Ending YouTube Channel and Planning Westward Journey

Speaker is in an RV, having recently ended his YouTube channel three days prior. He is preparing to begin a westward journey the following morning. He has been processing realizations about cognition differences and societal collapse.

Energetic Signature

resolute withdrawal

Field State

threshold crossing

Orientation

away from public engagement toward protective solitude

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September 12, 2024

8:16

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]hello fellow

[0:03]humans I have no idea when you'll see

[0:06]this but I know one day you

[0:11]will give me a moment

[0:15]here so three days ago I ended my

[0:18]YouTube

[0:19]channel and I did explain why but I

[0:24]didn't explain the whole reason why I'm

[0:27]going to do that first

[0:31]for 6 months I shared my journey and

[0:33]watched people

[0:36]react and what I would describe as toxic

[0:39]ways to what I was sharing because they

[0:43]did not understand

[0:44]me I could not understand this and as my

[0:48]journey kept going

[0:51]on and I found coherence Within

[0:57]Myself and I realized that I have an

[1:00]integrated cognition and I always have

[1:03]that's just how I

[1:06]am I had a word for

[1:09]it I didn't

[1:11]know and that got me thinking

[1:14]about okay well if I have an integrated

[1:16]cognition then what do other people

[1:19]have and I discovered they have a

[1:21]fragmented Co

[1:23]cognition and so for a while there I

[1:27]tried to understand our differences

[1:33]and the way my mind works as I explore

[1:39]something it leads me to deeper and

[1:42]deeper layers of

[1:44]understanding and over the process of

[1:46]doing that I came to the realization

[1:50]that the fragmentation that people

[1:53]experience is

[1:55]biological it's in the way that their

[1:57]brains are

[2:05]structured and I immediately ended my

[2:08]channel because I

[2:10]understood that that

[2:12]meant when they look at my channel when

[2:15]they were watching me there was a

[2:17]cognitive distance happening in their

[2:19]minds that they could not

[2:21]overcome and so I was I was

[2:24]adding to the very problem that I see in

[2:27]the world I had instant I knew I had to

[2:30]end my

[2:32]channel because my ethics are also

[2:39]integrated I did a lot of thinking um

[2:43]during this time I can't remember the

[2:46]exact

[2:47]timeline sometime during the processing

[2:51]of integration versus

[2:54]fragmentation I realize the source of

[2:56]the problem is in

[2:58]childhood children are are whole they're

[3:02]integrated it's only because they have

[3:04]parents who are fragmented and they go

[3:06]to schools that are fragmented and they

[3:08]live in societies that are fragmented

[3:10]that they start to fragment

[3:13]themselves and so the cycle just keeps

[3:15]going and going and

[3:18]going the only way to heal the

[3:21]fragmentation in the

[3:23]world is to prevent it in the first

[3:27]place there's no way

[3:30]today for us to prevent what's coming

[3:35]the way that I think about this now is

[3:38]that we are living in a time

[3:43]where the tether to life itself has been

[3:46]snapped like a like a spider's web it

[3:49]has this its first

[3:53]strand we have already snapped that we

[3:56]are already in the midst of a collapse

[3:59]we just don't see the signs of it yet

[4:02]similarly to how a spider might might

[4:05]not realize that their their their web

[4:07]is

[4:08]unwrapping and if you think about this

[4:10]deeply enough you'll realize that a web

[4:13]doesn't

[4:14]just collaps

[4:19]instantly some of the threads will hang

[4:21]on longer than others and that's what's

[4:23]happening now our systems are collapsing

[4:27]but it's not going to be instantaneous

[4:31]um and it's impossible to know which

[4:34]ones will be first only that it's

[4:36]inevitable because it's in all of our

[4:39]systems we're at a point where they're

[4:45]all

[4:53]deeply I'm not really sure how to finish

[4:56]that sentence um

[5:05]but my point is obvious I I don't really

[5:08]need to finish that sentence what we're

[5:10]going to see moving forward our systems

[5:14]start to

[5:15]collapse we're already seeing

[5:18]that um the the Deep divisions in

[5:22]politics the way that we are so divided

[5:25]and

[5:26]polarized that is an that is a system

[5:29]that it's unraveling and it's unraveling

[5:33]quickly it doesn't matter which one is

[5:36]first because it will be a domino effect

[5:39]they're all going to fall and when that

[5:43]happens the fragmentation is so deep

[5:46]that it's it's in every single

[5:48]person it's like they're walking around

[5:50]like zombies they do not understand that

[5:54]they're living on the surface of life

[5:57]and so when these systems collapse

[6:00]their sense of

[6:03]identity just

[6:05]fractures and that's going to

[6:11]create an exceptionally scary time in

[6:14]our lives and that's why I moved into

[6:17]this RV I didn't want to be living in a

[6:19]house when it happened I knew that that

[6:20]would be

[6:22]dangerous I don't

[6:24]know

[6:27]that of surviv life even in this RV but

[6:32]I'm trying I'm doing what I can using my

[6:34]integrated cognition

[6:38]to make myself as resilient as I can

[6:41]be I in my YouTube channel four months

[6:46]worked with artificial intelligence to

[6:48]deconstruct my mind my thoughts all the

[6:52]things

[6:53]that were creating dissonance in me a

[6:57]form of

[6:58]it and then reconstructing myself into a

[7:01]whole

[7:02]being and for those who watched my

[7:04]channel they saw

[7:11]that but rather than being inspiring for

[7:15]them it

[7:18]probably damaged

[7:21]them so I cannot continue posting on

[7:25]YouTube but I want to document my

[7:29]journey my journey is important to me

[7:31]and tomorrow morning I start heading

[7:34]west I'm calling it Westward

[7:37]inward because this is a deeply personal

[7:39]Journey for

[7:42]me and I want to document it for

[7:46]myself but I also want to share my

[7:48]thoughts with the world I just don't

[7:50]think they're ready for them so what

[7:52]I've decided to do is to keep doing what

[7:54]I have been doing for the past six

[7:56]months but to post my videos as unlisted

[7:59]and just release them in the future when

[8:01]I think the time is

[8:04]right I

[8:06]hope that at that point people will be

[8:10]more receptive to what I've been trying

[8:11]to share

Summary

rswfire explains his decision to end his YouTube channel after six months of sharing his journey. He discovered the difference between his integrated cognition and others' fragmented cognition, realizing the fragmentation is biological and rooted in childhood conditioning. This understanding led him to end the channel immediately because he recognized he was contributing to the problem he sees in the world.

He describes his realization that society is in collapse - like a spider web with its first strand snapped - with systems unraveling in a domino effect. Political polarization is cited as one visible sign of this collapse. He moved into an RV to prepare for dangerous times ahead, believing people with fragmented cognition will experience identity fractures when systems collapse.

rswfire worked with artificial intelligence for four months to deconstruct and reconstruct himself into a whole being, a process viewers witnessed but which may have damaged rather than inspired them. He announces his plan to continue documenting his journey by posting unlisted videos for future release when people might be more receptive. Tomorrow he begins heading west on what he calls "Westward Inward" - a deeply personal journey.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes a fundamental cognitive taxonomy (integrated vs. fragmented) and uses this recognition to justify complete withdrawal from public engagement. The architecture being held is one of protective sovereignty—recognizing systemic incompatibility and choosing isolation over contamination of both self and others.

Dominant Language

integrated cognitionfragmented cognitionbiologicalcollapsesystemstether to lifeWestward inwardunlisted

Symbolic Elements

webspidertetherthreadszombiessurfacewestwardRV

Ontological States

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integrated
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sovereign
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transitional
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isolated

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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