Facing RV Loss While Driving Oregon Coast

Early morning drive along Oregon coast from Gold Beach to Whales Head Beach. Sun rising, cold conditions with possible ice on ground. Speaker in RV with Jeep, heading to location with cell service to make important financial calls.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

contingency testing

Orientation

toward adaptive sovereignty

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November 29, 2024

13:41

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00][Music]

[0:13][Music]

[0:21]take me on the

[0:27]way don't need to

[0:30]fire throw me in the

[0:33][Music]

[0:36]flame

[0:38]so we got to go that way I haven't been

[0:41]down there yet Rogue River North

[0:44]Jetty that's a hand on the button

[0:57]now welcome to Gold be

[1:00]put your hand on the button

[1:06]now I'd rather

[1:08]die I'd rather

[1:11]die than to be with

[1:17][Music]

[1:23]you we're just passing through we got

[1:25]things to talk about places to be

[1:30]just passing through this morning love

[1:33]this bridge I just got a thing for

[1:35]Bridges I

[1:42]think love this town love this Coast

[1:46]love

[1:56]everything on the [ __ ] now

[2:03][Music]

[2:11]went to that grocery store to get

[2:13]supplies just before hiking Humbug

[2:14]Mountain the first

[2:17]time memories

[2:20]everywhere I'd rather

[2:22]die than to be with you

[2:28][Music]

[2:32]on that gas station is the easiest for

[2:34]my

[2:37]RV got Mexican food there with that man

[2:40]I had a short romance with there's a

[2:43]boat over here somewhere oh wait no

[2:44]that's a different

[2:46]town different

[2:48][Music]

[2:57]town There's the diesel pump over there

[3:00]making it easy you can get propane there

[3:03]too really

[3:05]easily got a lot of places like that

[3:08]we're going to Brookings close to it

[3:11][Music]

[3:13]anyways leaving gold

[3:15][Music]

[3:22]be sun's coming up to greet us

[3:33][Music]

[3:36]show me

[3:40][Music]

[3:42]love the

[3:47]Buton you got people out on the beach it

[3:49]looks

[3:50]like show

[3:56]me got your hands on the Buton and

[4:01][Music]

[4:04]now God I [ __ ] love this

[4:07]CL so I was waiting for the light to

[4:09]come up before I started talking but I

[4:11]guess this is good

[4:12]enough so let me just turn this down a

[4:15]little bit

[4:17]though time for a serious

[4:21]conversation sun's coming up sorry it's

[4:23]not better lighting but let me get this

[4:25]off my chest so I might be losing my RV

[4:31]um I'm I'm going to Wales Beach whales

[4:35]head beach today cuz there's good sell

[4:37]service there it's a place that I

[4:40]love

[4:41]and I need to make some calls I'm going

[4:45]to call the my RV loan company find

[4:49]out if I can make things good with them

[4:51]or not I'm two payments

[4:53]behind so um you I'm starting work again

[4:58]so I'll have the money to start paying

[5:00]them but I really need them to push

[5:01]those payments to the end of my loan if

[5:03]they can if they're

[5:05]willing but if they're not

[5:08]then I have to Pivot I have to let my RV

[5:12]go because I'm not going to fight with

[5:13]them I'm going to tell them this is what

[5:14]I need this is what I want either you do

[5:16]this or or I do something else I've

[5:19]already got contingency plans

[5:22]so here's the deal I don't actually love

[5:24]my RV and my channel is never an RV Life

[5:27]channel I've been saying that since the

[5:28]first week I think

[5:30]and it's because my life was never about

[5:32]that RV my life is about Freedom about

[5:35]movement about just being a NAD and now

[5:38]it's about being on this [ __ ] coast

[5:40]and there's nothing I love more than

[5:41]this Jeep right here and I I prioritize

[5:43]that my Jeep is fine I've got my Jeep

[5:46]that's what matters to me everything

[5:48]else are just

[5:49]details so let's say I lose my RV I

[5:54]started thinking well I've got options I

[5:56]guess I I could stay in cabins on the

[5:58]state parks cuz a lot of them have them

[6:01]that might be expensive I need to look

[6:03]up with pricing for that I have no

[6:05]idea um that's something I would want to

[6:08]do long term but it would be a way of

[6:10]just Bridging the Gap for me uh but

[6:14]ultimately what I think I would do is I

[6:16]just buy a trailer for this Jee just a

[6:18]simple [ __ ] box trailer that stores

[6:21]my [ __ ] and that's it because I can make

[6:24]anything else work I have chosen

[6:25]homelesses in my life I have lived every

[6:29]kind lifestyle you can

[6:31]imagine and I love it here so

[6:35]much that I will be happy doing that

[6:37]here so I'm not worried I'm not stressed

[6:41]out I'm

[6:43]not they can't pressure me on the phone

[6:46]there's they've got no emotional ammo to

[6:48]use against me

[6:50]none I mean that [ __ ] RV is a piece

[6:52]of [ __ ] the slide doesn't work it's

[6:54]taped up with waterproof Gorilla Tape

[6:57]you know like it's just a [ __ ]

[6:58]disaster I I hate that [ __ ] thing to

[7:00]be honest with you but it does have

[7:02]conveniences that I wouldn't want to

[7:04]live without if I don't have to so I'll

[7:08]try to work it out with them but if I

[7:09]can I

[7:12]can't the transition I made from house

[7:15]life to this life is [ __ ] difficult

[7:18]and it took

[7:19]time but I did it and now I'm

[7:22]reintegrating work into my life read

[7:25]hooking up with these systems that are

[7:27]so [ __ ] fragmented that are just

[7:29]killing all of us but I'm doing it on my

[7:33][Music]

[7:37]terms so yeah there it is just SP time

[7:42]beautiful

[7:46][Music]

[7:57][Music]

[8:03]I don't often get to see the ocean at

[8:05]this time of day like you know driving

[8:07]down the highway usually I'm somewhere

[8:10]like maybe I'm at cap bonco and I'm

[8:12]looking at the ocean but this is

[8:14]different especially down here in the

[8:16]South absolutely love it down here

[8:33]got people dry docking all along the

[8:35]coast good for them whatever kind of

[8:37]vehicle they

[8:39]got just make the best goddamn life you

[8:42]can and [ __ ]

[8:44]society and what their opinion is of it

[8:46]it does not [ __ ] matter do what makes

[8:50]you [ __ ] happy and don't [ __ ]

[8:52]apologize for it just [ __ ] do it

[9:00]I'm dumb ass man wasi comment on my my

[9:02]YouTube call me a hobo [ __ ] you

[9:05][ __ ] you're just so wrapped up

[9:07]in your [ __ ] systems that you don't

[9:09]see how [ __ ] just trash you are like

[9:13]you're just a [ __ ] piece of trash as

[9:15]far as I'm concerned look at this guy

[9:18]over

[9:19]here oh what was he doing I couldn't

[9:21]really tell it looked interesting though

[9:24]anyways it's like you get so wrapped up

[9:27]in these systems and you judge everybody

[9:29]body else for the way they live their

[9:30]life it's so [ __ ] stupid like why the

[9:34][ __ ] do you even care you know like it's

[9:35]just [ __ ] stupid and childish such

[9:39]fourth grade [ __ ] mentality cuz I'm

[9:40]pretty sure that I learned the word hobo

[9:42]in fourth grade so yeah don't apologize

[9:46]for it you have nothing to apologize for

[9:49]if it makes you happy [ __ ] do it [ __ ]

[9:52]anybody who doesn't see

[9:56]that so yeah let's go deal with this

[9:59]home pistol Beach on pistol river right

[10:02]here's where I saw the

[10:04]seals this is where I was dry docking

[10:06]the other day but I didn't get to go

[10:07]down there I really want to see those

[10:09]seals again that that was such a cool

[10:11][ __ ] experience I didn't realize we

[10:13]were so close to it I have just kept the

[10:16]camera going y see here's F the river

[10:19]yeah bet you there's some seals down

[10:22]there

[10:23]playing this is whales Head Beach I love

[10:27]this place cuz you need a four-wheel

[10:29]drive vehicle to get down

[10:31]here so let's go do

[10:34][Music]

[10:38]this try to hold the

[10:45]camera I saw this and said I got to go

[10:48]down there I've been here so many times

[10:54]now looks pretty good actually

[10:59]how often they like repave it or

[11:02]whatever I mean obviously it's got these

[11:05]deep grooves and stuff but it don't seem

[11:07]as bad as I've seen

[11:11]it you got to love this Jeep cuz this

[11:14]Jeep can go anywhere as far as I'm

[11:16]concerned I just even got mud tires on

[11:20]it I skar it out though when I left the

[11:24]campground today I don't know if there

[11:25]was ice on the ground or what it was

[11:27]cold but it was interesting like I

[11:29]wasn't in any danger or anything but it

[11:31]did make me think wow okay um just be

[11:35]conscious of that in the

[11:38]mornings there's Welles have Beach over

[11:41]there I'm not going to say it's anything

[11:43]special as far as beaches

[11:45]go but it's still nice to be down here

[11:48]as far as I'm

[11:50]concerned especially cuz you know you

[11:53]need the right vehicle to get down

[11:56]here we're just going to take it right

[11:58]here I think

[12:03]absolutely love this

[12:07]place at the same time you know what

[12:10]this fun playing with waves here it's

[12:12]not a bad Beach I you can't see a lot of

[12:14]it yet

[12:20]so it's a good

[12:24]spot you're looking for a place to get

[12:26]on the beach

[12:28]where might be a little bit of a

[12:31]different vibe you want to come

[12:34]here people come down here though even

[12:36]in their cars they risk

[12:40]it the one woman I

[12:45]met she comes

[12:47]here I don't know what kind of vehicle

[12:49]she has

[12:53]though all

[12:56]right we are here

[13:07]kind of hoping she shows up today just

[13:10]want to talk to her and see how she's

[13:11]doing um I've been kind of vague about

[13:14]it all but it she just made an

[13:17]impression and maybe one day I'll talk

[13:19]about it but she just made an impression

[13:22]so I'm going to end it here I'm going to

[13:24]just upload this stuff I'm going to make

[13:25]my calls and we'll find out we'll find

[13:29]out what my future looks like my next

[13:31]video I'll let you know like do I still

[13:34]have an RV or no and if I don't how I'm

[13:38]going to navigate there it's going to be

[13:40]okay though

Summary

rswfire drives through Gold Beach, Oregon at sunrise while playing music, reflecting on memories of the area including hiking Humbug Mountain and a brief romance. He announces he may lose his RV due to being two payments behind on his loan. He plans to call the loan company from Whales Head Beach to negotiate pushing payments to the end of his loan term. If unsuccessful, he has contingency plans including staying in state park cabins or buying a simple trailer for his Jeep. He emphasizes his life was never about the RV but about freedom and movement, particularly loving the Oregon coast. He criticizes societal judgment of alternative lifestyles after receiving negative YouTube comments. The transmission ends at Whales Head Beach where he hopes to encounter a woman who previously made an impression on him.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates sovereign contingency planning under system pressure, using potential RV loss as a test case for non-attachment to infrastructure. The field maintains coherent identity while modeling adaptive resilience—showing how tools can be released without compromising core sovereignty or coastal embedding.

Dominant Language

pivotcontingency planson my termsno emotional ammochosen homelessnessfuck societymake the best goddamn life

Symbolic Elements

coastbridgethresholdvehicleflamebutton

Ontological States

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sovereign
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embedded
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transitional
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coherent

Subsystems

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cognitive
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infrastructural
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somatic
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ethical

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

13:41

Bitrate

2995 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028