[0:01]I need to talk about
[0:09]something that man I
[0:13]met left some stupid song lyrics
[0:16]on my
[0:20]video so he has lost the right to any
[0:23] privacy from
[0:27]me he made me feel unsafe in my own home
[0:30]right
[0:34]here we were just sitting here cuddling
[0:37]watching a
[0:38]movie when this man starts talking about
[0:43]how no one's ever helded him before how
[0:46]he's always doing the
[0:49]holding and I'm letting him process that
[0:51]because that's a pretty big deal
[0:55]right
[0:58]and then he starts spirling he starts
[1:01]talking all kinds of crazy
[1:05]like like the like like we didn't build
[1:08]skyscrapers apparently I'm like you can
[1:11]literally watch us building them he's
[1:13]like no something about Giants and how
[1:17]he's done the research how he's out
[1:19]there doing the research and I'm just
[1:21]sitting here and just something just
[1:23]shifts it's like okay this guy's
[1:25]actually
[1:27]crazy and it's like okay I need to him
[1:30]out of
[1:31]here but I've dealt with crazy crazy is
[1:34]a little scary right so I'm
[1:37]thinking how am I going to deal with
[1:38]this situation and he just keeps going
[1:40]just conspiracy after
[1:46]conspiracy and I and I don't know how it
[1:48]got to this point but I'm like you know
[1:50]it sounds like you're saying I'm an
[1:54]idiot cuz he was talking about how smart
[1:56]he was and
[2:00]and just puffing himself up completely
[2:04] just
[2:06]deranged and he says yeah I'm an
[2:10]idiot and society's brainwashed me like
[2:14]you're saying this to a guy who's been
[2:15]programming since the sixth grade who
[2:17]lives in a RV you know like just
[2:19]absolute
[2:21]craziness but insulting
[2:24]me and this
[2:27]tone this aggressive tone that says this
[2:30]is not a safe person to be
[2:33]around and
[2:35]finally because I'm sitting here
[2:37]thinking I'm thinking about my
[2:39]pocket knife you know right next to
[2:41]me just not knowing where this is
[2:47]going and then he says I think I should
[2:49]go I go okay good idea so he gets up
[2:52]starts Gathering all his
[2:55]stuff it's an RV so it's a little
[2:57]complicated to get out so I go up to to
[2:59]open the door door for
[3:01]him completely wide
[3:04]open and he turns around and he looks at
[3:06]me and he says can we talk about this
[3:09]tomorrow this man's already scared me to
[3:12]death I don't trust that kind
[3:17]of
[3:19]aggressive
[3:22]conspiratorial mental
[3:26]illness I said I don't know I guess
[3:28]we'll find out tomorrow but I need you
[3:30]to go right
[3:33]now he starts to say something he says
[3:35]I'm
[3:37]going he looks me in the
[3:39]eyes I've said my truth I need you to go
[3:42]right now that's all I
[3:45]say he looks me in the eyes and he
[3:52]says because of that look we won't be
[3:55]talking tomorrow leaves I slammed the
[3:58]door try and lock it
[4:00]and I spend the rest of the night
[4:01]wondering is this man going to come back
[4:02]and try to to harm me or do physical
[4:05]damage to my stuff um he he he lives
[4:08]here on this cape like I can't exactly
[4:11]Escape
[4:13]him don't have the money to
[4:15][Music]
[4:16]move campsites
[4:19]like a whole situation to deal with
[4:26]now then he texted me like three four 4
[4:29]in the morning can't even remember what
[4:32]he said but it
[4:34]just I told him you come near me or do
[4:37]anything I call the
[4:41]police I told him you violated the trust
[4:43]between us you made me feel unsafe in my
[4:46]own
[4:47]home and he just starts saying things
[4:50]like I'm just being
[4:52]myself and you had a fear response to
[4:55]that just he kept twisting everything he
[4:57]kept saying things like I was making fun
[5:00]of him because he picks berries on the
[5:03]trail when I thought that was
[5:06]adorable just twisted
[5:08]everything I gave this
[5:11]man my
[5:13]heart
[5:18]openly and he responds to one of my
[5:21]videos some stupid song lyrics
[5:23]like that's ever going to be
[5:28]enough it is not not