[0:01]good morning fellow
[0:03]humans we need to have a serious
[0:05]discussion this morning about my
[0:07]safety because it's in
[0:15]Jeopardy this is a hard thing to talk
[0:19]about so let's try to take it
[0:23]chronologically obviously I'm expecting
[0:32]I'm expecting
[0:35]violence we're a week away from the
[0:37]elections our country has never been
[0:39]more
[0:40]divided and I see the signs of fracture
[0:43]everywhere in our
[0:47]systems so I get an
[0:50]RV I drive across the country to the
[0:53]coast of
[0:56]Oregon with a plan to live in the forest
[1:02]to escape the disintegration only to
[1:04]make the decision that actually I don't
[1:06]want to do that because I'm at a
[1:08]man and it reminded me that I actually
[1:11]like
[1:17]humanity and then the irony of our
[1:21]ironies I learned that that same
[1:24]Forest that I was going to escape to has
[1:26]already been
[1:28]claimed my by a caravan of trump
[1:34]supporters probably a
[1:38]militia so let me tell you how I
[1:40]connected these
[1:42]dots when I first got here the park
[1:45]ranger told
[1:47]me that that part of the forest
[1:50]isn't isn't
[1:52]patrolled he told me this in a different
[1:55]context I was talking about wanting to
[1:57]learn to Boondock
[2:00]filed that information
[2:02]away spent two weeks
[2:06]here and
[2:08]just observe the traffic patterns and
[2:11]I've actually said this on my channel a
[2:13]couple of times now that it just seemed
[2:16]in congruent why is all of this traffic
[2:17]going into the
[2:19]forest it's a one lane road where are
[2:22]they going what are they
[2:25]doing joked about
[2:28]it maybe it's like a homeless camp or a
[2:36]CT then yesterday I started walking
[2:38]through that
[2:41]forest and I saw a truck with three
[2:45]giant Trump
[2:46]Flags just waving outside the back of
[2:50]it and I remembered that truck because I
[2:54]saw that
[2:55]truck two days two days earlier with a
[2:59]caravan the Trump
[3:01]supporters driving
[3:04]through Harish Beach State
[3:07]Park honking their
[3:09]horns being a
[3:12]menace making themselves
[3:18]known declaring that they're ready for
[3:25]violence what does that
[3:28]person kind of business that person have
[3:30]in the
[3:32]force his buddies are
[3:41]there so something happens to
[3:45]me if I stop recording on this
[3:48]channel that's where you
[3:50]look that's what happened to
[3:57]me cuz I'm not shying away
[4:00]I have a right to
[4:05]exist as
[4:07]myself when I was younger these people
[4:11]lots of you people tried to make me
[4:16]scared make me contain myself hide
[4:20]myself that's what these
[4:21]earrings are about I won't do
[4:27]it if something happens to me know that
[4:30]I go down fighting not with my
[4:32]hands but with
[4:39]blood you want to tear this country
[4:42]apart you're going to have to go through
[4:45]people like
[4:51]me just had a perfectly warm wonderful
[4:55]moment with this man walking down the
[4:57]the
[4:58]trail and
[5:00]you know we had to pass each
[5:03]other so I stopped because I was going
[5:06]to give him a space to to go past me he
[5:09]did the same and I did this little twirl
[5:11]because it's like I just found this spot
[5:13]right here it is a very cool
[5:19]moment I will live
[5:21]authentically holistically connecting
[5:24]the dots paying
[5:26]attention I will not shy away
[5:33]I will live until my last
[5:36]breath fighting for what I believe
[5:40]in and that is the right to
[5:43]exist without fear without
[5:50]fragmentation the right to pursue my
[5:53]interests like hiking in this
[5:56]forest or finding out if this man
[6:00]that I
[6:01]met is interested in
[6:06]me because one that be
[6:09]wonderful I'm going to end this with one
[6:11]last
[6:12]thing if you vote for that
[6:15]man you are aligning yourself with these
[6:18]people you don't get to abdicate
[6:21]responsibility for that if something
[6:24]happens to
[6:25]me you played a part