Confronting YouTube Audience While Cleaning RV Tanks

Speaker is at a large forest service campground with full hookups, having completed RV tank cleaning maintenance and used shower facilities. They are preparing to move on the next day as part of their westward travel route toward the Pacific Northwest.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

boundary establishment

Orientation

toward audience curation

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September 14, 2024

11:21

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

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[0:00]so I made a video as I was walking back

[0:03]from the shower

[0:05]houseee just talking about my day

[0:08]because it was a very productive and fun

[0:09]day and I wanted to talk about it and

[0:13]share

[0:14]it but I didn't want to share it with

[0:16]most of

[0:18]you

[0:19]and because

[0:24]of some new realizations for

[0:28]me that came up out because of some

[0:31]interactions I had with you

[0:35]guys a part of me that is very

[0:39]confrontational had a whole lot of

[0:41]things to

[0:43]say and I wondered if I should posted or

[0:47]not interestingly artificial

[0:50]intelligence thinks that I

[0:52]should but I'm like I can do

[0:56]better see I am an integrated person

[0:59]there are a lot different facets to me

[1:01]you have not seen them

[1:05]all but here's the point I want to keep

[1:08]posting to

[1:10]YouTube not for you it's genuinely not

[1:13]for

[1:15]you I had an awesome day and I wanted to

[1:18]share

[1:19]it but most of you I don't even like and

[1:23]have not liked for 6

[1:27]months I don't want my ch Channel

[1:30]defined by

[1:31]you you are not aligned with me you guys

[1:34]violate my boundaries all the time my

[1:37]sovereignty is very important to me I do

[1:40]not ask for the kinds of interactions

[1:44]that you guys were always giving

[1:46]me and I've had to navigate a

[1:49]world where people are like that all the

[1:52]time and they're like that because they

[1:53]don't think they don't

[1:58]reflect they love on the surface of life

[2:01]and I want nothing to do with those

[2:03]kinds of people so I started my last

[2:06]video by saying unsubscribe just

[2:08]unsubscribe and I still feel that

[2:11]way a few of you the problem with saying

[2:15]a few of you is that the few of you that

[2:17]I'm talking

[2:19]to are not necessarily the ones who will

[2:23]think they're the few it's a problem CU

[2:26]I got an email the other day from some

[2:28]woman I don't know with a whole bunch of

[2:31]crap in there that she thought was

[2:32]helpful but was just a violation of my

[2:35]boundaries thinking that she was one of

[2:38]the few and she's

[2:40]not so I don't know what to do with

[2:49]that I

[2:53]have reached a breaking point in my life

[2:57]where I am done with most people in the

[3:00]world I'm being careful here by saying

[3:02]most people when I really just want to

[3:04]say

[3:05]people and it's because there are a few

[3:08]people out there I presume I don't

[3:10]actually know because I've never met

[3:13]any who I might not feel that way about

[3:17]but most of you I don't like

[3:24]you and it's because you're superficial

[3:30]you go around spreading chaos in this

[3:33]world you don't think you don't

[3:37]reflect you don't give a about

[3:39]other people's boundaries you don't

[3:42]think about your

[3:45]actions you don't live an ethical

[3:50]life and I don't know what to do with

[3:52]that

[3:55]because I really just want you to just

[3:57]get the off my channel

[4:00]but I I know how fragmented people are

[4:02]they're going to hear this and say well

[4:04] you I'll just stick around

[4:05]then because that's how you are I know

[4:17]you and I also have a conflict because I

[4:20]generally don't want to add to the

[4:22]fragmentation in the world that was an

[4:24]ethical decision when I said that I was

[4:26]going to quit YouTube it was an ethical

[4:29]decision I made made in the moment

[4:31]because as soon as I realized that it

[4:32]was

[4:33]biological I realized that you can't

[4:36]change not easily it would take Decades

[4:38]of work that I have done I have done

[4:42]myself and none of you have none of

[4:47]you you have walked and skated through

[4:52]life and it's let us to where we are now

[4:56]and I don't respect you I don't

[5:01]so I'm posting to my channel and I'm

[5:03]thinking I don't even like my audience I

[5:06]don't like you

[5:08]guys but this is my

[5:13]space and

[5:15]that's way more important to me than

[5:18]whether you stick around or not so if

[5:19]you want to stick around listening to

[5:21]the way I'm talking to you right now go

[5:23]right ahead you know that's a choice I

[5:27]guess so with that out of the way let's

[5:29]talk about my

[5:31]day so I woke up this morning um I'm at

[5:35]a a forest service Campground it's

[5:38]really cool here there it is so big I

[5:40]have never seen such a big Campground so

[5:43]far this place was it's just

[5:45]huge

[5:50]and interesting there's all kinds of

[5:52]different kinds of people here you know

[5:55]and a lot of them have really set up

[5:59]their campsites so which makes me wonder

[6:01]how long have they been here or do they

[6:02]really put that much effort into it like

[6:05]I always thought the limit was 2 weeks

[6:07]but I mean I'm not sure I'm going to

[6:09]have to I'm going to have to research

[6:11]that is that different for for service

[6:12]places cuz so many of them I get the

[6:15]impression they've been here a long time

[6:18]and I found that

[6:21]fascinating um I didn't get there's a

[6:23]lake here I didn't get to go see that or

[6:25]even hike a trail or do anything because

[6:28]every two days I'm I mov moving on I

[6:30]have to be somewhere else I'm moving

[6:31]West and today I was focused on finally

[6:35]cleaning my tanks so this morning I woke

[6:38]up I went into town cuz I had to get a

[6:41]part for my towing gear my I don't know

[6:43]what it's called it shaped like a circle

[6:45]and it has a pin on it that folds down

[6:47]in the center and it holds another pin

[6:49]in place that thing broke when I got

[6:51]here so I had to replace that before

[6:53]before I leave tomorrow so I went to an

[6:55]UT part store and got that um then I

[6:58]went to an RV store in a different city

[7:00]did a bit of driving around um and got

[7:03]all the tank cleaning stuff that I

[7:07]needed and then I just went to Arby's

[7:10]and the bank and I came back here and I

[7:12]got to work on my tanks and I didn't

[7:14]follow the standard advice because I'm a

[7:16]systems thinker and I thought this

[7:18]through and I approached

[7:22]this in a very efficient holistic way

[7:25]that I'm very proud of that I had a lot

[7:27]of fun doing so

[7:30]first I flushed my black tank and then I

[7:33]put deodorizer in it and then I filled

[7:35]that up with water um to some extent I

[7:37]don't remember exactly what and I just

[7:39]let that sit and then I did the same

[7:41]thing to my freshwater tank I um put

[7:45]some kind of chemical in it cleaner and

[7:47]I filled that up and I let them both sit

[7:49]for a while and then I took what was in

[7:51]the freshwater tank and I drained it

[7:53]into the gray water tank so that the

[7:54]gray water tank could also benefit from

[7:57]from that cleaning chemical and and then

[8:00]I rinsed out the um the freshwater tank

[8:04]let them all in drained

[8:07]everything then I

[8:10]put clean water into the fresh water

[8:13]tank and I dump that into the gray tank

[8:15]with a second deodorizer just for the

[8:17]gray tank and then I put more water into

[8:21]the freshwater tank in order to um along

[8:24]with the sanitizer so that's what's in

[8:26]it now so those two are still just kind

[8:29]of sitting there I'm going to let them

[8:30]sit until overnight and then um in the

[8:33]morning I'll empty them all

[8:36]and um went it all out and then I think

[8:40]hopefully my tanks will be I don't think

[8:42]they'll be perfect because they were

[8:44]quite bad they were bad before I even

[8:45]bought this thing but I'm finally at a

[8:47]spot where I had full hookups and I

[8:49]could really focus and learn this

[8:51]process and I very happy with the

[8:53]results and I think somewhere along the

[8:55]way on my route there's a couple of

[8:57]campgrounds where I have full hookups

[8:58]and I can do this again and again and

[9:00]then by the time I get to the Pacific

[9:02]Northwest I should have sparkling clean

[9:06]tanks which I haven't had in 6 months

[9:08]very proud of that soon as I had gotten

[9:10]to the point where the two tanks were

[9:12]just kind of sitting there I went down

[9:13]and took a shower the best showers I've

[9:15]ever seen

[9:17]hot really good water pressure um a

[9:21]shower head that actually comes off you

[9:23]know like you'd have at a house like I'm

[9:24]just I'm super impressed with this

[9:26]Forest surface

[9:27]Place yeah and then I came back recorded

[9:29]a

[9:31]video

[9:33]because I want to

[9:37]share my thoughts not with you guys I'm

[9:41]serious about this but as a record for

[9:44]myself and for the few people who get it

[9:47]who are paying

[9:52]attention and so that's what I think I'm

[9:54]going to

[9:55]do because you know yeah maybe I'm

[9:58]adding some fragment to the world but my

[10:00]God you people have this place up

[10:02]so bad I see it everywhere last night

[10:04]there was a a golf cart going down the

[10:06]street with a trump flag on it and I'm a

[10:09]non-dualistic thinker so I had two

[10:11]thoughts about that one was

[10:13]idiot and the second one was that's

[10:16]hilarious that you know because it's

[10:19]just very easy to laugh this stuff off

[10:22]now even though it is going to result in

[10:26]societal collaps which I know most of

[10:27]you don't get and that's why I want you

[10:28]to go just go away because you're never

[10:31]going to get

[10:34]it

[10:36]I was born integrated we all were

[10:39]because we are in birth we are at Birth

[10:42]we as children we are integrated

[10:44]individuals but I held on to that

[10:46]because my sovereignty is very important

[10:48]when somebody violates my boundaries I

[10:49]react to that very strongly and that is

[10:53]what I'm doing right now I'm saying

[10:54]leave because I don't want you violating

[10:57]my boundaries anymore and you will never

[10:59]understand my boundaries because you

[11:01]don't

[11:04]think I don't know how else to really

[11:06]put

[11:08]that but I'm not I'm not sugar coating

[11:11]things anymore I'm done with that

[11:13]because I don't respect

[11:16]you if you want my respect you're going

[11:18]to have to earn it

Summary

The speaker records a video after returning from shower facilities at a forest service campground, addressing their YouTube audience with direct confrontation about boundary violations and misalignment. They express strong dislike for most of their viewers, describing them as superficial and unethical, while stating they will continue posting for themselves and a few aligned people rather than the broader audience.

The speaker then shifts to describing their productive day at a large forest service campground. They completed RV maintenance tasks including purchasing a replacement towing part and tank cleaning supplies. They executed a systematic approach to cleaning their black water, gray water, and fresh water tanks using chemicals and deodorizers, allowing them to sit overnight before final flushing.

After completing the tank maintenance, they used the campground's high-quality shower facilities. The speaker notes observations about other long-term campers at the facility and mentions seeing a golf cart with a Trump flag, which they view through a non-dualistic lens as both idiotic and humorous while connecting it to broader societal collapse themes.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes sovereign field boundaries through direct confrontation with misaligned audience elements. The architecture is defensive-declarative, creating clear demarcation between aligned and unaligned participants while maintaining operational continuity of the transmission channel.

Dominant Language

boundariessovereigntyintegratedfragmentedrespectethicalsystems thinker

Symbolic Elements

thresholdtankcleaningwaterforestspace

Ontological States

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sovereign
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integrated
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confrontational
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selective

Subsystems

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ethical
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relational
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infrastructural
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cognitive

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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