of where you
[2:48]are in your
[2:49]journey but when I look back on my
[2:51]videos and I see myself without teeth
[2:53]you know that's kind of hard for me to
[2:54]watch I'm being honest about
[2:58]this it's not shame though
[3:03]it's it's just a hard truth to live with
[3:07]and so I wasn't sure if I was going to
[3:09]share them again but I am I do Embrace
[3:12]myself
[3:13]fully and I think it's important that
[3:17]you see my journey that you see all of
[3:19]it if you want to see it
[3:23]because who I am now didn't just happen
[3:26]all of those experience including losing
[3:28]my teeth are a part of it
[3:30]learning to listen to my body to take
[3:33]care of myself to love myself to embrace
[3:36]every part of
[3:38]myself that was a journey and there are
[3:40]500 videos showing it to you and I want
[3:43]to give it to you as a gift so chapter 7
[3:48]the expansion