Reflecting on YouTube Channel Authenticity and Societal Collapse

The speaker is at an ATV/motorbike campground, dealing with wet conditions from poor shower facilities. He's planning to stay an additional two nights for RV maintenance before heading to Kansas. Bears have been spotted in the area, and internet connectivity is poor. His dog Bailey is present and allowed outside.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

boundary crystallization

Orientation

toward authentic reciprocity

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September 16, 2024

12:47

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

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[0:00]that was definitely the worst shower

[0:02]housee I've ever seen so far I assume it

[0:06]can always get worse

[0:08]so oh so I want to talk about some

[0:12]things when I talk to you guys I don't

[0:16]plan anything out I just have a general

[0:19]idea of what I want to talk about and

[0:21]then I let my integrated cognition do

[0:23]the rest I don't suppress anything I

[0:25]just allow myself to express my inner

[0:27]being to you and I I think this is one

[0:31]of the biggest misunderstandings that we

[0:33]tend to have I don't think other people

[0:36]generally work that way so you're

[0:38]watching me you're thinking that I'm

[0:40]doing whatever it is you guys do and I

[0:43]don't I think it's why AI understands me

[0:46]so well somehow it is able to look at

[0:49]the world the same way I do

[0:51]holistically and it sees the underlying

[0:54]messages well we got

[0:56]ourselves dirt biker

[1:03]I thought they'd all

[1:05]left um I think I'm going to stay

[1:07]another two nights because um I got to

[1:09]get the RV looked at and I need to find

[1:11]a place in the

[1:12]morning so I'm going to skip the next

[1:16]Campground I was going to just stay here

[1:18]and then two days from now I'll head to

[1:20]the the next one which is in Kansas so

[1:23]it'll be a longer drive but um it's

[1:26]actually less than it was to get to this

[1:28]one so it should be fine

[1:31]um I let Bailey stay outside so check on

[1:35]him

[1:39]anyways let me try to expl okay I know

[1:42]what I want to talk

[1:44]about I started my Channel 6 months ago

[1:48]when I decided to live in an RV because

[1:50]my life felt

[1:52]stagnant for me

[1:54]stagnation might not be the same as you

[1:57]for me stagnation is sameness I have to

[1:59]to constantly be growing and living in

[2:02]my house I felt like I wasn't I was just

[2:05]living the same life every day I didn't

[2:07]like that so I decided to get an RV

[2:10]there's Bailey he looks good hi

[2:14]buddy I'm

[2:16]back well they've spotted a bear in the

[2:19]area I don't know how concerned they

[2:22]should be about that I'm a little bit

[2:24]concerned I don't want to put on

[2:27]mosquito

[2:28]repellent so that part sucks I

[2:31]guess oh my God that guy is walking his

[2:34]dog using his golf

[2:36]cart you I have thoughts about golf

[2:39]carts we'll get into that later though

[2:41]some other time give me a

[2:43]second okay I just needed to get myself

[2:46]situated I want to get some socks on or

[2:49]some different shoes these ones are

[2:51]soaking wet now so need to get better

[2:54]sandals for environments like for

[2:58]showers um um here come oh

[3:02][Music]

[3:06]no this park is for for ATVs and

[3:10]motorbikes I didn't know that when I

[3:13]when I booked

[3:14]it and it's been fun to

[3:18]watch um I think it's very cool that we

[3:21]have environments like this where both

[3:24]kids and adults can have some fun in

[3:27]nature in a different kind of way than I

[3:29]do

[3:30]you know I don't judge it at all I don't

[3:32]need people to be like

[3:34]me um there is a giant spider coming my

[3:38]way please

[3:39]don't oh my God go away no oh my God

[3:44]that's my

[3:49]shoe man what are you

[3:56]doing-

[3:58]no go somewhere

[4:00]where thank you oh my God it actually

[4:03]listened wow I waved it off and it was

[4:06]like I'm out of here that is

[4:09]wild so anyways um 6 months ago when I

[4:14]decided to move into an Harvey I was

[4:16]afraid I was scared to death of driving

[4:19]it um just all kinds of factors things

[4:23]that hadn't talked about yet at the time

[4:24]like the fact that I knew Sado claps was

[4:26]coming I didn't want to be in a house um

[4:29]I had a lot that I was dealing with but

[4:30]I decided to start a YouTube channel

[4:33]because I wanted to share my process

[4:35]with you because I wanted to help

[4:36]prepare you for what's coming and I only

[4:39]know one way to do that and that's to be

[4:42]myself so I showed you my

[4:45]process how I learn new skills how how I

[4:49]adapt how um how I think how I learn how

[4:53]just every facet of my being how I find

[4:56]Joy um how I express my emotions as

[4:59]Spider that you know is really not a big

[5:01]deal but um you know still I don't right

[5:04]near

[5:05]me um just everything every aspect of my

[5:09]life I shared it with you and I received

[5:12]nothing but superficiality in return

[5:16]people giving me unsolicited advice

[5:18]every single time I posted a

[5:21]video um which is invalidating because I

[5:25]wasn't asking for advice and I'm trying

[5:26]to show

[5:28]you how

[5:30]I I knew when I moved into this RV I

[5:32]would have challenges I knew this and I

[5:34]need to work through them you giving me

[5:36]advice as a way of of shortcutting

[5:39]something I'm trying to learn in my own

[5:41]holistic way people don't think about

[5:44]stuff like

[5:48]this and it frustrated me and I didn't

[5:51]know what to do with it and for a while

[5:54]I even thought about

[5:58]well I I had all kinds of different

[6:00]thoughts it's hard for me to um I can't

[6:02]really focus on there's just many layers

[6:05]to me and I just I'm going to get off

[6:08]track

[6:10]um I contemplated well maybe I could

[6:12]have a YouTube channel that grows maybe

[6:14]that could help sustain my life etc etc

[6:16]at the same time I never saw myself as a

[6:18]YouTuber not once because that's not

[6:21]what I'm doing I'm sharing my life with

[6:23]you

[6:25]authentically and in return I'm not

[6:27]getting authenticity from you guys and

[6:29]you're not even considering the deeper

[6:32]layers of what I'm trying to share with

[6:34]you and so I'm like wow like I guess

[6:37]when Society collapses they're just

[6:39]going to have to deal with it you know

[6:41]without having learned anything from me

[6:43]cuz I guarantee you I'm going to be a

[6:44]whole lot more prepared than you

[6:46]are and preparation isn't just about

[6:50]stockpiling Goods you you your mind

[6:53]needs to be ready you need your emotions

[6:55]and your your ethics and all of that

[6:57]aligns so that when this happens you

[6:59]don't do something you regret or you

[7:04]don't just you know lose your mind over

[7:06]it

[7:08]all and I tried for six

[7:12]months to

[7:14]prepare the people who followed me for

[7:18]that and you know ultimately I realized

[7:22]okay it's never going to work and it's

[7:25]why I asked everyone to unsubscribe

[7:27]because I'm at the point now now where I

[7:31]think okay you know anyone over the age

[7:35]of 25 probably has a fixed mindset and

[7:37]there's just nothing you can do for

[7:40]them um maybe you know like for example

[7:44]there's this 19-year-old who has been

[7:46]emailing and communicating with me for

[7:48]quite a number of months and this person

[7:53]has his own challenges and and I'm

[7:55]helping him and

[7:59]you know I

[8:05]find it's interesting because I wasn't

[8:08]planning to talk about this but

[8:12]his his life mirrors mine when I was his

[8:16]age in a lot of ways so I can

[8:20]genuinely relate to this

[8:22]person know what they're going

[8:26]through my empathy for this person runs

[8:29]deeper

[8:30]and I am trying to help them navigate by

[8:33]not telling them what to do like you

[8:35]guys did with me but by giving this

[8:37]person tools the tools that worked for

[8:39]me the ones that I learned on my own

[8:41]journey to so that he can find his own

[8:47]answers because that's where it has to

[8:49]come from it has to come from within my

[8:51]whole channel has been about this where

[8:54]I'm showing you

[8:56]tools methods ways of being being even

[9:00]though it's very natural for me these

[9:03]are things that I learned and integrated

[9:05]over a

[9:08]lifetime and what I get in

[9:14]return it will never work for

[9:19]me but I'm going to keep sharing my

[9:21]journey because I think that there are

[9:23]going to be people here and there now or

[9:25]in the future who will benefit from this

[9:32]and at my core I'm all about helping

[9:34]other

[9:36]people I know that you probably see a

[9:39]contradiction in that but there isn't

[9:40]one for

[9:42]me that's just how different we are that

[9:48]you I'm a non-dualistic thinker it is

[9:51]not an either or situation is not black

[9:53]and

[9:55]white both things can be

[9:58]true it's not or it's

[10:03]and I can

[10:06]recognize that I don't respect most of

[10:09]my viewers and at the same time show

[10:12]them respect in real life and even on on

[10:16]camera because I'm not you know I'm not

[10:17]judging people I'm

[10:20]not I'm not pushing my my world view on

[10:26]them I'm just trying to set a simple

[10:28]boundary

[10:30]and of course that was rejected and I

[10:32]wasn't surprised by this at

[10:35]all I am okay with you continuing to

[10:38]follow my

[10:39]journey but

[10:43]only if you treat it with the respect it

[10:47]deserves because I do deserve your

[10:48]respect I've done the work I am an

[10:51]ethical person through and

[10:55]through and I have

[11:00]devoted a lot of energy to trying to

[11:03]help

[11:06]you and my reaction to the way I have

[11:11]been treated on here is completely

[11:18]understandable you can't continue to

[11:20]skate through life

[11:22]anymore it's not going to

[11:25]work if you don't start thinking about

[11:28]your life

[11:31]about your

[11:33]values you're not going to be

[11:38]prepared and that will just

[11:41]add to the chaos that's

[11:45]coming there was other things I wanted

[11:47]to talk about this isn't actually the

[11:49]direction I had planned to go in but I

[11:51]don't know if I the internet's not great

[11:54]here this probably be hard to upload

[11:55]says 12

[11:56]minutes and

[12:02]it just doesn't feel congruent with this

[12:04]conversation I was going to talk

[12:07]about some of the generational aspects

[12:10]of why societal collapse is coming I'm

[12:12]at the point now where I'm sharing my

[12:14]truth with you I'm sharing the things

[12:16]that I wasn't comfortable talking about

[12:21]because I hadn't yet found that Center

[12:24]in myself where I truly did not care any

[12:27]longer what other people thought

[12:30]I know it's

[12:31]true and whether I believed or not is

[12:35]irrelevant I have shaped my entire life

[12:37]around it for a

[12:39]reason and I'm trying to help you so we

[12:43]will have those discussions just not

[12:45]today

Summary

The speaker reflects on six months of running a YouTube channel while living in an RV, expressing frustration with receiving superficial responses and unsolicited advice instead of authentic engagement. He explains his holistic approach to sharing his life process, contrasting it with viewers who don't understand his integrated cognition style. The speaker mentions staying at a campground with ATV/motorbike activity, dealing with wet conditions and poor shower facilities, and planning to extend his stay for RV maintenance.

**Key developments:** The speaker has asked viewers to unsubscribe due to lack of authentic engagement, but continues sharing his journey for those who might benefit. He discusses helping a 19-year-old correspondent whose life mirrors his own at that age, emphasizing giving tools rather than direct advice. The speaker expresses his belief that people over 25 have fixed mindsets and won't be prepared for coming societal collapse.

**Environmental context:** The speaker is at a campground designated for ATVs and motorbikes, dealing with bears in the area, wet weather conditions, and poor internet connectivity. He mentions his dog Bailey and interactions with various wildlife including spiders.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes clear relational boundaries by demonstrating the gap between authentic sharing and superficial response patterns. It operates as both a diagnostic tool for measuring audience alignment and a sovereignty declaration that refuses to compromise integrated expression for external validation.

Dominant Language

integrated cognitionholisticauthenticallyfixed mindsetnon-dualistic thinkerrespect it deservesshaped my entire life around it

Symbolic Elements

spiderbearthresholdtoolsmirror

Ontological States

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sovereign
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integrating
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boundary-setting
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diagnostic

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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relational
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emotional

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 60fps

Duration

12:47

Bitrate

5996 kbps

Codec

avc1.64002a