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[0:21]take me on the
[0:27]way don't need to
[0:30]fire throw me in the
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[0:36]flame
[0:38]so we got to go that way I haven't been
[0:41]down there yet Rogue River North
[0:44]Jetty that's a hand on the button
[0:57]now welcome to Gold be
[1:00]put your hand on the button
[1:06]now I'd rather
[1:08]die I'd rather
[1:11]die than to be with
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[1:23]you we're just passing through we got
[1:25]things to talk about places to be
[1:30]just passing through this morning love
[1:33]this bridge I just got a thing for
[1:35]Bridges I
[1:42]think love this town love this Coast
[1:46]love
[1:56]everything on the [ __ ] now
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[2:11]went to that grocery store to get
[2:13]supplies just before hiking Humbug
[2:14]Mountain the first
[2:17]time memories
[2:20]everywhere I'd rather
[2:22]die than to be with you
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[2:32]on that gas station is the easiest for
[2:34]my
[2:37]RV got Mexican food there with that man
[2:40]I had a short romance with there's a
[2:43]boat over here somewhere oh wait no
[2:44]that's a different
[2:46]town different
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[2:57]town There's the diesel pump over there
[3:00]making it easy you can get propane there
[3:03]too really
[3:05]easily got a lot of places like that
[3:08]we're going to Brookings close to it
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[3:13]anyways leaving gold
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[3:22]be sun's coming up to greet us
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[3:36]show me
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[3:42]love the
[3:47]Buton you got people out on the beach it
[3:49]looks
[3:50]like show
[3:56]me got your hands on the Buton and
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[4:04]now God I [ __ ] love this
[4:07]CL so I was waiting for the light to
[4:09]come up before I started talking but I
[4:11]guess this is good
[4:12]enough so let me just turn this down a
[4:15]little bit
[4:17]though time for a serious
[4:21]conversation sun's coming up sorry it's
[4:23]not better lighting but let me get this
[4:25]off my chest so I might be losing my RV
[4:31]um I'm I'm going to Wales Beach whales
[4:35]head beach today cuz there's good sell
[4:37]service there it's a place that I
[4:40]love
[4:41]and I need to make some calls I'm going
[4:45]to call the my RV loan company find
[4:49]out if I can make things good with them
[4:51]or not I'm two payments
[4:53]behind so um you I'm starting work again
[4:58]so I'll have the money to start paying
[5:00]them but I really need them to push
[5:01]those payments to the end of my loan if
[5:03]they can if they're
[5:05]willing but if they're not
[5:08]then I have to Pivot I have to let my RV
[5:12]go because I'm not going to fight with
[5:13]them I'm going to tell them this is what
[5:14]I need this is what I want either you do
[5:16]this or or I do something else I've
[5:19]already got contingency plans
[5:22]so here's the deal I don't actually love
[5:24]my RV and my channel is never an RV Life
[5:27]channel I've been saying that since the
[5:28]first week I think
[5:30]and it's because my life was never about
[5:32]that RV my life is about Freedom about
[5:35]movement about just being a NAD and now
[5:38]it's about being on this [ __ ] coast
[5:40]and there's nothing I love more than
[5:41]this Jeep right here and I I prioritize
[5:43]that my Jeep is fine I've got my Jeep
[5:46]that's what matters to me everything
[5:48]else are just
[5:49]details so let's say I lose my RV I
[5:54]started thinking well I've got options I
[5:56]guess I I could stay in cabins on the
[5:58]state parks cuz a lot of them have them
[6:01]that might be expensive I need to look
[6:03]up with pricing for that I have no
[6:05]idea um that's something I would want to
[6:08]do long term but it would be a way of
[6:10]just Bridging the Gap for me uh but
[6:14]ultimately what I think I would do is I
[6:16]just buy a trailer for this Jee just a
[6:18]simple [ __ ] box trailer that stores
[6:21]my [ __ ] and that's it because I can make
[6:24]anything else work I have chosen
[6:25]homelesses in my life I have lived every
[6:29]kind lifestyle you can
[6:31]imagine and I love it here so
[6:35]much that I will be happy doing that
[6:37]here so I'm not worried I'm not stressed
[6:41]out I'm
[6:43]not they can't pressure me on the phone
[6:46]there's they've got no emotional ammo to
[6:48]use against me
[6:50]none I mean that [ __ ] RV is a piece
[6:52]of [ __ ] the slide doesn't work it's
[6:54]taped up with waterproof Gorilla Tape
[6:57]you know like it's just a [ __ ]
[6:58]disaster I I hate that [ __ ] thing to
[7:00]be honest with you but it does have
[7:02]conveniences that I wouldn't want to
[7:04]live without if I don't have to so I'll
[7:08]try to work it out with them but if I
[7:09]can I
[7:12]can't the transition I made from house
[7:15]life to this life is [ __ ] difficult
[7:18]and it took
[7:19]time but I did it and now I'm
[7:22]reintegrating work into my life read
[7:25]hooking up with these systems that are
[7:27]so [ __ ] fragmented that are just
[7:29]killing all of us but I'm doing it on my
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[7:37]terms so yeah there it is just SP time
[7:42]beautiful
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[8:03]I don't often get to see the ocean at
[8:05]this time of day like you know driving
[8:07]down the highway usually I'm somewhere
[8:10]like maybe I'm at cap bonco and I'm
[8:12]looking at the ocean but this is
[8:14]different especially down here in the
[8:16]South absolutely love it down here
[8:33]got people dry docking all along the
[8:35]coast good for them whatever kind of
[8:37]vehicle they
[8:39]got just make the best goddamn life you
[8:42]can and [ __ ]
[8:44]society and what their opinion is of it
[8:46]it does not [ __ ] matter do what makes
[8:50]you [ __ ] happy and don't [ __ ]
[8:52]apologize for it just [ __ ] do it
[9:00]I'm dumb ass man wasi comment on my my
[9:02]YouTube call me a hobo [ __ ] you
[9:05][ __ ] you're just so wrapped up
[9:07]in your [ __ ] systems that you don't
[9:09]see how [ __ ] just trash you are like
[9:13]you're just a [ __ ] piece of trash as
[9:15]far as I'm concerned look at this guy
[9:18]over
[9:19]here oh what was he doing I couldn't
[9:21]really tell it looked interesting though
[9:24]anyways it's like you get so wrapped up
[9:27]in these systems and you judge everybody
[9:29]body else for the way they live their
[9:30]life it's so [ __ ] stupid like why the
[9:34][ __ ] do you even care you know like it's
[9:35]just [ __ ] stupid and childish such
[9:39]fourth grade [ __ ] mentality cuz I'm
[9:40]pretty sure that I learned the word hobo
[9:42]in fourth grade so yeah don't apologize
[9:46]for it you have nothing to apologize for
[9:49]if it makes you happy [ __ ] do it [ __ ]
[9:52]anybody who doesn't see
[9:56]that so yeah let's go deal with this
[9:59]home pistol Beach on pistol river right
[10:02]here's where I saw the
[10:04]seals this is where I was dry docking
[10:06]the other day but I didn't get to go
[10:07]down there I really want to see those
[10:09]seals again that that was such a cool
[10:11][ __ ] experience I didn't realize we
[10:13]were so close to it I have just kept the
[10:16]camera going y see here's F the river
[10:19]yeah bet you there's some seals down
[10:22]there
[10:23]playing this is whales Head Beach I love
[10:27]this place cuz you need a four-wheel
[10:29]drive vehicle to get down
[10:31]here so let's go do
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[10:38]this try to hold the
[10:45]camera I saw this and said I got to go
[10:48]down there I've been here so many times
[10:54]now looks pretty good actually
[10:59]how often they like repave it or
[11:02]whatever I mean obviously it's got these
[11:05]deep grooves and stuff but it don't seem
[11:07]as bad as I've seen
[11:11]it you got to love this Jeep cuz this
[11:14]Jeep can go anywhere as far as I'm
[11:16]concerned I just even got mud tires on
[11:20]it I skar it out though when I left the
[11:24]campground today I don't know if there
[11:25]was ice on the ground or what it was
[11:27]cold but it was interesting like I
[11:29]wasn't in any danger or anything but it
[11:31]did make me think wow okay um just be
[11:35]conscious of that in the
[11:38]mornings there's Welles have Beach over
[11:41]there I'm not going to say it's anything
[11:43]special as far as beaches
[11:45]go but it's still nice to be down here
[11:48]as far as I'm
[11:50]concerned especially cuz you know you
[11:53]need the right vehicle to get down
[11:56]here we're just going to take it right
[11:58]here I think
[12:03]absolutely love this
[12:07]place at the same time you know what
[12:10]this fun playing with waves here it's
[12:12]not a bad Beach I you can't see a lot of
[12:14]it yet
[12:20]so it's a good
[12:24]spot you're looking for a place to get
[12:26]on the beach
[12:28]where might be a little bit of a
[12:31]different vibe you want to come
[12:34]here people come down here though even
[12:36]in their cars they risk
[12:40]it the one woman I
[12:45]met she comes
[12:47]here I don't know what kind of vehicle
[12:49]she has
[12:53]though all
[12:56]right we are here
[13:07]kind of hoping she shows up today just
[13:10]want to talk to her and see how she's
[13:11]doing um I've been kind of vague about
[13:14]it all but it she just made an
[13:17]impression and maybe one day I'll talk
[13:19]about it but she just made an impression
[13:22]so I'm going to end it here I'm going to
[13:24]just upload this stuff I'm going to make
[13:25]my calls and we'll find out we'll find
[13:29]out what my future looks like my next
[13:31]video I'll let you know like do I still
[13:34]have an RV or no and if I don't how I'm
[13:38]going to navigate there it's going to be
[13:40]okay though