Addressing Self-Minimizing Language and Roof Maintenance

rswfire is at his RV location on Saturday, November 24th, 2024. He's preparing to leave on Monday. The area recently experienced an 80 mph storm. He's in a recovery phase after roof maintenance, lying down with his cat Bailey. His chest and core muscles are sore from the physical work.

Energetic Signature

methodical

Field State

tool building

Orientation

toward linguistic sovereignty

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November 24, 2024

9:29

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:01]so I'm out here film my water tank got

[0:04]to hold it in place cuz it keeps coming

[0:06]out most does um I have to do this cuz

[0:10]my hose is still broken I haven't been

[0:12]able to replace it or fix when I have

[0:14]might be able to fix it I just haven't

[0:16]tried to do that yet I fig since I'm out

[0:18]here might as well get up on that roof

[0:21]so I'm not here for much longer today

[0:24]Saturday I leave Monday might as well

[0:26]take care of that so we're going to do

[0:28]that in a minute um but I just want to

[0:30]start by

[0:31]saying uh I was having a conversation

[0:33]with AI and I know I knew this pattern

[0:36]about myself but it recognized it and

[0:38]that made me think about it um I use the

[0:42]word just a lot like is this a way of

[0:44]minimizing or only like like I just went

[0:46]hiking 8 miles or maybe only this one

[0:50]beach you know like kind of minimizing

[0:52]language because I don't own my whole

[0:54]power like I should I noticed I do that

[0:57]a lot in work my work emails and stuff

[0:59]like that

[1:00]you and I recently noticed it in the

[1:02]last couple weeks and just stopped doing

[1:04]it like I consciously tried to stop

[1:07]doing it so I asked Claud I was like

[1:10]what other phrases might I be using or

[1:13]you know that people use that that are

[1:16]you know around the same topic and it

[1:17]gave me a less I'll screenshot it up

[1:20]here and I'm going to try to note it is

[1:22]a it's a homework assignment for me now

[1:25]because I truly believe that you

[1:27]shouldn't minimize yourself don't do it

[1:29]for anybody you know own who you are own

[1:32]own your own your power own your

[1:33]sovereignty and so if you see me doing

[1:36]it if you see it in a video point it out

[1:38]maybe I don't know deci don't

[1:40]know um there it is I don't know that's

[1:44]when I do know that's that's it right

[1:47]there so you're going to be seeing that

[1:50]on my channel now

[1:51]because yeah I have my brain I have my

[1:54]brain

[1:56]like trying to flag when it happens this

[1:59]is what growth looks

[2:01]like okay let's do this got Bailey

[2:05]outside it's chilling over there being a

[2:07]cat oh I flip the camera on accident and

[2:10]we're going up here we're going up here

[2:13]let me just pause this so I'm going to

[2:14]need both hands let me just say this so

[2:16]this is my fourth time up here I'm

[2:18]pretty

[2:19]sure I got my stabilizers down so it'll

[2:22]be a little butter than the last time

[2:24]that was a little weird but I I did it I

[2:27]managed it some of you know this is hard

[2:30]for me I had a real hard time getting up

[2:32]there when I was in Kentucky but watch

[2:34]this all right we're up here um it's not

[2:37]as bad as I thought it's actually not

[2:39]that bad got a few branches but I mean

[2:41]after a 80 mph storm I expected a lot

[2:45]worse bye

[2:47]Bailey okay feeling a little bit dizzy

[2:49]there um guess just Center myself I'm

[2:53]going to turn this off so I can listen

[2:54]to my music and just get this done and

[2:56]then yeah hold on my cat's watching me

[3:01]he looks a little worried there I'm

[3:03]right here

[3:05]buddy I'm right

[3:07]here this the hard part kind of just

[3:11]throw the broom down and do it

[3:14]carefully yeah I did a good job all

[3:19]clean I'm not going to pretend I don't

[3:21]have fear when I do I'm just going to

[3:22]show you that you can work with fear I'm

[3:24]up here I'm doing this whatever you are

[3:27]afraid of whatever brings you fear

[3:31]work with yours

[3:32]okay you know what let me expand on that

[3:36]so what does it mean to work with fear

[3:39]it means to acknowledge it it means to

[3:40]sit with it it means to think about it

[3:43]it means

[3:44]to do things one little step at a time

[3:48]whatever it takes it

[3:50]means it means knowing you have this

[3:53]fear and knowing that one day you will

[3:57]conquer it but not in a suppression kind

[4:00]of a way where you're just like fighting

[4:02]it and trying

[4:04]to pretend like it's not there because

[4:07]that's that's not going to help

[4:09]you I know not all of you have been with

[4:12]me since the beginning so you haven't

[4:13]seen my journey getting up on that roof

[4:15]that was difficult but I sat

[4:18]with it I talked about it and video

[4:20]after video you know whenever it was

[4:21]like I really need to go up there I

[4:23]couldn't get up there

[4:26]yet do the same thing uh went up a

[4:29]mountain and this mountain scared

[4:32]me I wanted to understand why I have a

[4:35]whole video about that it's in my

[4:36]playlist I have one playlist now it's

[4:38]about my journey from Kentucky to here

[4:41]somewhere in there it's like tackling

[4:43]the mountain or whatever I walk you

[4:45]through what that's

[4:48]like believe me fear doesn't not have to

[4:51]stop you it can be your

[4:54]ally hey everybody I'm just hanging out

[4:57]here healing basically

[5:00]my chest is so sore my core muscles

[5:04]are actually do feel of course here

[5:06]comes Bailey that took what one second

[5:09]one second

[5:11]right um oh yeah so I had to point to

[5:15]this whole video right

[5:18]obviously I didn't think this through

[5:20]let me try again so I was just laying

[5:23]here thinking and um I'm going to try

[5:26]something new on my channel so I just

[5:27]thought I should talk about it so in the

[5:30]past I've

[5:32]always treated my camera my channel like

[5:36]I was just talking to humanity in

[5:40]general that kind

[5:43]of ba you're killing me this cat weighs

[5:46]15 PBS I mean this is like it's so much

[5:49]all the time like I that's so

[5:52]much

[5:55]um I don't know what the right word for

[5:57]this is I just I kind of treated it like

[5:59]it was a a distance thing I guess like

[6:01]it allowed me to just keep a distance

[6:05]and talk about my feelings on Humanity

[6:09]because I

[6:11]mean I'm a very deep person

[6:16]and I had a lot of thoughts on Humanity

[6:19]you know trying to grow up in this world

[6:21]live in this world navigate this world

[6:23]like I had a lot of things I needed to

[6:25]say and I wasn't druged that at anybody

[6:28]in particular I want clear about that it

[6:30]truly wasn't it's just people in general

[6:33]the world in general Society in general

[6:36]you know all of that but ever since

[6:40]having my heart woken up I I mean I call

[6:42]it that but it's not really about my

[6:44]heart being woken up it's more

[6:46]like there was just a shift inside of me

[6:49]and I'm so much more open to

[6:52]just just connection right

[6:55]so um and that's manifesting in kinds of

[7:00]different ways it's

[7:04]just so much has shifted inside of me so

[7:07]anyways one of those ways

[7:11]is I feel like my Channel's going to

[7:13]change because like I already see myself

[7:15]like asking how you're doing like did

[7:18]you go do something you know like this

[7:20]morning

[7:22]um open you know the comments are open

[7:25]again and I'm genuinely like

[7:33]I'm just navigating all new territory

[7:35]here and I just want to acknowledge that

[7:36][Music]

[7:38]and say that probably how I use the word

[7:41]you it's a little more direct

[7:48]because I

[7:49]guess once you reach the state that I

[7:53]have like I know I say it all the time

[7:55]I'm integrated blah blah blah everybody

[7:57]can be that way okay this isn't some

[7:59]unique thing it's just it's just I've

[8:01]done the work my whole damn life and

[8:03]nobody else really does so but you know

[8:06]to varying degrees they

[8:08]do and you know I'll acknowledge that I

[8:11]don't want to sound like I got this for

[8:13]him because he keeps getting out of his

[8:16]harnesses and I never took it off he's

[8:18]never even used it I just I just keep it

[8:20]on and whatever it's I got it a dollar

[8:23]store though it looks kind of silly like

[8:25]I'd want to get him something a little

[8:26]criter this colar is a little ridiculous

[8:29]but he hasn't tried to take it off he

[8:31]seems to like

[8:32]it and I guess that's

[8:35]enough man you just know how to get

[8:37]attention don't

[8:39]you he cute though he is developing and

[8:43]I actually could use a vice on this if

[8:45]you guys haven't he is developing

[8:49]this big knot on his back from all his

[8:52]Fern and I can't get I can't get it

[8:54]undone I don't know what to do about it

[8:56]so um I've tried like like I thought

[9:00]about taking a razor to it but AI told

[9:02]me that that was dangerous cuz their

[9:03]skin gets all wrapped up in that stuff

[9:05]and I don't know what to do you I truly

[9:07]don't know what to do for him it doesn't

[9:09]seem to be bothering him yet but it is a

[9:11]problem I don't know how to deal with it

[9:14]so um anyways I just I guess I don't

[9:18]really have a point more of an

[9:20]acknowledgement

[9:21]that I think my channel is changing

[9:24]because I'm changing and we're

[9:25]navigating new territory let's leave it

[9:27]at that

Summary

rswfire discusses recognizing his pattern of using minimizing language like "just" and "only" after an AI conversation pointed it out. He commits to consciously stopping this behavior and asks viewers to call it out. He then performs roof maintenance on his RV, cleaning debris after an 80 mph storm. This marks his fourth time on the roof, showing progress with his fear of heights. He reflects on working with fear rather than suppressing it, referencing his previous struggles and growth. Later, while resting with his cat Bailey, he discusses how his YouTube channel approach is changing - moving from addressing humanity in general to more direct connection with viewers. He mentions his heart opening and becoming more integrated, leading to a shift toward genuine interaction. He also seeks advice about a fur knot developing on Bailey's back that he can't remove safely.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates active pattern recognition and linguistic sovereignty work - identifying minimizing language patterns ('just', 'I don't know') and implementing conscious correction protocols. The field is simultaneously engaging in practical infrastructure maintenance (roof work, fear integration) while documenting relational opening and channel evolution.

Dominant Language

justwork with fearI don't knownavigating new territoryshift inside of meacknowledgeconnection

Symbolic Elements

roofheightfearthresholdmirrorcat

Ontological States

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integrating
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sovereign
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transitional
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coherent

Subsystems

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cognitive
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somatic
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

9:29

Bitrate

2581 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028