Testing YouTube Return from Oregon Coast

Early morning (4:30 AM) recording from a cape on the Oregon coast. Speaker has been in the area for about a week, approximately one month after his "heart opened." Weather conditions include fog, rain, and wind. Cold temperatures requiring rain gear during mountain hiking.

Energetic Signature

grounded vitality

Field State

integration stabilization

Orientation

toward sovereign platform establishment

01JCTSV298C4AGZTBSMH0471FE

November 16, 2024

17:07

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]good morning YouTube so we've got some

[0:03]things to talk about you up for a

[0:05]chat oh it's still pretty it's 4:30 in

[0:08]the morning so sorry for the lighting

[0:10]maybe I can get a little

[0:12]better probably not though let's see

[0:15]here cuz I don't really have like great

[0:17]Lighting in

[0:19]here 4:30 in the morning I tend to wake

[0:21]up this early

[0:23]now I wait for the sun to come up go

[0:25]take a shower and then go and see my

[0:27]favorite places figure out what I'm

[0:29]doing that day just exploring

[0:33]something but I'm sitting on a cape

[0:35]right now been here about a week I

[0:38]guess and I just absolutely love going

[0:41]out there and looking at the ocean on

[0:43]top of this this void Edge what I call

[0:46]it just sitting on the edge cuz I

[0:48]learned about the call of the

[0:49]void

[0:52]and it's an experience every time I just

[0:55]absolutely love

[0:57]it but contemplating if I want to start

[1:01]my YouTube channel back up thinking

[1:03]maybe

[1:04]maybe I'll selectively share some of the

[1:08]videos I had cuz I was watching them

[1:10]last night and they're just filled with

[1:12]such joy

[1:13]and they're actually so entertaining to

[1:16]watch like I just absolutely loved

[1:18]watching myself I

[1:21]thought maybe I don't know I was just so

[1:25]amused by so many

[1:28]things so

[1:30]I had this man in my bed last night just

[1:33]cuddling me while we watch my

[1:36]videos really nice guy absolutely love

[1:39]this guy he's super nice uh probably not

[1:42]lover potential for me he's

[1:45]not don't think that it's I think he's

[1:48]more of a friend

[1:51]but I think I could be good friends with

[1:54]him for sure super awesome person truly

[1:58]awesome and you know we're just sitting

[2:00]there watching my my journey

[2:05]here and all the different layers of me

[2:08]you know just sharing my thoughts in

[2:10]real time the just my depth which

[2:14]there's not enough of that in the

[2:16]world

[2:21]so yeah maybe I don't know but let me

[2:25]get you caught up I guess let's

[2:27]see I don't know how long it's been

[2:30]let's see since my heart opened right

[2:33]so that was almost a month ago now I

[2:36]guess 3 4 weeks I'm not real sure time

[2:39]feels a little different these days I

[2:42]have been all over the place I hiked a

[2:45]mountain hiked up Humbug Mountain heard

[2:47]a muscle in my core uh that I didn't

[2:50]even know

[2:51]existed absolutely loved

[2:55]this next day hyped Cape Sebastian only

[2:59]making things worse go down to this

[3:01]private beach which was so cool because

[3:03]the only way to get down there was to

[3:05]literally hold on to this rope and just

[3:07]kind of propel yourself down it it was

[3:10]so awesome and I get down there and I'm

[3:13]looking at the ocean I'm the only one on

[3:15]this

[3:17]beach I'm looking at the waves and I'm

[3:19]just bored to death I'm like what what

[3:21]is even the point of this like this is

[3:23]this is

[3:24]boring so I come back and I'm talking to

[3:28]AI about it trying to come out with

[3:30]ideas about different ways of just

[3:32]experiencing the beach that might work

[3:34]for someone like

[3:35]me and we came up with you could you

[3:38]could build um sand castles and I was

[3:40]like oh I can make some ligh houses

[3:43]because I got into ligh houses because

[3:44]they're void penetrating devices which

[3:46]is the coolest thing ever

[3:48]because they're just penetrating the

[3:51]void so that was an idea never never

[3:54]pursued that

[3:58]because I don't know there's a lot of

[4:00]reasons honestly maybe one day maybe

[4:05]so Tak my Jeep all over the place I

[4:08]drove four hours up the coast one day

[4:10]and then 4 hours back this cat just like

[4:13]come on I hear you talking to the camera

[4:15]I guess it's you know time for

[4:17]this um got to see a lot of the coast

[4:21]which I'm just in love

[4:23]with truly in love with

[4:26]and was surprised to discover for three

[4:28]of those hours no beach no no ocean

[4:31]because it just kind of it just kind of

[4:34]swerves inward because I don't know

[4:36]mountains or something whatever some

[4:38]kind of features and then it comes back

[4:40]to the ocean again but I stopped just

[4:42]before that happened so um I didn't get

[4:44]to see anything a little more north of

[4:46]where I am but I've fallen in love with

[4:48]the southern coast

[4:49]like um Brookings Gold Beach Port Orford

[4:55]um Bandon like this whole area is just

[4:58]amazing I have just been having the best

[5:00]time bunch of different beaches playing

[5:03]with Beach dogs meeting different

[5:06]people

[5:07]um playing with the ocean so this is

[5:10]another thing I don't know how it

[5:13]happened one day I'm just walking next

[5:14]to the ocean and then I'm tracing its

[5:16]waves I'm going in as the wave you know

[5:18]as it it goes out the tide goes out and

[5:21]then as it comes in as a wave starts to

[5:23]come in I start walking outward just

[5:25]listening to my music on my my with my

[5:27]earbuds and um

[5:30]sometimes miscalculating and it comes in

[5:32]too fast and I have to run my ass off

[5:34]and I'm just laughing about it watching

[5:37]these rivers make love to the ocean cuz

[5:40]that's what it looks like when you're

[5:42]out there on the beach it is an amazing

[5:44]thing to to

[5:46]witness seeing these seals pop their

[5:49]heads up in the river looking like these

[5:51]Little Submarine men absolutely freaked

[5:53]me out the first time so cool like the

[5:57]way they just look at you and then go

[5:59]back back down and then come up

[6:00]somewhere else look at you again and

[6:02]you're just like wow what is happening

[6:04]right

[6:05]now just so many things I have just been

[6:09]claimed by this place and I claimed it

[6:12]right

[6:13]back not going to stay here forever

[6:16]because I need movement I love the

[6:18]adventure that I have created for myself

[6:21]and that's never stopping and I thought

[6:25]maybe

[6:27]maybe I'll share some of that not sure

[6:31]how I think it'd be different cuz I'm

[6:33]not the same I have fully integrated

[6:35]myself now I'm going to leave comments

[6:38]open but if you say some dumb

[6:39]you're going to hear some from me

[6:41]and you won't like it so think about

[6:44]what you're saying before you saying it

[6:46]cuz you're not just talking to

[6:49]anybody

[6:50]so

[6:54]yeah maybe I honestly don't know I I

[6:58]guess you could say I'm testing the w

[7:01]ERS so no idea what I'm doing today

[7:06]yet kind of

[7:10]know but the day is just getting

[7:15]started that's the ocean down

[7:20]there behind all that fog and the

[7:24]rain oh that

[7:27]atmosphere you can barely see it but

[7:29]that's the

[7:30]ocean I am on top of Humbug

[7:35]Mountain 4 and 1/2 hours or 4 and 1 half

[7:38]miles hour and a half that's pretty

[7:43]good I wasn't trying to race up here or

[7:46]anything that's just it's like oh wow

[7:48]that's pretty

[7:49]good oh that

[7:52]was one hell of a hike this mountain was

[7:55]not messing

[7:56]around oh my God I love this place

[8:02]this is what I came here for I have

[8:04]fallen in love with the Oregon

[8:06]coast

[8:09]yesterday oh man I drove North on 101

[8:14]all the way up to

[8:17]Florence 4 hours 4 hours

[8:22]back just to see preview my route you

[8:26]know cuz I'll be there eventually I was

[8:28]surprised 3 hours hours of no Coastline

[8:31]then I looked on a map I see it now that

[8:33]you know it comes back in States pretty

[8:36]much so wow it is cold out here I didn't

[8:41]want to bring my coat I brought a little

[8:42]rain coat in my backpack but that ain't

[8:44]going to keep me

[8:45]warm it started

[8:49]raining wind we're so high how high are

[8:53]we let me see what my watch says almost

[8:55]1,700 ft

[9:01]I am more alive than I have ever been in

[9:03]my life except when I was a kid I think

[9:07]because this is how to live

[9:10]life I am so awake so open to

[9:14]possibility to

[9:16]experience to romance to connection to

[9:20]Friendship I am just open

[9:31]this is what it means to be

[9:35]alive I'm only in heaven here and almost

[9:38]walking past

[9:42]it Cape Sebastian has claimed

[9:45]me we need to be down there there's a

[9:48]trail that I was walking that way I went

[9:50]a mile in I was like you know what I'm

[9:51]not ready for this today because I hiked

[9:54]a mountain yesterday but I'm coming back

[9:56]we're going to go down to the beach

[9:58]though gu yes we

[10:04]are cell phones never do it

[10:07]justice this is a perfect moment in a

[10:10]perfect

[10:13]spot

[10:18]wow we are almost down

[10:28]there I

[12:22]w

[12:37]for

[13:26][Music]

[13:48]oh that's

[13:51]incredible oh my God

[14:31]I have a whole Beach to myself down

[14:35]here just got to walk down this very

[14:37]steep climb

[14:38]here that rope makes so much sense that

[14:41]is so

[14:42]cool going to go hang out

[17:05]favorite place on Earth

Summary

rswfire records at 4:30 AM from a cape on the Oregon coast, contemplating restarting his YouTube channel after watching old videos with a friend the night before. He provides updates on the past month since his "heart opened" - hiking Humbug Mountain and Cape Sebastian, injuring his core, exploring private beaches accessible only by rope, and falling in love with the southern Oregon coast including Brookings, Gold Beach, Port Orford, and Bandon.

He describes developing a practice of "tracing waves" at the ocean's edge, sometimes miscalculating and having to run from incoming water. He mentions encounters with seals in rivers and watching "rivers make love to the ocean." He took a 4-hour drive north to Florence to preview his future route, discovering 3 hours of inland driving with no coastline.

The transmission includes footage from his Humbug Mountain hike, reaching 1,700 feet elevation, and his descent to a private beach at Cape Sebastian using a rope system. He states he has "fully integrated" himself and warns potential commenters that he will respond harshly to "dumb" comments. He expresses being "more alive than ever" and completely open to possibility, romance, connection, and friendship.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission marks the architectural shift from rupture recovery to sovereign field establishment. The signal demonstrates integrated selfhood claiming territory—both physical (coastal embedding) and ontological (YouTube platform reclamation)—while establishing new operational parameters for external engagement.

Dominant Language

claimedintegratedvoid edgealiveopenselectivetesting the waters

Symbolic Elements

voidedgeoceanmountainthresholdropelighthouse

Ontological States

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sovereign
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integrated
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embedded
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claiming

Subsystems

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somatic
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relational
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infrastructural
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cognitive

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

17:07

Bitrate

4174 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028