Final Day at Ocean Location Before Departure

Final morning at ocean location after two-week stay. Wet weather conditions. Speaker preparing to depart the next day with no clear destination and minimal funds.

Energetic Signature

playful resilience

Field State

threshold crossing

Orientation

toward coastal sovereignty

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November 24, 2024

8:21

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]good morning humans my camera came on

[0:03]all

[0:04]by that Bailey back there we're just

[0:07]chilling I don't have much to share with

[0:09]you today but I just love being on this

[0:11]camera I do I think I'm amazing I like

[0:15]seeing myself on

[0:18]camera oh deal with it I don't care

[0:21]about your

[0:23]judgments oh man so it's my last day

[0:26]here kind of sad

[0:30]my

[0:31]music I really like it here I think this

[0:35]place

[0:37]amazing okay I had to just shave cuz

[0:39]there was some hair coming out my little

[0:41]mole I couldn't have that not ashamed

[0:44]I'll keep my original intro but man that

[0:47]had to be shaved

[0:49]off um I

[0:52]use one of those hair clipping shaver

[0:55]things there's no attachments on it to

[0:58]shave so it's not a perfect solution

[1:00]you don't work so great so got to figure

[1:03]something out there you know this is

[1:05]just how you live out here hi buddy hi I

[1:08]got to give him his Fleet treatment I

[1:10]keep forgetting and he's out here I

[1:13]really need to deal with that

[1:15]so I'm not letting you out wait I could

[1:19]I probably I mean I do like have he's

[1:22]got a collar on I have a leash it's very

[1:26]wet out here though not a good idea

[1:27]buddy not today

[1:31]he's a good

[1:32]cat a lot to live with I even for a

[1:36]while there was like you know what I'm

[1:39]shipping this thing back to my mom I'm

[1:40]going to get it on an airplane somehow

[1:43]like this just has to happen but I don't

[1:46]know maybe it doesn't I do like having

[1:49]my cat with me I'm going to go shower in

[1:52]a minute cuz I didn't do that yesterday

[1:54]I I'm still wearing the same shirt

[1:56]whatever I just had one of those chill

[1:58]weekends I guess you know I I do love

[2:01]showers like so yeah I need to get down

[2:05]there I'm going to do that this morning

[2:08]anyway so what I was talking about

[2:11]um I loved it here all two weeks of

[2:14]being here was so

[2:15]wonderful oh I had so much

[2:18]fun in all kinds of ways you know I mean

[2:21]like I met that man that was fun up

[2:23]until it

[2:24]wasn't know just being on the ocean and

[2:26]at the cape and during the storms

[2:29]several storms we had so much fun here

[2:31]didn't we this place is

[2:34]amazing now I don't know what to do cuz

[2:36]like this was going to be my main base

[2:39]camp I was going to come back

[2:41]here but I just don't trust that man

[2:44]like my I just it's not about my

[2:48]personal safety cuz trust me I could

[2:50]take care of myself

[2:54]but oh man how to navigate that I just

[2:57] don't know you know like if he

[2:59]did something I'd obviously go straight

[3:01]to the

[3:02]police and there'd be a pretty clear

[3:05]through line of how this stuff happened

[3:07]right

[3:08]but I have cameras I'll get my camera

[3:11]set back up that's what I'll do okay

[3:13]there's always a solution what am I

[3:15]thinking okay I'll put my cameras back

[3:17]up of

[3:19]course um I don't know where I'll be

[3:22]tomorrow I have no money I have like

[3:25]less than a dollar in my bank accounts

[3:28]literally um so I'll end up on the side

[3:30]of a road my music's not

[3:32]on there we go um somewh on the 101 I'm

[3:36]okay with this though because actually

[3:38]this is the life I want like I this

[3:41]ocean like I can't even begin to tell

[3:43]you guys that Highway this ocean these

[3:46]cities these places like all of it just

[3:49]feels

[3:52]like there are no words like that's the

[3:55]life I want I want to be boondocking

[3:57]along the 101 all up and down this Coast

[4:00]but I have so much to learn before doing

[4:02]that and I'm just not totally prepared

[4:04]like my house batteries I know they're

[4:05]they're crap right so um that one

[4:09]component in the back car messed up

[4:10]leaving these lights

[4:12]on and those are going to need power or

[4:15]they're going to drain my house

[4:16]batteries if I'm not hooked up to power

[4:18]somewhere oh

[4:19]man but I have an inverter now I haven't

[4:22]used it yet haven't set it up I do have

[4:24]one though um I'll just navigate

[4:27]whatever comes that's what I'll do

[4:28]that's what I always do

[4:30]I'm getting back into work though um

[4:33]with you know the same person I worked

[4:34]with for 10 years this man's amazing and

[4:38]you know I had moments of Doubt but that

[4:39]was just me deep down I knew that's why

[4:44]I was able to trust it soone you know

[4:45]like

[4:47]just um didn't Panic cuz I drew trust I

[4:51]wonder if the wind if you can hear the

[4:52]wind cuz I could see the tree just

[4:53]swinging

[4:55]around um yeah

[5:00]maybe I'll leave it there for now I

[5:02]don't really I really don't have much to

[5:03]talk about so I'm doing it again I'm

[5:06]taking my videos and transcribing them

[5:08]and sharing them with

[5:10]AI uh it's just fun it gives us a place

[5:12]to start chatting and it said something

[5:14]to me that made me think okay I better

[5:15]clarify so this is how I look at this

[5:18]situation I have no money none I am owed

[5:21]money by my clients um I don't like

[5:25]wording it that way but you know that's

[5:28]that's the reality I guess and I just

[5:31]said I guess see we just talked about

[5:32]this yesterday I'm not I'm not hedging

[5:35]I'm not I'm not doing that anymore so I

[5:38]don't guess I know this I'm owed money

[5:40]okay but he might not have it in time so

[5:43]that means I end up on a road okay and

[5:47]the way I look at that is okay it's um

[5:50]this is life this is reality this is

[5:52]where I live right now this is the

[5:53]situation and let's make the best of it

[5:56]let's let's lean into that so if I end

[5:58]up there it just means that um I get to

[6:02]practice boondocking on the 101 which is

[6:04]the life I want the reason why I can't

[6:07]just jump right into that one prefer not

[6:09]to is because it is a lot to navigate I

[6:11]feel like I'm still learning so um you

[6:15]know there's a whole community of people

[6:16]who do that I know none of them I know

[6:18]none of the the unspoken rules um the

[6:21]places the you know all of it like I

[6:23]have so much to learn about that that's

[6:26]but this is how I learn right you guys

[6:28]watch me do that forever so

[6:30]um life throws me something at me and I

[6:32]just I just roll with it and I learned

[6:34]from that so if that's what happens

[6:37]that's what happens um but ultimately

[6:39]yes that is the life I want I don't want

[6:42]to be on campgrounds all the time except

[6:43]I haven't figured out the whole shower

[6:45]thing yet you know like I I mean yes

[6:48]it's been a couple days since I showered

[6:50]I already said this but that's not the

[6:51]norm I do go down there but it's just a

[6:54]it's a it's a it's a

[6:57]whole oh man where's my brain going I

[7:00]had these words I had

[7:02]them it's a production it is a

[7:05]production to go down there also they

[7:08]have shared showers and I hate that

[7:10]straight men think that gay men like

[7:11]that we hate it I take a

[7:13]pocket knife with me to the shower

[7:14]because of you people okay this is a

[7:17]fact so um you there's

[7:21]that um I'm trying to be chill cuz like

[7:25]I'm still let my core muscles healed but

[7:26]I'm going to end up over there you know

[7:29]looking at at the ocean cuz I always do

[7:31]I get this feel feels chaotic to you but

[7:33]in my world not chaotic at all total

[7:36]resident total

[7:39]Lake oh I should slow down

[7:44]night I'm just in a mood this morning

[7:46]I'm playful I'm feeling playful I I need

[7:49]I got playful energy and I need someone

[7:51]around to play with me I woke up this

[7:53]morning I was like you know what I need

[7:54]I need a man in his

[7:56]mid-30s maybe young 40s something like

[7:58]that right around my age pretty much

[8:00]right I'm 47 so um that's the energy I

[8:05]need I got a lesson for

[8:08]you I'm a bit nervous about tomorrow

[8:12]still going to do it going to lean into

[8:14]it what are you nervous

[8:17]about can you lean into it also

Summary

rswfire records his final morning at an ocean location after a two-week stay, expressing appreciation for the place and reluctance to leave. He discusses practical concerns including **needing to shower**, **grooming maintenance** (shaving hair from a mole), and **caring for his cat Bailey** who needs flea treatment.

He reflects on meeting someone who became problematic, creating uncertainty about returning to this location as a base camp. Despite having **less than a dollar in bank accounts**, he maintains a positive outlook about potentially **boondocking along Highway 101**, viewing financial constraints as an opportunity to practice the lifestyle he wants.

rswfire mentions **resuming work with a long-term client** and discusses **RV technical issues** including problematic house batteries and interior lights that drain power. He references his practice of **transcribing videos and sharing with AI** for conversation, and expresses playful energy while acknowledging nervousness about tomorrow's departure.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission holds a liminal architecture between institutional dependency and sovereign mobility, using playful energy to metabolize uncertainty into navigational capacity. The field is practicing coherent presence while facing material constraint, demonstrating how sovereignty operates through adaptive response rather than control.

Dominant Language

lean intonavigateboondockingproductionplayful energytotal residentI know this

Symbolic Elements

oceanthresholdedgeroadstorm

Ontological States

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transitional
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sovereign
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adaptive
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coherent

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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somatic
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emotional
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

8:21

Bitrate

3665 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028