[0:00]hello
[0:02]humans so I want to talk about something
[0:04]I haven't talked about yet and that is
[0:09]first let me get comfortable this is not
[0:11]comfortable I'm trying to trying to get
[0:13]some like going in here you know what I
[0:15]can do something about that okay that's
[0:18]a little
[0:19]better
[0:21]so I'm sure you all at some point or
[0:24]another have wondered why do I say
[0:27]you whenever I'm talking about
[0:31]well anything
[0:32]really and I want you to know that this
[0:35]is something I've grappled with myself
[0:37]I've asked myself this many times like
[0:39]today I was talking about reckless
[0:42]driving which is a very big problem in
[0:44]the world at least in this country I
[0:46]don't know about the rest of world but
[0:47]definitely
[0:48]here um and of course I recognize that
[0:52]some of the people watching me are not
[0:54]part of this problem I'm not part of the
[0:57]problem therefore others are not part of
[0:59]the problem problem too but they are
[1:01]part of the system just like I am and I
[1:04]don't want to soften my messages like I
[1:07]don't want to put a layer
[1:09]of obfuscation
[1:13]between my critique of this world and
[1:18]my and the the viewer so if I were to
[1:22]say lots of people C gate and they don't
[1:25]realize how irresponsible they're being
[1:28]then every single person watching me
[1:30]right now can say oh that's not me well
[1:33]yeah it probably is
[1:35]you so I don't want to soften my
[1:38]message I want every single one of my
[1:41]viewers to just pause for a second and
[1:43]go wait am I contributing to this
[1:46]problem to just ask themselves check in
[1:49]with themselves and find out and maybe
[1:51]they come back with oh this isn't about
[1:54]me so you know don't get offended when I
[1:56]when I do this because it's not about
[1:59]you
[2:01]if you are one of those people think on
[2:03]my
[2:04]words I'm not trying to offend you
[2:07]either I'm just trying to get people to
[2:10]think because there is not enough of
[2:13]that in this world anymore there truly
[2:17]isn't everything that is happening is
[2:20]getting worse nothing in this world is
[2:22]getting
[2:24]better every major system every
[2:30]the trajectory of life itself is not
[2:34]good and everybody and this is why I say
[2:37]you needs to check in with
[2:42]themselves to make sure they're not part
[2:44]of the problem at least in that area
[2:46]that I'm
[2:47]discussing I do this all the time I live
[2:50]an ethical life because my ethics are
[2:52]tied to my cognition they are
[2:54]inseparable from my thoughts from my
[2:56]actions from my emotions this is a fact
[2:59]this is is a truth about me I get that
[3:01]most people aren't this way but there's
[3:03]no way I'm the only
[3:05]one if I'm this way others are this way
[3:08]you see how that
[3:09]works but I also
[3:14]think I genuinely believe that every
[3:17]person is capable of being like me I
[3:20]think it would be very hard at this
[3:22]point because it would require a radical
[3:26]change in the way that you identify with
[3:28]yourself and
[3:35]and well that's a complicated one I
[3:37]guess I'm not ready to talk about that
[3:39]because my head just I don't even know
[3:40]where it went
[3:43]um but the point is I do I genuinely
[3:46]believe that every single person on this
[3:48] planet is capable of being
[3:51]holistic like
[3:53]me and that is why I do what I do that
[3:56]is why I talk about the things I do
[3:58]that's why I have a YouTube channel that
[4:00]is why I say
[4:01]you because I am confronting you
[4:08]directly and I get that that's not
[4:10]always
[4:11]easy my life was never easy confronting
[4:15]myself all the time never
[4:18]easy but worthwhile and
[4:25]necessary and I need you to consider
[4:28]doing that yourself
[4:30]awesome making lots of progress today I
[4:33]got my laundry going down there um it's
[4:36]just all drying now so once that's done
[4:38]I can go pick it up fold it up get it
[4:41]put away all my laundry will be done I
[4:44]got this on my mirr now I think it's
[4:47]going to help but I do need to I just
[4:49]need to secure this somehow I haven't
[4:51]haven't thought that through yet I'm
[4:52]going to do that in a minute I think
[4:54]I've tried a couple of things this is
[4:55]not working this is going to vibrate but
[4:58]hopefully this will still be good enough
[5:00]to see out of and I got new windshield
[5:03]wipers cuz I needed those that took me
[5:06]hours I was afraid of break him little
[5:08]pieces you
[5:10]know um finally I went and I found a
[5:12]fellow camper to help me he taught me
[5:14]that you could you pull the thing off
[5:16]and then use a different adapter
[5:19]and so yeah sometimes you got to ask for
[5:22]help that's the difference you ask for
[5:24]help you don't just you don't just
[5:26]assume that
[5:27]you should give advice to people people
[5:30]want to learn stuff they want to learn
[5:33]it their own
[5:35]way you if they ask for help then
[5:38]they're open to it if you just give your
[5:40]advice when they haven't asked for it
[5:43]that's just being rude in my book
[5:47]so yeah oh that's
[5:50]weird don't look
[5:53]good that little metal piece up there
[5:56]looks like it's sticking out doesn't
[5:58]it he can't be
[6:00]normal it's always
[6:03]something yeah something's not
[6:06]right this goes to the slide though I
[6:09]don't use it anymore but still to be
[6:11]looked
[6:13]at doing very well tomorrow I go to
[6:17]Kansas I need to get
[6:19]fuel I didn't stop anywhere on the way
[6:22]here cuz I just it was such a long
[6:26]day man these spiders really just love
[6:28]to attach the themselves to your RV I
[6:30]swear to God they they waste no time we
[6:32]got one here you look pretty
[6:35]evil and I noticed one over here earlier
[6:39]there you are you built quite the web I
[6:42]see you and I see your
[6:46]web I figure he can spend the night cuz
[6:49]I leave tomorrow but he's got a home for
[6:53]tonight I
[6:55]guess so that's yeah
[6:59]go get my laundry in a minute and see
[7:01]what time it is oh I still got 30
[7:03]minutes
[7:08]so what to do around
[7:12]here feel like there's always something
[7:14]to
[7:16]do there a lot to go
[7:20]inside I could get thats side to go in
[7:22]all the
[7:24]way does bother me when I'm in the
[7:28]Pacific Northwest and raining all the
[7:30]time that could be a
[7:33]problem I knew about that
[7:38]okay yeah things are going quite well
[7:42]we're here to get some real Mexican food
[7:45]I'm
[7:46]starving
[7:48]yay this is becoming a new habit for me
[7:50]finding a Mexican restaurant wherever I
[7:52]go so I was just curious about their
[7:55]dump stations because you know I'm going
[7:58]to be driving out not they call them how
[8:01]they got a whole bunch of them they're
[8:03]on both
[8:05]sides this is the nicest one I've seen
[8:08]so far I just I'm just so impressed with
[8:10]this place this place is pretty awesome
[8:13]you should note the shower houses are
[8:14]not however those were quite bad so
[8:19]um you know I'll I'll shower tomorrow
[8:22]morning but I am not going to like
[8:24]it I wish I had water but that's my
[8:27]fault some of them do have water from
[8:29]I'm see
[8:31]so um it depends there's there's
[8:33]multiple campgrounds here each one is
[8:36]different like see this one up here this
[8:38]one's got just electric I would say oh
[8:41]no it shows water there right so the
[8:44]symbols H do these people have water let
[8:48]me just find
[8:51]out I couldn't
[8:53]tell right oh look at that hello
[8:58][Music]
[9:02]um I don't know I don't see no water
[9:07]hookups they have like these little
[9:09]here's one right here or these little
[9:12]water spigots if you want to use
[9:16]them they could have done
[9:20]that I'm back pretty far but I I haven't
[9:23]been that way I really should go that
[9:25]way I think that takes you down to the
[9:28]lake
[9:31]love this place this place is so
[9:36]wonderful um I go straight cuz I go down
[9:38]to my shower
[9:42]house
[9:44]yep usually get lost you
[9:47]remember these things back and forth so
[9:50]you remember for those of you who've
[9:52]been following me a long time you might
[9:53]remember my first Campground how lost I
[9:55]got in that place and it's small I was
[9:58]driving around all over the place
[10:00]couldn't find my RV gotten way better at
[10:02]this that's for
[10:04]sure just always noting you know I'm
[10:07]always wanting to grow so I'm always
[10:08]noting what I
[10:10]do um just meta cognition it's just how
[10:14]I it's how I roll how I wish everybody
[10:19]rolled so I'm just heading back cuz I
[10:23]had to go get me some
[10:25]Mexican someone on a golf cart up here
[10:28]but I think they're part of the part oh
[10:30]yep I know him
[10:32]hello that's when of the um hosts
[10:35]there's a each Campground has its own
[10:36]host which that's
[10:38]interesting I mean it's just the same
[10:40]park so I don't know why they call them
[10:42]different camgrounds really they're just
[10:45]different Loops is how I would think of
[10:47]them stay there
[10:50]squirrel got to watch out for the
[10:51]squirrels and the wild turkeys I've seen
[10:53]some wild tur I've seen them a couple
[10:55]times now
[10:56]actually and was pretty cool when I was
[11:00]leaving here to go get Mexican food
[11:02]there was two wild turkeys one on each
[11:04]side of the road as they started to
[11:06]approach the one on the right side saw
[11:09]me coming ran across to get to its
[11:12]partner you know or whoever you know
[11:15]their their relationship is and I just
[11:17]thought that was so
[11:20]cool oh I love my
[11:23]life it's not an easy one but it is a
[11:27]wonderfully wonderfully
[11:30]I keep using the same words like um
[11:35]rewarding it's very rewarding but it's a
[11:37]lot more than that maybe one day I'll
[11:40]put it into words
[11:42]better I'm learning that you know for me
[11:45]I don't like the presence of other
[11:47]humans like there's an RV right here
[11:49]they came last night and that just were
[11:51]my
[11:52]mood uh most people don't do well in
[11:55]isolation but I actually do it's my
[11:57]preference that's what I prefer I want
[12:00]to be
[12:01]alone that is when I am most at peace
[12:05]because I don't have to think about
[12:07]other people they're not in my line of
[12:09]sight you know and just not a thing that
[12:12]I like at all this is not good for a
[12:14]holistic person I guess or at least for
[12:16]me I'm back at my site go check out
[12:21]Bailey so I just learned something
[12:23]really interesting I don't know if I'll
[12:25]be able to show you on
[12:28]camera they're very tiny insects so if
[12:31]you look way in the
[12:35]distance yeah I don't think I can get
[12:37]them on camera this is glue from some
[12:39]tape that was on my
[12:41]window deal with
[12:45]that anyway there
[12:48]are tons of insects over there just
[12:51]flying around Nets or whatever and they
[12:54]used to be near my RV at other places
[12:57]I've been I didn't understand why and I
[13:00]just figured it out they are in the
[13:04]direct sunlight you know they're the Sun
[13:07]is setting and they're like directly in
[13:10]it so they're attracted to the
[13:13]Sun and just congregating there and they
[13:17]were doing that near my RV because it
[13:20]was in direct sunlight and because my RV
[13:23]was in direct sunlight all day long it
[13:25]was dissipating
[13:27]heat so multiple
[13:30]factors
[13:32]that's that's helpful wisdom there
[13:37]because knowing what attracts
[13:40]them that can do something about it also
[13:43]it's just fascinating to watch them
[13:45]there are just so many Bailey is over I
[13:48]get on the camera and here he comes hi
[13:50]Bailey you all
[13:52]know we all know how you are okay we
[13:56]know how you are
[14:01]you look awfully pretty today