Managing Core Muscle Injury and Financial Deferral

Morning transmission from RV location near ocean. Speaker is dealing with severe core muscle injury requiring bed rest and has just returned from grocery shopping in pajamas. Waiting for work approval from boss while managing RV payment deferrals.

Energetic Signature

grounded resilience

Field State

stabilization under pressure

Orientation

toward embodied care infrastructure

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December 4, 2024

3:06

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]it's 8:00 in the morning here I just

[0:02]headed into town to go to the grocery

[0:03]store in my pajamas like literally in my

[0:06]pajamas because my core muscles are so

[0:09]sore they can't handle any constriction

[0:10]at all that was a little bit

[0:12]embarrassing by might you know what

[0:14]you're doing you know what's more

[0:15]embarrassing though that I had to use

[0:16]chain to buy everything but I needed

[0:18]some hamburger meat cuz I need protein

[0:20]cuz I'm doing everything I can to

[0:22]support my body cuz I care about

[0:24]it that

[0:24]much and while I was there it's

[0:26]Wednesday so I called the RV place and

[0:28]they did the deferral so I actually have

[0:31]a payment due in like two or 3 days but

[0:33]they deferred the two months that I

[0:35]haven't paid so far and this next

[0:37]payment it'll be late by a couple weeks

[0:39]but it won't be 30 days late so I'll get

[0:42]it I'll get it caught up so I think

[0:43]we're good there

[0:45]too oh man so I'm just stuck in bed

[0:48]there's nothing else I can really do

[0:50]it's like I'm just going to be playing

[0:51]video games and working I'm just waiting

[0:53]on my boss he's just waiting for him to

[0:55]give the green light like I I'm ready to

[0:58]go I just I have to wait on him

[1:00]so everything's going to work out I you

[1:03]know there's something I never told you

[1:04]guys but I

[1:06]actually have always had faith that the

[1:09]universe will meet me halfway in

[1:11]everything and it's not a spiritual

[1:13]thing like I used to think of it that

[1:15]way but then in my 30s when I just kind

[1:18]of shed all of those

[1:21]beliefs it kind of you guys have seen

[1:24]how I work so like something big happens

[1:26]and it just kind of ripples throughout

[1:28]my entire system like that guy gu waking

[1:30]up my heart the way it just ripples

[1:31]through my whole system and changes me

[1:34]it was the same way when I shed those

[1:36]religious and spiritual beliefs but I

[1:38]noticed over time that I still had

[1:43]these it's hard to explain it this

[1:45]intuitive belief that I couldn't

[1:48]rationalize and one of them was I always

[1:50]expect the universe to meet me halfway I

[1:52]just expect that and that's why I don't

[1:55]panic and I actually think that there's

[1:56]a basis for it because I have been

[1:59]thinking thinking about this stuff and

[2:01]some new thoughts

[2:04]have um been having some new thoughts

[2:07]about some things but I'm not ready to

[2:09]talk about them yet

[2:14]because I'm just not ready to talk about

[2:17]it I'm going to leave it at that but

[2:19]yeah so you know I just I have trust

[2:23]that everything's going to work out

[2:24]that's just how I am

[2:28]so yeah I don't have any anything else

[2:30]to say I'm just heading back to the to

[2:33]my RV I'm not even going to go see the

[2:35]ocean or anything I'm just going to get

[2:36]back in bed and rest

[2:39]because did learn a lot about core

[2:41]muscles man those things control all

[2:43]kinds of stuff autonomic functions like

[2:46]they help with breathing and digestion

[2:48]and like all this stuff like they're

[2:50]they're as important as your brain and

[2:52]heart like I would never would have

[2:54]known that so I'm just going to take as

[2:57]well care of them as I can

[3:01]I'll be back out here exploring soon

[3:03]enough can't wait for that

Summary

rswfire reports severe core muscle soreness requiring him to wear pajamas to the grocery store due to inability to handle any constriction. He purchased hamburger meat for protein to support his recovery, paying with change. He successfully arranged a payment deferral with the RV financing company for two months of missed payments, with the next payment due in 2-3 days but will be a couple weeks late without reaching 30 days delinquent. He plans to remain in bed resting, playing video games and waiting for his boss to give work approval. He discusses an intuitive belief that the universe meets him halfway, which persisted after shedding religious beliefs in his 30s. He shares new insights about core muscles controlling autonomic functions like breathing and digestion, comparing their importance to brain and heart. He plans to focus on recovery rather than exploring the ocean.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates the field's capacity to maintain coherent trust architecture while navigating acute physical and financial pressure. The signal maps a stable ontological foundation ('universe meets me halfway') that persists through material constraint, revealing how embodied sovereignty operates through care rather than control.

Dominant Language

meet me halfwayripples throughout my entire systemI just expect thatnot ready to talk aboutcore musclesautonomic functions

Symbolic Elements

halfwayripplecorebedocean

Ontological States

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embodied
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trusting
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coherent
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sovereign

Subsystems

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somatic
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infrastructural
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cognitive
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ethical

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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