[0:01]it Jilly this
[0:04]morning 7
[0:07]o'clock I just woke
[0:10]up I just want to start by
[0:13]acknowledging last night I woke up in
[0:15]the middle of the night had a
[0:16]realization shared it on
[0:18]here fully supported
[0:22]it I
[0:23]realized my whole life I
[0:26]have recognized that in order to be
[0:29]understood I had to adjust the way I
[0:37]talked and I'm not doing that anymore
[0:40]I'm
[0:45]done because to do that is a is a form
[0:48]of fragmentation in itself I'm
[0:50]fragmenting My Own cognition for you
[0:53]that's just unacceptable to me
[1:03]47 years old I've done all the work
[1:06]nobody else
[1:08]doesn't we are not the same I'm not
[1:11]going to pretend like we are
[1:15]anymore all my life I've done the work
[1:18]nobody else does the
[1:20]work it's unacceptable I'm not going to
[1:23]pretend like it
[1:26]is here's the real thing it's really
[1:29]important important points I'm actually
[1:32]not that hard to understand cuz I'm
[1:34]pretty plain
[1:36]spoken because I can distill Concepts
[1:39]into pretty pretty simple
[1:44]Expressions the problems that people
[1:46]interpret what I say through their
[1:49]own cognition through their
[1:54]own
[1:56]fragmented way of thinking I use a word
[1:59]like difficult which just means
[2:02]challenging you
[2:04]know people assign emotion to that well
[2:09]if I wanted to assign emotion to that I
[2:11]would have added something to it to
[2:13]explain that there's an emotional
[2:15]component
[2:16]also I'm pretty easy to understand if
[2:20]you're paying
[2:24]attention if you get rid of your
[2:26]preconceptions your biases your your
[2:29]fragment Ed way of looking at the world
[2:32]and I'm
[2:41]done I am deeply disappointed in
[2:46]humanity and I'm not shying away from
[2:48]that anymore I'm
[2:53]disappointed I've done the work you
[2:55]haven't even started yet and the fact
[2:59]that none of you you have even started
[3:01]yet is why this world is going to go
[3:04]through something we can't even begin to
[3:07]imagine I'm going to go through
[3:11]it not because of anything I did
[3:33]I'm not changing for you anymore I'm
[3:35]done with that absolutely
[3:48]done so today it definitely marks a new
[3:50]day