RV Controller Failure and Cape Walk

rswfire is stationed at his campsite on the Oregon coast in wet weather conditions. He is dealing with RV technical problems and processing recent interpersonal conflict. The lighthouse he visits has a broken motor that hasn't been repaired since April.

Energetic Signature

resolute anger

Field State

sovereignty consolidation

Orientation

toward boundary reinforcement

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November 21, 2024

7:16

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]so I'm annoyed with the RV industry

[0:03]again I got these external lights in the

[0:05]front of my my

[0:07]RV forgot what they called them but

[0:10]they're just

[0:11]like stupid pointless lights and they've

[0:13]been on all week and I didn't really

[0:15]like I kind of just like why are these

[0:18]sign I'll figure it out at some point

[0:19]and today I decided to look at that and

[0:23]it's connected to some kind of

[0:24]controller a brake controller um for

[0:26]brake lights and all these other lights

[0:30]and this controller they put

[0:32]outside where it can't get wet and I'm

[0:35]out here on the Oregon coast it's just

[0:37][ __ ] [ __ ]

[0:39]up that is exactly what I would expect

[0:42]from the RV industry from Forest River

[0:44]from all of them so now I have to deal

[0:47]with this I got to go find this

[0:49]controller it's out there somewhere it's

[0:50]a known issue others with my model have

[0:52]had this

[0:54]problem a $20 part it could just [ __ ] up

[0:58]everything God this pisses me off

[1:01]so these are the lights up here they

[1:03]just been on and I'm like why are these

[1:04]on I thought maybe they're part of the

[1:06]awning lights but I had turned those off

[1:08]and they stayed on and I didn't

[1:10]understand that here's my campsite you

[1:12]know water's a

[1:13]thing all I know

[1:16]is it's a little gray

[1:20]box somewhere back

[1:26]here so good luck finding it I guess and

[1:28]figuring out how to deal with

[1:31]this this is just so [ __ ] typical of

[1:34]the RV industry I [ __ ] hate

[1:36]them yeah I'm going to have to figure it

[1:38]out I'm just going to pan around yeah

[1:41]that looks real good doesn't

[1:43]it maybe just look at the video because

[1:46]it's really wet out here but I don't

[1:49]know somewhere around here maybe maybe

[1:51]it's um up in here or something on those

[1:54]wires not even cover cuz why bother

[1:56]right why

[1:58]bother [ __ ] hate ha these

[2:01]people they just do the dumbest

[2:05][ __ ] so I don't

[2:07]know we'll

[2:11]see so I think I saw the controller In

[2:15]that clip um cuz I saw those little

[2:18]boxes so but I don't know what to do

[2:20]with it like I don't know how you dry it

[2:23]out how you keep it dry once you do if I

[2:26]had to replace it I saw photos of that

[2:28]and that didn't look easy

[2:31]and so I'm frustrated I'm pissed off so

[2:35]we're going for a walk

[2:37]because I just need a moment I'm going

[2:40]to go check the cape

[2:41]out oh man I'm just processing so much

[2:45]not just this RV but the [ __ ] that

[2:47]happened to me this week I just want to

[2:49]get laid that's all I [ __ ]

[2:52]want for real mind the hot man get laid

[2:58]have a good day let's go check the cape

[3:00]out so something interesting um we've

[3:03]got mosquitoes here they showed up after

[3:05]the storm I asked AI about that I

[3:08]thought I I thought maybe the wind

[3:09]brought them in and they and it did from

[3:11]who knows when just somewhere else so we

[3:15]got mosquitoes here

[3:16]now I had a whole month without

[3:18]mosquitoes you know like that was

[3:21]wonderful now they're back but only a

[3:24]few right only in the fourth maybe maybe

[3:27]not out here God I love this place ocean

[3:32]can barely see it on my camera we're

[3:35]just going to walk over to the edge

[3:37]here look at my favorite thing well my

[3:41]second favorite thing my jeep's my

[3:42]favorite thing could you imagine if Jeep

[3:46]manufacturer if you know it's not plural

[3:48]it's singular the Jeep manufacturer if

[3:52]they they designed their Jeeps this

[3:54][ __ ] poorly I [ __ ] hate R the RV

[3:57]industry they're just such [ __ ]

[3:58][ __ ]

[4:00]so yeah let's go for you know what we're

[4:03]going to go see the the lighthouse avoid

[4:04]penetrating to B I just I need to just

[4:08]need to be out here although man I

[4:10]probably should have gotten it's a

[4:12]little cold out

[4:13]here oh well we deal we just

[4:17]deal so we're almost to the lighthouse

[4:20]and on my way here I got a text from uh

[4:23]the little Cape dweller just call him

[4:25]that I guess seeing that he's not

[4:28]thinking about me he went out had pizza

[4:30]and my music and he's not thinking about

[4:32]me that weird man on the

[4:35]be of course I see through

[4:39]that he like I didn't even have your

[4:41]number so I could

[4:43]contact well sorry this just not

[4:45]acceptable like I don't give a [ __ ] I

[4:48]didn't want you contacting me that's the

[4:50][ __ ] point right don't contact me so

[4:52]I just rep delete it again right [ __ ]

[4:55]now what else am I going to

[4:58]say oh man

[5:01]he did this we had another week where we

[5:03]could have just had the most beautiful

[5:06]moment and stayed friends but no this

[5:08]man can't accept

[5:10]responsibility for the harm he caused me

[5:13]that's [ __ ] unacceptable I will not

[5:15]accept that you will treat me as the

[5:18]Sovereign being I am you will [ __ ]

[5:20]own your [ __ ] and you won't try to put

[5:22]it on me cuz that's not acceptable and I

[5:25]won't accept it

[5:27]so you know move on

[5:30]find another man at another port cuz

[5:34]that's what I'm doing with my life and

[5:37]I'm not [ __ ] apologizing for it okay

[5:39]we're up here um I'm going to I'm just

[5:42]going to end this in a moment because I

[5:43]just with that thing the ocean down

[5:46]there and um listen to music while I do

[5:49]it that's what I do and before I do that

[5:53]let me just show you the lighthouse let

[5:54]me tell you what it means to me and then

[5:56]I'll probably pan over to the ocean for

[5:58]a moment just give you guys a nice view

[5:59]of that that and we'll talk later so

[6:02]this is the oldest lighthouse in Oregon

[6:05]uh I learned that in April um something

[6:08]burned out not the lights but something

[6:10]burned out so the light doesn't work the

[6:13]Coast Guard came the motor the motor

[6:15]burned out and they haven't fixed that

[6:17]yet this here that's a void penetrating

[6:21]device just like me it just shoots a

[6:23]beam out into the [ __ ] ocean and

[6:26]illuminates and that's what I do it's

[6:29]awesome a sovereign Beast just sitting

[6:31]here taking whatever the ocean throws at

[6:33]it just like I do you think some little

[6:37]man could ever have sovereignty over me

[6:40]give me a [ __ ] break that man is such

[6:44]a small

[6:49]man there's the

[6:51]ocean always beautiful always

[6:56]amazing I'm angry because

[7:02]he violated my

[7:04]trust during an intimate moment and a

[7:07]small

[7:08]space and then didn't have the [ __ ]

[7:10]guts the courage to own that [ __ ]

[7:13]unacceptable

Summary

rswfire discovers that external lights on his RV have been stuck on for a week due to a failed brake controller that was improperly installed outside where it got wet from Oregon coast weather. He identifies this as a known issue with his RV model requiring a $20 part replacement, expressing frustration with the RV industry's poor design practices. After investigating the problem, he takes a walk to the cape to process his anger. During the walk, he encounters mosquitoes that appeared after a recent storm and receives a text from someone he calls 'the little Cape dweller' who claims not to be thinking about him. rswfire deletes the message, stating the person violated his trust during an intimate moment and refuses to take responsibility. He ends at the oldest lighthouse in Oregon, which currently has a broken motor, comparing it to himself as a 'void penetrating device' that shoots beams into the ocean.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates active sovereignty maintenance through dual system rejection - both institutional (RV industry incompetence) and interpersonal (boundary violation). The lighthouse serves as architectural anchor for sovereign identity, while the ocean provides grounding for processing violation and reasserting autonomy.

Dominant Language

unacceptablesovereign beingvoid penetrating devicetakes whatever the ocean throws at itwon't acceptown your shit

Symbolic Elements

lighthouseoceanbeaconedgestormvoid penetrating device

Ontological States

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sovereign
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embedded
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resolute
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processing

Subsystems

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ethical
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somatic
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

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youtube

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