Reframing Height Awareness as Integrated Cognition
Speaker is at an RV park, sitting on an elevated deck attached to his cabin. The deck is positioned over higher ground compared to the flat area where the cottage sits. He has just returned from the RV place and put a sub sandwich in the fridge. The environment allows for fluid thinking and reflection.
Energetic Signature
grounded clarity
Field State
integration
Orientation
toward cognitive sovereignty
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September 4, 2024
3:04
Author
rswfire
Status
ARCHIVED
Type
TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)
Temperature
0.00
[0:01]so I just got back from the RV place I
[0:03]didn't go do laundry yet because I
[0:05]wanted to get my sub in the fridge
[0:08]and I'm not in a hurry today so I'm just
[0:11]sitting out here on the deck which
[0:14]is the other side of the cab
[0:17]and cottage is on flat ground but over
[0:21]here you're over like you're up high
[0:23]like and I'm you know I don't like
[0:25]heights so but I The more I've been out
[0:28]here the more I'm way more comfortable
[0:31]with it now like it's really truly
[0:33]not it's because I finally understood
[0:36]what it was it's not actually a fear of
[0:37]heights it's just how my brain works
[0:41]I I am aware of so many variables like
[0:46]the fact that sometimes these decks can
[0:49]collapse because it's happened right you
[0:52]know you have to be aware of I I have to
[0:55]be aware of I just am aware of
[1:00]all the way that things connect with
[1:02]each other you know these inner
[1:04]connections so it's it's kind of like
[1:05]it's a control thing it's like okay I'm
[1:07]having to put my trust
[1:09]that the systems here you know the park
[1:12]management are you know making sure
[1:14]these things are stable that they're not
[1:16]going to collapse but you know I don't
[1:18]really put a lot of faith in humans
[1:20]these days so if I'm out here I'm aware
[1:23]that I'm taking something of a risk I
[1:26]really am most people probably come out
[1:29]here and never have those thoughts but
[1:31]for me they're just a part of my
[1:32]integrated cognition I I don't ignore
[1:36]stuff
[1:38]but you know and other thoughts that I
[1:40]was having this week about while I've
[1:42]been out here is just
[1:44]like
[1:49]um yeah that thought just kind of
[1:51]spiraled away it happens you very fluid
[1:53]brain up here give me a
[1:55]second well it really just ties back to
[1:57]what I was saying it's just my awareness
[2:00]of the variables that make me have a
[2:03]heightened state of
[2:06]alertness when Heights are involved so
[2:08]it's not really a
[2:10]fear it's a pretty intense feeling but
[2:13]because my feelings are an integrated
[2:15]part of my
[2:16]cognition you know it's somewhere in
[2:18]that area it's it's a spectrum it's a
[2:21]you know it's a layered thing it's
[2:23]something that as a part of my awareness
[2:25]and I was calling that a fear pites but
[2:27]I don't think it is a fear pites I think
[2:29]think it's just a
[2:31]recognition
[2:33]of my integrated perspective of my
[2:39]environment reframing it that
[2:42]way has been profound for me because I'm
[2:45]just sitting out here and enjoying it
[2:47]and that's actually not a bigger part of
[2:49]my awareness anymore because I'm not
[2:52]exactly sure why I guess
[2:54]because I
[2:58]understand well I integrated it I've
[3:01]integrated it do you see how that works
Summary
rswfire returns from the RV place and sits on the elevated deck of his cabin, reflecting on his relationship with heights. He describes how he initially thought he had a fear of heights but has reframed this as **integrated cognition** — an awareness of variables and system connections rather than fear. He explains his heightened alertness comes from recognizing potential risks like deck collapse and his lack of faith in human maintenance systems. Through this reframing process, he reports being able to sit comfortably on the deck and enjoy the experience, having **integrated** this awareness into his cognitive framework.
Signal Analysis
Substrate
This transmission demonstrates the field's capacity to recontextualize somatic-cognitive responses from pathological framing ('fear of heights') to integrated awareness ('recognition of variables'). The architecture being held is one of cognitive sovereignty - refusing external diagnostic categories in favor of self-determined understanding of internal processes.
Tags
height awarenessintegrated cognitionRV livingsystem trustenvironmental awarenesscognitive reframing
Dominant Language
integrated cognitionawareness of variablesinterconnectionsreframingintegrated itrecognitiontrust in systems
Symbolic Elements
heightdeckvariablesconnectionssystems
Ontological States
- •integrating
- •sovereign
- •coherent
Subsystems
- •cognitive
- •somatic
- •emotional
Transmission Details
Source Type
local
Video Quality
1920 × 1080 @ 30fps
Duration
3:04
Bitrate
1817 kbps
Codec
avc1.640028