[0:00]it's 6 o'clock in the morning I've just
[0:03]been sitting here for a
[0:05]while just thinking looking out
[0:09]at that incredible
[0:13]view I turn my lights on for you but my
[0:17]battery is quite low I learned that
[0:20]yesterday um based on the bolts you can
[0:23]tell how much charger battery has I
[0:25]didn't know that and I tried charging it
[0:29]from
[0:30]I'm using I tried plugging my RV into my
[0:34]solar and it works but my my Watch Dog
[0:38]wouldn't let it charge because of it
[0:40]doesn't have a
[0:41]ground so I need to get some kind of
[0:45]plug that makes it mimic having a ground
[0:48]I'm going to try to find that
[0:50]today I'm going to run my generator
[0:52]though this morning once it's a little
[0:55]more Daylight out there so that I don't
[0:57]feel like I'm disturbing anyone else but
[1:00]it's quite low it's at
[1:02]25% um maybe lower after you know I
[1:06]don't know how much I've only been here
[1:08]4 days and just seems like a
[1:12]lot
[1:13][Music]
[1:15]so my generator runs on propane I was so
[1:18]happy to discover
[1:21]that um I'll have to do that more often
[1:24]to keep those batteries charg until I
[1:26]can replace them with lithium ones it's
[1:29]one of the things I was thinking about
[1:30]this morning it's probably very
[1:33]expensive and I couldn't afford it right
[1:35]now but one
[1:38]day have to head into town today to pick
[1:41]some things up I'm going to put in some
[1:43]thermal
[1:44]curtains and I need some supplies I
[1:48]still need to do my
[1:50]laundry and I need to find somewhere to
[1:53]shower today and to take my trash
[1:55]there's just so
[1:57]much so I've just been sitting here and
[1:59]enjoying the
[2:03]morning thinking through what I'm going
[2:05]to do
[2:06]today yesterday I was playing video
[2:09]games on my laptop I was playing Horizon
[2:12]zero Dawn that was fun I'm going to keep
[2:15]doing that it looks like I can my laptop
[2:19]doesn't use a great deal of power even
[2:21]when gaming
[2:23]so I think I can pretty much use my
[2:26]laptop indefinitely as long as I'm
[2:29]trying ing the solar during the
[2:32]day
[2:35]so I guess my thoughts this morning
[2:40]are on the Practical aspects of this
[2:45]lifestyle there was a little bit
[2:48]of
[2:52]um I've been thinking about my journey
[2:54]where you know I'm leaving after here
[2:56]and the fact that I don't really have a
[2:59]plan
[3:01]and I don't even know where I'll be
[3:03]sleeping every night when I leave here
[3:07]and I mean there's a little bit of
[3:09]anxiety around that but it's only
[3:11]because this is so new to me I think
[3:13]that given a little bit of
[3:16]time um that won't really be a problem
[3:19]for me either so
[3:36]I'm I don't regret this it's hard but I
[3:39]don't regret it I
[3:43]just I'm still not sure what it is I'm
[3:45]looking for I guess
[3:51]because well I don't know I might I
[3:54]might be premature saying something like
[3:57]that it's just yesterday I had a few
[4:00]moments
[4:02]where um I was feeling nostalgic and
[4:04]even a little bit of grief over my old
[4:06]life but that's more related
[4:09]to my mom really I you know I miss being
[4:13]able to spend time with
[4:17]her and I was playing that video game
[4:20]and that just reminded me of her because
[4:22]she really liked aloy the character and
[4:26]she would watch me play it and
[4:33]I don't regret it I
[4:37]don't I wouldn't want to return to that
[4:42]life I had every convenience
[4:47]imaginable I had done everything Society
[4:50]told me to do to find happiness and all
[4:52]I did was make me feel empty
[5:00]after a lifetime of kind of following my
[5:03]own path I settled down and I acquired
[5:10]things
[5:12]and it did not bring me
[5:17]happiness I don't know what to do with
[5:21]that we're actually doing it we're
[5:23]charging the
[5:25]solar from AC power
[5:31]I don't know if you can see that there
[5:34]we go it made that
[5:37]thing you could hear the fan get like um
[5:41]it's not running as well like it's
[5:43]drawing so much
[5:45]power hope that's not a
[5:49]problem I turn my AC off just in
[5:53]case cuz I know I can't do a lot of
[5:55]power in
[5:58]here that's a a lot of power 1650
[6:03]watts how fast does this
[6:09]charge oh look it tells you there
[6:14]1649 so cool let's see how long this
[6:22]takes come on go
[6:25]up oh that's fast oh my God that's fast
[6:29]this is the view from my bedroom
[6:32]window M's
[6:35]relaxing isn't that
[6:38]incredible so I'm just resting I'm
[6:43]relaxing I'm going to decide what I'll
[6:46]do is
[6:47]I'll compile all my Clips together and
[6:49]I'll upload them privately and then once
[6:52]I leave here I'll just make them all
[6:54]public at
[6:55]once so I'm going to end this one with
[6:59]my
[7:01]plans so I'm up here almost alone
[7:05]there's a little tiny Lake well I showed
[7:08]that to you didn't I um and people go
[7:11]over there there's someone over there
[7:14]now kind of detracts from The Experience
[7:17]I'm trying to have up here honestly and
[7:20]then another um car came through and
[7:23]they're camping here right now I watch
[7:25]them go around all the campsites
[7:27]collecting firewood from all of the
[7:29]different camp
[7:30]campsites they even brought a box to De
[7:32]it
[7:33]with which I had mixed feelings about I
[7:36]don't know why I'll explore that at some
[7:38]point because it's like why do you why
[7:40]are you like I'm practically judging
[7:43]them for this but at the same time I'm
[7:44]thinking how smart and how cool you
[7:47]know so mixed feelings I don't even know
[7:50]why though um it's not something to
[7:53]judge it truly it's not I I it just
[7:57]isn't and I think it's more the fact
[7:59]they're just here right I just I wanted
[8:02]to be alone so hopefully they're not
[8:04]here for
[8:06]long
[8:08]um I'm not level I could have got myself
[8:11]level I'm almost level
[8:13]but um I didn't care that much
[8:16]truly I got my solar on it's powering my
[8:19]satellite internet and that's the only
[8:21]thing it's
[8:22]powering I'll check on that in a little
[8:24]while see how it's
[8:25]doing I'm running on battery power so
[8:27]I'm keeping my lights off and turn my
[8:30]water pump on when I need to use it and
[8:32]then turn that off when I don't being
[8:35]very careful I
[8:38]guess um I don't have a lot of fresh
[8:40]water I'm beating myself up for that
[8:42]because I thought about filling my tank
[8:45]before I left the last Campground I
[8:47]didn't do it cuz I was being lazy and
[8:49]stupid and now I'm going to regret it
[8:51]cuz I'm here for a week maybe two if I
[8:53]decide to stay
[8:55]longer which I'm I might I might do it
[8:59]um
[9:01]um I'm off grade on top of a mountain
[9:05]I'm going to have to learn to use my
[9:07][Music]
[9:08]solar um I need to understand my energy
[9:11]requirements that's really important and
[9:14]see how well I can charge them and stuff
[9:16]like that uh one thing I noticed which
[9:19]was very cool is that when the Sun
[9:20]starts to head to the West Side you know
[9:23]when it's starting to set um this
[9:25]mountain blocks it that was so cool so
[9:28]you don't get the afternoon sun which
[9:30]will affect my solar power but it also
[9:32]keeps it from getting too hot in here so
[9:34]nice trade-off
[9:36]there um I want to I got to do laundry
[9:40]and if I can't find a laundry mat then I
[9:43]might actually have to just hand wash my
[9:45]stuff CU I am running out of clothes
[9:47]now
[9:49]um there something else I needed to do
[9:51]in
[9:52]town laundry
[9:56]mat oh man I lost my train of thought
[9:59]and oh showers
[10:01]so there's no showers here I could use
[10:05]my outdoor
[10:07]shower except I don't like the direction
[10:09]it's facing maybe if it was on the other
[10:11]side I'd be more willing but um I don't
[10:15]have a lot of fresh water so I really
[10:17]couldn't anyway so I think I'm going to
[10:19]adapt and do the the bucket method you
[10:24]know so be real intentional about the
[10:27]next week or two where I'm just
[10:30]living off grid I'm excited about it
[10:34]I've got my propane and my charcoal
[10:36]grills so I'm going to try to do some
[10:39]cooking while I'm here I will cook in
[10:43]here of
[10:45]course um I'm going to save my water for
[10:49]for dishes because you know um
[10:52]especially if I'm cooking and stuff
[10:55]so there's things I need to do in town
[10:58]There's um there's a Walmart not in this
[11:01]town but in the next town over not sure
[11:03]how far away I have to go down the
[11:06]mountain in my cheep like oh my God it's
[11:09]going to be amazing though I know it
[11:12]is this is wonderful anyways Walmart so
[11:16]I'm going to go to Walmart and just get
[11:19]some basic supplies tomorrow and get
[11:22]some get Bailey a new um harness one
[11:25]that fits him better because I'd love
[11:26]for him to be able to just spend time
[11:28]Outdoors without me need to worry about
[11:31]him um what else there's just so
[11:35]much I do need to be thinking about my
[11:37]future you know I'm got plans to make
[11:41]and um I'll be doing that a lot of
[11:44]introspective type stuff because there's
[11:46]I'm conserving power so I'm not going to
[11:48]be doing
[11:50]like well I mean there's
[11:53]like I can't even like watch the news
[11:56]like I just I don't really have the
[11:57]power
[12:00]I do try to keep up on the news I really
[12:02]do um very sorry I didn't say this but I
[12:06]I'm very sorry for what's happening in
[12:07]North Carolina right now I mean
[12:10]that's
[12:13]tragic um a little concerned about what
[12:15]Israel did because there will be
[12:18]repercussions and that could lead
[12:22]to places we really don't want this
[12:24]world going you
[12:26]know um so yeah I keep up on the news
[12:29]cuz I do believe that socio collapse is
[12:32]coming so I pay
[12:34]attention um I guess that's really it
[12:38]I'm sure there's other things you know
[12:40]um I'll probably sit down and make lists
[12:44]and stuff like that
[12:46]and but tonight today I'm just going to
[12:49]relax
[12:52]and probably go to bed early if I can
[12:55]and have a very early start maybe watch
[12:57]this oh maybe watch the Stars tonight
[13:00]definitely going to do that um I want to
[13:02]go over to that lake at night when
[13:05]nobody's here that will be awesome I'm
[13:07]going to do
[13:09]that
[13:12]um and then so if I get up early enough
[13:15]then I can watch the sun come up on top
[13:18]of a mountain amazing there is a trail
[13:22]I'll go hike that of
[13:26]course just so much I'm going to I'm
[13:28]just going to going to love this I'm
[13:30]going to just truly enjoy and embrace
[13:33]and embody the entire experience I am on
[13:37]top of a mountain right now and that is
[13:39]how I
[13:40]feel good
[13:42]morning it's pretty cold this
[13:46]morning 63 in here I've been
[13:49]keeping the heat at 65
[13:53]just maybe I want to put a little bit
[13:55]lower than that even cuz I need to
[13:57]conserve my propane
[13:59]it's pretty
[14:01]cold um it's nice
[14:04]though just thinking through
[14:07]like what can I do to make things a
[14:09]little better in here I'm going to go to
[14:11]the store today and to get tension rods
[14:13]and try to get some um thermal curtains
[14:16]and all of that
[14:19]so
[14:21]oh it's not bad it's just an adjustment
[14:26]I guess um used to being able to turn my
[14:30]ceramic heater
[14:33]on can't do that
[14:36]now I've got a 20 lb propane tank in the
[14:40]back of my Jeep I could use that to
[14:42]connect it to my heater body
[14:46]thing but I don't know like I was
[14:49]originally thinking I'd keep the 20 lb
[14:51]tank outside of the RV and then run the
[14:54]wire through the hole I have for my
[14:57]cables and then connect that to the
[15:01]heater I don't know if that would work I
[15:04]don't know if that's safe I got a lot to
[15:06]figure out
[15:08]there just thinking though I already
[15:11]have like I could bring that tank in
[15:13]right because I already have the tank in
[15:15]here basically it's part of the
[15:18]RV
[15:20]so maybe it's not that big of a deal I
[15:23]guess I'll explore that with AI and see
[15:25]what it says
[15:29]I'm not a big fan of pro well that's
[15:32]what I'm using
[15:34]though maybe it's not a problem you know
[15:37]I'll look into that because I like the
[15:40]idea of being able to have a portable
[15:42]propane T that I can just when I need to
[15:46]they can also use that for cooking and
[15:48]stuff
[15:52]so it's nice and quiet out
[15:57]here there's our already someone at the
[16:04]lake thinking about the fact I'm going
[16:06]to have to drive down that
[16:08]mountain even in my Jeep you
[16:11]know I think I need to fill the air in
[16:13]those tires cuz it feels it's been like
[16:16]this for a while it's
[16:19]felt oh I don't know what the word is
[16:21]almost like you're
[16:24]skating
[16:26]so I'm just going to look at that today
[16:30]before I go got to do some measurements
[16:33]in
[16:38]here I mean I don't know I I haven't
[16:41]even checked if there's a hardware store
[16:43]I know there's a Walmart so but you know
[16:45]they don't generally have good curtains
[16:48]I the thermal curtains I got for my cab
[16:50]area I got those on Amazon and they are
[16:54]unlike any curtains I've ever seen in a
[16:56]a physical store
[16:59]so I want to get the right ones cuz
[17:02]those things actually
[17:10]work
[17:12]yeah just kind of a slow start for me
[17:17]I'm kind of waiting for it to warm up
[17:19]out there
[17:22]really oh the sun's peeking out over
[17:25]there it's so nice
[17:33]you know it's just a little bit cold
[17:36]which is understandable it's not
[17:38]surprising or
[17:40]anything
[17:43]um just want to figure out a way
[17:47]to make this place as comfortable so I
[17:50]want my heat to last so I don't want to
[17:52]run through my
[17:54]propane got to be real careful with that
[17:56]especially if I'm staying here one or
[17:58]two weeks
[17:59]check that out we're generating solar
[18:01]power 80 some
[18:04]Watts we're using 72 for my satellite so
[18:09]we're generating just a little more than
[18:10]we need it's 7 in the
[18:13]morning only have one panel out I'll
[18:16]probably not bring out the second one
[18:18]very often like how be a big castle but
[18:21]um we're generating power took me a
[18:23]minute I forgot you needed an adapter I
[18:25]couldn't figure out how to hook them up
[18:26]but you needed an adapter I got it
[18:29]worked out now took off this ratchet
[18:33]thing thinking maybe it was hidden but
[18:35]no you just need an
[18:36]adapter that is so
[18:39]beautiful those colors are so
[18:44]vibrant just
[18:46]incredible I love it up
[18:49]here close
[18:53]up oh I got to switch ears
[19:01]so
[19:07]beautiful those are some amazing
[19:23]colors it is absolutely wild going up
[19:27]this mountain in some spots
[19:32]oh I could do that a 100 times I've
[19:35]never been old up and
[19:38]down so
[19:40]cool the wind is really starting to pick
[19:44]up oh it's
[19:46]bright only way I can
[19:49]get this my
[19:52]camera man you could feel
[19:55]that it's only midnight though I POS
[19:59]on pretty much ready to get up until I
[20:02]saw that really
[20:04]stop never leaves me
[20:09]alone I'm finally doing it I'm making
[20:12]coffee from my
[20:13]solar see here we're using 73 watt right
[20:18]now 75 that's between uh my satellite
[20:23]and my lights these lights combined use
[20:25]20
[20:26]watts and about it varies but around 50
[20:30]for the
[20:31]satellite let's see what happens here
[20:34]turn this
[20:37]on oh wow that's quite a
[20:40]spike 750 watts
[20:43]wow I can't even generate that for my
[20:46]solar
[20:48]panels doesn't go
[20:54]down wow that is a lot of power
[20:59]has a lot more power than I was
[21:00]expecting fortunately this doesn't take
[21:03]long hope I don't lose any percentage
[21:05]points
[21:07]here I'm making
[21:09]coffee so that's fascinating it's still
[21:12]on but it's run it process and now
[21:15]that's gone down to 80 couldn't zoom in
[21:17]on that very well but see it's still on
[21:20]keeping the hot plate
[21:24]hot how
[21:26]fascinating this coffee is even better
[21:28]because the sun made
[21:31]it you can't beat
[21:34]that so I'm just chilling back here
[21:37]waiting for the winds to pick up think
[21:40]we still have a couple
[21:41]hours not too worried about it anymore I
[21:45]think I think I can handle it and I'm
[21:49]going to stay so um Friday I'll
[21:52]experience
[21:55]much higher winds but I was looking in
[21:58]that is what the Oregan Coast is like so
[22:01]it's worth finding that out now my hair
[22:03]looks kind of
[22:05]nice
[22:07]um so I'm working on my trip I'm using
[22:10]different apps eye Overlander campendium
[22:13]all that trying to figure out trying to
[22:16]be a little more deliberate in my
[22:17]planning of this next stage of my trip
[22:20]so that's what I'm focused on right
[22:23]now so I think I better understand my um
[22:27]the risk with wind so it's I kind of got
[22:30]it in my head because of artificial
[22:32]intelligence they it was telling
[22:34]me I mean it kept bringing up the wind
[22:36]in the Pacific Northwest and I thought
[22:38]okay that's a factor I'm going to have
[22:40]to deal with but it's mostly an issue
[22:42]while driving it's not really an issue
[22:44]when you're parked so as long as you
[22:47]have your Awning in and you've deployed
[22:49]your stabilizers you're you're pretty
[22:51]good condition really don't need to
[22:53]worry with wind go until they get into
[22:55]like the 50s to 60s maybe maybe 60s to
[23:00]7s so come Friday I mean the wind gusts
[23:03]are going to be 40 I'll feel what that's
[23:05]like they're might be some
[23:08]swaying and I was talking about you
[23:10]might feel a little uncomfortable but I
[23:13]don't being uncomfortable is the state
[23:15]that I'm quite used to so I'm not
[23:19]worried been sitting here waiting for
[23:21]the wind to come I actually postponed
[23:23]something I was going to do today
[23:25]because I didn't want to leave Bailey
[23:26]alone and I didn't know what to you know
[23:28]what to expect
[23:33]so might go do that
[23:35]then so yeah I don't think the wind is a
[23:39]real big
[23:40]issue it's more going to be rain
[23:44]and um you know stuff like that