[0:01]so there's
[0:02]something about my channel that's
[0:04]probably not very obvious I'm going to
[0:06]try to explain
[0:09]it I have always
[0:13]had an integrated perspective on life
[0:16]I've been fragmented like extremely
[0:19]fragmented but at the same
[0:22]time I never lost my holistic self I was
[0:27]always trying to find coherence from
[0:29]that fragmentation
[0:30]the world fragmented me but I was
[0:37]inherently I was
[0:41]inherently
[0:43]whole I just had all of this input in
[0:46]life that I had
[0:49]to I had to process and figure out
[0:53]how this is a really hard thing to
[0:55]explain and it's not even the point so
[0:57]I'm just going to stop with that point
[0:58]now the point is this
[1:02]when I started seeing where this world
[1:05]was
[1:07]heading it scared
[1:09]me I didn't know what to do with that I
[1:11]did make choices 6 months ago I bought
[1:13]an RV I moved out of my
[1:17]house I put my faith and my trust in
[1:20]myself but I knew I wasn't prepared and
[1:23]I knew that you could not prepare for
[1:24]what's
[1:25]coming
[1:28]conventionally every everything that you
[1:30]think you're supposed to do is wrong
[1:33]because it's coming from a fragmented
[1:35]point of view it is not holistic it is
[1:38]not about stockpiling resources or
[1:41]defending your property or you need to
[1:43]be adaptable you need to be prepared
[1:47]mentally physically
[1:50]emotionally all of it
[1:53]holistically and so when I moved into my
[1:55]RV I decided to work on myself to forge
[1:58]myself into weapon and I spent 6
[2:03]months analyzing myself in detail with
[2:06]it with artificial
[2:09]intelligence and I found coherence and
[2:11]integration and that's where I am
[2:14]now I did all of this while still
[2:17]finding joy in the world going
[2:20]hiking getting getting these piercings
[2:23]that I absolutely love that are a part
[2:25]of my new identity and I don't look at
[2:27]collapse it's just a bad thing it's also
[2:30]a creative
[2:31]act this is the inevitable result of
[2:34]living in a world that is so fragmented
[2:37]that it cannot sustain itself so it's an
[2:40]opportunity for us to
[2:43]change and I'm going to document
[2:47]that when it comes I don't know when
[2:50]it's coming but I know it's
[2:54]coming I know that I am resilient enough
[2:58]to face it I don't even even know if
[3:00]I'll survive it but I'll
[3:02]try and I will document what I can and I
[3:05]will share my thoughts on
[3:09]it and
[3:12]hopefully Point some of
[3:14]us towards a way of life that is
[3:18]holistic and
[3:22]supportable that is very different from
[3:25]the world we're living in now