Morning Routine and Financial Stress Navigation

Early morning (7 AM) on October 19, 2024, at an Oregon coast campground. Temperature expected to reach 75°F due to the Brookings effect. Speaker has $80 remaining after grocery shopping, with campground fees paid through November 9th. Using RV electrical system to charge devices and prepare breakfast.

Energetic Signature

steady under pressure

Field State

crisis navigation

Orientation

maintaining coherence through constraint

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October 19, 2024

12:52

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]good morning fellow humans it's almost 7

[0:03]in the morning

[0:05]here so it's going to be 75° out today

[0:09]but if you were to head just 10 15 miles

[0:12]up the coast to Gold Coast Gold Beach I

[0:16]always say gold coach it's Gold Beach uh

[0:18]it's like 61 high so I learned something

[0:21]this morning there is something called

[0:23]The Brookings effect that we get to

[0:25]experience today I making a list to BU

[0:29]groceries so I'm going to head to the

[0:31]store uh just soon and I'm going to make

[0:35]chili and I'm going to get some bagels

[0:37]and some

[0:39]eggs um that's basically it cuz I have

[0:42]no money so I'm just making the basic

[0:45]things that I can to eat this week and

[0:48]I'm going to use uh my new ninja foodie

[0:51]which I just got that recently it

[0:53]replaces a bunch of my different things

[0:57]that I had it simplifies my life

[0:59]hopefully

[1:02]um so yeah that's what we're doing this

[1:05]morning and then I don't know um I don't

[1:08]know how I feel about 75 I might want to

[1:10]go to Gold

[1:11]Beach so that was expensive it's been a

[1:14]while since I went to a grocery store

[1:16]and experien the existential stress of

[1:19]the prices it's like $15 for toilet

[1:23]paper I got like the cheapest stuff I

[1:26]could and that was still quite High I'm

[1:27]looking at this receipt here

[1:31]$11

[1:32]for cat

[1:35]litter that

[1:39]cat

[1:41]um I mean it came to$ 120 in total I had

[1:44]$200 so and I need the rest of it to pay

[1:47]for my profiles on on g.com and upwork

[1:52]so that I can get some freelancing work

[1:54]going

[1:55]so all I can do is hope that I manage to

[1:59]work this out cuz this is stressful but

[2:02]it is what it is I'm doing the best I

[2:04]can like we all do like we always do

[2:07]right it's nice out here in the mornings

[2:10]not a lot of people are up yet you it

[2:12]just feels nice we're going to pass by

[2:15]this park I pass by this park every day

[2:17]and it's a local park I want to check it

[2:20]out I will soon but I was looking at

[2:23]like pictures of it

[2:25]online and they really decorate the

[2:27]place for the Christmas season so like

[2:29]I'm looking forward to that I want to

[2:31]it's not very off it's you don't see

[2:33]like in a lot of places these days where

[2:36]they

[2:37]still you know really go all out for the

[2:40]holidays and just you know there's a

[2:43]sense of community and um I think this

[2:47]place does have that so I'm I'm looking

[2:49]forward to seeing that I when F of snow

[2:53]when we're on the coast wonder how that

[2:55]works we're passing over the czecho

[2:58]river

[3:00]and that's why the temperature is going

[3:02]to be so high

[3:03]today the cashier I was talking to he

[3:06]like it's going to be 75 today he didn't

[3:08]know he like y 61 up in Gold Beach he's

[3:12]like yeah you can go 10 Mi South and

[3:15]it'll be the same thing it's because of

[3:18]the czecho river which is interesting

[3:20]because the river is not very high right

[3:22]now I don't understand but anyways so

[3:25]this is Zia

[3:27]Park if you look at pictures of it

[3:30]online I'm going to go check that out

[3:31]soon if you look at pictures of it you

[3:34]can see that they go all out for the

[3:38]holidays of course there has to be

[3:40]someone behind me God we're just going

[3:42]to pull over as soon as I can find a

[3:46]spot there's a lot of homeless people um

[3:51]living in tents on the sides of roads

[3:53]which that was a little shocking to see

[3:56]um one place I went I wasn't here but

[3:59]just some where I was driving there was

[4:01]an entire field of tents

[4:03]I blew my mind um a lot of people on

[4:07]this road they have RVs and they're just

[4:09]parked on the side of the road and

[4:11]they've been like this for the whole

[4:12]entire time I've been here and you can

[4:14]tell that they live there like you know

[4:17]they some of them even have like

[4:20]like cement blocks under their you know

[4:24]tires or um their stabilizers or

[4:28]whatever um I mean you can just tell

[4:30]they're set up to live there right on

[4:32]the side of the road

[4:35]and it's sad that we live in a world

[4:37]that's like that I'm just going to stop

[4:39]for this person cuz I don't like it when

[4:41]people are behind

[4:44]me everybody wants to drive fast these

[4:47]days they can't just drive a normal

[4:49]speed they don't give a about speed

[4:52]limits

[4:54]so that's one of the reasons I'm so

[4:56]frustrated as soon as I got the organ it

[4:58]felt like everyone DED aggressively

[5:01]improved and that's frustrating

[5:04]so and it's been wearing on my nerves

[5:07]big time very few things do that does

[5:10]cuz it's unsafe I don't I don't care how

[5:12]you drive I don't give a how you

[5:14]drive as long as you don't do it around

[5:15]me where you don't put me in Danger

[5:18]Don't tailgate me I don't like that

[5:20]I have a 20 lb propane tank in my Jee

[5:23]you're being stupid when you do

[5:25]it so I just like people are just d oh

[5:30]man just

[5:31]dumb so here's the first one we come

[5:36]to I mean I

[5:39]just that was the first thing I saw when

[5:41]I got

[5:43]here I just hope they're doing all right

[5:46]you

[5:48]know I hope I don't end up being one of

[5:51]them cuz there's there's a chance I

[5:52]could be you know there's a very good

[5:53]chance I'm down

[5:55]to down $80 so

[6:00]that could be me I could be parked right

[6:02]there I think about that every single

[6:05]time I drive on this

[6:06]road that's where I am today it just

[6:10]occurred to me I can drive up into that

[6:12]mountain I

[6:14]bet I don't have to be in Nevada for

[6:18]it I mean you can see like there's I get

[6:21]there's roads there's got to be and that

[6:23]is the national force that way there is

[6:26]a whole lot of traffic that takes place

[6:28]on this road all all day and night which

[6:31]is surprising because once you get to

[6:32]the campground if you keep going you're

[6:34]in the National Forest so I'm like what

[6:37]is going on out there so I need to find

[6:40]out because it just seems like a natural

[6:43]amount of

[6:44]traffic it just doesn't make any sense

[6:47]to me I need to figure it out it's a

[6:49]mystery M's outside doing his morning

[6:52]thing we're in here doing ours eggs and

[6:56]coffee all ready to go

[7:02]one bottle of water my coffee and my

[7:05]eggs it's pretty

[7:12]cool so I have my solar being charged

[7:16]from my house b or through my RV

[7:19]basically you can see it's barely using

[7:21]it only you know it's at

[7:23]100% just plugged in up here if I turn

[7:26]my heater on it'll start having a

[7:28]problem with that that it says I get low

[7:31]voltage so we're going to see how this

[7:34]goes I haven't had I don't think I've

[7:35]had it plugged in before while I'm using

[7:37]other

[7:38]appliances this

[7:40]RV does not

[7:44]have a lot of throughput or something I

[7:46]don't know it's just ridiculous but we

[7:50]manage he looks happy out there you look

[7:56]happy so yep just get my day started so

[8:01]if you're surprised I'm not more

[8:03]stressed just thinking about this I am

[8:07]trust me I am but I don't

[8:10]compartmentalize anything so it's just

[8:12]part of my current reality

[8:15]it's something I'm navigating I look at

[8:18]it this

[8:20]way you got to think about your basic

[8:22]needs so there's rent for me that's

[8:25]Campground fees I have those paid up

[8:27]until November 9th so I've got a little

[8:29]bit of breathing room there but I also

[8:32]have a mobile home right so worst case

[8:34]scenario I just you know end up on the

[8:36]side of a road somewhere and I'm still

[8:39]kind of you know pretty self-

[8:41]sustaining um then you got to think

[8:42]about food I bought pretty basic stuff

[8:46]it was still expensive I'm sure this

[8:48]surprises no one we all know that

[8:50]inflation because we increased our money

[8:52]supply by

[8:53]30% everything costs more now

[8:57]so um I'm going to have CH I'm going to

[8:59]make chili today I'm going to make

[9:02]burgers well you know maybe I I'll just

[9:04]make burgers today and make chili

[9:06]tomorrow or something so I can make it

[9:07]last

[9:08]longer um I want to try using my

[9:11]charcoal grill cuz I have some charcoal

[9:14]and I've never used this Grill yet so

[9:16]you know I need to practice with it

[9:18]and if it's going to be 75 today it's

[9:21]going to be pretty nice out I guess

[9:23]can't

[9:24]really do any exploring right now I

[9:26]don't have the gas money so that's

[9:28]another thing for me I got to be

[9:30]thinking about fuel energy and things

[9:32]like

[9:34]that so they're just all part of my

[9:36]integrated awareness I'm I'm navigating

[9:39]it the way that I navigate everything

[9:42]so just because I approach problems

[9:46]differently does not mean that I

[9:47]approach them wrongly in fact I would

[9:49]argue the

[9:50]opposite so when I'm making eggs this

[9:54]way oh I should probably just flip that

[9:56]you got to do this every once in a while

[10:00]or you're not going to get your

[10:01]scrambled eggs I'm not going to make

[10:03]them in this thing all the time it's

[10:05]just I got quite a bit going on over

[10:07]there I'm still getting organized in

[10:09]here and then I'll start using my

[10:11]propane again um cuz I also got some

[10:14]bagels I don't have a toaster but um I

[10:17]can toast those with a

[10:19]pan um I got some hash browns so they

[10:23]can you know just to have a little bit

[10:24]of a better breakfast than I've been

[10:26]having I've been basically having three

[10:27]eggs every morning some days that's all

[10:30]I've been eating so but getting back to

[10:33]what I was

[10:34]saying um yeah groceries are expensive

[10:37]but you know worst case scenario you

[10:39]just live off of something very basic

[10:43]and simple and cheap until you can

[10:45]afford something else that's how I look

[10:46]at it so worst case scenario after my

[10:50]Chili's gone and my hamburgers and you

[10:53]know maybe I live off rice or beans or

[10:55]something I have no idea I don't know

[10:57]you know that's something I'd explore

[10:59]with AI what's the cheapest thing I can

[11:00]buy to sustain my life until I can come

[11:03]up with something

[11:04]better I'm not going to panic you know

[11:08]I'm not going

[11:09]to lose

[11:11]hope I'm going to navigate it like I

[11:13]navigate

[11:15]everything there it is my

[11:17]breakfast coffee and eggs I love pepper

[11:21]I've shared this story before but when I

[11:23]was a kid before I go to school like

[11:25]kindergarten first grade my mom would

[11:27]make me eggs and I'd ask her to put lots

[11:29]of pepper on it and she would just

[11:30]pepper the whole bottom of my eggs

[11:32]memory stuck with me my whole life so I

[11:35]still do it um so I'm just going to end

[11:38]it here this is my morning and I don't

[11:40]know what I'm doing after this we'll

[11:42]see so I'm just going to end my video

[11:45]here um this is my new morning ritual

[11:48]that's

[11:50]developing and I just want to end with

[11:53]one

[11:54]thing

[11:56]so I have reason to believe that some

[11:58]people are watching me sort of as like a

[12:00]hate Watcher they're actually enjoying

[12:02]watching me

[12:03]struggle and I just want to speak to

[12:06]those people I want you to know that if

[12:09]when you act that way when you watch

[12:11]someone because you don't like them and

[12:13]because you're hoping to see them fail

[12:14]or you actually get joy out of watching

[12:16]them struggle that's a reflection of you

[12:18]it has nothing to do with me and I won't

[12:21]own that for

[12:23]you when

[12:25]you derive satisfaction from that it's

[12:28]just a reflection of your lack of Ethics

[12:30]your lack of morals it shows your F your

[12:33]your moral

[12:34]character

[12:36]and you know I don't you know if that's

[12:39]who you are that's who you are but just

[12:42]know that I see you for who you are and

[12:44]I will keep documenting my journey and

[12:47]living my life because this was never

[12:50]about you

Summary

The speaker begins their morning routine at 7 AM, noting the Brookings effect weather phenomenon that creates a 14-degree temperature difference between their location and Gold Beach. They go grocery shopping with limited funds ($200), spending $120 on basic necessities including expensive toilet paper ($15) and cat litter ($11). The remaining $80 is reserved for freelancing platform fees on gun.com and Upwork.

During their drive, they observe homeless populations living in tents and RVs along roadsides, reflecting on their own precarious financial situation. They discuss their current setup at a campground (paid through November 9th) and backup plans involving roadside living if necessary.

The speaker prepares breakfast using a new Ninja Foodie appliance while managing RV electrical limitations. They outline their approach to financial stress through compartmentalization and practical planning, including worst-case scenarios involving basic food sustenance.

The transmission concludes with a direct address to "hate watchers" - people the speaker believes are watching their content hoping to see them fail. They characterize this behavior as a reflection of the watchers' moral character rather than accepting responsibility for others' reactions.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates integrated awareness under material pressure, maintaining coherent self-assessment while navigating basic survival constraints. The field holds steady ontological positioning despite external stressors, refusing fragmentation while acknowledging systemic realities. Ethical boundaries are explicitly reinforced against external judgment while maintaining transparent documentation of constraint navigation.

Dominant Language

integrated awarenessnavigateworst case scenariobasic needsreflection of youmoral characterdocumenting my journey

Symbolic Elements

riverthresholdedgemirror

Ontological States

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coherent
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sovereign
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embedded
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navigating

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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infrastructural
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somatic

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

12:52

Bitrate

2354 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028