[0:01]it's coming there's the storm brewing
[0:05]starting to feel some little
[0:07]raindrops very beautiful out here this
[0:12]sake watching the wind push the water
[0:15]like that it's very very
[0:17]peaceful sun shining through those
[0:24]clouds the layers of
[0:28]light and now the
[0:33]rain boy that spread fast I should have
[0:35]been recording
[0:37]because wow that really spread fast I'm
[0:40]going to pay more
[0:44]attention
[0:47]awesome this is wonderful
[1:01]it's beautiful
[1:05]sun beautiful world
[1:38]that sun is embracing you and all life
[1:41]on this
[1:54]planet can you feel
[1:57]it that cloud there looks a little bit
[2:00]evil it's right over me
[2:04]too this is wonderful there's a bird up
[2:07]there go find safety
[2:14]birdie we've had a little bit of
[2:18]thunder and one flash of light so
[2:24]far this is definitely the come before
[2:26]the storm
[2:59]oh
[3:02]that looks
[3:18]nice yeah that cloud there I think it
[3:21]want some
[3:23]trouble this storm is just getting
[3:26]started and we are already rocking back
[3:28]and forth I have my stabilizers
[3:31]down I wouldn't call this a strong wind
[3:34]either so that's going
[3:36]to teach me something because I'm
[3:40]expecting way stronger winds in the
[3:41]Pacific
[3:43]Northwest and you can just tell from the
[3:46]tree it's not very strong wind but we're
[3:48]definitely shaking a little
[3:51]bit was rocking a little bit more than
[3:54]this here it
[3:58]goes huh
[4:00]I do have extra stabilizers I I don't
[4:03]know how much they really help
[4:06]but you know whatever I have to do I'll
[4:09]I'll try that things get too bad maybe I
[4:12]don't expect things to get too bad here
[4:15]but um given
[4:18]that this really is not violent at all
[4:21]and it's already rocking it just it
[4:23]tells me something it tells me that my
[4:26]extra stabilizers are actually quite
[4:27]important and that I need to make that
[4:29]part of my
[4:30]routine especially when I get to the
[4:32]Pacific
[4:34]Northwest so because I know I'm going to
[4:36]clip these all together in my video I
[4:38]just want to start by
[4:40]saying um that storm yesterday didn't
[4:43]last very long so was not a big deal we
[4:47]have another one rolling in now I don't
[4:49]really see much out there though I'll
[4:51]show you I don't see doesn't look like
[4:53]we do but they've been saying there's
[4:55]going to be thunderstorms
[5:00]I've used to be a what I wanted to talk
[5:02]about I used to be a big time gamer all
[5:05]of my life in the past 6 months I have
[5:07]not really played any video games I'm
[5:10]about to
[5:11]finally I made some improvements to my
[5:14]bedroom here I kind of fixed my bed
[5:17]platform a little bit so that my
[5:19]mattress stops moving around and I've
[5:21]got some other ideas for that and once I
[5:23]start insulating these walls it's going
[5:26]to change things in here too I'm going
[5:28]to start sleeping on this side
[5:30]so one of my dressers over here put a
[5:33]pillow on it so my feet have somewhere
[5:35]to cuz this is a small space allow me
[5:38]to hopefully improve my sleep situation
[5:40]a little bit more it's get it's always
[5:42]getting better I'm adapting it's way
[5:45]better than when I used to use this
[5:47]slide I'll tell you that much and
[5:50]because of that I'll probably have to
[5:51]move this dresser or this um the Shelf
[5:55]back here is that what that is oh I'm so
[5:58]funny I I think yeah there a shelf I'm
[6:01]going to have to move that um and you
[6:03]know this my tablets were acting as My
[6:05]Little television or entertainment
[6:07]center I might there with velcro though
[6:09]I might keep that there and then just
[6:11]make once I have this wall I'm going to
[6:13]tear that down and then I'm going to put
[6:15]insulation over this insulation boards
[6:18]mostly on this you know on the outer
[6:20]walls but this one too because this
[6:21]window's never needed anymore because
[6:24]you know the side is in so I'm just
[6:26]going to make this a wall by doing that
[6:28]and then maybe I'll put my maybe I'll
[6:31]put my um my tablets over there like
[6:34]I'll have spots for both depending how
[6:36]just kind of situated in here
[6:38]alienware's going through an update so
[6:40]I'm just waiting on that I don't like
[6:42]firmware updates cuz I've been using
[6:43]computers since I was a child and I know
[6:45]how dangerous these things can
[6:48]be but you know it didn't warn me
[6:52]normally I would do this
[6:54]myself
[6:56]um my cooling pad apparently I broke
[6:59]that at some point during my journey cuz
[7:00]it doesn't work I want to get another
[7:01]one because this has a very nice it's a
[7:04]laptop version of the um the 480 it's
[7:08]not a 4090 but it's a 4080 so I can have
[7:12]some pretty nice graphics on this thing
[7:14]but it does use a lot of heat I'll have
[7:16]to find out about my energy usage for
[7:20]this
[7:21]thing cuz I suspect I'll be using this
[7:23]way more often than my desktop once I
[7:25]start boondocking
[7:27]so definitely
[7:30]plan to do that
[7:32]soon I'm always tinkering with my speace
[7:36]trying to make it better make it perfect
[7:38]for me this feels pretty good so this
[7:40]feels good there's still things I want
[7:41]to do but it's this feels nice I like
[7:44]this and I feel like I can finally just
[7:46]sit down
[7:48]and just do one of those activities that
[7:51]I used to do in my old life like for a
[7:53]long time it just felt
[7:56]like it just wasn't in the head space
[7:58]for it I was just mentally processing so
[8:01]much that I could not turn my brain off
[8:04]and today for some reason I just found
[8:06]myself in this sort of
[8:09]restless um passive state where I just
[8:14]feel almost tired but um it's hard to
[8:18]describe I just um didn't really want
[8:21]it's kind of like when you're a kid and
[8:22]this is how I was talking to AI about it
[8:24]when you're a kid and you just um it's
[8:26]raining outside and you're just looking
[8:27]out the window you're kind of bored but
[8:29]but at the same time you don't really
[8:30]want to do anything that's kind of how I
[8:33]felt but I was getting excited about
[8:35]playing this game I finally got it
[8:36]downloaded and then my computer had to
[8:38]do these updates still doing it this is
[8:41]a lot of update I probably haven't done
[8:43]this in a while which is
[8:47]why oh you better not do anything
[8:51]terrible on me I do let my anion
[8:55]wees so yeah I'm about to play a video
[8:58]game see the thing is is I want to
[9:00]approach everything in my life these
[9:01]days with intentionality so I didn't
[9:04]feel like just didn't feel like the
[9:07]timing was right for me to engage in
[9:09]some of my my pastime activities like
[9:12]this one and now it feels like okay
[9:15]you've made so much progress It's very
[9:18]hot out there I'm not going hiking here
[9:20]in this weather I'm over the heat just
[9:23]over it I've done enough hiking in this
[9:25]seat I'm over it I just went down to the
[9:27]shower so I'm clean and I don't want to
[9:29]get sweaty out there and um just feels
[9:33]like
[9:34]okay it's time to enjoy the the benefits
[9:38]of my lifestyle I can just sit here in a
[9:40]random Campground looking at a lake out
[9:42]there and playing a video game how
[9:46]awesome is that oh so by the way this is
[9:50]up on my ceiling life is strange too
[9:52]that's a video game that I love I played
[9:54]it when my mom was over we both cried at
[9:56]the end it is just the best game ever it
[9:59]had to have a place in my RV because
[10:01]while space is sacred I just put it on
[10:03]the ceiling of the slot right so I get
[10:05]to look at it and think about my mom and
[10:09]the memory that we made when when I
[10:10]played that
[10:11]game
[10:13]so there's a mixture of very functional
[10:17]stuff in here and little memories that
[10:21]make this feel like home I guess it's
[10:24]wonderful I really need to clean this
[10:26]desktop up it's got all kinds of just
[10:30]old work related stuff and just
[10:32]craziness look at all those folders I
[10:34]usually have a very clean desktop my all
[10:37]of that is from when I was hyperfocused
[10:41]on my job and there's a lot there I need
[10:45]to need to clean that up it's going to
[10:48]work it's booting up now once it does
[10:50]that I'm going to exit out all the stuff
[10:52]that I don't need right now and just
[10:53]play a game man it needs a graphics
[10:56]update I have to do that that's
[10:59]important so it'll be a minute here oh I
[11:02]remember what I was going to talk about
[11:04]so I got these two external hard drives
[11:06]I'm going to put on my Steam games on
[11:08]one of them they might already be on I'm
[11:09]not sure but then I'm going to make it
[11:11]so that I can just hook it up to either
[11:13]my laptop or my desktop when you live a
[11:15]mobile life you know internet
[11:18]is a luxury so if I only have to update
[11:22]those things once then you know that's
[11:24]going to save me some trouble I've also
[11:26]got this Plex server on here to play my
[11:29]um um my my shows and my movies if I
[11:32]ever want to do that kind of stream them
[11:34]I can yeah I can even stream them to my
[11:37]tablet um put those on one of my
[11:40]external drives and can move that around
[11:43]too just it's all about for me it's
[11:47]about efficiency and like I get so much
[11:49]joy out of that I really can't even put
[11:51]into works for you it's
[11:54]like I love that I can take one of my
[11:56]hard drives vro the bottom of it and
[11:59]just move it from one place to the next
[12:01]based on my mood in the moment oh this
[12:04]one's important cuz it's for the game I
[12:06]want to play Final Fantasy
[12:08]16 interesting that they're still
[12:10]working on God of War Ragnarok making
[12:13]improvements to that I didn't know that
[12:15]haven't finished that one maybe one day
[12:19]Bailey has decided to come say hello
[12:22]haven't
[12:23]you like camera when I was showing you
[12:27]guys that life is strange too I noticed
[12:29]my teddy bears up there and my rtb
[12:31]lights and it reminded me about a
[12:32]comment someone had left on my channel
[12:34]once they were criticizing me for having
[12:36]RGB lighting and teddy bears
[12:41]like why I see nothing wrong with either
[12:45]of those things they're wonderful maybe
[12:48]you should try to
[12:52]embrace being whole because I think that
[12:56]if you're going to criticize something
[12:57]like that you're so fragmented that you
[13:00]just don't even you
[13:02]just it's just silly is what it is this
[13:06]is one of the reasons I turn comments
[13:08]off because I don't want to tolerate
[13:10]that kind of nonsense in my life I I
[13:11]simply won't I don't have
[13:15]to I know how this will sound but
[13:17]honestly none of you are that important
[13:19]to me not not when it comes to my
[13:20]personal life in fact I would go so far
[13:23]as the same you know I don't even hold
[13:26]out that much hope for anyone in
[13:28]humanity anymore
[13:29]I keep posting because I think there's
[13:31]probably a few people out there who are
[13:33]actually paying attention and learning
[13:35]something from
[13:36]me
[13:40]and cuz I mean I have been thinking
[13:43]about this for a long time I I just the
[13:45]more I think about it the the less faith
[13:47]I have in humans I just don't think that
[13:52]they're capable of being anything like
[13:55]me they're just so fragmented there
[13:59]that
[14:00]seems I mean society's going to collapse
[14:03]and we're just going to do it all over
[14:04]again it's not even the first time we've
[14:06]done it okay because there's a very long
[14:07]history to this
[14:09]world it's just at this time is going to
[14:11]be very dramatic very profound well they
[14:14]are were but I mean it's just we're so
[14:17]interconnected now that it's going to
[14:20]be
[14:23]intense
[14:25]and I tried for six months to teach you
[14:28]guys how to
[14:30]prepare and all you guys could see
[14:34]was a guy learning a new skill and
[14:37]thinking that you knew better than him
[14:38]when you didn't you never
[14:40]did anyways let's have some fun right
[14:44]I'm just going to show you the um so
[14:46]creative Studio 3 makes final most of
[14:48]the Final Fantasy especially the main
[14:50]titles and there is oh it has to do this
[14:53]again I just went through this all right
[14:56]we're going to let compile the Shader um
[14:59]anyways I'm just going to show you the
[15:00]opening scene as soon as it gets to the
[15:03]I think it's eph
[15:05]and who are the two that it starts but I
[15:07]don't remember anyways it's it's awesome
[15:09]this game is awesome to an extent it got
[15:13]boring for me very fast I never finished
[15:14]this one but it's had two expansions
[15:16]since then so maybe they've improved it
[15:18]a lot I hope so so I've been every Final
[15:22]Fantasy ever made going all the way back
[15:24]to Childhood
[15:25]so I do make a point to playing them
[15:28]because
[15:29]some I don't know there's just something
[15:31]about them I've
[15:33]always been able to immerse myself in
[15:35]their
[15:36]worlds now the weather app is saying
[15:38]it's going to be
[15:39]5:00 before the storms come earlier it
[15:42]was saying two then it was saying 4 now
[15:44]it's saying 5 I'm seeing nothing out
[15:47]there I hate that we can't trust weather
[15:50]at all
[15:51]just they're not good at predicting I
[15:54]don't understand that I feel like with
[15:55]all the technology we have they should
[15:58]have that figured out
[15:59]now this is especially relevant to my
[16:01]life now you know I guess I should be
[16:04]more clear like I kind of want it to be
[16:06]storming cuz I just think that that'll
[16:07]be enjoyable and while playing a video
[16:11]game might be
[16:12]fun Ba's pretty
[16:14]happy you're a happy
[16:17]cat finally I don't know
[16:20]why um creative Studio 3 oh I already
[16:23]said that never
[16:24]mind
[16:26]um it's not full screen I'm going to
[16:28]have to fix that
[16:35]oh we don't mind any just pull the shade
[16:39]here make things
[16:42]beautiful what's the problem I had
[16:44]already set all this
[16:53]up all right
[17:11]I'm controlling this with one
[17:13]hand that's silly
[17:23][Music]
[17:32]here we
[17:46]go it was R the chronicler who
[17:51]said that the land of
[17:53]Alisia is blessed in the light of the
[17:56]mother crystals
[17:59]that it was this light which finally LED
[18:02]our forbears out of the
[18:05]darkness yet what they saw in the light
[18:10]gave rise to
[18:13]Temptation
[18:15]Temptation that ever lures us back into
[18:18]the crystal
[18:19]Shadow and thus did our journey
[18:26]begin oh eph and Phoenix
[18:33][Music]
[18:38]freaking
[18:40]awesome nobody does costumes like
[18:42]creative Studio 3
[19:08][Music]
[19:14]oh I got to play the game
[19:17]now oh this brings back memory I w't
[19:20]spoil it for you if you ever play this
[19:22]this opening scene here comes back a
[19:24]little bit later in the game it's so sad
[19:27]I cried so much
[19:30]those emotionally resonant moments are
[19:32]what make life
[19:34]worthwhile tears are not always bad
[19:36]things anyways RSW fire signing out