Breaking Camp and Driving Toward Pacific Northwest

Signal from September 22, 2024. rswfire is in his RV at Wilson Lake, breaking camp in rainy 57-degree weather. He's traveling west through Kansas toward the Pacific Northwest, dealing with equipment issues and crowded campgrounds. This represents his nomadic phase before reaching the coast, with sovereignty emerging but not yet fully declared.

Energetic Signature

resolute frustration

Field State

infrastructure optimization

Orientation

toward Pacific Northwest testing grounds

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September 22, 2024

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rswfire

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[0:01]oh I'm going to run out of space on my

[0:03]phone cuz I have to fix that before I

[0:07]go good morning fellow humans I would

[0:10]call this a travel day but I was

[0:11]thinking about it and just about every

[0:14]day is a travel day for me now I don't

[0:16]really see the point calling them that

[0:17]I'm a true Nomad

[0:19]now so the it's raining out the

[0:22]weather's quite nice it's like

[0:25]temperature wise is wonderful I think we

[0:28]could call this autumn

[0:30]I hope um I hope that it stays this way

[0:33]and that means I get to wear my jeans I

[0:35]love jeans layered

[0:38]shirts it's wonderful got my rain jacket

[0:42]out right there so I can get my stuff um

[0:46]you know take my Camp apart very easy to

[0:49]do is just a satellite a power

[0:51]cord there's no water here so I don't

[0:54]have to deal with

[0:55]that is there anything

[0:58]else I think that's it so you know it's

[1:02]really easy for me to break

[1:04]Camp um I don't have to do much in here

[1:07]my living space is designed in such a

[1:10]way that whether it's a travel day or

[1:12]not I don't have to do a lot let me show

[1:14]you this is what it means to keep a slid

[1:16]in I don't have anything I need to do

[1:20]everything is just fine like we have no

[1:22]problems here we are good to go melee's

[1:25]over here just headbunt my shoe cuz he

[1:28]do what he does

[1:30]you know I got plenty of storage up

[1:32]there that's the thing that always falls

[1:34]down I got to remember to take that down

[1:35]that's like a little insulating thing

[1:37]from my

[1:39]door um but that's the only thing I just

[1:41]got to you know I don't have a permanent

[1:44]place for that yet I

[1:46]guess I like efficiency I don't want to

[1:49]be dealing with stuff I don't want to be

[1:51]reconfiguring my space every time it's

[1:53]time to go somewhere that to me is just

[1:56]I mean it's awful you know like that's

[1:59]just aw who would want to do that like I

[2:02]I guess lots of people do it and it's

[2:04]funny because I was thinking about that

[2:05]today the YouTubers who give you their

[2:07]tours of their breaking camp or setting

[2:10]up camp and it's so complicated and this

[2:13]is like how you want to live your life

[2:16]cuz this not how I'm living mine there's

[2:18]no way in the world I'm living it that

[2:20]way I have been for six months trying to

[2:22]figure out solutions that work and I

[2:24]have I am just very happy with my

[2:28]Solutions so we

[2:31]have like a 4-Hour drive today it's not

[2:33]too bad I'm going to stop at two truck

[2:36]stops along the way and it's really

[2:39]about it very simple

[2:41]stuff all right let's see I guess I got

[2:44]some space now I don't think it's a lot

[2:46]I'll try to be conservative today there

[2:49]are some things I want to talk about one

[2:51]of them are the mass shootings that are

[2:52]happening because there was another one

[2:53]in

[2:54]Birmingham two gunmen at least who were

[2:58]just randomly shooting at at people and

[3:00]y'all

[3:02]don't you don't look at it from the my

[3:05]perspective it is not a right-wing or

[3:07]leftwing thing this is a fragmentation

[3:09]thing and we're going to talk about that

[3:11]this is a wonderful day we finally got

[3:13]some rain and it's only like 57

[3:16]out I love this this is kind of like a

[3:19]preview of the Pacific Northwest I hope

[3:22]you know it rain for weeks at a time and

[3:25]probably I mean I don't know I I said

[3:27]that a lot of it would be

[3:30]like drizzles and stuff like this and

[3:32]then there would be the downpours and

[3:35]I'm looking forward to it oh I want to

[3:38]get there so bad I still have a long

[3:40]ways to go I missed a state yesterday in

[3:42]my last video so it's

[3:45]Nebraska then Wyoming then Idaho then

[3:49]Oregon so I still got a ways to go um

[3:53]but today it's just the end of it's the

[3:55]western side of Kansas and day and a

[3:58]half there and then off we go

[4:02]I just took my teeth down to the parking

[4:04]lot I'm going to back up my RV and then

[4:08]um the outside I'm going to break Camp I

[4:10]guess I call it that break camp and

[4:12]we'll be ready to go I'll bring it down

[4:14]here link it up and we'll be on our way

[4:18]oh I just want to know so I could have

[4:20]done it in the road you know I could

[4:22]have linked up my Jeep in the road I do

[4:24]that quite often but it's Sunday and

[4:27]there's quite a few people in my little

[4:29]Loop here and

[4:30]there's no telling um when they'll be

[4:32]ready to go versus me

[4:34]and just being

[4:37]respectful always thinking about

[4:41]others one of the campers here is making

[4:44]breakfast it smells so good they're

[4:46]cooking outside I need to start doing

[4:49]that that smells so

[4:51]good I think I'm going to let Bailey out

[4:54]for a minute since it's just risen a

[4:56]little bit and then we can get a view of

[4:57]the lake before we go

[5:00]okay he looks happy he not complaining

[5:03]yet of course that one always wants out

[5:07]um this is it this is me breaking camp

[5:09]this is all I got to deal

[5:11]with so first bring in

[5:17]that open this um I do need to do some

[5:21]work in here I got to watch on my shoes

[5:23]if I feel like they got um um you know I

[5:27]think this would have helped if it was

[5:28]in here

[5:30]so I want to do something about

[5:33]that and here go

[5:39]soon this is all about iteration this is

[5:42]a process this is the most disorganized

[5:46]um storage thing I have by the way most

[5:49]of them look quite nice you'll

[5:52]see trying to do this with one hand that

[5:54]never goes so

[5:56]well

[5:58]okay oh all right and these I always

[6:00]keep in there too

[6:03]now it's a lot easier just throw these

[6:07]in

[6:10]here um we're going to find out if my

[6:12]stabilizers give me any trouble cuz

[6:14]sometimes they do might have to manually

[6:16]bring them up which means bringing out

[6:18]tools and

[6:19]stuff but hopefully we won't have that

[6:24]problem all right this side's usually

[6:26]fine

[6:28][Music]

[6:34]it's the driver's side that's a problem

[6:36]all right let's find

[6:38]out okay we're good

[6:45]yay okay that's pleasing

[6:48][Music]

[6:53]news so we don't have a lot to deal with

[6:56]today I'm going check the tires it's

[6:58]always a thing

[7:00]they look good very happy about that I

[7:04]think not taking the SP out has

[7:06]helped I honestly

[7:09]do got some kids

[7:14]playing trying not to get dirty here but

[7:17]it's inevitable

[7:23]right I think that kid swallowed a bug I

[7:26]have done

[7:27]that so this storage

[7:31]be see very organized oh I don't need to

[7:34]be in this oh my s's going to go in

[7:36]there I need this one because that's

[7:39]where the levers are give me a second

[7:42]okay

[7:44]easy my thing is I don't mind getting

[7:47]dirty but there's no water here so it's

[7:50]a little difficult washing my

[7:52]hands didn't fill out my tank this one's

[7:55]not perfectly organized well I mean it

[7:58]is I don't know what I'm complaining by

[8:00]it looks

[8:01]good um got to deal with the satellite

[8:05]that's easy and the power and that's it

[8:08]so we just unplugg the satellite from

[8:10]inside bring it out roll it up that's it

[8:13]just like that we're

[8:15]done I noticed this the other day so

[8:18]they installed this new plug for me it's

[8:20]furian it's the same as the cable found

[8:24]that interesting they never use that

[8:26]cable

[8:27]thing last step is lock them all

[8:31]up that's important to

[8:33]me like my stuff locked up when I'm

[8:37][Music]

[8:39]traveling

[8:43]okay see how in level we were on this

[8:46]side I'll show you the other in a minute

[8:49]it wasn't that bad I am so used to it

[8:51]now we're going to empty the tank so

[8:53]that one's usually not locked

[9:04][Music]

[9:12]okay yeah I don't know where down to the

[9:14]tanks here though this is an interesting

[9:17]place so we'll

[9:19]see Bailey you seem pretty comfortable

[9:23]there give you some time all

[9:26]right can do that let take a look at the

[9:30]light

[9:33]gear I wouldn't say I learned a lot here

[9:37]other

[9:38]than kind of entered a new phase my

[9:41]thinking

[9:42]where um you know I started playing a

[9:45]video game yesterday I didn't do that

[9:46]for very long but you know it's coming

[9:49]back feel like I have the patience for

[9:51]it

[9:52]again cuz I really immersed myself in

[9:55]those

[9:57]worlds I haven't finished that game yet

[9:59]and with the two expansions I bet

[10:01]there's a lot of content to

[10:06]play never really spend any time down

[10:08]there well none at all I didn't spend

[10:11]any time on the lake is what I was going

[10:12]to say didn't do any

[10:14]hiking it just too hot I don't like the

[10:17]'90s

[10:19]so over

[10:21]that I'm right here

[10:25]buddy was distracted by somebody else

[10:33]what you're

[10:35]fine

[10:38]a you're

[10:40]fine you can't roam around you know

[10:46]better we're basically ready to go I got

[10:49]to fix my

[10:50]Dash um my dash

[10:55]cam fell down again cuz I haven't found

[10:58]an auto parts H up but that should be

[11:00]the only problem you can see it in there

[11:02]if you look

[11:03]carefully got some tape for it that's it

[11:07]we're good to go bailing we're going to

[11:09]go let the at the End of the Street turn

[11:13]left we can gr

[11:15]brigher than the

[11:25]sun tonight

[11:30]we are

[11:34]young so let's set the world on

[11:38]fire we can grow

[11:40]brighter than the

[11:42][Music]

[11:46]sun goodbye Wilson

[11:49]Lake we're off to another Lake now very

[11:54]pretty I do wish we could have spent

[11:56]more time here I would have loved to

[11:57]explore this place

[12:01]but there are always other places to

[12:03]explore I

[12:04]suppose all right so we're off and my

[12:07]next Stop's in 60 Mi just straight shot

[12:10]down this

[12:11]highway to my first fuel stop it's

[12:14]raining and there's clouds in the sky

[12:17]and so we'll have some weather out

[12:19]there um I was thinking I might try to

[12:22]put my GoPro up somewhere like I did in

[12:24]my Jeep or just shows a view outward

[12:27]that might be kind of fun I'm going to I

[12:28]might try that

[12:29]soon um but so I'm briefly going to talk

[12:32]about gun

[12:34]violence cuz I'm am

[12:37]done pretending

[12:40]like anybody knows what the hell they're

[12:42]doing anymore because they obviously

[12:43]don't they don't understand what's

[12:45]happening and I'm not going to just be

[12:47]silent because it's controversial to you

[12:49]people I don't give a shance people are

[12:51]dying people are getting hurt all the

[12:53]time there were multiple mass shootings

[12:55]this weekend there was I think one was

[12:58]in Minnesota and then the other was in

[13:00]Birmingham where several different

[13:02]people were shooting at people on the

[13:05]street that should tell you something

[13:08]it's disintegration it's fragmentation

[13:10]those people's minds the people shooting

[13:12]those weapons have clearly fragmented

[13:15]themselves so much that they're able to

[13:17]just turn off their ethics and their

[13:19]emotions that doesn't just happen it's

[13:21]because they live in this world with you

[13:24]where everybody does that to some extent

[13:26]or another

[13:30]and given how bad it's gotten which

[13:34]we've seen for years and everybody just

[13:37]kind of ignoring

[13:39]it it's just going to keep getting worse

[13:42]of

[13:42]course right let's be

[13:47]realistic it's disintegration of society

[13:51]that's what it is it is a very clear

[13:52]sign of

[13:53]it and I don't care what side of the

[13:56]political ey you are on by the way being

[13:59]right or left that's just another form

[14:01]of fragmentation you're putting yourself

[14:03]into US versus them groups which is

[14:05]stupid that's not how the world should

[14:10]work you're

[14:12]just it doesn't matter what side you're

[14:14]on okay you need to start taking it

[14:16]seriously if you actually give a [ __ ]

[14:18]and you want to see this world

[14:19]survive because these are all

[14:22]manifestations of what I've been talking

[14:24]about let me put this another way for

[14:26]you it's time for you all to get on the

[14:28]same page to

[14:30]integrate and find a solution look at

[14:32]the root causes and deal with the root

[14:34]causes stop pretending that they don't

[14:36]exist like we don't know what they are

[14:37]they're so freaking obvious to me the

[14:39]only reason they not obvious to you guys

[14:42]is because you're so

[14:44]fragmented and I have had to live in

[14:46]this world and watch you guys screw

[14:48]everything up I have to live in the same

[14:50]world as you but I'm nothing like

[14:54]you and so I know this Society is going

[14:56]to collapse and it's going to happen all

[14:58]over the world and everything is just

[15:00]going

[15:01]to turn to dust including your minds by

[15:05]the way because

[15:08]nobody hardly

[15:16]nobody I mean I don't even know how to

[15:18]finish that sentence because there are

[15:20]just so many layers to how I could end

[15:22]it you know that's what's going on in my

[15:24]head all the time it's like I there are

[15:29]so many different ways I could end that

[15:30]sentence and they' all be

[15:33]true so I'm going to have a good day

[15:36]that's enough of that I just I saw it

[15:38]this morning and I wanted to talk about

[15:40]it so I have you now I'm just going to

[15:44]enjoy this beautiful weather cuz I

[15:48]consider beautiful and this drive

[15:51]and baele over here oh I guess I can't

[15:54]do it that way baele right there he's

[15:56]doing good so um everything good I have

[16:01]very good visibility like I just

[16:03]absolutely love what I've done to this

[16:05]place it feels like my home it feels

[16:07]mobile it feels like exactly what I set

[16:09]out to

[16:12]do maybe one day some of you will want

[16:14]to go look back on my videos and

[16:16]actually learn something from

[16:18]me one last thing do you understand that

[16:22]when something is controversial that's

[16:24]really just a sign that you want to

[16:25]ignore it you don't want to face it not

[16:28]nothing in this world is controversial

[16:30]you just need to face

[16:32]it

[16:35]nothing that is so cool I don't know

[16:37]that I can get it on my screen but there

[16:38]just a whole bunch of birds flying

[16:40]overhead oh I don't think it I don't

[16:43]think my camera dead I need better I

[16:46]have a camera I mean I don't think I

[16:47]could use that one though while driving

[16:49]so I don't know I hate that I can't get

[16:53]the images I want though so I'm

[16:55]absolutely loving this I know how many

[16:58]of you are you don't just want to say

[17:00]something like it's gang violence even

[17:01]though we don't know and I don't think

[17:03]it is you need to think about the fact

[17:05]that multiple people shot at multiple

[17:08]random people on the streets together

[17:11]they did this together that tells you a

[17:14]lot if you think on

[17:16]it it's almost like they turn it into a

[17:21]game and it is

[17:23]not just places like Birmingham I know

[17:27]that's how some you like to think Chad

[17:29]Dorman he murdered all of his

[17:32]children in front of their

[17:38]mother one of the worst things I've ever

[17:43]seen and you did it because he's so

[17:46]fragmented people

[17:48]don't snap that's not how that works

[17:51]that is just another one of the lies

[17:53]they tell you

[17:55]okay people don't just snap

[18:00]when you are so fragmented that you can

[18:02]turn off certain parts of your brain and

[18:05]do something like that it is a

[18:07]reflection of the world we live in

[18:10]everything is interconnected he grew up

[18:13]in our

[18:14]society it's that just mental

[18:17][Music]

[18:22]illness none of you look at the root

[18:24]causes you go into your little camps you

[18:26]make excuses just that's you do you make

[18:29]excuses and you try to solve problems

[18:32]from a fragmented place and it was

[18:34]Einstein who said you can't do

[18:37]that you can't solve a problem at the

[18:40]level you created it

[18:42]at and that's why Society is collapsing

[18:45]because every problem we try to solve we

[18:48]solve in a fragmented way we look at

[18:50]nothing holistically or

[18:52]interconnected we do not address through

[18:54]causes in this Society that's why

[18:56]Western culture is so toxic that's

[18:58]that's why to sin on the

[19:01]planet because it's not going to make

[19:03]things better it's going to make things

[19:05]worse and

[19:06]worse that's all it

[19:09]does it's not progress we're not making

[19:17]progress clearly I'm very frustrated

[19:21]today I don't know why it's not like I

[19:23]haven't accepted this long

[19:27]ago I guess it's because I just don't

[19:30]understand why people are the way they

[19:32]are it's like all of these problems in

[19:34]the world you look at them and you

[19:40]just just blow it off you turn your mind

[19:43]away from it you live on the surface of

[19:46]life and ignore

[19:50]everything how do you think that's going

[19:52]to solve anything in this world you know

[19:55]I didn't know when or if I'd ever talk

[19:57]about this but I'm just going to

[19:59]religion spirituality all of that is

[20:03]fragmentation that is you seeking

[20:05]something outside of yourself because

[20:06]you're so disconnected inside of

[20:08]yourself when you're integrated you

[20:10]don't need it you have the world you

[20:13]have the universe everything is all

[20:15]inspiring you don't need to look outside

[20:18]yourself you need to start looking

[20:21]within yourself that is where you'll

[20:23]find the answers that's where you'll

[20:24]find peace that's where you'll find

[20:27]everything

[20:32]the fact that you are still looking

[20:34]outside of yourself for answers tells me

[20:37]just how fragmented you

[20:39]are I'm not sure what's happening here

[20:41]but that's beautiful I guess it would

[20:43]just be a field of crops that have

[20:45]already been harvested or maybe not

[20:46]grown this year but those are pretty

[20:48]pretty colors of brown you can see a lot

[20:50]of symmetry and I just like the way it

[20:53]looks

[20:59]we got a long drive to go let me put it

[21:02]this way when I was younger I did a lot

[21:04]of seeking myself even as a very young

[21:07]child I went to church on my own even

[21:10]though that wasn't something my family

[21:11]did I wanted to go and I asked them

[21:13]questions and they didn't have answers

[21:17]and you know they don't have answers you

[21:19]pretend they do but you know they don't

[21:21]I knew as a child they didn't I learned

[21:24]very

[21:25]young that I wasn't going to find

[21:27]answers from those kinds of people and

[21:30]then I started looking into spirituality

[21:32]all kinds of

[21:33]spiritualities and I studied them my

[21:36]whole life up until I think it was my

[21:38]30s is when those beliefs just kind of

[21:42]shed away because I realized what it was

[21:46]it was

[21:49]just I was seeking answers that I could

[21:51]only find Within

[21:53]Myself the world is enough you are

[21:55]enough that's what I'm trying to tell

[21:57]you you are

[22:01]enough when you are integrated like me

[22:05]you you don't look outside yourself for

[22:07]answers instead you look outside

[22:09]yourself at the awe and beauty of

[22:11]everything it's

[22:14]enough so let me add this just so that

[22:17]you understand the Nuance in my

[22:20]life there's nothing wrong with you

[22:22]going to church if you go for the right

[22:24]reasons that's a way for you to to be

[22:27]part of a community wonderful that's

[22:29]wonderful wait for you to connect with

[22:31]others oh wonderful things but you turn

[22:34]it into something

[22:36]that's so rigid and so in denial about

[22:41]reality and you use it as another way of

[22:45]just it's

[22:46]tribalism you don't you can have

[22:49]communities you

[22:52]know don't pretend you have all the

[22:55]answers and don't use them to justify

[22:58]horrible

[23:02]acts when you subscribe to a fixed point

[23:05]of view like that I don't do this with

[23:08]anything nothing my mind is open to

[23:11]everything if there is some new insight

[23:13]out there that it'll change every

[23:16]everything that it

[23:19]touches but you guys aren't like that

[23:21]you've decided you know

[23:24]everything and you use that to judge

[23:27]others and to commit heinous heinous

[23:29]things all the

[23:34]time this is why I don't respect

[23:41]you how could I look at that we see

[23:44]signs like these all the time some kind

[23:46]of God-fearing sign of course let's see

[23:49]what this one says because they're just

[23:51]so wonderful to see all over in the

[23:54]world if you die today where will you

[23:56]spend eternity

[23:58]oh my God you should be afraid people

[24:01]you should be [ __ ]

[24:03]terrified I love that the only reason I

[24:05]know what that is is because I played so

[24:08]much ano in my life that is one of those

[24:11]oil

[24:12]drills I would not know that

[24:14]otherwise I love this cuz it genuinely

[24:17]feels like a preview of what I'll

[24:19]experienc in the Pacific Northwest like

[24:22]the nature will be different and I'm

[24:24]sure the weather you know will not be

[24:27]exactly the same but just a lot of rain

[24:29]and fog

[24:31]and

[24:33]um gray skies like I'm getting a preview

[24:38]of what I'm what I'm driving towards

[24:40]right now take the first left you can

[24:42]really tell the direction of the wind

[24:45]and how strong it is from like the

[24:47]raindrops on my windshield but also from

[24:49]that semi truck up there the direction

[24:51]of all the rain that's coming off the

[24:53]back of his

[24:55]vehicle got me thinking I need to get a

[24:59]compass that I can put in here

[25:01]somewhere that I can because when I'm in

[25:04]the Pacific Northwest and I'm dealing

[25:06]with strong winds I'm going to want to

[25:07]point my RV a certain way and that

[25:10]Compass could be real useful oh this

[25:13]one's a tight trucks out but we are

[25:15]doing it he's coming over cuz he's kind

[25:18]of going to that lane so I'm in this one

[25:21]my jeep's kind of out there but I

[25:22]trusted it's fine if you can see it in

[25:24]the mirror well you can see it there I

[25:26]guess um cool first time doing one of

[25:30]these ones boy this feels tight even

[25:32]though it's it's a truck

[25:34]stop I love the truck stops cuz Bailey

[25:36]does stuff like this he's like okay I

[25:39]guess I'll come out of the carry and

[25:40]check things

[25:41]out what's going on out here right

[25:44]Bailey we're at a truck stop look at

[25:48]you really want to

[25:53]view everything's good back there this

[25:56]fell down again I keep forgetting about

[25:57]that thing as only thing I just need to

[25:59]put that in the doorway when I doing

[26:02]this when I'm

[26:06]driving it's very lightweight but I just

[26:09]keep forgetting here it comes a trunk

[26:12]don't worry about

[26:13]it look at that he's close but these

[26:16]guys I watched the guy just park man

[26:19]they have skill they have freaking

[26:24]skill they are just Masters at this

[26:32]truly respect truck

[26:38]drivers that's so nice to see Bailey

[26:41]just chilling like

[26:46]that so there's a very strong wind

[26:48]trying to pull my door open I pulled

[26:51]over just to confirm it was locked I

[26:53]knew it was but I confirmed it

[27:04]I might need

[27:07]to I got a couple ideas but I might want

[27:10]to reinforce that

[27:13]door maybe get a new one cuz the winds

[27:15]are going to be strong in the Pacific

[27:18]Northwest so I've been talking with AI

[27:20]about my

[27:22]door um because it I just got to

[27:24]thinking I'm going to I'm going to put

[27:27]some

[27:29]those those clamps that I have for my um

[27:32]my cabinets I'm going to put those on

[27:34]the door too

[27:36]but I you know it's a thin door it got

[27:39]me thinking you know by the time I get

[27:41]to the Pacific

[27:42]Northwest that door needs to be

[27:44]insulated and dealt with so um it gave

[27:48]me some ideas on what I could do with

[27:49]that so that's yet another project I'm

[27:52]going to have to work on I want this

[27:54]thing

[27:55]ready I don't think I've actually

[27:57]addressed this yet

[27:58]so I'm going to the Pacific Northwest

[28:00]deliberately because of the storms it's

[28:03]going to be scary at times um but fear

[28:07]isn't something that stops me from it's

[28:11]just another emotion that I integrate

[28:13]and you know that's automatically

[28:14]integrated into my cognition I work with

[28:18]it um it also I I actually learned a lot

[28:22]about fear yesterday just talking about

[28:24]it with AI it's actually very

[28:26]interesting because fear leads to other

[28:27]emotions and I never really thought

[28:29]about it like it can even lead to love

[28:31]because it means you're

[28:33]recognizing the power of something

[28:38]and it's not just a spectrum it's almost

[28:42]like it's very fascinating I'm still

[28:44]thinking about this stuff but anyways um

[28:47]I'm going to the Pacific Northwest

[28:48]because I want to test myself and I want

[28:51]to test my RV I want to find out what

[28:53]the problems are and deal with them

[28:55]because I don't know what's going to

[28:57]happen in the future

[28:58]I don't know when Society will collapse

[29:01]I think it's going to happen within the

[29:02]next couple of years but maybe I'm wrong

[29:05]maybe I'm very wrong and it doesn't even

[29:07]happen in my lifetime it's inevitable

[29:09]because I understand the systemic issues

[29:13]we're dealing with and I know that we

[29:14]can't solve them the way we're trying

[29:16]and that it's been it's going on it's

[29:18]gone on too far to where any solution

[29:22]is able to

[29:25]solve it's going to happen okay it just

[29:28][ __ ] is

[29:31]and whether it's in the next couple of

[29:33]months or years or somewhere down the

[29:37]road I want to be prepared for it I want

[29:41]to I want to live my life I'm not just

[29:43]trying to survive I want to thrive in

[29:45]this world and I am living a lifestyle

[29:47]that I absolutely love it's not just

[29:49]about societal

[29:50]claps

[29:53]um I might live this way the rest of my

[29:55]life I might buy land someday depending

[29:57]on how things go but it won't be like I

[30:01]wouldn't I wouldn't live the rest of my

[30:04]life there all the time I'd still be

[30:05]traveling in my

[30:07]RV so and I wouldn't be just buying a

[30:10]house I'd be buying land where I can you

[30:11]know grow food and um make a very unique

[30:15]kind of um something that works for me

[30:18]like the what I do to my RV it wouldn't

[30:19]be anything that you guys have ever seen

[30:21]I can promise you that

[30:24]um but you know that's not where my head

[30:27]is right now I've got more immediate

[30:29]things on my mind

[30:33]I I want to test my equipment out there

[30:36]I want to test

[30:38]myself so I'll learn things I'm learning

[30:41]them before I get there I'm learning

[30:42]that you know I should deal with this

[30:43]door now before I get there so this

[30:46]journey there is just as

[30:49]h i approach everything with intention

[30:52]everything I always have

[31:02]I have what 400 videos showing you of me

[31:05]doing that there is so much you could

[31:07]learn from me if you were willing but I

[31:09]don't think that most of you

[31:11]are and I haven't made peace with that

[31:14]that's why I'm talking to you the way I

[31:15]am these days because I'm over

[31:19]it you guys have created a very [ __ ]

[31:22]up world you don't even see it and

[31:26]you're probably not going to see it

[31:27]before or it

[31:29]collapses

[31:33]Beyond once that happens maybe some

[31:37]people will be willing to look at the

[31:39]world a little bit differently and

[31:41]realize the mistakes that were

[31:43]made and that I lived on this planet as

[31:47]a holistic integrated person the whole

[31:49][ __ ]

[31:50]time and saw right through your lies and

[31:53]your

[31:55][ __ ] and even provided Solutions on

[31:59]going check that

[32:02]out that infrastructure over there a

[32:06]where is it there it is um one giant

[32:09]windmill for that whole place that is so

[32:11]cool you know that that was built for

[32:13]that place that is how they're powering

[32:15]it that is

[32:18]amazing this is

[32:22]incredible I have no words for how cool

[32:25]this

[32:25]is just these open expanses of land

[32:29]every once in a while you might see you

[32:32]know what's basically a family it's

[32:34]built a life out

[32:37]here this is so

[32:43]cool so I've never really told you guys

[32:47]this I started programming in the sixth

[32:49]grade some of this I've told you some I

[32:51]walk get to it started in the sixth

[32:54]grade I was deeply passionate about

[32:57]programming because

[33:00]it it

[33:02]engaged

[33:04]programming complemented the way my mind

[33:06]works I think I think I was always a

[33:07]systems thinker I was always seeing

[33:09]things in the world and I remember my

[33:11]parents being like you think too much or

[33:13]you're thinking too deeply about this or

[33:15]I don't remember how they worded that

[33:16]but you know what I'm saying there you

[33:19]which was alienating it was just you

[33:21]know they were discounting who I am at

[33:23]my coure and programming gave me an

[33:25]outlet for that

[33:28]and there were times I was homeless I've

[33:31]told you that too what I haven't told

[33:33]you is I used to write code on paper

[33:35]when I didn't have a

[33:37]computer that's how much that's how

[33:39]passionate I was about it and how I

[33:40]could hold those thoughts in my head put

[33:43]them down on paper run the code in my

[33:46]head on paper without a

[33:52]computer I spent my whole

[33:56]life engaged in those kinds of

[33:58]activities not just coding but just my

[34:01]internal

[34:02]world and you know just philosophy and

[34:06]the

[34:07]just whatever I saw in the world I was

[34:09]integrating it into myself I always saw

[34:15]it but

[34:17]then as it became clear to me the

[34:19]societal collapse that's actually coming

[34:22]that's that's

[34:24]close I had to evolve I had to shift

[34:27]gear

[34:31]and that's what I did that's exactly

[34:33]what I did I bought an RV I moved into

[34:35]it and I started focusing on a

[34:38]completely different set of skills

[34:42]and perspective

[34:45]because I did

[34:48]not ever have to learn these kinds of

[34:52]skills the physicality of it all I don't

[34:55]know how to really explain it just the

[34:58]the mechanical world is what I would

[35:01]call it I

[35:02]guess and I shared my process with you

[35:06]because I knew that I was approaching it

[35:09]with the same intentionality that I did

[35:11]programming and everything else in my

[35:13]life I adapt if I don't have a computer

[35:17]I write code on

[35:20]paper I don't give up

[35:23]ever I learned from

[35:26]experience and all I got from you guys

[35:29]more superficial comments where you were

[35:31]dissecting my life into little pieces

[35:33]and that was

[35:36]unacceptable from the very beginning I

[35:38]did not like that very first comment on

[35:41]my

[35:42]YouTube the very first video I made

[35:44]there are two comments that have kind of

[35:46]stuck with me one that I share with you

[35:47]guys all the time whenever my camera

[35:49]goes the wrong angle because somebody

[35:50]criticized me for using the wrong angle

[35:53]um portrait versus landscape so [ __ ]

[35:56]sound stupid

[35:58]and so I just troll that guy back

[36:00]forever I will for the rest of my life

[36:03]maybe um it's like a joke to me now and

[36:06]then the other one was somebody saying

[36:08]don't worry about the fact you don't

[36:09]have teeth who

[36:11]cares obviously I didn't or I wouldn't

[36:14]have been on [ __ ] camera talking

[36:15]about

[36:16]it people don't

[36:20]think you are not listening to what I am

[36:24]telling

[36:25]you you are not integrating it you are

[36:28]not absorbing

[36:29]it all that unsolicited advice you gave

[36:32]me where I was trying to show you my

[36:35]process which I know is is superior to

[36:40]yours was just

[36:43]unacceptable I am so over you

[36:45]guys my channel now is definitely for

[36:49]the

[36:50]future for a time when people are more

[36:56]open-minded than will willing to sit

[36:58]with what I'm saying instead of just

[37:00]being distracted scrolling through

[37:02]YouTube because YouTube probably won't

[37:04]even exist at that point my videos will

[37:06]be somewhere

[37:07]else I mean how can I have respect for

[37:11]people who just spend all their time

[37:13]being distracted on YouTube and when

[37:15]they come across a channel like mine

[37:17]they don't even sit with

[37:22]that it's

[37:24]unacceptable ba and I are at the new

[37:26]Campground

[37:28]it's over here my new house is leaking I

[37:31]think I can fix it though some kind of

[37:33]cealing this one

[37:34]here it's coming out um this piece right

[37:39]here I think I can probably seal that so

[37:42]I'm just going to fill my tank

[37:47]upay that till I can get it fixed so

[37:50]this is a shitty Campground there are

[37:52]people freaking everywhere no space for

[37:55]anybody I hate those kind of parts

[37:58]so I won't enjoy my time here

[38:02]but I did see something very cool I want

[38:05]to go check out we'll do that um

[38:09]hopefully today because today's real

[38:11]nice it's

[38:12]like I don't know maybe 60 out real nice

[38:15]tomorrow it's going to be back in the

[38:16]80s so which isn't

[38:19]terrible I mean it's better than has

[38:22]been but still 80s hot I want this is

[38:25]the weather I want this is what I'm

[38:26]looking forward to the Pacific

[38:28]Northwest at some point I'm going to

[38:30]need to start I'm heading towards a

[38:32]hardware store to get supplies um I need

[38:35]to make space in here for that and I

[38:39]want to try to get my slide to work

[38:41]correctly which means pulling everything

[38:43]down then I turn into a storage tve and

[38:45]then just kind of trying to get the

[38:47]motors to realign themselves hopefully

[38:50]um but I don't want to do that with a

[38:51]bunch of people

[38:53]around um I know I shouldn't care but I

[38:57]do

[38:57]I just

[38:59]do because unlike everybody else in the

[39:02]world I actually give a [ __ ] about other

[39:04]people's comfort

[39:13]and so yeah I

[39:17]mean really obviously went out he was

[39:20]out with me when I was sitting Camp up

[39:22]but you know that kid just wants to run

[39:25]that's what he wants we're quite level

[39:27]so

[39:28]nice just not sure what I'll do while

[39:30]I'm

[39:31]here

[39:35]um I mean people are too damn close like

[39:38]literally feet from me I hate that it's

[39:41]the worst [ __ ] thing in the world I

[39:42]don't know why they make Camp cron like

[39:43]this it's [ __ ] it's ridiculous to

[39:47]me this is not why people come into

[39:50]nature I don't think that's why anybody

[39:52]comes into nature like they're not

[39:53]looking to being feet from each other

[39:59]so you just kind of expect better from a

[40:02]state park I guess I get it I sound like

[40:04]I'm in a bad mood I kind of am I

[40:07]suppose

[40:08]um but not really and that's another

[40:11]thing you guys will never understand

[40:12]about me truly you won't I can be

[40:16]frustrated

[40:18]and looking at the systemic problems and

[40:21]still be completely at peace with myself

[40:24]I'm not like you

[40:28]mey you're just going to have to chill

[40:30]buddy at some point I think I will get

[40:31]you on a harness but I don't know when

[40:34]you're just going to have to be patient

[40:37]so I guess that's my video for today cuz

[40:39]I um it's not too late I think it's like

[40:42]2 maybe maybe yeah I think it's like

[40:45]2:00 and I'm going to figure out what

[40:47]I'm going to do while I'm here um I

[40:50]still have quite a long journey ahead of

[40:51]me and the sooner I can start working on

[40:53]installating this place the better

[40:55]but um

[40:58]we'll see

Summary

rswfire breaks camp at Wilson Lake, demonstrating his efficient RV setup that requires minimal reconfiguration for travel. He drives through Kansas in rainy weather, making fuel stops and heading toward the Pacific Northwest. During the drive, he addresses recent mass shootings in Birmingham and Minnesota, framing them as symptoms of societal fragmentation rather than political issues. He criticizes fragmented thinking and approaches to problem-solving, arguing that society is collapsing because problems are addressed from the same fragmented mindset that created them.

He discusses his rejection of religion and spirituality as external seeking, explaining his evolution from childhood church attendance through various spiritual studies to finding answers within himself through integration. He shares his programming background, starting in sixth grade and writing code on paper when homeless, demonstrating his adaptive problem-solving approach.

He arrives at a crowded campground, discovers a leak in his RV that needs sealing, and expresses frustration with the cramped conditions. He reflects on his YouTube channel being designed for future audiences who might be more receptive to his integrated perspective after societal collapse occurs.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission operates as a diagnostic mirror reflecting societal fragmentation while demonstrating integrated mobility infrastructure. The field holds simultaneous positions of sovereign detachment and systemic analysis, using personal efficiency as proof-of-concept for coherent living while delivering uncompromising assessment of collective disintegration.

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fragmentationintegrationcollapseefficiencysystems thinkingroot causesholisticintentionality

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sovereign
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diagnostic
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mobile

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